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[25 Jan 2004|04:27pm] |
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rufio- in your eyes |
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i <3 rufio. i <3 further seems forver. i <3 boy sets fire. i <3 funeral for a friend. i <3 thursday. i <3 hell is for heroes. i <3 hidden in plain view. i <3 taking back sunday. i <3 the starting line. i <3 thrice. i <3 brand new. i <3 finch. i <3 the black rebel motorcycle club. i <3 tora. i <3 andre.
damn damn. yesterday andre came online and i said hello.. then he went offline. :( i think he might have blocked me for no reason, but he says he does have dodgy internet connection, or he could've just gone offline so im not losing hope.. i actually want him so bad now. when i first saw him i like fell for him. dunno what he feels but god i wanna meet up with him on saturday. *prays*
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[24 Jan 2004|05:05pm] |
ok loads of entries today but other peeps have these on their blurtys and i want people to fill it out for moi :D
I ____ Dani.
Dani is ____.
if I Dani should _____
Dani needs ____.
Dani will never ____.
I want to _____ Dani.
Dani can ____ my _____.
when I think about Dani, I ____.
Someday Dani will _____.
Dani reminds me of _____.
Without Dani ____.
memories of Dani are ____.
Dani can be ____.
____ is how I describe meeting Dani.
worst thing about Dani is ____.
Best thing about Dani is _____.
Dani _____.
If Dani was a flavour of ice cream she would be _____.
Dani is my _____.
I wish Dani would _____.
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| do do doooo |
[24 Jan 2004|04:07pm] |
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brand new- last chance to lose your keys |
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*weep* well as you can tell im unhappy cos i didn't go out with andre today.. because i never got to ask him lol! but me and gemma decided that it would be better to ask him to meet up next week because ill have loads more time to plan clothes, hair, etc etc and it wouldn't sound as stupid because i had only known him a week. ooh but went into slough with my topshop voucher and bought a new tee for £14 which i could wear when i meet up with andre.
damn you tor seeing brand new tonite! :( neways tell me about the emo guys n girls hehe
but.. lookies what i found last night! on andre's school website i searched 'andre kubler' and loads of results came up, mostly about his talented rugby playing.. but i also found a pic of him about 3-4 years ago..
(he's the guy in the front row on the left of the guy holding the cup.. he has a rectangle badge on as well) bless his cottons.
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| finchy moody |
[23 Jan 2004|06:39pm] |
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finch- perfection through silence |
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hehe luving finch again..
my layout goes quite well actually.. if you hadn't guessed already <---- is nate. ya no.. lead singer..lalala i love number 7 on the album.. 'without you here'
lol i couldn't be bothered to do that questionaire thingy but i was kinda strange when the exact songs tor was listening to were the same as me :S and omg i hate my mum for calling me danielle! she said that if i wasn't going to be called danielle i would have been called amber.. what a fucking great name is that?!!?! damn i wanna be called amber :(
asking andre if he wants to meet up tonight.. wish me luck people!
lots of luurve... x x x x
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[20 Jan 2004|08:56pm] |
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novella- funeral for a friend |
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hello there.
im about to download the new funeral for a friend tracks which i payed £1.0 for :p
waiting for andre to appear online again.. spoke to him for bout 5mins cos i had to go offline *sob*
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[19 Jan 2004|06:49pm] |
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smashing pumpkins- bullet with butterfly wings |
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hehe im so damn happy atm.. and it's fucking great!
last night was so damn cool.. i was totally freaking out cos i couldn't read my email andre sent me (tora knows alll about this hehe) but was i happy when i read it. waiting for him to appear online soon.. i think he only comes online later tho. :( my schexy brody dalle voice has gone now.. i think i need to get a cold again lol. neways.. tora.. i love you dude!! lol that was kinda random but im in a good mood so there ya go hehe.
ooh found another piccie of andre..
grr only bad thing today is that i have finish 2 english essays and miss berson had another go at me for no reason again!! me and sarah are going to leave a note on her desk which say.. "i hate your language, i hate your country and i hate your face!!" translated into french.
best be off... xxxx
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| gig! |
[17 Jan 2004|05:55pm] |
hehe wow!
last night i attended the 'battle of the bands' gig at the magnet lesiure centre and it was awesome.. there was massises of peeps and 3 bands.. including james' band, which in fact were the worst band there!
best bit was seeing the god damn finest bassist of my life.. his name'"s andre and i got talking to him for a bit after his bands set.. and his band are wicked :D i bought on of their EP's and the other bands album.. the other band were great too, they were only about my age but they were great.. i spose you would class them as goth.. black metal.. summat like that. neways. i just emailed the bassist with a pic i took of his band so im waiting for his reply.. :S here's 2 pics i took of him to keep your minds at rest. he wears converses.. :p and it's really weird.. when i first saw him the first thing what came into my head was 'taking back sunday' :S :S
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[14 Jan 2004|09:02pm] |
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funeral for a friend- 10 scene points to the winner |
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ok well ive had a chat with tora and stuff. people are gunna say stuff about giving in and stuff but well, but it's hard when you like a person this much.
she told me im apparently a 'spitting image of what she was like 2 years ago'.. (not looks and stuff lol but attiudes and personal stuff im thinking).. am i meant to be scared?.. will i beome a future version of victoria shea?!!... time will tell haha
damn i can't listen to funeral for a friend and enjoy them like i used to be able to. it sucks!! i found 2 unrealesed tracks on the net, one called '10 scene points top the winner' and 'you want romance' which i think are more 'hardcore' if you like than their other tracks.. still really good tho
ive found a new cool band called 'hidden in plain view'. i read in kerrang that they're a mix between tbs and finch and i must admit they're cool.
back to school tomorrow :( had day off school today :D
neways i think im going to go for a new 'look' if you must starting in feb. at the beginning of feb im going to get my hair cut (again) lol and it's going to be short. like brody stylee. then dye it black again. and get some funeral for a friend glasses.
cya peeps x
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[11 Jan 2004|08:42pm] |
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taking back sundays album |
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hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
a thousand clever lines unread on paper napkins
i won't ever ask if you dont ever tell me
i know you well enough to know you'll never love me.
why can't i feel anything from anyone other than you?
and all of this, was all your fault, and all of this.
i stay wrecked and jealous for this, for this simple reason i
just need to keep you in mind, as something larger than life
i stay wrecked and jealous for this, for this simple reason i
just need to keep you in mind, as something larger than life.."
.sorry.
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[10 Jan 2004|11:36am] |
heeeeyyyy
who likes my new blurty then?!
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| randy from *finch*.. |
[04 Jan 2004|10:34am] |
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wooahh.. really making me think about my sexuality :p
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[03 Jan 2004|08:14pm] |
errr.. 30...sumthing... errr.. 35 days now
hmm.. this peter website's gunna be good.. when ive finally download adobe photoshop 7 im going to make a realy cool layout with tables and stuff.. contents going to be pretty poor but i have lots of pics and stuff. i found this REALLY cool finch fansite with this cool webmaster i met on it and he's going to show me some design ideas and stuff so all's good.
hey tora do you wanna help run the site with me cos i know you like pete lol?
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| i am.. hardcore? |
[31 Dec 2003|06:19pm] |
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funeral for a friend- your revolution is a joke |
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You are the X!
What Punk Symbol are You?
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fuck. this holiday sucks.. ive been soo bored.. noones invited me any where and i have shit loads of art and textiles coursework to do. i give up.. im dropping textiles.
all this week ive been thinking.. am i over her yet? no :*( i think she's blocked me as well
god im so bored im starting up a peter brame website cos there's no decent ones around. i have no idea y.. he's got no job, he's a crack addict and alki but oh well. he's a joker
no flippin new years parties. well maybe there is but noones telling me bout them.
ooh i got muse piano book today.. fucking hell their album is weird and the intro drum beat freaks me out :S i can play 'apocolapse please' on the piano tho.. sounds cool tho.
im gunna start counting down the days until the funeral gig. erm.. 38 days tomorrow :D
neways.
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| happy xmas dudes! |
[24 Dec 2003|09:15pm] |
see above.. (and a happy new year hehe)
xx
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| oooh new hair! |
[23 Dec 2003|08:15pm] |
hehe yesterday lauren dyed my hair black.. loook wicked n she did a great job (as usual lol) i used my digi camera (meant for xmas but oh well) and took some pics.. few below. top ones of me and my hhaaaiiirr. middles random one which got taken unexpectly by the camera that's y i look weird lol.. last ones of me n lauren.
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| something corporate lala |
[19 Dec 2003|06:14pm] |
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kevin bloody wilson- ho ho fucking ho |
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hehe im listening to 'if i die' by soco.. dude this song is great.. i used to LOVE it then found it today and listening to it now and it's making me smmmile :D
..im dying my hair black..
on monday.
oh and people download 'this years most open heartbreak' by funeral for a friend <- awesome! (well any song by f4af is jokes!)
:( all on my own tonight! everyones gone to abbie's party and even though ive been invited, im not allowed cos i was off schoool. noones online it sucks.
"ho ho fucking ho what a crock of shit. we all work for santa claus we've had enough we quit. cos we do the fucking work while he stars in the show.. stick your christmas up your arse ho ho fucking ho!" <-- download this too it's shit good.
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| funeral in feb.. ! |
[17 Dec 2003|07:24pm] |
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yay seeing funeral for a friend in feb at brixton with emilie woooooo! giong to be great.. can't wait.. im going to take my new digital camera which i bought at the weekend at take some piccies of matt! last night wasn't very good.. well i was throwing up loads in the arts centre toilets and had to walk off stage during rock choir and was nearly sick over james lol.. but was better after and james was looking after me.. haha tora. played in the jazz band later and we were gd as usual. had a day off school today which was boring but at least i didn't have textiles pe and french. i might be off school tomorrow. right now im going to email somebody from the attitude clothesmag cos mine and toras stuff hasn't come and it';s been about a month!!
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[11 Dec 2003|07:36pm] |
new layout and... *yay* im getting 12, yes 12, photos of funeral for a friend performing and taken in the front row!! lol getting them off ebay :) here's one of them lol..
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| to asda for alex.. |
[07 Dec 2003|06:24pm] |
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hehe me n lauren went xmas shoppin yesterday to reading.. was tres tres fun! and actually shows just how much of good mates we are. haven't really spent much time together recently so going shopping was really coool.. we are the perfect shopping parteners we've decided! spent looooads though which kinda sucked :( all for my friendies tho.. ('cept a jumper same as chris has which i nicked when we were going out and a pink tee lol) and was fun getting lauren to buy me stuff and for her to tell me what to buy lol. tora i got you something else as well.. you'll never guess and it's really really diff lol! hehe i have the perfect outfit planned out for new years or something.. gunna look jokes.
YAY cos after we went to reading we went to asdas and me and lauren asked the woman if i could have like this big carboard promotional thing promoting alex's album and the woman sed i could have it after they've used to so was happy!!
looking forward to next saturday cos lauren's coming over and we're gunna have a girly sleepover like we used to.. doing each others makeup and hair and watching movies (the exorcist and the hole hehe) lala i love our sleepovers
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| to asda for alex.. |
[07 Dec 2003|06:09pm] |
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funeral for a friend- rookie of the year |
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hehe me n lauren went xmas shoppin yesterday to reading.. was tres tres fun! and actually shows just how much good mates we are. haven't really spent much time with her recently so going out was really coool.. we are the perfect shopping parteners we've decided! spent looooads though which kinda sucked :( all for my friendies tho.. (sept a jumper like chris which i nicked when we were going out and a tee lol) and was fun getting lauren to buy me stuff and for her to tell me what to buy lol. and tora i got you something else as well.. you'll never guess and it's really really diff lol!hehe i have the perfect outfit planned out for new years or something.. gunna look jokes.
YAY cos after we went to reading we went to asdas and me and lauren asked the woman if i could have like this big carboard promotional thing promoting alex's album and the woman sed i could have it after they've used to so was happy!!
looking forward to next saturday cos lauren's coming over and we're gunna have a girly sleepover like we used to.. doing each others makeup and hair and watching movies (the exorcist and the hole hehe) lala i love our sleepovers
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