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[30 Jul 2003|07:01am] |
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Ok. I am still unsure if I love her. I feel it sometimes but...others not...I dunno...And I think the ultimate test is only to break up with her for a while, not see her for a while, even check out other relationship opportunities...and see what happens. It is going to be so hard. She is so sensitive. Really she might even kill herself. I am pretty sure she will cut herself. But this has to be done. I have to know.
Wish me luck. I know this is going to hurt her more than anything.
Fuck.
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