You ever get the feeling that everything is all right in the world, and things are just going your way? Well thats how I am feeling today. Funny thing is, its the first time I have felt this way in what seems to have been ages. Let me tell you something, depression sux. It is basically an ailment that is hard to escape from, but it does lend a hand in destroying your life. You lose your friends, you lose faith in yourself, and you just give up hope. That is the biggest travesty, losing hope. Hope is all we really have you see. Hope that there is a next life, hope that there is someone out there for us, hope that we will succeed. Without hope we would all be in the stasis I call misery. Thats how I have been for a while, miserable. The girl I had fallen head over heels for broke up with me leaving me in a state of shock. First came denial, then came dispair, then it was utter misery. I was beginning to think that my heart would never heal the hole that had been burrowed in to it. Then one day (today) three months later you just wake up and find yourself thinking about the future, and who might be in it. Mirraculously you have been healed! Now the question basically lies in how you are going to feel when you see that girl that owned so much of you for such a long time. Will you be sad, nonchalant, giddy, or hateful? Well I got the chance to see her today, and well I guess you could just call me nonchalant. We went about our normal routine, saying hi...joking around....laughing a little...then we parted ways saying goodbye. Nothing to it! In the back of my mind though, I know I still like her...so its hard, seeing her smile and have a good time. The memories are all I have now though, memories that I shall always cherish, but yes it is time to move on. Forward I go!