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[23 Dec 2003|12:40pm] |
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yeah. my names tess. this community is for people who dont really fit in. and well here iam.
because i definately dont fit in with anybody. i feel like i can't even fit in with any sterotypical crowd as some would say. preps;goths;skaters;nerds. i cant even fit in with anybody without feeling like so much of an outcast.
i guess i suffer from social aniexty. yeah.. ive been a cutter for 5 years. its only started to get bad where i cut myself and i bleed alot. im trying to limit my days when i cut. so i dont cut as much. people say i cut because i get "pleasure" from it. at least i dont think i do. eh im a freak whatcha gonna do.
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[23 Dec 2003|01:46pm] |
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Hi, I'm new here. Wow, a community for people who don't fit in... It really does come in handy, ne? Well... Throughout most of my life I was just the fat, geeky kid that no one ever liked... I mean, I suppose I have some good friends and stuff, and I fit in more now, but I still don't feel like I really belong. Most of my friends know nothing about the real me, and only see the show that I always put on, which makes it kind of easier on relationships, but not myself. Though I'm sure there are plenty of people like that, so I guess I can't complain much. I get really depressed often, and I used to cut (somewhat, but only rarely, and never deep because I was too afraid of someone noticing), but ever since my friend found out, I've been using hot wax to burn myself instead. Not as much pain, but it doesn't leave a mark... *shrugs*... Well... Um, I probably talked a bit too much... So I guess I'll just finish with, hi, I'm new ^_^.
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