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Wednesday, March 28th, 2007

Subject:bc i can
Time:Wed, Mar 28, 2007 @ 10:26a.
Do you still talk with the first person you kissed?
hahaha, he-y-all NO!

Have you ever seen a friend naked?
yeah

What is the best thing about your job?
that i make hella MAD fucking BANK! $$$ & that i work w/ SUCH awesome people all day long!

What was the last thing you ate?
a Special K Protein bar

Did you get any compliments today?
yes (o:',

Where are you going on your next vacation?
Las Vega$!

When was the last time you kissed someone?
Thursday, well, technically it was Friday by that time, heh.../blush

Have you ever thrown up from working out?
almost, i had to stop & just go lay down for 30 minutes, bc it was coming up quick!

What was the last song you listened to?
Patti Smith is being inducted into the Rock & Roll Hall of Fame

Have you ever slept with one of your coworkers?
yea, a few different times at a couple different jobs, ha

Do you like roller coasters?
Most definitely! Amusement parks are the best!

Are you missing anybody right now?: um, yeah.../wink

Are you shy?: sometimes around cute boys i don't know that well.../blush

Do you have Facebook?: yeah, but i never go on it, i actually forgot about it, i dunno how to navigate that bitch

Can you play the guitar?: no, but i'm a Guitar Hero geek!

Do you ever listen to the Backstreet Boys?: last time i checked i wasn't a complete loser yet

Do you shop at Hollister?: fucking hell no

Do you watch Desperate Housewives?: that's my shit

Have you ever been to the circus?: yeah, but it's def. not my fav. place, clowns & whatnot...talk about panic attack!
drink from me.

Thursday, March 15th, 2007

Subject:fuck u i'm posting a survey
Time:Thu, Mar 15, 2007 @ 3:00p.
Mood: content.
Music:regina spektor~on the radio.
What is the last alcoholic beverage you drank?
Jager & Red Bull...& waaay too much of it

Do you follow college football?
no

How do you feel about your hair?
i'm pretty in love w/ it, thanks

Last thing you ate?
broccoli & potatoes covered in cheese

What's your sign?
aquarius

Last time you did volunteer work or made any donations?
i made another donation to the Humane Society a few weeks ago

Last movie you watched?
i just started watching "School for Scoundrels", but i haven't finished it yet

Would you do anything for someone?
i think i've proven that for 1 at least...not that it ended up helping me...

Have you ever been called a whore?
yep

How often do you go shopping?
more than i should!

How many pairs of shoes do you own?
about 45

What time were you born?
8:15pm

Have you ever slapped someone?
hahaha, yeah i'm a fucking bitch!

Next person you'll kiss?
i couldn't say...

What's the most painful dental procedure you've had?
having my wisdom teeth cut out

Do you like the ocean?
i adore it

Have you ever been to a planetarium?
at the beginning of school, i dunno 1st grade or sometime, i threw up...ha

If you could change your name, what would it be?
heather skellington

Do you like your middle name?
there's nothing wrong w/ it, but every1 has the middle name Nicole...& my "dad" picked it out, so whatever...

How old will you be in five years?
31...man i'll be fucking old...

Do you think you will be married by then?
i damn well hope so!

Who was the last person you called?
i have no idea, i think it was David

Who was the last person to call you?
Melisha

Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
divorced

When was the last time you saw your mom?
over a week ago

When was the last time you saw your dad?
i couldn't tell you, it's been years, i dunno how many & i don't care...

How many states have you lived in?
Only VA

How many cities/towns have you lived in?
2

Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
Barefoot!! Viva la star toe!!!

What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich?
Grape, i'm old school

Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
i'm used to the right side now, even if i'm alone

Do you like to cuddle?
yes, /sigh...i miss cuddling =/

Have you ever gotten stitches?
Yes

Do you know how to drive a stick shift?
No dammit, TEACH ME!

Can you change the oil on a car?
No, there are some things i will never learn even tho i'm on my own bc i want a boy to do it, ha!

Do you dance in the car?
Yes & if you caught me, you'd laugh

What color is your comforter for your bed?
the 1 on there now is like a burgundy/wine color but i also have a black 1.
drink from me.

Wednesday, February 21st, 2007

Subject:Dirty survey, ooo
Time:Wed, Feb 21, 2007 @ 9:42p.
Mood: contemplative.
Music:American Idol is on tv in the other room.
1) Ever been to a strip club? no

2) Ever been to a bar? yes

3) Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club? not that i can recall...

4) Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere? YES

5) Thrown up from drinking too much? yes!

6) Had sex in a car? yes

7) Had sex at the beach? AT the beach, yes. ON the beach, no.

8) Had sex in a movie theater? no

9) Had sex in a bathroom? yes

10) Had sex at work? YES

11) Have you ever been in an "adult" store? yes

12) Bought something from an adult store? yes

13) Have you spent over $100.00 in an adult store? no

14) Have you been caught having sex? yes

15) Are your breasts real? yes

16) Does anyone have naughty pics of you? grr, yeah i'm pretty sure, dammit...unless they got rid of them to please their current girlfriend.
drink from me.

Monday, February 19th, 2007

Subject:Mmm survey goodness
Time:Mon, Feb 19, 2007 @ 7:53p.
Music:Hanging on the Telephone~Blondie.
What woke you up this morning?
damn alarm on my cell phone

When's the last time you cried?
last night

Ever thrown up in public?
yes--sorry Harvey's, Compare Inn, Lula's car, Aaron's car, side of the road in Richmond...etc other random places i've been drunk in public

Do you like candy necklaces?
OMG YES--they're fucking awesome, i have them randomly all over the place at home & work

What was the last thing you ate?
Thai noodles & carrots for lunch

Are you a fast typer?
yes

What are you doing this weekend?
hopefully getting drunk

How many times have you been in love?
looking back now & being honest w/ myself, 2

How long until your birthday?
well, it was just Saturday, so about another year

Have you ever had a song written about you?
yes.../sigh

What does your cd player have in it now?
the new Shins album "Wincing the Night Away" & the Mazzy Star album "Among My Swan" are in my home stereo, in my car i have an awesome mixed cd that Julia gave me for Valentine's day.


2006:
[]Sucked for me
[] Was awesome.
[x] Was ok. It was awesome sometimes, then sucked sometimes.

2006 I...
[x] Dyed my hair
[] Failed a class
[ ] Had love at first sight
[] Snuck out of my house
[x] Stayed up all night
[x] Cried because I missed someone
[] Missed curfew
[1/2] Kissed someone who I regret kissing
[] Made honor roll
[x] Gained new friends
[x] Changed looks
drink from me.

Wednesday, February 14th, 2007

Subject:survey shit
Time:Wed, Feb 14, 2007 @ 12:37a.
Mood: anxious.
Music:new Shins album, Wincing the Night Away.
1) How old do you wish you were?
23...it was a good year...

2) Where were you when 9/11 happened?
in bed

3) What do you do when vending machines steal your money?
bitch & moan

4) Do you consider yourself kind?
when i wanna be

5) If you had to get a tattoo, where and what would it be?
i already have tats & i plan on getting several more, if u know me well enough, you know what & possibly where...

6) If you could be fluent in any other language what would it be?
French

7) Do you know your neighbors?
not really, & from what i DO know, i don't want to, they're old & annoying...at least they'll die soon (o dammit, it was a joke, gimme a break!)

8) Do you follow your horoscope?
not exactly follow but i read it now & then

9) Are you touchy feely?
with people i'm close to or attracted to, others make me uncomfy

10) Do you keep a handwritten journal?
no, i'm good to even blog on an online journal!

11) Are you impatient?
definitely!

12) How do you feel about interracial couples?
what's the problem?

13) What's your main ringtone on your mobile?
i don't have a main ringtone--i'm 1 of those dorks that've got several different 1's for several different types of people: Sublime, Bob Dylan, HIM, CKY, Rolling Stones, Incubus, Nightmare Before Christmas "This is Halloween" & even a funny Barry White-esque talking 1 when restricted or unknown #'s come up...yeah too much time on my hands & i probably even left some out!

14)What color are your bed sheets?
burgundy/wine some shit like that

15) Have you ever smoked crack?
HAHAHA, no but that is an awesome survey question! i don't intend on ever smoking crack, thanks.

16) Last person that made you laugh?
Fowler

17) Does someone have a crush on you?
yeah i believe so

18) Never in my life have I:
broken a bone

19) When I'm nervous:
i bite/chew my nails

20) When I look down I see:
boobs

21) If I were to get married right now my wedding party would be:
classified as a "drunken mob"

22) My birthday is:
this Saturday, February 17th

23) If you spend the night at my house:
u better be a hot guy & putting out!

24) If I were a character on 'Friends' I'd be:
living in NYC which would be a hell of a lot better than this! (o yeah i know u expected me to answer w/ a character name...mmm, no!)
drink from me.

Friday, January 19th, 2007

Subject:3 choices
Time:Fri, Jan 19, 2007 @ 12:46p.
One outta the three...You can only pick ONE:


Beer, Wine, or Mixed Drink:
Mixed Drink

Early to bed, Early to rise, Late to Rise:
Late to rise

Buy, Borrow, or Lease:
Buy

Car, SUV, or Mini-Van:
Car

Kisses on the Neck, Belly, or Ears:
Neck!!!

Coke, Pepsi, or Sprite:
Coke all the way

Beach, Mountains, or Desert:
Beach by far!

March, July, or October:
October (HALLOWEEN mutha fuckas!)

Breakfast, Lunch, or Dinner:
Dinner, if you're taking me out ;oP
drink from me.

Monday, January 15th, 2007

Subject:WHAT TREE DID YOU FALL FROM
Time:Mon, Jan 15, 2007 @ 2:42p.
Mood: curious.
i fell from a Cedar Tree


Find your birthday and then find your tree. This is
really cool and somewhat accurate, also in line with
Celtic astrology.


December 23 to January 01 - Apple Tree

Apple Tree (Love) -- quiet and shy at times, lot! s of
charm, appeal, and attraction, pleasant attitude,
flirtatious smile, adventurous, sensitive, loyal in
love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender
partner, very generous, many talents, loves
children, needs affectionate partner.

January 02 to January 11 - Fir Tree

Fir tree (Mysterious) -- extraordinary taste, handles
stress well,
loves anything beautiful, stubborn, tends to care for
those close to them, hard to trust others, yet a
social butterfly, likes idleness and laziness after
long demanding hours at work, rather modest, talented,
unselfish, many friends, very reliable

January 12 to January 24 - Elm Tree

Elm Tree (Noble-mindedness) -- pleasant shape,
tasteful
clothes, modest demands, tends not to forgive
mistakes, cheerful,
likes too lead but not to obey, honest and faithful
partner, likes making decisions for others,
noble-minded, generous, good sense of humor, practical

January 25 to February 03 - Cypress Tree

Cypress Tree (Faithfulness) -- strong, muscular,
adaptable,
takes what life has to give but doesn't necessarily
like it,
strives to be content, optimistic, wants to be
financially
independent, wants love and affection, hates
loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be
satisfied, faithful, quick-tempered at times, can be
unruly and careless, loves to gain knowledge, needs to
be needed

February 04 to February 08 - Poplar Tree

Poplar Tree (Uncertainty) -- looks very decorative,
talented, not very self-confident, extremely
courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and pleasant
surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great
animosity, great artistic nature, good organizer,
tends to lean toward philosophy, reliable in any
situation, takes partnership seriously


February 09 to February 18 - Cedar Tree

Cedar Tree (Confidence) -- of rare strength, knows how
to adapt, likes unexpected presents, of good health,
not in the least shy, tends to look down on others, self-confident,
a great speaker, determined, often impatient, likes to impress others,
has many talents,industrious, healthy optimism,
waits for the one true love, able to make quick decisions.

**i dunno about self-confident, at least not all the time, or the optimism. i'm shy sometimes, around cute boys or new people i'm unsure of. But once i'm over that yeah i'm not in the least! Sometimes i make quick decisions, sometimes i'm incapable of it! but the rest tends to be true, at least sometimes.**


February 19 to February 28 - Pine Tree

Pine Tree (Peacemaker) -- loves agreeable company,
craves peace and harmony, loves to help others, active
imagination, likes to write poetry, not fashion
conscious, great compassion, friendly to all, falls
strongly in love but will leave if betrayed or lied
to, emotionally soft, low self esteem, needs affection
and reassurance


March 01 to March 10 - Weeping Willow Tree

Weeping Willow (Melancholy) - likes to be stress free,
loves
family life, full of hopes and dreams, attractive,
very empathetic,
loves anything beautiful, musically inclined, loves to
travel to
exotic places, restless, capricious, honest,! can be
influenced but
is not easy to live with when pressured, sometimes
demanding, good intuition, suffers in love until they
find that one loyal,
steadfast partner; loves to make others laugh

March 11 to March 20 - Lime Tree

Lime Tree (Doubt) -- intelligent, hard working,
accepts what
life dishes out, but not before trying to change bad
circumstances
into good ones, hates fighting and stress, enjoys
getaway vacations, may appear tough, but is actually
soft and relenting, always willing to make sacrifices
for family and friends, has many talents but not
always enough time to use them, can become a
complainer, great leadership qualities, is jealous at
times but extremely loyal

March 21 (only) - Oak Tree

Oak Tree (Brave) -- robust nature, courageous, strong,
unrelenting, independent, sensible, does not like
change, keeps its
feet on the ground, person of action.

March 22 to March 31 - Hazelnut Tree

Hazelnut Tree (Extraordinary) -- charming, sense of
humor,
very demanding but can also be very understanding,
knows how to
make a lasting impression, active! fighter for social
causes and
politics, popular, quite moody, sexually oriented,
honest, a
perfectionist, has a precise sense of judgment and
expects complete fairness.

April 01 to April 10 - Rowan Tree

Rowan Tree (Sensitivity) -- full of charm, cheerful,
gifted without egoism, likes to draw attention, loves
life, motion, unrest, and even complications, is both
dependent and independent, good taste, artistic,
passionate, emotional, good company, does not forgive

April 11 to April 20 - Maple Tree

Maple Tree (Independence of Mind) -- no ordinary
person,
full of imagination and originality, shy and reserved,
ambitious,
proud, self-confident, hungers f or new experiences,
sometimes
nervous, has many complexities, good memory, learns
easily,
complicated love life, wants to impress.

April 21 to April 30 - Walnut Tree
Walnut Tree (Passion) -- unrelenting, strange and full
of contrasts, often egotistic, aggressive, noble,
broad
horizon,unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited
ambition, no
flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not
always liked but
often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and
passionate, no compromise.

May 01 to May 14 - Poplar Tree

Poplar Tree (Uncertainty) -- looks very decorative,
talented, not very self-confident, extremely
courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and pleasant
surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great
animosity, great artistic nature, good organizer,
tends to lean toward philosophy, reliable in any
situation, takes partnership seriously

May 15 to May 24 - Chestnut Tree

Chestnut Tree (Honesty) -- of unusual stature,
impressive, well-developed sense of justice, fun to be
around, a planner, born
diplomat, can be irritated easily, sensitive of others
feelings,
hard worker, sometimes acts superior, feels not
understood at
times, fiercely family oriented, very loyal in love,
physically fit.

May 25 to June 03 - Ash Tree

Ash Tree (Ambition) -- extremely attractive,
vivacious,
impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism,
ambitious,
intelligent, talented, likes to play with fate, can be
very
egotistic, reliable, restless lover, sometimes money
rules over the
heart, demands attention, needs love and much
emotional support.

June 04 to June 13 - Hornbeam Tree

Hornbeam Tree (Good Taste) -- of cool beauty, cares
for its
looks and condition, good taste, is not egoistic,
makes life as
comfortable as possible, leads a reasonable and
disciplined life,
looks for kindness and acknowledgment in an emotional
partner,
dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with its
feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its
decisions, very conscientious.

June 14 to June 23 - Fig Tree

Fig Tree (Sensibility) -- very strong minded, a bit
self-willed, honest, loyal, independent, hates
contradiction or arguments, hard worker when wants! to
be, loves life and friends, enjoys children and
animals, few sexual relationships, great sense of
humor, has artistic talent and great intelligence.

June 24 (only) - Birch Tree

Birch Tree (Inspiration) -- vivacious, attractive,
elegant, friendly, unpretentious, modest, does not
like any thing in excess, abhors the vulgar, loves
life in nature and in calm, not very passionate, full
of imagination, little ambition, creates a calm and
content atmosphere.

June 25 to July 04 - Apple Tree

Apple Tree (Love) -- quiet and shy at times, lot! s of
charm, appeal, and attraction, pleasant attitude,
flirtatious smile, adventurous, sensitive, loyal in
love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender
partner, very generous, many talents, loves
children, needs affectionate partner.

July 05 to Jul 14 - Fir Tree

Fir tree (Mysterious) -- extraordinary taste, handles
stress well,
loves anything beautiful, stubborn, tends to care for
those close to them, hard to trust others, yet a
social butterfly, likes idleness and laziness after
long demanding hours at work, rather modest, talented,
unselfish, many friends, very reliable

July 15 to July 25 - Elm Tree

Elm Tree (Noble-mindedness) -- pleasant shape,
tasteful
clothes, modest demands, tends not to forgive
mistakes, cheerful,
likes too lead but not to obey, honest and faithful
partner, likes making decisions for others,
noble-minded, generous, good sense of humor, practical

July 26 to August 04 - Cypress Tree

Cypress Tree (Faithfulness) -- strong, muscular,
adaptable,
takes what life has to give but doesn't necessarily
like it,
strives to be cont! ent, optimistic, wants to be
financially
independent, wants love and affection, hates
loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be
satisfied, faithful, quick-tempered at times, can be
unruly and careless, loves to gain knowledge, needs to
be needed.

August 05 to August 13 - Poplar Tree

Poplar Tree (Uncertainty) -- looks very decorative,
talented, not very self-confident, extremely
courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and pleasant
surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great
animosity, great artistic nature, good organizer,
tends to lean toward philosophy, reliable in any
situation, takes partnership seriously.

August 14 to August 23 - Cedar Tree

Cedar Tree (Confidence) -- of rare strength, knows how
to adapt, likes unexpected presents, of good health,
not in the least
shy, tends to look down on others, self-confident, a
great speaker, determined, often impatient, likes to
impress others, has many talents,industrious, healthy
optimism, waits for the one true love, able to make
quick decisions.

August 24 to September 02 - Pine Tree
Pine Tree (Peacemaker) -- loves agreeable company,
craves peace and harmony, loves to help others, active
imagination, likes to write poetry, not fashion
conscious, great compassion, friendly to all, falls
strongly in love but will leave if betrayed or lied
to, emotionally soft, low self esteem, needs affection
and reassurance

September 03 to September 12 - Weeping Willow Tree

Weeping Willow (Melancholy) - likes to be stress free,
loves
family life, full of hopes and dreams, attractive,
very empathetic,
loves anything beautiful, musically inclined, loves to
travel to
exotic places, restless, capricious, honest,! can be
influenced but
is not easy to live with when pressured, sometimes
demanding, good intuition, suffers in love until they
find that one loyal,
steadfast partner; loves to make others laugh.

September 13 to September 22 - Lime Tree

Lime Tree (Doubt) -- intelligent, hard working,
accepts what
life dishes out, but not before trying to change bad
circumstances
into good ones, hates fighting and stress, enjoys
getaway vacations, may appear tough, but is actually
soft and relenting, always willing to make sacrifices
for family and friends, has many talents but not
always enough time to use them, can become a
complainer, great leadership qualities, is jealous at
times but extremely loyal.

September 23 (only) - Olive Tree

Olive Tree (Wisdom) -- loves sun, warmth and kind
feelings,
reasonable, balanced, avoids aggression and violence,
tolerant,
cheerful, calm, well-developed sense of justice,
sensitive, empathetic, free of jealousy, loves to read
and the company of sophisticated people

September 24 to October 03 - Hazelnut Tree

Hazelnut Tree (Extraordinary) -- charming, sense of
humor,
very demanding but can also be very understanding,
knows how to
make a lasting impression, active! fighter for social
causes and
politics, popular, quite moody, sexually oriented,
honest, a
perfectionist, has a precise sense of judgment and
expects complete fairness.

October 04 to October 13 - Rowan Tree

Rowan Tree (Sensitivity) -- full of charm, cheerful,
gifted without egoism, likes to draw attention, loves
life, motion, unrest, and even complications, is both
dependent and independent, good taste, artistic,
passionate, emotional, good company, does not forgive

October 14 to October 23 - Maple Tree

Maple Tree (Independence of Mind) -- no ordinary
person,
full of imagination and originality, shy and reserved,
ambitious,
proud, self-confident, hungers for new experiences,
sometimes
nervous, has many complexities, good memory, learns
easily,
complicated love life, wants to impress.

October 24 to November 11 - Walnut Tree

Walnut Tree (Passion) -- unrelenting, strange and full
of contrasts, often egotistic, aggressive, noble,
broad
horizon,unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited
ambition, no
flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not
always liked but
often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and
passionate, no compromise.

November 12 to November 21 - Chestnut Tree

Chestnut Tree (Honesty) -- of unusual stature,
impressive, well-developed sense of justice, fun to be
around, a planner, born
diplomat, can be irritated easily, sensitive of others
feelings,
hard worker, sometimes acts superior, feels not
understood at
times, fiercely family oriented, very loyal in love,
physically fit.

November 22 to December 01 - Ash Tree

Ash Tree (Ambition) -- extremely attractive,
vivacious,
impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism,
ambitious,
intelligent, talented, likes to play with fate, can be
very
egotistic, reliable, restless lover, sometimes money
rules over the
heart, demands attention, needs love and much
emotional support.

December 02 to December 11 - Hornbeam Tree

Hornbeam Tree (Good Taste) -- of cool beauty, cares
for its
looks and condition, good taste, is not egoistic,
makes life as
comfortable as possible, leads a reasonable and
disciplined life,
looks for kindness and acknowledgment in an emotional
partner,
dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with its
feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its
decisions, very conscientious.

December 12 to December 21 - Fig Tree

Fig Tree (Sensibility) -- very strong minded, a bit
self-willed, honest, loyal, independent, hates
contradiction or arguments, hard worker when wants! to
be, loves life and friends, enjoys children and
animals, few sexual relationships, great sense of
humor, has artistic talent and great intelligence.

December 22 (only) - Beech Tree

Beech Tree (Creative) -- has good taste, concerned
about its looks, materialistic, good organization of
life and career,
risks, reasonable, splendid lifetime companion, keen
on keeping fit (diets, sports,etc.).
drink from me.

Sunday, January 7th, 2007

Subject:cell phone survey
Time:Sun, Jan 7, 2007 @ 8:40p.
Music:"American Dad" is on TV.
What's the last 4 digits of your mobile number?
6515

What does the 1st message in your inbox say?
"More more. boobies!" from Dave (i randomly erase messages, leaving the more entertaining, obviously this is 1 of them...don't even ask)

How many messages are currently in your inbox?:
39 (as i said, i'm bad about deleting, so this is the most i can have w/o it warning me that it's getting full)

Who's the first person who comes up under the letter M?
Mari

Who was your last missed call from?
Dave

Who's the 2nd person who comes up under D?
Dave

Who's the 4th person who comes up under S?
i only have 3 S's

What does your banner say?
Love Metal

What's your background?
a Heartagram

Who's the 2nd person who comes up under R:
my ex's brother, Ricky (i'm also bad about not deleting contacts i never use...you never know when it might come in handy...)

Who's the 5th person under T?:
TJ

How many bars of signal do you currently have?
4

Who was your last text message from?
Rachel

Who's the 6th person under A?
i only have 3 A's

Who is the 9th person on your missed calls list?
Dave

What does the 6th message in your Outbox say?"
"What's up wonderbread" to Derek (it's old, my outbox holds more messages, so i delete them less often)

Who is the first name in your Phonebook?
Aaron.
drink from me.

Friday, January 5th, 2007

Subject:surveys have taken over!
Time:Fri, Jan 5, 2007 @ 3:17p.
Sorry all the recent entries have been surveys & quizzes, i haven't been home much, i had vacation & then holidays were crazy...i have TONS of pix i've been meaning to post forever, & i have a cute fun bar story to write about, too. i'll get my ass in gear & get on it soon, promise!

~xo, heather skellington

Until then...



"First Loves Are Never Over" is this true for you?
yeah...i stumbled upon mine actually a month or so ago, found out he was still in town, i dunno how we hadn't crossed paths before, especially since we'd been keeping the same company amongst friends we hang out w/. It was weird, i thought all this time i was past it, til i saw him.

Were you ever on your schools track team?
yeah...that didn't last long, heh

Do you own a pair of Converse?
of course

Who did you cut and paste this survey from?
Carli

Do you eat raw cookie dough?
sometimes

Have you ever kicked a vending machine?
sure

Don't you hate when the radio ruins good songs by overplaying them?
YES, but i don't listen to the radio any more, so it doesn't matter

Would you rather them play the whole video or just a clip of it on TRL?
i don't watch music videos

Do you watch Trading Spaces?
i used to, i find it hard to get into sometimes now

Are you cocky?
definitely not

Shortest relationship?
like 3 weeks

Longest relationship?
about 2 & a half years

Could you live without a computer?
i have, i don't like it

When you watch movies at home, do you turn the lights off?
yeah

Last movie you rented?
Jackass 2

Do you own any TV seasons on DVD?
yes, several

Do you watch Grey's Anatomy?
yes

Have you ever cursed at a teacher?
yes

How do you eat your steak?
i do NOT eat steak

What is the brand of shirt you're wearing right now?
uh, i dunno Tie-Dye brand T-shirt...

Do you go online everyday?
almost
drink from me.

Thursday, December 14th, 2006

Subject:Year End Survey
Time:Thu, Dec 14, 2006 @ 9:53p.
Where did you ring in 2006?
i honestly don't remember

What was your status by Valentine's Day?
Happy & very much in love

How did you earn your keep?
til March at the front desk of Compare Inn, from March til now at NTelos

Have you encountered the police this year?
Yes, b.s.

What did you purchase that was over $500?
paying off credit card debt & dentist appointments

Did you know anybody who got married?
Dave & Ash

Are you registered to vote?
Yes

If so, did you do your patriotic duty on November 7?
You better believe it

What Made You Smile today?
Lots of things...like Mari giving me shit bc she wants to make BLT dip for lunch next week but won't bc i don't eat bacon or the picture message she sent me from Victor, or the banana splits we made, giving Tina hell, making fun of people w/ Rachel, Jeanne plotting to kill Brian's cat...

What was the last gift you recieved for your birthday?
A broken heart

Are you ticklish?
Only if i'm flirting!

What is one thing you regretted this year?
Let's just not talk about it, bc there's just no fixing it, he's too far gone...

Something you're looking forward to in 2007?
Buying a new car
drink from me.

Monday, December 11th, 2006

Subject:quiz-y fun
Time:Mon, Dec 11, 2006 @ 12:09a.


Playful, kind, and well-loved, you are The Peach.
For such a warm-hearted, generous person, you're surprisingly experienced in both love and sex. We credit your spontaneous side; you tend to live in the moment, and you don't get bogged down by inhibitions like most women your age. If you see something wonderful, you confidently embrace it. You are a fun flirt and an instant sweetheart, but our guess is you're becoming more selective about long-term love. It's getting tougher for you to become permanently attached; and a guy who's in a different place emotionally might misunderstand your early enthusiasm. You can wreck someone simply by enjoying him. Your ideal mate is adventurous and giving, like you. But not overly intense.
DREAD: The False Messiah
CONSIDER: The Loverboy, The Playboy, or The Boy Next Door







Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves.

Although you may have been hurt before, you tend to bring very little scars into new relationships.
You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky.
In fights, you speak your mind and don't hold back. You know you're right, and you can get quite angry about it.
Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go.





Your dating personality profile:

Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate.
Stylish - You do not lack for fashion sense. Style matters. You wouldn't want to be seen with someone who doesn't care about his appearance.
Adventurous - Just sitting around the house is not something that appeals to you. You love to be out trying new things and really experiencing life.
Your date match profile:

Adventurous - You are looking for someone who is willing to try new things and experience life to its fullest. You need a companion who encourages you to take risks and do exciting things.
Big-Hearted - You want someone compassionate, someone gentle and kind. A loving, nurturing person will fill that hole in your life.
Romantic - You need someone with a traditional understanding of romance. A true romantic is a must-have in any potential date.
Your Top Ten Traits

1. Liberal
2. Stylish
3. Adventurous
4. Romantic
5. Sensual
6. Funny
7. Shy
8. Traditional
9. Big-Hearted
10. Wealthy/Ambitious
Your Top Ten Match Traits

1. Adventurous
2. Big-Hearted
3. Romantic
4. Practical
5. Stylish
6. Conservative
7. Shy
8. Wealthy/Ambitious
9. Funny
10. Traditional

Take the Online Dating Profile Quiz at Dating Diversions

i dunno about some of this, b/c funny ranks big for me on both sides (i believe i'm funny & i cannot whatsoever be w/ some1 that doesn't make me laugh all the time)! & i love just laying around snuggled & cuddled up...but a lot of it is true.

You Are 77% Ready for Marriage

You are almost ready for marriage, and you could be ready to be engaged.
You're still figuring out the details of your ideal relationship!


Your Birthdate: February 17

You love being in love... so much so that it's very hard for you to be single.
Unfortunately, it's difficult for you to stay in love over time. Too many people intrigue you!
Only your true love will be able to keep you interested over time.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 1

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 4

You are most compatible with people born on the 8th, 17th, and 26th of the month.


That scares me a little...


You Should Have Been Born Under:

Your most comfortable inside your head - and often daydream the day away.
You have an artistic temperament that makes you seem creative to some, eccentric to others.
You avoid conflict at all costs, and you have a difficult time with relationships.
Attractive and with good manners, you tend to shine in social situations.

You are most compatible with a Pig or Rabbit.


i do daydream way too much. & i often have the creative affect on some & eccentric to others.

-BUT-


You Were Born Under:

Resourceful and practical, you are a quick thinker.
You are very observant - and it's hard to get anything past you!
A total perfectionist, you are especially picky about looking your best.
You're a big dreamer - such a big dreamer that reality can disappoint you.

You are most compatible with an Ox or Snake.



Your 1996 Theme Song Is: Ironic by Alanis Morisette

It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought ... it figures


You Are 62% Indie

You're a very indie person, and admit it, you look down a little on people who strive to be normal.
You'll indulge in a little mainstream pop culture every now and then. But for you, anything not indie is a guilty pleasure!


haha, that's sad but true...

You Are Somewhat Mature

You definitely act like an adult sometimes, but a big part of you is still a kid at heart.
While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later.


You Are a Black and White Cookie

You're often conflicted in life, and you feel pulled in two opposite directions.
When you're good, you're sweet as sugar. And when you're bad, you're wicked!


i could not have said it ANY better!

You Are Dr. Pepper

You're very unique and funky, yet you still have a bit of traditionalism to you.
People who like you think they have great taste... and they usually do.

Your best soda match: Root Beer

Stay away from: 7 Up


EXACTLY! heh (o:',

Your Personality Is Like Acid

A bit wacky, you're very difficult to predict.
One moment you're in your own little happy universe...
And the next, you're on a bad trip to your own personal hell!


You Are an Orange Martini

Everyone's favorite drunk, you're fun, flirty, and charming.
Unfortunately, you often spark jealousy - and unintentionally start bar fights.

You should never: Drink and dial. You'll just end up with multiple booty calls at your door!

Your ideal party: Is huge and lively. You love to work a crowd.

Your drinking soulmates: those with a Blueberry Martini personality

Your drinking rivals: those with a Dirty Martini personality


Sounds about right, very familiar! Ha!

You Are a Blueberry Margarita

Honestly, there's no one quite like you. And believe it or not, most people think that's a bad thing!
You're open, wild, friendly, wacky, and tons of fun. You have a big personality... and a big heart.


Indeed-y!

You Are Corona

You don't drink for the love of beer. You drink to get drunk.
You prefer a very light, very smooth beer. A beer that's hardly a beer at all.
And while you may not like the taste of beer, you like the feeling of being drunk.
You drink early and often. Sometimes with friends. Sometimes alone. All the party needs is you!


Haha, tis true!
drink from me.

Saturday, December 9th, 2006

Subject:Let's Do The Time Warp Again!
Time:Sat, Dec 9, 2006 @ 8:39p.
Go here and find the most requested songs from the year of your 18th birthday. Strike the ones you hated, bold the ones you loved. Leave the ones you don't know or didn't care about one way or another alone.


1999's Most Requested Songs


1. All Star - Smash Mouth
2. Man! I Feel Like A Woman - Shania Twain
3. I Need To Know - Marc Anthony
4. Mambo No. 5 - Lou Bega
5. Smooth - Santana (with Rob Thomas)
6. Livin La Vita Loca - Ricky Martin
7. Canned Heat - Jamiroquai
8. Believe - Cher
9. Summergirls - LFO
10. My Name Is... - Eminem
11. Crush - Dave Matthews Band
12. Last Kiss - Pearl Jam
13. What's My Age Again? - Blink 182
14. Changes - 2 Pac
15. We Like To Party! - Venga Boys
16. Cup Of Life - Ricky Martin
17. (You Drive Me) Crazy - Britney Spears
18. All The Small Things - Blink 182
19. I Will Remember You - Sarah McLachlan
20. Someday - Sugar Ray
21. Genie In a Bottle - Christina Aguilera
22. Why Don't You Get A Job? - The Offspring
23. Miami - Will Smith
24. Have You Ever? - Brandy
25. Shake Your Bon Bon - Ricky Martin
26. Boom, Boom, Boom, Boom! - Venga Boys
27. That Don't Impress Me Much - Shania Twain
28. Back At One - Brian McKnight
29. ...Baby One More Time - Britney Spears
30. Every Morning - Sugar Ray
31. Slide - Goo Goo Dolls
32. Blue - Eiffel 65
33. No Scrubs - TLC
34. Angel - Sarah McLachlan
35. My Own Worst Enemy - Lit
36. Back That Azz Up - Juvenile
37. Larger Than Life - Backstreet Boys

38. Pretty Fly For A White Guy - the Offspring
39. Out of My Head - Fastball

40. I Knew I Loved You - Savage Garden
41. Bills Bills Bills - Destiny's Child
42. I Do (Cherish You) - 98 Degrees (98°)
43. She's All I Ever Had - Ricky Martin
44. Cowboy - Kid Rock
45. Bailamos - Enrique Iglesias
46. Got Your Money - Dirty Old Bastard
47. Unpretty - TLC
48. Back 2 Good - Matchbox 20
49. Hard Knock Life - Jay-Z
50. everybody's free (To Wear Sunscreen) - Baz Luhrmann
51. She Thinks My Tractor's Sexy - Kenny Chesney
52. When You Believe - Mariah Carey & Whitney Houston
53. Can I Get A... - Jay Z Featuring Amil & JA Rule
54. I Could Not Ask For More - Edwin McCain
55. I Wanna Love You Forever - Jessica Simpson
56. Steal My Sunshine - Len
57. You'll Be In My Heart - Phil Collins (Tarzan soundtrack)
58. Never There - Cake
59. Anywhere - 112
60. Come On Over - Shania Twain
61. Girl on TV - LFO
62. Vivrant Thing - Nas
63. If You had My Love - Jennifer Lopez
64. Holla Holla - Ja Rule
65. Angel of Mine - Monica
66. Strong Enough - Cher
67. Nookie - Limp Bizkit
68. It's All Been Done - Barenaked Ladies
69. Jumper - Third Eye Blind
70. Special - Garbage
71. (God Must Have Spent) A Little More Time On You - *NSYNC
72. American Woman - Lenny Kravitz
73. C'est La Vie - B*Witched
74. Unsent - Alanis Morissette
75. Fly Away - Lenny Kravitz
drink from me.

Subject:fun w/ abc's
Time:Sat, Dec 9, 2006 @ 12:31p.
Courtesy of bohemiantragedy, the metaphoric "torch" has been passed, & i have been given the letter 'R'. So i'm to list 15 things i love that start w/ it. Now i know i could've gotten much more than 15 (since it was originally 10 but that just didn't work for me!) & i'm sure i could've been much more creative, but i have wasted enough time on it & i'm sick of being a neurotic perfectionist, so here goes--& if you also wanna play, just comment me for a letter of your own:

1. My kitty, Roxy

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2. Rainbow Brite


3. HIM album, Razorblade Romance



4. Rocky Horror Picture Show


5. Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer


6. Romeo & Juliet


7. The Rolling Stones


8. Rossdale, Gavin


9. Rubber Duckies



10. No Doubt album Rock Steady


11. Rob Zombie


12. mutha-fuckin' Reese's Peanut Butter Cups!


13. Ruby Slippers from The Wizard of Oz


14. Rocky (used to be my nickname in school bc a teacher said this is who i sounded like when i read aloud...?)


15. rubber bracelets--the jelly 1's from the 80's, not those damn thick 1's w/ the shit wrote on 'em--i hate those things!
1 tasted new life / drink from me.

Monday, November 27th, 2006

Subject:once more, with feeling
Time:Mon, Nov 27, 2006 @ 10:39p.
Mood: cold.
Music:New Found Glory.
survey i took a few days ago that i meant to post, ah well, better late than never:


Does anyone really hate you?
i dunno, how fun!

Been on radio/TV?
i was on the radio once requesting a song, & i was on TV several years ago when i was at HFStival--a local channel was covering the event & they caught me crowd surfing & pulled me aside to ask me a couple questions afterwards, somewhere in tvland there is footage of me grabbing my own boobs & making an ass of myself on camera, hah yay! Also i was in a music video for Army of Me a couple years ago.

Where do you want to get married?
on the beach

How much cash do you have on you right now?
6 bucks & some change, i don't carry cash

Who got you to join myspace?
Aaron

Do you have plants in your room?
No, i don't do the whole plant thing

Does anything hurt on your body right now?
my jaw has been sore for days

Ever received a rose?
Yes

Been to Disney world?
No, dammit

Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie?
YEAH, GAW!

What color underwear do you have on?
not wearing any

Could you live with roommates?
not really

Who is number 1 on your top myspace friends and why?
Davy-D bc he is 1 crazy white nigga & he's a good buddy

Thinking of some1 right now?
i am now that u asked me that!

Think that they're thinking of you, too?
no, i'm sure they're not

Do you have more guy friends or girls?
guys, always have, probably always will...girls are so catty & fucktarded

Have you ever been cheated on?
yes

Do you believe in love at first sight?
no, i don't even believe in love

What brand of shirt are you wearing?
American Eagle, as if it mattered...

Do you think that any of your exes still have feelings for you?
not at all

Have you ever donated money to a good cause?
yes, i've donated several times already this month--to the Humane Society, twice to St. Judes Hospital & twice to Toys for Tots

SO FAR IN 06':

made a new friend: yes a few

fallen out of love: yes

laughed until you cried: yeah

LASTS:

last phone call: Dave telling me to get my ass over to his house

last text message: Julia at midnight while i'm drunk telling me how she's going to get her Xmas gifts online this year?! To which i responded w/ "K, i an drunk" & yes i did send AN instead of AM, for obvious reasons

last cd played: CKY/Infiltrate, Destroy, Rebuild

last meal: Jager & Red Bull
drink from me.

Wednesday, November 15th, 2006

Subject:just filler
Time:Wed, Nov 15, 2006 @ 7:46p.
Mood: chipper.
Music:Elton John~Tiny Dancer.
Someone knocks on your door at 2 a.m., who do you want it to be?
some1 that's going to throw the dick to me good for waking me up in the middle of the night!

Ever seen a ghost?
nope

You have a nightmare, who's the first person you think to call?
I don't call people when i have nightmares

You in love?
no

What color are your toenails?
purple

Do you own anything with a skull on it?
yes, more than 1 item

Last movie you watched?
i think it was Halloween 5

Where were you when you first made out with someone?
movie theatre

Where do you rent your movies?
Netflix, or Movie Starz

Have you ever worn fishnet stockings?
yes

Where are you going on your next vacation?
Las Vegas

Have you ever been in love?
yes

Have you ever thrown up from working out?
Almost, but not quite. A month or so ago i hadn't ate anything all day & put in 2 hours at the gym & could feel myself getting to that point, but i kept pushing it, until i had to go home & lay down for about 30 minutes as to not hurl everywhere.

What was the last song you listened to?
Join Me by HIM

Who was the last person who called you?
Melisha

Who was the last person who texted you?
David

Have you ever drank eggnog?
Yes.

Do you sleep with your wardrobe doors open or closed?
closed

Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotels?
yep, i paid for the damn room

Have you ever 'done it' in a hotel room?
yes, quite a few times...i used to work in a hotel

Have you ever stolen a street sign before?
no, tho it wasn't for lack of trying!

Do you like to use post-it notes?
yes, i'm forgetful

Do you cut out coupons but then never use them?
usually

Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out?
In, unless a certain person happens to sleep over who always yanks them out!

Do you ever dance even if there's no music playing?
yes indeed

Do you still watch cartoons?
yes, it is part of my charm!

Ever gotten a speeding ticket?
ha, yeah, how about like 3

Ran out of gas?
once, thank you cell phone!

Are you lazy?
unfortunately yes

When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?
obviously several different things, but i usually went as a "punk rocker" more than often, hahaha. i was Pinocchio once, man i hated that!

Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
yes, Cosmopolitan--the sex tips are amazing!

Who is better...Leno or Letterman?
Letterman, all the way!

Ever watch soap operas?
i've been guilty of it

Sing in the car?
ALL the time

Dance in the car?
occassionally

Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
Other than the family pix we just had taken a week or so ago, i'm thinking that would've been the last time i was a bridesmaid, so almost 2 years ago

Do you think musicals are cheesy?
pretty much, but i love the hell out of 'em anyway!

Is Christmas stressful?
sort of, mostly just depressing tho, bc it's not at awesome as when you were a kid

Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
quite often

Your First Concert?
Bush, No Doubt & Goo Goo Dolls...haha

Wal-Mart, Target or K-Mart?
Target

Nike or Adidas?
All Day I Dream About Sex (yes, i went there, ha)

Own a record player?
yes

Regularly burn incense?
yes

Ever ran around outside without a shirt?
yes, w/ Kelli Jo 1 time from the McDonald's parking lot to the bank parking lot in the midst of boredom

Can you hold your breath without manually holding your nose under water?
Yes

Are you patient?
no

Are you excited for this year's Valentine's Day?
not at all, however i could be excited to hurt the next person to ask me that

Do you use your cell phone a lot?
yea, more texting than talking, tho. bc i can do that while i'm at work, or doing other things, multitasker i am i am...

How many ex's have you had?
somewhere around 10 to 15

How many pillows do you have on your bed?
2 regular and 2 decorative (that leave sequins everywhere on you if you come anywhere w/i being near them, it's a staple that you've been to my house--ha--it's part of my charm!)

Do you wish you lived by the beach?
yes

Would you die for love?
cheesy, but true...

Do you like to take pictures?
yes

How often do you go shopping?
more than i should!

When was the last time you received something in the mail other than a bill?
today, it's a Christmas present for my Granny
1 tasted new life / drink from me.

Tuesday, September 5th, 2006

Subject:girlie survey
Time:Tue, Sep 5, 2006 @ 2:41p.
Music:Alabama Song (Whiskey Bar)~The Doors.
Eyeliner or mascara?
both, but eyeliner is my fav of the 2

Skirts or jeans?:
Jeans, i look ridiculous in a skirt

Straight or curly hair?:
normally mine is curly but now that it's cut i straighten it more & love it!

Hoop or dangling earrings?:
dangling

Diet or regular sodas?:
Regular, diet is gross

Diamonds or pearls?
diamonds

Mary-Kate or Ashley Olsen?:
does it matter, they're both trolls?!

Love or peace?:
Peace. however, there may not be such a thing as either.

What you have:
[ ] tiffany jewelry.
[ ] coach purse.
[ ] anything dooney & bourke.
[x] a computer.
[x] a cd player.
[x] spice girl cd. (unfortunately)
[x] a cosmo magazine.
[x] a teddy bear.
[ ] a build a bear.
[] an Aeropostale purse.
[x] a hot topic shirt/skirt (it's a Happy Bunny Tshirt, not 1 of those poseur gothic things!)
[] an aeropostale shirt/pants.
[ ] the mean girls dvd
[x] a TV in my room.
[x] diamond earrings.
[ ] pearl necklace.
[x] a homecoming/prom dress.
[x] a book.
[x]a myspace account.
[x] perfume or spray.
[x] a black shirt.
[] an abercrombie or hollister shirt.
[x] pink nail polish.


Girl Knowledge:

Do you know exactly where the blush goes?:
Yes, but i never wear it

Do you wash your face at least once a day?:
yeah, twice

Do you use an eyelash curler?:
no

Do you use waterproof mascara?:
yes

Turned ON/OFF or doesn't matter when a guy:

Is taller than you: On

Dresses Ghetto: Off

Tattos: ON, WAY ON

Has a tan: On

Smiles a lot: On

Calls you just to say hi: On, it's sweet, as long as he's not a creepy stalker

Compliments you: depends on what he says/how he says it & if he's being sleazy, but it's always nice to get a compliment!

Shaves his legs: um probably OFF, tho thankfully i haven't encountered that 1

Piercings: ON SO ON

Has facial hair: depends on how it looks

Can make you laugh at any given moment: Very very ON

Loyal: On (but really, how many guys are?!)

Laid back: On

Plays guitar: so ON it hurts

Plays drums: On

Sings: On, if he's singing TO me, even more on!

He can draw: On

Doesn't eat meat: ON like Donkey Kong

Laughs a lot: On

Is comfortable around you: On

Holds your hand: On

Doesnt like same music: it doesn't turn me on that he doesn't like the same, but if he likes say country or a lot of rap or gospel or something i really don't like then it's a definate turn off
drink from me.

Wednesday, June 7th, 2006

Subject:quizzes, bc i can!
Time:Wed, Jun 7, 2006 @ 6:53p.
Mood: anxious.
Music:my throbbing head.
yes, all i feel like is quizzing, bc i don't want to depress myself or others by talking about the 1 thing that's truly on my mind & bothering me right now, which of course is loving some1 that obviously no longer loves me...so bite me.

You Are Iceman

You tried to live a normal life, but it just wasn't possible
A bit of a slacker, you rather tell jokes than cultivate your powers

Powers: turning self and others into ice, making ice weapons, becoming nearly invisible


Your Irish Name Is...

Juverna Boyle


Your 2005 Song Is

Beverly Hills by Weezer

"My automobile is a piece of crap
My fashion sense is a little whack
And my friends are just as screwy as me"

You breezed through 2005 in your own funky style!


i think i've taken that 1 before, o well, it's still true...especially the lyric it provides! i always claim that lyric for myself when i'm blasting it & singing along! heh


You Are Fozzie Bear

"Wocka! Wocka!"
You're the life of the party, and you love making people crack up.
If only your routine didn't always bomb!
You may find more groans than laughs, but always keep the jokes coming.


AW, i luff Fozzie!

You Are a Red Flower

A red flower tends to represent power, seduction, and desire.
At times, you are loving like a red tulip.
And at other times, you're very enthusiastic, like a bouvardia.
And more than you wish, your passion is a bit overwhelming, like a red rose.


Boy isn't that the truth!
How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.

You give and take equally in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.


Other than the 1st sentence, that is totally true. i don't think i fall in love often, tho sometimes it has been quickly & easily, but mostly just w/ PJ...the rest is so right it's a bit scary...& depressing...

You Are an Espresso

At your best, you are: straight shooting, ambitious, and energetic

At your worst, you are: anxious and high strung

You drink coffee when: anytime you're not sleeping

Your caffeine addiction level: high


You Are 76% Abnormal

You are at high risk for being a psychopath. It is very likely that you have no soul.

You are at high risk for having a borderline personality. It is very likely that you are a chaotic mess.

You are at high risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is very likely that you are in love with your own reflection.

You are at high risk for having a social phobia. It is very likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.

You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.


Yeah, didn't see THAT 1 coming...(feel the sarcasm ooze)

You Are 78% Evil

You are very evil. And you're too evil to care.
Those who love you probably also fear you. A lot.


Awesome...i do have a lot of friends that always say they never want to piss me off or get on my bad side...hehehe

Your Elf Name Is...

Minty Sweet Cheeks


THAT'S AWESOME!!!

Your Stress Level is: 60%

You are somewhat prone to stress, especially when life gets hard.
When things are good, you resist stressing over little problems.
But when things are difficult, you tend to freak out and find it hard to calm down.


true true

Your Luck Quotient: 49%

You have an average luck quotient.
There's been times when you've been extremely lucky... but also times when you've been very unlucky.
You probably know that you can make your own luck in life, if you're open to it.
So listen to your intuition as much as you can. It's right more often than you might expect.


You Are a Fruitcake!

You taste like nothing else in this world.
And get ready, you're about to get tossed!




oooo, i guess that's enough for now...more later when i'm bored at work again!
drink from me.

Monday, May 29th, 2006

Subject:so throw stones at me
Time:Mon, May 29, 2006 @ 3:03p.
Mood: hot.
Music:some promiscuous girl song Rachel played in her car at lunch.
sorry i haven't updated...i suck, i know...i just haven't been in the mood...all i'm thinking about is P.J. (so much has happened since i last wrote about it, but no, i'm not giving up the goods right now, so forget it!)

so here is a quiz:

Who's Your Inner Music Industry Diva? Find out @ She's Crafty

that works, since not only is that how i feel right now, w/ her sad love songs, but bc he used to tell me he liked my broke ass chipped tooth bc it gave me character like her. fitting.
2 tasted new life / drink from me.

Saturday, March 25th, 2006

Subject:sorry for being so pathetic
Time:Sat, Mar 25, 2006 @ 1:47p.
Mood: discontent.
Music:some CelebReality stuff on VH1 in the background.
i just felt the need to apologize for my overly dramatic entries as of late. i know they're entirely too long & nobody wants to read them, but it's helping me get it out. i really could use some advice if any1 would comment, tho! Sometimes i feel like my world is ending (& in a way, it is), but i know it's not the end of the world to break up w/ some1. Even though i've never felt so strongly about some1 & been so sure that i would be happy to spend the rest of my life w/ only them. (i mean any1 that's known me for any length of time knows i never really thought i'd get married before i met PJ. & EVERY1 knew i never wanted kids, until him. Then i LOVED when he would talk about having a little girl & naming her Jasmine Nicole & calling her Jazz. i'd grin from ear to ear w/ delight when he'd imagine being the typical overly protective dad.) i guess i have to focus on the bad things about us, even though i feel we could've overcome them. i've already began managing my anger & violence, & i think i've done quite a good job at it, so i know that's possible. i always hoped that we'd be able to work on his lack of responsibility, but i honestly don't know if he ever would have done it. So maybe it's for the best. Especially since i'd have a hard time trusting him after all this mess w/ J happened. Even though he says he'd never cheat, (& the entire time we were together i had no problem at all completely trusting in that & never worrying that he would), the fact of the matter is--if he wasn't doing something that he knew was wrong, then he wouldn't have been trying to hide it from me & lying to me about it. Besides, i don't care if you didn't get physical w/ the person--telling them you love them in what is clearly a romantic sense w/ hearts & such & telling them how hot they are, etc is still considered cheating in my book. Maybe i'd be able to forgive & forget (obviously he did, since he always claimed the reason the 2 of them broke up was bc she cheated on him!), but i'm afraid i'd always have it as a question in the back of my mind. Especially since she would most likely still not leave him alone, as he openly told me several times while he & i were together & she knew that, that she'd came by his mom's & called him, trying to get back w/ him. Not that it's important, bc it's not as though he's trying to get back together w/ me anyway. i guess i'm just having a hard time letting go. i've been ruined w/ my fairy tale mind, as if he truly loves me & we'll end up together. The torturous price i pay for being a dreamer, wasting my life away hoping for the happily ever after that doesn't exist. It's exceptionally so w/ him, as he's done some of the most romantic & fairy tale-esque things i've ever imagined. The 1st time it came to my attention was the very 1st real fight we had--we argued & i was the 1 in the wrong for the most part, & he stormed out & i thought for sure we were done, & then about 5 or 10 min. later he showed back up completely cooled off & said in the sweetest tone ever that he "just couldn't leave it like that." & i'd never had anything like that happen w/ any1 else ever before. Then there was the day i'd come home from work & he made me immediately strip down & blindfolded me, leading me into the bathroom to reveal flower petals all over the floor & in the bubble bath he'd ran for me, the window covered & candles everywhere. As i soaked in the tub, he came in w/ his guitar & sang a song he'd written about me earlier in the day. & when he surprised me when i took vacation for my b-day by taking me to VA Beach & staying in the most amazing hotel room & going to the aquarium (the Roxys of the sea!!!) & all the other fun things we did there. & of course every1 knows (or witnessed!) the story of his proposal...i'm rambling again. Anyway, we had SO so many wonderfully amazing times together that it pains me to focus only on the bad, bc it seems that the good times majorly outweighs those bad times. i guess i should just listen to my friends & tell myself i'll be better off. i just never fully believe it when i hear it, though. i've got people trying to set me up (not by my asking, they just won't stop volunteering! It's kinda scary.) & i've even developed a mild crush, but i'm not spilling any details, it's no biggie. i know i can't get serious w/ any1 right now, bc my heart wouldn't be totally in it. & that wouldn't be fair to the other person. Of course it hurts, too knowing that it was quite easy for PJ to move on & get serious w/ some1 else...
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Monday, January 30th, 2006

Subject:LJ frustration
Time:Mon, Jan 30, 2006 @ 4:54p.
Mood: frustrated.
LiveJournal is pissing me off. For the past 4 days now i've been able to log on, but do nothing else. i can't update, view friends, or view my own journal. It takes forever acting like it's loading the page, but then times out & acts as though i'm not online, etc. Anyone else w/ a LJ having this problem?! (please don't let it just be me!) i've got an entry to write, which i'll probably just post on here & then post to LJ whenever i can finally get on. i'll post that sometime w/n the next few days. Hope every1 is doing well!
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