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well ; i changed my layout. heh. atleast i got out of that i-change-my-layout-everyday phase. i had that other one for atleast 2 or 3 weeks. i plan to have this until ms. meredith finishes my header =] heh, anywhoo.
i talked to meredith on the phone. she told me some things. i didnt tell her, so im gonna tell her now. i do not think any less of you, in fact ive done one myself. not too proud of the person i shared it with, but hey, it happened & you cannot change the past. of course, it spread around school & i was known as a whore, for atleast a few days. but i stopped caring & dont regret it as much now.
well. i was on. brittany was on. no talking. none. none at all. then again, she probably didnt talk to me bkze my profile stated something totally towards her. as did my away message. doubt she noticed. my profile was 'im not jess, therefore i mean N0THiNG' & my away message was something resembling 'and its funny, bkze im the one thats there, yet she means more than me. im the one who cares, although she means way more. this is not toward a boy' ..i doubt she noticed. just like everyone else doesnt. no sense in rambling on about that now is there?
well if i havent mentioned it, my dearest austin has got himself a girlfriend ::sigh:: back to that old stuff. anyway, its that jackie girl i was talking about from the show, which is super awesome & im really happy for him bkze theyre really cute together & shes totally chaa awesome. anyway. back to that old girlfriend boyfriend situation type area. well, not much to say, now is there? guess not. matt van was on earlier. unfortunately i had to go eat dinner. he was gone by the time i got back. hmpfh. damn kid.
theres a show. next friday, that i know of, as of today. the checkers, cryptkeeper five & luzer. not that big on loser but the other two are worthwhile. heh. well see what happens. most likely wont go but hey, a girl can dream.
im writing with a lot of periods again. short sentences. i like it though. those - & ; are starting to annoy me. not so much the ; but the - is a big turn-off. haha. im such a dork. weeeee.
sitting up talking to my julianess. listening to some whiteflag by the overly-talented dido. yes, go ahead. criticize. did i spell that right? i dont think i did. meh. anyway!
'' i know you think that i shouldnt still love you. ill tell you that. but if it didnt say it well id still have felt it. wheres the sense in that? ''
well aint that the truth? heh ; my life in a few sentences. always feeling some non-mutual feeling. the iced tea im drinking is totally urgh. its wayy too sweet. dislike-age for it. but damn, no soda. i need to get away from that stuff tho. i want sprite. heh. enjoying my thoughts yet?
my pillow still smells of him. hmmm.. i like it. hahah. it needs more cologne on it though. its faded ::tear:: but theres still one spot that just wont let go of the scent. i love you pillow. =]
i watched finding nemo earlier. & now i understand ariels away message. the one she uses all the time 'just keep swimming, swimming, swimming...' or whatever. its a song in the movie. muhaha. rock on ariel. its soo cute. i like dory. damn ellen degeneres. did i spell that right? probably not. i sounded it out. heh. & the black & yellow fish that nemo meets in the fishtank is one awesome fish-ay. heh. i like the cracks in him, its different. ::smiles:: tomorrow will be another day spent, sitting around on the computer. or reading. yes, i would like to finish my harry potter book by the end of this week. im a little over halfway through it. i love it. it sucks whats happening to that boy though. he just got kissed ::blushes:: hes so cute. that daniel radcliffe. i wonder how theyre going to put this book into a movie though. he thinks a lot about whats happening, soo its gonna be hard. unless they have some conscience type thing talking to him.
well my sister will be out tomorrow morning. hmm, did i mention what my family decided at dinner today? no i dont think i did. anyway, my sister made a gingerbread house at her kid she babysits house. ben. anywhoo. my mom was saying how she wanted to make one. so the day after thanksgiving were going to set a bunch of candy & crap type stuff on the table, in bowls & have frosting & chocolate grahmn crackers & make gingerbread houses. all of us. lets see if this happens. if it does then im gonna be happy & my gingerbread house is gonna be sexy. if it doesnt. ill forget about it. ::sigh:: i hope it does !! fun stuff !!
this song could easily ruin my mood. [this ruined puzzle, dashboard confessional] yet it isnt. hmm. i must be happy !! muhaha - this is a first for me, and i feel like typing for forever. ever get that way? yes, i doubt any of you will read this. hmm. dont really care kze ill read this - over and over until i update again, leaving me to read that update bkze none of you people update !! arghh !! ::charges::
'' i never said goodbye ''
hmmm.. ya know. i need a hug. just bkze im happy. just bkze im hyper. just bkze i want him. ahhh - nooo !! lol. im such a doofus. haha.. movie quote..
' mom said when i wear this badge, you have to treat me like a special officer of the law ! '
' yeah well mom ALSO SAiD TO STOP STiCKiNG YOUR DiCK iN THE VACUUM CLEANER !! '
muhaha. i love scary movie. crap what is the name of her boyfriend?!?! ooh !! bobby.. i think hes cute. hes got sideburns & brown hair & woo it works for me.
did i mention i told boy he should grow his hair out. like leave it short around the back but grow it out & keep it down to the like right of his face? not sure of how itll look but i hate his hair now. hmmm.. i doubt he'll actually do it but it was worth a conversation. muhaha. i miss that kid. ::sigh:: i was thinking earlier. if everything that has happened, been an accident.. then why has the accident re-occured? ya know, i dont really care. it makes me happy. it happens. whatever. i shouldnt think any more of it than that but i seem to. and i doubt itll happen again now anyway. 'be nice if it did though. heh. i think too much.. ::smiles & runs away::
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