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Work, then rest. [27 Apr 2003|04:08pm]

[ mood | lonely ]

[ music | The one I gave my heart to; Aaliyah ]

Something must be seriously wrong with me. I did go to work yesterday, well it was fun at least. Anthony, another guy who works there. Was extremely flirty and i just laughed at it. I did flirt a bit back, at least enough as so he wouldnt feel bad. LoL, Well, after i worked yesterday, Pee-wee, hah a good new friend of mine, he is awesome. Hes about 27-28, he has a major in graphic design (now is working in construction), speaks english, spanish and french (last two, perfectly) and hes got an awesome sense of humor and an easy going intellectual attitude for things, i spent 2 ½ hours talking to him and i didnt even realize it. Well, as of now im waiting for my friend Chris to sign on but seemingly he wont. Ugh, i find him sweet at times and such a player at others.
By the way, even if i worked yesterday, i got home and was severly dizzy. right now im feeling dizzy but not as badly. Oh well, ill just shrug it off. Vederlo Presto, <3Adrienne

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Stood up... again? [26 Apr 2003|01:06pm]

[ mood | depressed ]

[ music | Haunted Heart; Willa Ford ]

Hm, twas to be expected. My ride (i was getting picked up) to work, hasn't come yet. 1pm and it hasnt come yet. Its alright though. I dont get it you know, i was reading my exgirlfriend's (yes exgirlfriend, im bisexual) journal... and she hurts me so much and doesnt realize it. I broke up with her because she didnt show interest in the relationship, and lackofinterest is like lackoflove. you know the saying, I love you is eight letters, and so is bullshit. Well, i think thats her concept of love. She plays around so much and then takes up the role of the victim. I honestly am growing to dislike her. With a mutual friend of ours, she said, a week after we broke up, "I love you", and two days later took it back... See where im aiming? yeah. Pretty fucked up but hey, thats her job, her deal, her problem. As far as im concerned im 0Ut of her life. I've been ehh how do i say this, talking, with a new cool girl friend shes incredibly awesome. Cute, funny, confident.... but however, if i can get the background on this blurty fixed you might read the message:

"sigh, i wish i could love you
your a nearly perfect girl
but i cant ever love you
cause theres always something wrong
and your too pretty to be interested in me."

and diagonally from the top to the bottom it says "maybe someday,... maybe never."

im giving up on love, slowly but i am. "Love is giving someone the power to destroy you, but trusting they wont" the three people i did give my love to, and trusted them not to destroy me, went ahead and destroyed me... enough sappy stuff. Im going to go work on psp, see if i can 'cook' something up, im on my aim sn;
tEArSximm0rtal so feel free to IM me. <3333molto molto amore. adrienne

(a penny for your thoughts)

hello again [26 Apr 2003|10:26am]

[ mood | indifferent ]

[ music | Lies; Evanescence ]

sarcastic tone:: joy joy im getting ready for work... oy. im actually a bit happy now, got to love my bipolarity. ::rolls eyes:: im disappointed, its sunny outside... i like it when its nice and cloudy. Guys are ... in my opinion... confusing. most of the time either THEY are confused or they confuse us. Jonathan emailed me this:

Hey Adrienne,
Wow i had an awesome time chattin with ya girl. Write me back when you get this id like to keep on talkin.
hugs,
Jonathan

Okay may i point out, during the 1/2 hour we did talk he didnt do much talking i had to make alot of questions just to make sure he was alive 2nd point, i dont like quiet guys, well i do but i like guys to be conversationalists, hell i may not know alot about cars but that doesnt mean you cant talk about it, so really. Whats the point of Chatting in its up to ONE person?? I did reply to his email, i wrote the following:

Jonathan,
Hun, get your facts straight, you didnt chat with me. Yes i will admit the few times you actually said something they at least got a giggle out of me. I will admit you are cute. But there has to be more if im going to continue to even chat. yes i am a very demanding person, not really, all i want is company, someone who is a good conversationalist. If you cant be that, if you want to keep "chatting" to then ask again "wanna have cyber or phone sex" then jonathan, my answer is go fuck yourself. IN all means, i told you i was a very honest person. Hasta Luego, Molto amoré.
Adrienne

oh well, now i have to do my hair, joy joy fun fun not. Who knows maybe ill grab a bite... on second thought maybe not. anyways,vederlo presto. Molto amoré adrienne

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welcome into my immortality [26 Apr 2003|09:40am]

[ mood | drained ]

[ music | My immortal; Evanescence. ]

My name is adrienne. I have a few nicknames however some are part of my past. Theres alot to me you will probably never know. I am honest, I am me. I dont believe in labels, trends nor friends. I've been backstabbed many times and abused of in everyway... and yet im still alive. My emotions have been drained out of me. So right now, im an immortal waiting to die... yes I do occasionally talk to people online and offline and I do not enjoy nor "get a kick" out of it. I rather be alone, in the dark, doing what i please on the computer or off. Even though I dont have emotions, I am friendly. I always lend a listening ear (or screen in this case) and if you ever need a friend to "vent" to or "rave" just Instant Message me... and gobble. until next time; Adrienne

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