Right now I feel so dead. I feel like nothing matters anymore. My heart is numb to love and my touch is gone. i have no one and completely feel useless. The only thing that is my medicine right now is the cutting and sleeping. It feels so good just to sleep cause I can dream anything that I want to happen I can dream me being happy. I guess I'll go die now..write more later.
Current mood: dead.
Current music: Manson.
Yea I guess I have to go to ugly school tomorow. I hate it I swear. I hate waking up knowing its another day of hell. Well good news though. I worked on my site and its coming out great!
You should visit it. Anyway well I guess I'll be going for real now. I have to wake up at 6am in the freaken morning. At least I just have two more weeks till our break then I have to go back the 5th or 6th of Jan. Well see ya...write more later if I'm not dead...