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...the pavements, they are a mess [22 Aug 2003|01:45pm]
[ mood | cynical ]
[ music | interpol/nyc ]

i found this really good interpol website:
http://www.theinterpol.com
its a damn good fansite with a bio and
lyrics to songs that were never released in the us
on the interpol ep or turn on the bright lights
(my favorite of these being "5")
........so, not so bored today.
lupe is supposed to come over after school, so that should be, um.....i dunno. fun.
i <3 interpol
i met two cool chicks in my communities, hopefully some more people will add me to their friends list. i hope to see some more comments!!!
so, i tried to start a new indie rock community, but that went to crap real fast when i figured out that i don't know how to run those things.
oh well, i guess i'm stuck with the communities i'm in. they're pretty cool, anyways.
*if someone would please tell me how to change "#comments/comment on this" at the bottom of my journal to read something else, i would greatly appreciate it!!!*
...its raining in reno today...:-(
no fun...i stayed up kinda late last night fighting with my ex-girlfriend.
she thinks she's SO cool, and she tries to make me wish i hadn't pissed her off, because she claims to have two backstage passes to the AFI show...
i wonder who's dick she had to suck to get those, little whore (for those of you who don't know, she cheated on me by giving my "best friend" head)...
i'll post again later, see if my lonesome cry was heard...

x<3x
mrg

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...the pavements, they are a mess [22 Aug 2003|01:45pm]
[ mood | cynical ]
[ music | interpol/nyc ]

i found this really good interpol website:
http://www.theinterpol.com
its a damn good fansite with a bio and
lyrics to songs that were never released in the us
on the interpol ep or turn on the bright lights
(my favorite of these being "5")
........so, not so bored today.
lupe is supposed to come over after school, so that should be, um.....i dunno. fun.
i <3 interpol
i met two cool chicks in my communities, hopefully some more people will add me to their friends list. i hope to see some more comments!!!
so, i tried to start a new indie rock community, but that went to crap real fast when i figured out that i don't know how to run those things.
oh well, i guess i'm stuck with the communities i'm in. they're pretty cool, anyways.
*if someone would please tell me how to change "#comments/comment on this" at the bottom of my journal to read something else, i would greatly appreciate it!!!*
...its raining in reno today...:-(
no fun...i stayed up kinda late last night fighting with my ex-girlfriend.
she thinks she's SO cool, and she tries to make me wish i hadn't pissed her off, because she claims to have two backstage passes to the AFI show...
i wonder who's dick she had to suck to get those, little whore (for those of you who don't know, she cheated on me by giving my "best friend" head)...
i'll post again later, see if my lonesome cry was heard...

x<3x
mrg

Fit In

..you're a fallen angel...falling down... [22 Aug 2003|11:57pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]
[ music | interpol/leif erikson ]

so....
im kinda bored tonight.
not too much happened.
oh yeah, i rented house of 1000 corpses tonight. i hope its good.
...coldplay is pretty good...
anyways, that was your daily dose of randomness...
tomorrow, i'm supposed to pick up lupe from school...
driving without my license again....whoops. i hope i don't get pulled over



...you make me lose my buttons,
oh yeah you make me spit
i don't like my clothes anymore
we're spending time and money
yeah, you're colder than yourself
i know what my heart is for...

interpol = greatest band ever

my lip ring hurts.....i even put the sea salt water on it and everything...
if it gets infected, i'll be SO pissed!!
so, i'm supposed to go see freddy vs. jason tomorrow.
scary? probably not.
i miss MRG!!! it was so nice to see dirt and talk to him. he's like my idol, i swear.
he's brilliant. mrg = <3

cody. here's what makes me mad about cody: since most (all) of you don't know, my friend cody and i were SO close. we had the best of times together, he was so funny and creative, he was so alive...he was like the brother that i never had. we were best friends for like three years. he always took care of me, and helped me quit drugs. he just saw something in everyone else that no one else could see, and he was such a great person to have around. he never stopped letting you know how much he appreciated your camradere (kahm-rod-err-ee, i know how to say it, but not spell it). he went down to san diego for like three months, and came back with his friend he met there named jonah. i met jonah...he seemed cool, and he skated pretty well, but i didn't really see him too much after he got back from san diego. i would call him and just get his voice mail, saying "your call has been forwarded to an automatic voice message system. 'Mr.Available' is not available (like i said, he's a funny guy)..." and i'd always get bummed out. so, one day, i was over at my friend handsome dan's house (that's my other best friend. he was closer with cody than i was, only because they knew each other longer), and his older brother jim (look out for jim damone!! he's gonna be a pro skater soon!!) tells me that cody is bisexual. now, i've never been a homophobe, and this is my best friend we're talking about, so i'm not gonna be all "eww....what a queer!!" a few days later, jim has found out that cody came out fully gay and moved to san diego with his boyfriend: jonah. even that didn't piss me off. but i still try to call him almost every day, and he never calls me back or anything.

it just pisses me off to lose someone so close when they're still alive....
speaking of loss, it's the sixth anniversary of my mom's death this month.
maybe that's why i've been having a lot of sad moments...
oh well. gotta keep on truckin (or whatever).

*much love goes out to grim!!!

see you peeps later. im out!

x<3x
mrg

Fit In

..you're a fallen angel...falling down... [22 Aug 2003|11:57pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]
[ music | interpol/leif erikson ]

so....
im kinda bored tonight.
not too much happened.
oh yeah, i rented house of 1000 corpses tonight. i hope its good.
...coldplay is pretty good...
anyways, that was your daily dose of randomness...
tomorrow, i'm supposed to pick up lupe from school...
driving without my license again....whoops. i hope i don't get pulled over



...you make me lose my buttons,
oh yeah you make me spit
i don't like my clothes anymore
we're spending time and money
yeah, you're colder than yourself
i know what my heart is for...

interpol = greatest band ever

my lip ring hurts.....i even put the sea salt water on it and everything...
if it gets infected, i'll be SO pissed!!
so, i'm supposed to go see freddy vs. jason tomorrow.
scary? probably not.
i miss MRG!!! it was so nice to see dirt and talk to him. he's like my idol, i swear.
he's brilliant. mrg = <3

cody. here's what makes me mad about cody: since most (all) of you don't know, my friend cody and i were SO close. we had the best of times together, he was so funny and creative, he was so alive...he was like the brother that i never had. we were best friends for like three years. he always took care of me, and helped me quit drugs. he just saw something in everyone else that no one else could see, and he was such a great person to have around. he never stopped letting you know how much he appreciated your camradere (kahm-rod-err-ee, i know how to say it, but not spell it). he went down to san diego for like three months, and came back with his friend he met there named jonah. i met jonah...he seemed cool, and he skated pretty well, but i didn't really see him too much after he got back from san diego. i would call him and just get his voice mail, saying "your call has been forwarded to an automatic voice message system. 'Mr.Available' is not available (like i said, he's a funny guy)..." and i'd always get bummed out. so, one day, i was over at my friend handsome dan's house (that's my other best friend. he was closer with cody than i was, only because they knew each other longer), and his older brother jim (look out for jim damone!! he's gonna be a pro skater soon!!) tells me that cody is bisexual. now, i've never been a homophobe, and this is my best friend we're talking about, so i'm not gonna be all "eww....what a queer!!" a few days later, jim has found out that cody came out fully gay and moved to san diego with his boyfriend: jonah. even that didn't piss me off. but i still try to call him almost every day, and he never calls me back or anything.

it just pisses me off to lose someone so close when they're still alive....
speaking of loss, it's the sixth anniversary of my mom's death this month.
maybe that's why i've been having a lot of sad moments...
oh well. gotta keep on truckin (or whatever).

*much love goes out to grim!!!

see you peeps later. im out!

x<3x
mrg

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