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so.... im kinda bored tonight. not too much happened. oh yeah, i rented house of 1000 corpses tonight. i hope its good. ...coldplay is pretty good... anyways, that was your daily dose of randomness... tomorrow, i'm supposed to pick up lupe from school... driving without my license again....whoops. i hope i don't get pulled over
...you make me lose my buttons, oh yeah you make me spit i don't like my clothes anymore we're spending time and money yeah, you're colder than yourself i know what my heart is for...
interpol = greatest band ever
my lip ring hurts.....i even put the sea salt water on it and everything... if it gets infected, i'll be SO pissed!! so, i'm supposed to go see freddy vs. jason tomorrow. scary? probably not. i miss MRG!!! it was so nice to see dirt and talk to him. he's like my idol, i swear. he's brilliant. mrg = <3
cody. here's what makes me mad about cody: since most (all) of you don't know, my friend cody and i were SO close. we had the best of times together, he was so funny and creative, he was so alive...he was like the brother that i never had. we were best friends for like three years. he always took care of me, and helped me quit drugs. he just saw something in everyone else that no one else could see, and he was such a great person to have around. he never stopped letting you know how much he appreciated your camradere (kahm-rod-err-ee, i know how to say it, but not spell it). he went down to san diego for like three months, and came back with his friend he met there named jonah. i met jonah...he seemed cool, and he skated pretty well, but i didn't really see him too much after he got back from san diego. i would call him and just get his voice mail, saying "your call has been forwarded to an automatic voice message system. 'Mr.Available' is not available (like i said, he's a funny guy)..." and i'd always get bummed out. so, one day, i was over at my friend handsome dan's house (that's my other best friend. he was closer with cody than i was, only because they knew each other longer), and his older brother jim (look out for jim damone!! he's gonna be a pro skater soon!!) tells me that cody is bisexual. now, i've never been a homophobe, and this is my best friend we're talking about, so i'm not gonna be all "eww....what a queer!!" a few days later, jim has found out that cody came out fully gay and moved to san diego with his boyfriend: jonah. even that didn't piss me off. but i still try to call him almost every day, and he never calls me back or anything.
it just pisses me off to lose someone so close when they're still alive.... speaking of loss, it's the sixth anniversary of my mom's death this month. maybe that's why i've been having a lot of sad moments... oh well. gotta keep on truckin (or whatever).
*much love goes out to grim!!!
see you peeps later. im out!
x<3x mrg
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