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Bleh. [16 Nov 2004|03:30pm] I've been writing some interesting things in the LJ recently aside from radio show updates. Speaking of which, there was no radio show last night. There will be next week though. I'm tired of having 3 journals. Two of them are scarcely read anyway. Maybe if I had a computer I'd update here more and write something of substance (though only 2 people tops read it), but I don't and I don't care to have this. To tell the truth, I don't care to have anything really right now. I don't care to do anything. Sadly, I have entirely too much to do. I wish I didn't have to be myself this week. This week is horrible. post comment

Motherfucking radio show [08 Nov 2004|02:43pm] [ mood | go! ] [ music | Uranus ] I have a motherfucking radio show tonight from 11pm-1am EASTERN STANDARD TIME!!! http://streaming.salisbury.edu:8080/ramgen/encoder/wsur.rm In a pissed off mood and will play a lot of hardcore-sounding shit. There's so much to feel impassioned about right now and even if this isn't your cup of tea, you should listen anyway. IM me at WSUR Request sometime after 11pm approximately (1110 or so). post comment

Radio show tonight and updates. [01 Nov 2004|01:33pm] Radio show tonight. Refer to my previous post for information. New things I will have with me tonight (not new to everyone, but new to my POSSESSIONS): Elliott Smith - at least 5 or 6 albums Fugazi - 5-6 albums Decemberists Sonic Youth - 5-6 albums Guided By Voices - 1 album Pavement - 1-2 albums Pink Floyd - at least 1 album Beatles - 2 albums, maybe more Led Zeppelin - 1-2 more albums random video game music that's beautiful Speaking of beautiful. I had a beautiful weekend. If you listen to the show, I might talk about it. *nudges Connie* Peace out, all. post comment

[26 Oct 2004|08:57pm] It's funny. I'm supposed to be working on papers, but all I can do is listen to Rilo Kiley and think about what it would be like to feel things I told myself I never again would. Distance makes the heart grow fonder. post comment

Radio Show tonight [25 Oct 2004|11:51am] [ mood | blah ] [ music | computer lab ] http://streaming.salisbury.edu:8080/ramgen/encoder/wsur.rm IM - WSUR Request. 11pm-sometime between 1 and 2 am EST, hopefully until 2, to make up for my absence last week. I've acquired some new things, so be sure to listen. Randomness will ensue! That's all. *x-post* post comment

Radio Show [18 Oct 2004|04:37pm] Tonight. 11pm-1am EST. As it is every Monday. Not sure who's coming by yet and not sure what I'm playing yet, but it's happening, regardless. Tune in if you get a chance! http://streaming.salisbury.edu:8080/ramgen/encoder/wsur.rm Yes, real media sucks. But please tune in anyway?! *puppy face* IM - WSUR Request Not sure what I'll have with me, as I'm *hoping* to have time to raid the record library for things I don't own to play. We'll see. *cross-posted like always* EDIT - Not happening tonight. Awesomeness resumes next week so PLEASE LISTEN!! :) post comment

I can't stress this enough. [13 Oct 2004|10:44pm] If you didn't watch the debates or otherwise have NOT been involved in any form with the political process recently, websites, zines, etc, then you have absolutely no right to really bitch about anything going on right now. That said, I hope those of you that did or have, see the apparent inherent logical fallacies that exist with the Bush administration and weigh your decision carefully. We need people to be more informed, but my brain can't grasp what his administration says and does versus what Kerry hopes to do and has said in the debates. Fuck voting records. People change their minds over time. This isn't 19 fucking 90. This is 2004. What happened then doesn't fucking matter. What happens now does. Get the fuck off your ass and do something about it if you want to bitch. If you don't want to bitch, then just don't do anything and it'll be over soon. However, the reason we're ignored as youth is because we generally don't do anything. So just know that you choosing not to do anything or care contributes to the very problem and the very reason you choose not to contribute (I don't care for either candidate because they never talk about what I care about). They don't talk about what we care about as much because we young'uns don't vote or do anything to make them care. It's political suicide to go against this and that killed Kucinich and Dean and probably has hurt McCain before too. Ugh. I want to like tear into something right now but I am NOT for violence. So I'm going to go on my friend's radio show and see how many people we can get fired up to write us or something. Address below. post comment

3 interesting political things sent to me on IM... [13 Oct 2004|04:53pm] [ mood | Fired the fuck up! ] sent by my friend Elise, but sent to her by other people and while are somewhat humorous, are quite factual too. ( First one is humorous ) ( Second one is humorous but contains several facts ) ( Third one is pretty much all facts, baby! ) Enjoy! *cross-posted* post comment

Shit has hit the fucking fan. [13 Oct 2004|12:38pm] [ mood | enraged ] Okay, so the Wednesday before last, the Kerry Coalition on my campus, went around and drew white CHALK outlines of bodies, much as you'd see at a crime scene, and wrote messages on them protesting the Bush administration, the war, etc. Things like "I died in Iraq so I wasn't able to vote" and such. If what my friend Alex here tells me is true, approximately 30 minutes ago or so, there was a car out in the campus's "Red Square", an open area where rallies and events are held, that had "Kerry" spraypainted on the side that was being demolished by a group with sledgehammers. We believe this group to be the College Republicans, but we're not sure. YET, these same College Republicans vehemently protested our CHALK protest, which I remind you did NOT involve malicious destruction of property and an advocation of violence being okay (Yes, apparently it is okay to smash things with hammers if you don't like them - remember that the next time your neighbor plays his/her music you don't like, go smash him/her in the face with a hammer - fuck) and at the same time represents a complete HYPOCRACY of their initial point. We protested peacefully. How the flying fuck is this peaceful? I'm really, really incensed right now and if you're Republican, stop supporting childish ignorance or tell your party to step the fuck down. If you're independent, consider this. I wonder if shit like this is happening at other campuses since tonight is the final debate and so far, the Democrats definitely have been doing better overall. *clenches fist* So after investigation, it was determined that all of this was the doing of the German Club in relation to the Octoberfest event on campus that began today. Weak sauce. Ugh. post comment

Radio Show [12 Oct 2004|10:30am] [ music | Tilly - Shake It Out ] I played some Tilly, Rilo Kiley, and Elliott Smith songs you all would have approved of. I hope some people were listening. I'm still rockin' the mellow mood. Though it's a bit colder than I'd like. Having to put my hoodie on when I sleep isn't a good sign of weather in days to come. I can't decide whether I should get a computer to replace mine or save up and get a cool instrument of some kind. I'm nowhere near ready to decide though. Any thoughts? Today is the last day to register to vote in MD. So get on it. :) post comment

Wowee Zowee [11 Oct 2004|03:11pm] I haven't updated this in forever. But I think I'm going to start doing that again. Drama exists when I become introspective with either of my other journals and I know the few people that read this or would read this definitely will appreciate more than just simple updates, even if they don't reply. Though I hope they do. I also might post some poetry or song lyrics or something. For a real journal post though: Tilly, Rilo, and Now It's Overhead in Philly were awesome. I'm glad I got to see Connie again and I'm glad I got to meet Hillary and company from Pittsburgh. That made the experience much more memorable. Radio show tonight. 11pm-1am. EST. http://streaming.salisbury.edu:8080/ramgen/encoder/wsur.rm IM us at WSUR Request. Normally we play anything from screamo and noise to indie rock/pop to ambience, but tonight, I'm in a mellowish mood, so it's mostly indie rock/pop/singer-songwriter stuff. We will take requests for other things, but this is my focus tonight. I hope to hear from some of you! 1 comment|post comment

I never post here. [05 Aug 2004|11:26pm] I am: excited I love: music I hate: peanut butter (Aud!) I fear: being alone I hope: things work out this time I hear: an air conditioner I crave: make-out sessions I regret: one name, 3 letters. I cry: not lately I care: about everyone I know I always: forget to remember I believe: we can make this work I feel alone: not recently I listen: to tons of good music I hide: nothing I drive: and wreck. hopefully this time will be different I sing: and scream I write: not nearly enough I run: through your dreams I miss: my friends I learn: like a sponge I feel: elated I know: I'm not staying here forever. I say: things and mean them I succeed: or keep trying until I do I dream: seldomly I wonder: when it's going to happen I want: to kiss and be kissed I have: a gut feeling I give: my heart to her if she'll take it I recieve: we'll find out I fight: with my computer I need: a job to pay rent name: Jay age: 21 soon birth date: 08/24 sign: Virgo eyes: blue green hair: dark brown pets: n/a '' favorites '' bands: entirely too many music genre: indie, alternative, screamo, electroclash, old school emo, noise, punk, hardcore, jazz, blues, rock n' roll, etc, etc, etc...never ends - anything good crayon: clear cereal: Rice Krispies Treats jolly rancher flavor: Cherry or Orange color m & m: black and white hangout: shows, record stores, some people's houses day: no specific one month: no specific one season: Autumn/Spring shoes: mine restaurants: anything from pizza and sub shops to sushi and other ethnic foods. Yes, kids, I've branched out some. :D cars: my NEW Escort. <3 kitchen appliance: microwave, haha color of lava lamp: anything is good really person to talk to online: aww Aud mentioned me :D I'll talk to just about anyone who's willing. however, there are people who aren't willing to talk to me and that's their loss, haha. person to talk to on the phone: anyone who calls memories: I can't believe you kids were in DE. I'm so close to there. oh well. |this or that| boxers or briefs? boxer-briefs. snap plaid or striped? White Stripes. haha alt or rap? alternative. even if there is good underground/indie rap. alternative owns. ska or punk? depends on the band classical or country? classical, though there is SOME good country. not much, but some salt or pepper? depends where it's going coke or pepsi? both fuck my stomach up. I tend to drink more Pepsi products dr. pepper or mr. pibb? Dr. Pepper Sprite or 7-up? don't care for either. Sprite, if I have to choose skittles-original, tropical, or wildberry? Tropical is nice, but Original is best m & m's-regular, peanut, peanut-butter, or almond? haha, Regular bleh or blah? blah. but I do say meh okay, ok, or o.k.? okay shake or stir? shake bright colors or dark colors: depends snap, crackle, or pop? snap! half-empty or half-full: in the middle sunshine or rain? sunshine when it's not too hot, rain when it's not too cold sun or moon? moon and stars, on a beach...ahhh. silver or gold? silver frogs or toads? meh :: short answer :: left handed or right handed? right are you smart? haha. whats your middle name? Wayne. ugh. how many personalities do you have? This many *holds up hands*, NO THIS MANY *hands grapple* okay, this many, *hands stop grappling* confused, yet? how many piercings do you have? n/a tattoos? n/a what was your first word? I didn't do baby talk, I waited a long time and spit out sentences like they was hot, fool. haha. do you read your horoscope? it tells me not to. do you believe in that stuff? I guess if it tells me not to read it, then I won't read it. can you do a cartwheel? yeah and I'd fall and hurt myself. can you drive? yeah when I don't wreck my car do you keep a journal? haha what languages do you know? Ich spreche Englisch. do you like cotton candy? meh do you like pina coladas? not really what do you sleep in? what I wore that day how many pillows do you have? 3. but Elise has like 43950350340. how many times have you moved houses? since h/s? too many. before that? a few. is your room messy? haha. come check it out for yourself. do you like your handwriting? meh do you like to fingerpaint? sure do you sleep with a stuffed animal(s)? do pillows count? are you ticklish? you know it did you go to preschool? I don't remember. I think so? are you a morning person? I WILL EAT YOUR FACE. kthxbye "hard questions" would you rather burn to death or freeze to death? freeze = less painful would you eat a bowl of live crickets for $40,000? probably not. if you had a band what would you name it? The Hand of Death. haha. (inside joke, don't ask) where do you want to live? Philly, DC, or ? if you had to dye your hair right now, what color would you make it? hmm...I don't know if I still want to do the blue thing. not green. haha. if you had to get a body piercing right now where would it be? probably my lip but I'm a big pussy and I'd rather not bother. thanks. if you had to get a tattoo right now, what would it be? I can't explain it, but my friend Becca can tell you. Spell your name backward: yaj If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be? kitties. lots of kitties. Ever been to Belgium? nope What's your favourite coin? quarter describe your.. Pillow cover: crazy Coffee cup: n/a Sunglasses: n/a Shoes: neutral colored Adidas boot-sneakers Favorite top: MacRock shirt Favorite pants: many of my khakis Cologne/Perfume: mine. I think. or hers. haha. CD in stereo right now: none Wearing: clothing Makeup: none appearance hair: not so short height: 5'7 thinking of: <3 last thing you... bought: pizza read: magazine either / or tea or coffee: tea beer or cider: haha neither cats or dogs: meow single or taken: hmm... pen or pencil: penl gloves or mittens: gloves food or candy: food cassette or cd: VINYL. CD ::you:: want- it to be Labor Day weekend <3333333 need- to pay rent live to- fulfill my dreams and to help those around me make- things happen that are for the benefit of others as well as myself want to be- a writer or a musician or the guy that runs some label or someone in the scene or I don't know what else yet. a lot of things. you are: me. post comment

For the few that still linger on. [05 Jul 2004|11:36pm] Got the job at Domino's as a driver. Worked for 12 hours on Saturday. Made money. All was good. Went to see FDAI play at FDR in Philly. Despite Kati's insisting that they didn't, I thought they did well. Bought their demo and I'm loving it. :D Went to see if a Takethemic show was going on with A Day in Black and White among others, playing. It wasn't and the show was cancelled. But nothing measures up to tonight. I totaled my car. Not even like totaled it, but it can be fixed. Totaled as in it's gone. My car, is gone. RIP Here's the scoop: On my way to Domino's in proper Domino's attire, I was getting off I-95 at the Aberdeen exit to get onto East-22. For those who don't know, you come up a ramp and sit at a traffic light, waiting to go left. I was behind a black GMC blazer/SUV type thing that was very very large. The light turned green and the cars began to accelerate from their resting points through the turn and to points beyond. I made it through the turn and hadn't gone much more than 100 feet at the most, probably not even, when I noticed the black GMC blazer/SUV type thing that was very large, also was not moving, at all. It had apparently come to a complete sudden stop while accelerating on this stretch after the turn, in which the speed limit is 40 and cars generally get to 35 with traffic. I was going around 25, give or take a few mph. I hit my brakes. They failed to respond to save me. I slammed into the back of this guy hard. My foot bounced off the bottom of the dashboard area and to this hour, the top part of my foot is swollen and throbbing. But I believe it's just a sprain and will be okay, we're not sure. My arm was cut by something. Airbags popped out and I was later told that even with my seatbelt, because I was moving at a constant speed, akin as if I drove it into a wall, that I would have launched from the car, through my belt, and died on impact without the airbags, because I'm such a lightweight. I don't recall having a thought before the accident so if such a scenario would have happened, I would have died without a final thought in my head. That terrifies me. The GMC was fine. My car was completely totaled and something in the engine whirred and buzzed to let me know that the car was history. I struggled to get my door open and stand up, on one good foot. I surveyed what had happened. The guy in front of me, was fine. His rear was unscathed. Looking around to the front of his vehicle, I found pretty much the same. Meanwhile my front was in pieces all over the road. He asked me what happened and I explained and he walked away. He called the police though, so that's a good thing. Now, the other factor to this is the third car. Which he hit with his front. That car's rear was definitely caved in and leads me to believe that the black GMC wasn't quite to a complete stop before I hit him and my impact resonated through his vehicle to damage the car in front of him. But I'm not sure for I couldn't see around him while driving. Everyone in the 2 vehicles was okay, and unharmed except myself. I called my mom, I called my dad, I called Nick...I panicked and walked around, back and forth pacing. Waiting for my fate to be sealed. My mom called Domino's, who told me to stop by afterward. The police arrived. I got a citation for following too closely for $75. My car was towed through AAA to a place in Aberdeen. With my dad out of town til Saturday, that's going to be quite an issue. Without the money I was hoping to make as a driver, I now have lost the ability to pay off anyone and I might as well be in debt. I don't even want to know what my insurance is going to be after I call them tomorrow. The officers were very nice to me and one of them was a crash specialist who was scratching his head at what happened between the GMC and the other car. We'll see. I'm waiting for the lawsuits to arrive. Nick and I unloaded my car of everything of value, except my CD player that's part of the stereo and is now gone, and moved it to his van. Including my $30 DC parking ticket from my stay there this past week/weekend. I'm hobbling around as we speak with a foot wrapped with an ice bag. But I'm more worried about what's to come rather than the pain I'm feeling. I just thought I was getting my life in order finally and that things were going to be smooth and so much for that. So, any plans I've made with anyone coming up are cancelled until I am on my feet again, in a car. Any money I owe people, I'm going to do whatever is necessary to pay off. Most of that goes to my dad for everything and then some. I'm really depressed about this, but there's nothing I can do as of now. I just hope the repercussions of this aren't as bad as I fear they will be. post comment

Lame. [06 Jun 2004|02:55pm] [ music | Modest Mouse ] So I'm updating after 45945835803 minutes or seconds or whatever. Since the main bond I have with people on here is music, I'll just list every fucking thing I can think of that I've been listening to lately. Here we go! Modest Mouse - Good News for People Who Love Bad News The Postal Service - Give Up Cursive - The Ugly Organ Bright Eyes - Fevers & Mirrors, Lifted, etc...a LOT Circle Takes the Square - As the Roots Undo, etc. The Cinema Eye - A Complete Arsenal Karmella's Game - What He Doesn't Know Won't Hurt Him - *Baltimore, MD band. Keyboard-driven high-energy indie rock stuff. With girls singing. Alison Ranger - Formula Imperative Q & Not U - All Black Eyes - S/T 400 Years - Transmit Failure An Albatross - All At the Drive-In - Relationship of Command, etc. The Mars Volta - De-Loused in the Comatorium Belle & Sebastian - Dear Catastrophe Waitress Muse - Showbiz Starflyer 59 - Old Zao - S/T Duran Duran - Decade Depeche Mode - Random stuff The Smiths - Random stuff Fugazi - Random stuff The Replacements - Random stuff The Strokes - All The White Stripes - Random stuff Dance, Danse El Capitan - Demo Ultra Dolphins - S/T The Flaming Lips - Yoshimi Battles the Pink Robots Del Cielo - Wish & Wait The Rolling Stones - Goats Head Soup, etc. The Beatles - Sgt Pepper's, etc. Elliott Smith - Random stuff Led Zeppelin - Best of Early Days and Latter Days The Notwist - Shrink Coldplay - Live 2003, random stuff Dead Kennedys - Fresh Fruit for Rotting Vegetables Against Me! - Random stuff, until I replace what I lost... Beneath Low Flying Planes - Demo, plus Split with ? (they didn't tell me and it wasn't labeled) Half the Battle - My Ten Years on Automatic Pilot The Doors - Strange Days The Clash - London Calling Sleep Station - After the War Fifty Days at Ilium - Demo (Philadelphia, PA - influenced by Sleater-Kinney among others) Hulk Smash - Demo (Philadelphia, PA - experimental hardcore meets punk rock) Mose Giganticus - Connect That Wire to the Black Wire Demo (Philadelphia, PA - electro-techno-keyboard style punk, with screaming) Jade Tree Compilation: Location is Everything Volumes 1 and 2 - Notably Pedro the Lion, Denali, Milemarker, and Statistics Deep Elm Compilation: Hearts Bleed Blue - Notably Red Animal War, Desert City Soundtrack, The Appleseed Cast, and Planes Mistaken for Stars Matador Compilations: Intended Play Spring/Summer 2000 and Everything is Nice - 10th Anniversary Anthology - Notably Pavement, Cat Power, Helium, Modest Mouse, Mogwai, Yo La Tengo, Guided By Voices, Sleater-Kinney, Solex, Boards of Canada, Mary Timony, Quickspace, and Live Human Dischord Compilation: 20 Years of Dischord Anthology - Notably Minor Threat, Government Isue, Faith, Rites of Spring, Gray Matter, Shudder to Think, Fugazi, Lungfish, The Nation of Ulysses, Jawbox, Slant 6, Hoover, Smart Went Crazy, The Warmers, Bluetip, Faraquet, and Q & Not U There may be more, but I'll stop there. Things I'm interested in: EVERYTHING. I'm limited by funds, computer space, and time. Let's see who responds to this one. post comment

Survey from Con. [04 May 2004|03:00pm] if i were a month i'd be: May if i were a day of the week i'd be: Saturday if i were a time of day i'd be: 7pm if i were a planet i'd be: Saturn if i were a sea animal i'd be: Dolphin if i were a direction i'd be: ENE if i were a piece of furniture i'd be: A Futon *spelling* if i were a sin i'd be: Thou shalt not kill. if i were a historical figure i'd be: Plato if i were a liquid i'd be: Plasma if i were a tree i would be: A Giant Sequoia if i were a stone i'd be: Arsenic if i were a bird i'd be: Vulture if i were a weapon i'd be: Words to pierce your soul. if i were a flower or plant i'd be: White Rose if i were a kind of weather i'd be: Snow if i were a mythical creature i'd be: Sprite if i were a musical instrument i'd be: Electric organ if i were an animal i'd be: Cat if i were a color i'd be: Grey if i were an emotion i'd be: Peaceful if i were a vegetable i'd be: Lettuce if i were a sound i'd be: Lullaby if i were a shoe i'd be: Sneaker if i were a book i'd be: Catch-22 if i were a body part i'd be: Eyes if i were a shape i'd be a: Ellipse post comment

Borrowed from Con. Hopefully she doesn't mind. [23 Apr 2004|10:39am] [ music | Bright Eyes - "Laura Laurent" ] 10 bands/artists you've been listening to a lot lately: (not in any particular order) 1. Bright Eyes 2. Circle Takes the Square 3. Black Eyes 4. Q & Not U 5. The Mars Volta 6. An Albatross 7. Belle & Sebastian 8. Alison Ranger 9. The Doors 10. Led Zeppelin 09 things you look forward to: 1. Salisbury. 'Nuff said. 2. Lollapalooza 2004. Indie-rock fest for once. 3. This semester ending. 2 more weeks. 4. F-L-O-R-I-D-A 5. Catching up with friends who are worth the time to catch up with. 6. A laptop. 7. Getting a band going. 8. Getting the radio show going at SU. 9. Any upcoming shows, fests, etc that I can't think of right now. Or that haven't been announced yet. 08 things you like to wear: 1. khakis 2. MacRock shirt 3. a few band shirts I happen to have 4. my black suede jacket adorned with several buttons 5. shoes 6. random things picked up months ago at Goodwill - flannel jackets, black button up collarless, etc 7. shorts 8. anything else not mentioned that's comfortable 07 things that annoy you: 1. Bush and Kerry. 2. Our 2-party system. 3. Machoism. UGH. 4. Brainwashed conservatives. 5. Parents being overly restrictive and not trusting their kids, especially the ones with WELL-ADJUSTED kids. 6. Bad music. Hahaha. This makes me pretentious, yes? 7. People giving up without trying to make their lives better. There's ALWAYS HOPE. 06 things you say most days: 1. Word 2. Hip 3. Awesome 4. Dude - haha 5. Fuckass 6. Deck/Rad/other words 05 things you do everyday: 1. Talk to people online or in person 2. Listen to music 3. Go to class/do schoolwork 4. Read 5. Wakeupeatsleeptakecareofbodyandothersuchthings. 04 people you want to spend more time with: 1. people at MSM 2. Sean and everyone else in the band, for the time that's left. 3. Everyone at SU 4. old friends of mine I never see anymore. 03 movies you could watch over and over again: 1. Donnie Darko 2. Kill Bill - both 3. Fight Club 02 of your favorite songs at the moment: 1. Bright Eyes - "Bowl of Oranges" 2. Circle Takes the Square - "Interview at the Ruins" 01 person you could spend the rest of your life with: 1. Elise. At least until I meet a girl who I become romantically involved with. Then her, I hope. post comment

If you're reading this... [19 Apr 2004|11:37pm] you should follow your dreams. Don't worry about what you can't do yet because we're all young and we're all still growing. Get out there and live the way you really want to and don't let anyone or anything stop you. You're pure and noble even if you digress and your internal compass will point you toward what you're looking for. There's nothing like an honest smile. post comment

Bright Eyes News And... [15 Apr 2004|03:57pm] From http://www.saddle-creek.com Bright Eyes wil be performing on the Late Late Show w/ Craig Kilborn on Friday, April 30. Everyone, tune in for that. Oh and check this out, also posted on Saddle-Creek's site: http://www.denverpost.com/Stories/0,1413,36%7E28704%7E2068881,00.html It's an article about the label, some of the bands within, including Rilo Kiley who have left the label for EMI? Yeah, it's not on RK's site, but it's mentioned here. Oh well. Best wishes to them. post comment

Live fast, die young. [13 Apr 2004|02:18pm] Listening to lots of Circle Takes the Square lately, since I picked up their CDs at MacRock. What else is there? Not much. Talking to someone...yeah. It's nice to have that going again, but I'm not sure why I fought so hard for a relationship in the first place. A few people on here know me better than I know myself and I hope they remember that. If it stops raining, the sun might shine. If the sun shines, summer will come. I'm not sure I'm ready for that. post comment

Updates and such. [06 Apr 2004|10:52am] http://www.xanga.com/gatheraroundmygrave. Huge update posted about MacRock, being single, bringing trouble wherever I go in that subconscious, "I don't know how I do it" manner, and waxing philosophical about the future (i.e. WHAT THE FUCK AM I GONNA DO?) I miss you. I miss everyone. I miss me too. post comment

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