a long ass quiz..   
05:06pm 30/05/2004
 
mood: content
music: glassjaw - siberian kiss
[ .001. ] First name: Amelia
[ .002. ] Middle name: Rose
[ .003. ] Last name: ---
[ .004. ] Nickname (s): Mia, security, billy, jill
[ .005. ] Gender: chick
[ .006. ] Age: 14
[ .007. ] Birthday: June 22nd.
[ .008. ] Height: 5'4".
[ .009. ] Hair color: multicolored (strips of purple, green, red, pink, blue, ect)
[ .010. ] Eye color: iceish blue
[ .011. ] Race: white
[ .012. ] Do you wear glasses or contacts: "fashion" uv goggles, and colored contacts
[ .013. ] Do you have braces: not anymore
[ .014. ] Is your hair long or short: shortish
[ .015. ] Where were you born: santa rosa
[ .016. ] Current location: sonoma
[ .017. ] Zodiac sign: cancer
[ .018. ] How many languages do you know:one
[ .019. ] Nationality: american
[ .020. ] Bad habits: laziness, put off things too much
[ .021. ] Piercing you have: 5 in my ears, one lip, ect
[ .022. ] Piercing you want: i want a bull ring nose thingyy
[ .023. ] Tattoos you have: none
[ .024. ] Tattoos you want: hatchet man, t.o.t.e.m, ss4l
[ .025. ] Today's date: may 30th
[ .027. ] Ready for a bunch more questions: sure.

. : Family : .
[ .028. ] Mother's name: anne
[ .029. ] Father's name: david
[ .030. ] Step-parent's names, if any: marsha
[ .031. ] Brother(s)'s name(s):none
[ .032. ] Sister(s)'s name(s): trish
[ .033. ] Favorite aunt: tia sussie
[ .034. ] Favorite uncle: n/a
[ .035. ] Favorite grandparent: grandpa
[ .036. ] Worst relative: mAdDie :scoff:
[ .037. ] Best relative: natalie
[ .038. ] Do you get along with your parents: not really
[ .039. ] Does anyone in your family understand you:not really

. : Pets : .
[ .040. ] Do you have any pets: yeah
[ .041. ] What are their names: sadie, goldie, jasper, scout
[ .042. ] What kind of animals are they: dogs + cats

. : School : .
[ .043. ] Are you still in school: yup
[ .044. ] Did you drop out: no
[ .045. ] Current GPA: iduno
[ .046. ] Favorite grade: 8th
[ .047. ] Least favorite grade: 7th
[ .048. ] Favorite teacher: blaire
[ .049. ] Least favorite teacher: LUQUE.
[ .050. ] Favorite subject: art
[ .051. ] Least favorite subject: history
[ .052. ] Do/did you buy lunch or bring it: buy or dont eat
[ .053. ] Play any sports on the school's team: pfft. no.
[ .054. ] Do/did you do any extracurricular activities: i used to irish dance ...
[ .055. ] Are/was you popular: no
[ .056. ] Favorite dance: is moshing a dance?
[ .057. ] Favorite memory: space camp year2
[ .058. ] Least favorite dance: "freak" dancing. yah know, that slutty dance with the ass popping and such.
[ .059. ] Least favorite memory: being thrown off a horse and stepped on when i was 5.. YAY.
[ .060. ] Most humiliating moment:i dont really have one

. : Favorites : .
[ .061. ] Number: 33
[ .062. ] Clothing brand: tripp, morbid threads
[ .063. ] Shoes: demonia, nana,
[ .064. ] Saying: "I have nothing to declare exept my genius" -- Oscar Wilde
[ .065. ] TV show: six feet under, buffy, daria, fairly odd parents, grim adventures of billy and mandy
[ .066. ] Sport: snowboarding
[ .067. ] Vegetable: brocolii
[ .068. ] Fruit: apples
[ .069. ] Movie: hmm.. shakespear in love
[ .070. ] Magazine: revolver, transworld snowboarding,
[ .071. ] Actor: johnny depp
[ .072. ] Actress: angelina jolie, christina ricci
[ .073. ] Candy: sour worms
[ .074. ] Gum: winterfresh
[ .075. ] Scent: vanilla
[ .076. ] Candy bar: crunch
[ .077. ] Ice cream flavor: heath mocha
[ .078. ] Color: silver
[ .079. ] Season: salt or garlic
[ .080. ] Holiday: n/a
[ .081. ] Band: otep
[ .082. ] Singer: otep
[ .083. ] Group: n/a
[ .084. ] Rapper: icp
[ .085. ] Type of music: metal
[ .086. ] Thing in your room: the walls (all the posters and shit)
[ .087. ] Place to be in house: my room
[ .088. ] Radio station: 101.7 or 92.3
[ .089. ] TV channel: noggin
[ .090. ] Junk food: sour worms
[ .091. ] Overall food: pasta
[ .092. ] Store: goodwill
[ .093. ] Shoe brand: nana
[ .094. ] Fast food: taco bell
[ .095. ] Restaurant: china room
[ .096. ] Shape: circle
[ .097. ] Time of day: 1-3 am
[ .098. ] Country: ---
[ .099. ] State: ---
[ .100. ] Boys name: josh
[ .101. ] Girls name: trixxie
[ .102. ] Mall: santa rosa one
[ .103. ] Video game: is tetris one? tetris.
[ .104. ] Shampoo: herbal essences
[ .105. ] Board game:candy land
[ .106. ] Computer game: anything on neopets
[ .107. ] Car: el camino
[ .108. ] Music video: marilyn manson - coma white
[ .109. ] Swear word: fuck
[ .110. ] Word: dickhead
[ .111. ] Month: october
[ .112. ] Comic character: johnny c.
[ .113. ] Scary movie: gothika, or the ring
[ .114. ] Team: ---
[ .115. ] Possession: CDs

. : What's the first thing that comes to mind when you hear : .
[ .116. ] Eminem: slim anus
[ .117. ] Dog: hot dog
[ .118. ] Hot: erik
[ .119. ] Britney spears: pfft. bitch!
[ .120. ] N*sync: should die
[ .121. ] Real world: frankie
[ .122. ] Orange: orange
[ .123. ] Choice: abortion
[ .124. ] Fuck: you
[ .125. ] Bisexual: me
[ .126. ] Black: micheal jackson (heh, ironic)
[ .127. ] ICQ: icp
[ .128. ] Insane clown posse: erik
[ .129. ] Linkin park: chesters hotness
[ .130. ] Jack: and jill
[ .131. ] Rainbow: skittles
[ .132. ] Cherry: scented
[ .133. ] Cucumber: rins
[ .134. ] Shark: marine world
[ .135. ] Lifehouse: what the hell
[ .136. ] Bat: cage
[ .137. ] Leather: whip
[ .138. ] Whip: emma
[ .139. ] America: bush
[ .140. ] Water: fall
[ .141. ] Volcano: hawaii

. : This or that : .
[ .142. ] Rock or rap: rock
[ .143. ] Rock or pop: rock
[ .144. ] Rock or R&B: rock
[ .145. ] Rock or metal: metal
[ .146. ] Rap or pop: rap
[ .147. ] Rap or R&B: rap
[ .148. ] Rap or metal: rap metal ^_^
[ .149. ] Pop or R&B: pssh.
[ .150. ] Pop or metal: metal
[ .151. ] R&B or metal:metal
[ .152. ] Linkin park or limp Bizkit: limp bizkit
[ .153. ] Tool or Korn: korn
[ .154. ] Selena or Jennifer Lopez: n/a they both can die. bitchass. O_O
[ .155. ] Hot or cold: cold
[ .156. ] Winter or summer: winter
[ .157. ] Spring or fall: spring
[ .158. ] Shakira or Britney: niether
[ .159. ] ICP or Eminem: icp
[ .160. ] Marilyn Manson or rob zombie: rob zombie
[ .161. ] Kittie or garbage: kittie
[ .162. ] MTV or VH1: vh1
[ .163. ] Buffy or angel: buffy
[ .164. ] Dawson's creek or gilmore girls: pft. go die.
[ .165. ] Football or basketball: n/a
[ .166. ] Summer Olympics or winter Olympics: winter
[ .167. ] Skiing or snowboarding:snowboarding
[ .168. ] Rollerblading or skateboarding: skateboarding
[ .169. ] Black or white: white
[ .170. ]Orange or red: red
[ .171. ] Yellow or green: green
[ .172. ] Purple or pink: .pink
[ .173. ] Slipknot or mudvayne: slipknot
[ .174. ] Hot topic or pac sun: niether
[ .175. ] Inside or outside: inside
[ .176. ] Weed or alcohol: weed
[ .177. ] Cell phone or pager: cell
[ .178. ] Pen or pencil: pencil
[ .179. ] Powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: powerpuff
[ .180. ] Scooby doo or dino: scooby doo
[ .181. ] Dragon ball z or pokemon: ick
[ .182. ] Star wars or star trek: trek
[ .183. ] Tattoos or piercings: piercings
[ .184. ] Prep or punk: niether
[ .185. ] Slut or whore: whore (at least you get paid. ^_^)

. : Private life : .
[ .186. ] Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: boyfriend
[ .187. ] Do you have a crush: no
[ .188. ] Do you love anyone right now: no
[ .189. ] Have you ever been in love: yes
[ .192. ] How many hearts of have you broken: .none
[ .193. ] How many people broke your heart: 1
[ .194. ] Best quote to sum up love: ---
[ .195. ] So what is your bf/gf/crush like: juggalo, funny, sweet. uhm yeah.
[ .196. ] Do you have a picture of him/her: yes
[ .197. ] Please post it if you do: no thats ok
[ .198. ] Do you have a picture of yourself:.yup
[ .199. ] Please post it if you do: no
[ .200. ] Do you go by looks or personality: both ;x mostly personallity
[ .201. ] Ever kiss a friend: no
[ .202. ] Are you still friends: ---
[ .203. ] So moving along..do you smoke: not cigarettes
[ .204. ] Do you smoke weed: uh huh
[ .205. ] Ever trip on acid: no. not yet anyways. ;p
[ .206. ] How about a little x: nuh uh
[ .207. ] Crack, heroin, anything else: nope
[ .208. ] Beer good or beer bad: yay for beer
[ .209. ] Are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: . haha. no
[ .210. ] Do you like smirnoff ice: yes
[ .211. ] Prefer beer or liquor: either will do
[ .212. ] What kind of cigarettes do you smoke: none
[ .213. ] Are you a virgin: mayyybe
[ .214. ] If no, when was the last time you got some: above

. : Would you ever : .
[ .215. ] Bungee jump: fuck that! helll no!!
[ .216. ] Sky dive: nuh uh! i like my life thanks/
[ .217. ] Swim with dolphins: nope. scarey fuckin things
[ .218. ] Scuba dive: nope
[ .219. ] Go rock climbing: pfft. no
[ .220. ] Eat shit for $1,000,000: no
[ .221. ] Turn your back on your friends for personal gain: no
[ .222. ] Steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: how hot are they?
[ .223. ] Cross-dress: hey, why not.
[ .224. ] Lie to the police: yup
[ .225. ] Run from the police: yup
[ .226. ] Lie to your parents: yea
[ .227. ] Walk up to a stranger and kiss them: sure
[ .228. ] Be an exotic dancer: .nuh uh
[ .229. ] Walk out of a restaurant without paying: yup
[ .230. ] Streak: no

. : Your Friends : .
[ .231. ] Best friends: .phil, zoe,
[ .232. ] Known longest: zoe
[ .233. ] Wish you talked to more: darsee ;[
[ .234. ] Wish you saw more: phil!
[ .235. ] How many friends do you think you have: .4687462164680.3
[ .236. ] Who drives you insane after a while: terrell. !
[ .237. ] Who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: phill
[ .238. ] Ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': nope
[ .239. ] Craziest: jenna
[ .240. ] Loudest: sterling
[ .241. ] Shyest: hedy
[ .242. ] Best hair: zoe
[ .243. ] Can always make you laugh: phil
[ .244. ] Best eyes: hedy
[ .245. ] Best body: zoe
[ .246. ] Most athletic: katie
[ .247. ] Sex symbol: haha phil.
[ .248. ] Hot tempered: emma
[ .249. ] Most impatient: raeven
[ .250. ] Shortest: hedy ;p
[ .251. ] Tallest: kc
[ .252. ] Talented: raeven
[ .253. ] Best singer: raeven
[ .254. ] Skinniest: hedy!
[ .255. ] Nicest:.sarah
[ .256. ] Best personality: raeven
[ .257. ] Biggest drug user: daniel!
.
: Have you ever : .
[ .258. ] Flashed someone: nuh uh
[ .259. ] Told the person you liked how you felt: yup
[ .260. ] Been to Michigan:no
[ .261. ] Gotten really REALLY wasted: yup
[ .262. ] Gone to jail or juvi: no
[ .263. ] Skateboarded: .yup
[ .264. ] Skinny dipped: no
[ .265. ] Stolen anything: .yup
[ .266. ] Wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: yup
[ .267. ] Kicked someone's ass: .yup
[ .268. ] Pegged someone in the head with a snowball: yup
[ .269. ] Broke a beer bottle: yup
[ .270. ] Gotten into a bar, under-aged: yup
[ .271. ] Kissed someone of the same sex: yup
[ .274. ] Gone on vacation without adult supervision: .yup
[ .275. ] Been to a concert: yup
[ .276. ] Been to another country: no
[ .277. ] Talked back to an adult: yup
[ .278. ] Got pulled over: no
[ .279. ] Got in a car accident: yup
[ .280. ] Broke a law: yup
[ .281. ] Given money to a homeless person: .yup
[ .282. ] Tried to kill yourself: yup
[ .283. ] Cried to get out of trouble: yup
[ .284. ] Kissed a friend's brother or sister: .no
[ .285. ] Kissed a brother or sister's friend: no
[ .286. ] Dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways: yup

. : Opinions : .
[ .287. ] What do you think...about pop music: its annoying
[ .288. ] About boy bands: ick
[ .289. ] About flag burning: YAY
[ .290. ] Of the war on terrorists: pssh. asshole bush doing his daddies dirty work
[ .291. ] About suicide: not the awnser
[ .292. ] About people who try to force their opinions on you: bitches!
[ .293. ] About abortion: pro choise all the way
[ .294. ] About rock/metal music: . <3 it
[ .295. ] Where do you think you'll be in 10 years: i duno
[ .296. ] Who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: .phil! zoe, emma, raeven

. : What did you do : .
[ .297. ] Last birthday: nothing
[ .298. ] Yesterday: say a movie
[ .299. ] Last weekend: . nothing
[ .300. ] Christmas: nothign
[ .301. ] Thanksgiving: nothing
[ .302. ] New year's eve: .nothing
[ .303. ] Halloween:nothing
[ .304. ] Easter:nothing
[ .305. ] Valentine's day: nothing

. : The Last : .
[ .306. ] Thing you ate: sandwitch
[ .307. ] Thing you drank: faygo
[ .308. ] Thing you wore: .NOTHING mwahahahahahahafhasfkashfkeur ...ha
[ .309. ] Place you went: movies
[ .310. ] Thing you got pierced/tattooed: lip
[ .311. ] Person you saw: dad
[ .312. ] Person you kissed: emma
[ .313. ] Person you fucked:. HEHALEHWD*Y) C#&@
[ .314. ] Person you talked to: .erik
[ .315. ] Song you heard:. smells like teen spirit

. : Now : .
[ .316. ] What are you eating: nothing
[ .317. ] What are you drinking: .nothing
[ .318. ] What are you wearing: otep shirt, black pants, socks
[ .319. ] Any shoes on: nope
[ .320. ] Hair: down
[ .321. ] Listening to: nirvana
[ .322. ] Talking to anyone: erik and some girl/guy i dont know
[ .323. ] Are you pissed I made this so long:. very

. : Yes or No : .
[ .324. ] Are you a vegetarian: no
[ .325. ] Do you like cows: no
[ .326. ] Are you a bitch: yes
[ .327. ] Are you artistic: .yes
[ .328. ] Do you write poetry: .yes
[ .329. ] Are you a fast runner: kinda
[ .330. ] Can you ski: yes
[ .331. ] Are you British: no
[ .332. ] Do you want to spear Britney: yes
[ .333. ] Do the voices talk to you: ALL OF THEM #@)*#&SA DOAHD
[ .334. ] Did you ever give Barbie a haircut: yup
[ .335. ] Would you eat Mac &Cheese with hot dogs in it: . ew
[ .336. ] Do you think Disney creators were on acid when they made 'Alice in wonderland': thats my favorite movie. so yes, yes they were.
[ .337. ] Are you straight: .nope bi.
[ .338. ] Are you physically handicapped? .nope
[ .339. ] Are you fat: nope
[ .340. ] Are you skinny: nope
[ .341. ] Are you short: yes
[ .342. ] Are you tall: no
[ .343. ] Do you own a hot pink shirt: .nope
[ .344. ] How about orange pants: nope
[ .345. ] Can you see the flying monkeys: .yupp :D
[ .346. ] Are you evil: sure. why not.
[ .347. ] Did you ever know someone who had a mullet: yup ;[
[ .348. ] Is Britney a whore: . yup
[ .349. ] Are you a teenage zombie: .nuh uh
[ .350. ] Am I annoying you: yes
[ .351. ] Do you like Marilyn Manson: yup
[ .352. ] Are you secretly from another planet: oh yeah.
[ .353. ] Did you ever touch someone else's private parts: hmm ;]
[ .354. ] Do you shop at hot topic: not very often

. : Random questions : .
[ .355. ] If you could be any animal, what would you be: human.
[ .356. ] If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be: cheetos
[ .357. ] Do you remember any of your dreams: sometimes
[ .358. ] Do you dream in color or black and white: color
[ .359. ] Do you admit when you need help with a problem: nope
[ .360. ] Can people read you like a book: nope
[ .361. ] What's your biggest fear: boats, deep water
[ .362. ] Do you talk a lot: nope
[ .363. ] Are you afraid of clowns: nuh uh
[ .364. ] Do you like spiders: no
[ .365. ] How about grape kool-aid: yeahh
[ .366. ] Can you drive: yup
[ .367. ] Are you spoiled: no
[ .368. ] Are you anti-social: somewhat
[ .369. ] Do you see dumb people: yup
[ .370. ] Do you see dead people: oh yeah.
[ .371. ] Any last words: nuh uh
[ .372. ] Now that this is over, what are you going to do: my exiting project ;p
 
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personality disorder quiz.. lame.   
03:55pm 30/05/2004
 
mood: discontent
music: otep - hooks and splinters
DisorderRating
Paranoid:Very High
Schizoid:Very High
Schizotypal:High
Antisocial:High
Borderline:Very High
Histrionic:High
Narcissistic:High
Avoidant:Low
Dependent:Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:Moderate

-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

 
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08:33pm 29/05/2004
 
mood: blank
music: nothing
i hadnt cut for 3 weeks. then i saw jay again. i fucking hate him. he started making comments about what happened when i was little. when i got home i cut my arm up. i dont really know what i feel right now. its fucking annoying that i cant pin point my emotion. numb i guess. but i really want to do it again. right now. is it bad to want to push it a little deeper?
 
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google bomb   
02:05pm 25/05/2004
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02:05pm 25/05/2004
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backlash   
03:42pm 11/04/2004
 
mood: pissed off
music: otep - battle ready
alright. im fucking PISSED OFF. i ended my self injury zine yesterday, and i keep getting rudeass comments. shit like "damn you to hell" , "WHY!? now i have no way to cope. this was the only way i was going to be able to stop cutting, thanks for nothing" and actually alot of "thanks for nothings".
They dont seem to realise -- i WANT to keep my zine. but i CANT. i keep saying im not going to get into my reasoning, but for all the people out there who think its cause im lazy or something listen up.

i was working on ishue eleven, and i had my music up very loudly. my mother came into the room and came up behind me and started reading what i was working on. she asked me what it was and i told her nothing and clicked out of the email. the next day she came into my room and asked to see my arms. i have the cuts under some braclets so she didnt see them, but shes still very suspicious. she asked again what i had been working on, and i told her that it was a support magazine for self injurers. She gave a lecture about how it could act as a trigger and i shouldnt be encouraging people to hurt themselves ect. Then she told me to end the magazine because she didnt want there to be anything out there that supports self injury. Yes, i attempted to tell her it wasnt pro or con.. it was just there. Didnt work. So i had to end it. I could probably still do it, but be alot more carefull but im not up for more lectures and her taking away AOL or some "consequence" like that. so sorry, its gone. but i might start an RTA or some shit like that. something that doesnt take as much time.

so for the people that wanted to know there it is. and im done now so whatever. eh. : /
 
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self injury survey i took   
02:10pm 11/04/2004
 
mood: cynical
music: korn - dead bodies everywhere
How Long Have You Been Self-Injuring?:5 years
What Type Of Self-Injuring Do You Do (cutting, burning, hitting, etc.)?:cutting
What Triggers You Do Harm Yourself?:everything
How Do You Feel As You Are Harming Yourself?:pain, but better.
How Do You Feel Afterwards?:better.. but stupid.
Where Do You Usually Harm Yourself?:my arms and wrists and the top of my hands
Have You Ever Needed Medical Attention After Harming Yourself?:i probably should have gotten stiches for a few, but i havnt done anything about it.
Who Knows About What You Do?:parents and friends know i used to do it -- dont know i still do.
Why Do You Self-Injure?:to feel something -- remind myself that i am alive
Think Back To The First Time You Did It, What Made You Do It?:when my mom was doing drugs in the back room and i found out ( i didnt know she was a druggie at the time )
Does Harming Yourself Really Make Everything Better?:for the moment. but in the long run it makes it worse
Are You Currently Seeing A Therapist, Phsyciatrist, Or Any Other Doctor?:i used to see one. not anymore.
If So, Is It Because You Self-Injure?:it was.
What, If Anything, Would Get You To Stop?:nothing. ever.
How Often Do You Harm Yourself (Daily, Weekly, Monthly, etc.)?:daily
Do You Know Anyone Else Who Self-Injures?:some online people
Do You Have Any Scars From It?:lots.
Do You Harm Yourself Even When You're Happy Or Have Had A Good Day?:yes
Do You Isolate Yourself From Others Because Of What You Do?:yes
Does It Help To Talk To People About It?:not at all
When Was The Last Time You Harmed Yourself?:last night
If You Found Out Your Best Friend Did It Too, What Would You Do?:stay off the topic
Do You Do It For Attention?:hell no. i hate it when people say that.
Have You Ever Been Confronted About It And Lied About What Happened?:yes, every time.
Have You Ever Tried To Kill Yourself?:yes
Are You Suicidal Right Now?:no
Are You Angry Or Depressed More Often?:yes
What Would You Tell Someone Who Is Thinking About Hurting Themselves?:dont get into it. it becomes a horrible addiction.
Does Time Really Heal All Wounds (Both Emotional & Physical)?:physical wounds can fade away, but the emotional ones stay with you.

Self-Injury Quiz brought to you by BZOINK!
 
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...easter.   
12:13pm 11/04/2004
 
mood: uncomfortable
music: killswitch engage - fixation on the darkness
at 10:03 my mother ran into my room "happy easter!! im hungry, come make me food." so i got my ass up and made her some eggs. apparently the "easter bunny" came. (no, i didnt get to hump his leg). with a hersheys bar, and jelly beans that taste like cough syrup, my mom probably put cleaning liquids in them. I'm eating the jelly beans anyways. My mom made me go on a walk with her around the nieghborhood. She yelled "happy easter !!! #&@)* !~~~~" to everyone within earshot. most of them smiled, then saw me and it kinda faded. i felt bad when the little mexian boy stared from behind a fence, then ran away when i saw him. im not THAT scary. god. stupid kids. *innocent smile* uhmm... im thinking about forcing myself to passout now. byebye
 
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boomboomboom   
10:22pm 10/04/2004
 
mood: melancholy
music: jack off jill - cherry scented
started on the tenisball bomb, then i ran out of matches. i must buy more. ...hmm. i'm drinking something green. im watching "pimp my ride" on some channel. its very.. interesting. they take a car thats falling appart, put paint and a television in it, give it back to the owner while they all scream and giggle. its somewhat annoying but addicting to watch. tomarow is easter. bleh. i'm going to hump the easter bunny if i see him. (please forget i just said that). i want a jelly bean. O_O
 
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invader zim is sexy.    
07:39pm 10/04/2004
 
mood: awake
music: devildriver - i could care less
boredom strikes.. i think i'll make a tenis ball bomb. and i think i'll throw it at terrell. yes, thats it. it'll be fun. :D :yawn: just ended my zine. boooo. oh well. nothing to say.. *flys away*
 
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*stabs the beach to death*   
09:50pm 08/04/2004
 
mood: amused
music: nirvana - rape me
..alright.
i had forgotten about this thing.. lets see..
just got back from the beach. i went with zoe and her family. it was ... interesting. the whole town was fucking inbred. it was disgusting. our neighbor was really an inspiration for birth control. but oh welll.. while i was there i saw 7 movies.. lemme see if i can remember them all..
1-bowling for columbine
2-barbie of swan lake
3-zoolander
4-view from the top
5-ice age
6-honey
7-dickie roberts


ok. im bored. so shoot me. i want my stalker to go away. *revs up a chainsaw* no i dont know what that was for either. im going to go draw on my arm with a ballpoint pen now.
 
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*stabs the beach to death*   
09:50pm 08/04/2004
 
mood: amused
music: nirvana - rape me
..alright.
i had forgotten about this thing.. lets see..
just got back from the beach. i went with zoe and her family. it was ... interesting. the whole town was fucking inbred. it was disgusting. our neighbor was really an inspiration for birth control. but oh welll.. while i was there i saw 7 movies.. lemme see if i can remember them all..
1-bowling for columbine
2-barbie of swan lake
3-zoolander
4-view from the top
5-ice age
6-honey
7-dickie roberts


ok. im bored. so shoot me. i want my stalker to go away. *revs up a chainsaw* no i dont know what that was for either. im going to go draw on my arm with a ballpoint pen now.
 
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phinizzizzizzle-zzzz   
05:45pm 11/02/2004
 
music: moonspell - soulsick
friends with the phil again. acting like nothin ever happened. denial! yay! anyways. hes mad cause the pot dealers are hiding from him. rofl. ohh well. sucks for him. i want coke. no boys and girls im not talking about cocain. *nudge nudge* heh. kidding. *random fact* i have 36 braclets on at the moment. exciting, no?
Im sick. and no darsee im not faking it. i can barely walk down the mudder-frikkin hall without passing out. oh well. time to go byebye. *waves byebye*
 
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first entry ... ;]?   
02:24pm 08/02/2004
 
mood: annoyed
music: marilyn manson - the love song
boredom strikes.
....
:blink, blink:
uhm.. i want sushi. but im too lazy to get up. oh well.
yesterday i went to the mall with zoe. we watched some dumb bitch get caught shoplifting. rofl. if your gonna steal, do it right. got home and my step "mom" came home from a week or so traveling the country touring with her new book. DAMN THE BOOK. she doesnt stop talking about it. do ideas of stabing her in the eye with a fork go through my mind every time i hear about it? yes. yes they do. but want to know whats even more disturbing? i woke up this morning, and i left the confinements of my room to get some water. My dad and my step "mom" were in the living room huging. they said hi to me then my step "mom" said and i quote "we're gonna go take a shower" /quote. WTF!!??! WE?!?? AS IN SHES TELLING ME THAT SHES GOING TO TAKE A SHOWER WITH MY DAD?!?!? motherfucker. literally. i swear i was going to puke. bleh. time to call terrell. *whoosh*
 
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