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Subject:	today was weird
Time:	12:37 pm.
Mood:	weird.
Music:	Only - Ra.

before school:: talked to people in the band room. i got a huge hug from rick. i love that guy.
4th hour:: made up two tests, then spaced out for the rest of the hour
5th hour:: i made up the science final. then i went to kyles math class. kyle had pink hair. very scary. towards the end of the class, i was talking to him and charles, then i noicted that my hand had been on his leg ((he was sitting on a desk and i was standing up)) for awhile, i dont know if he noticed either. were just so used to it. *sigh*
after school:: scott wasnt on the bus. figures, he probably has friends. nothing else happened. that was my day.

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Subject:	god... oh wait, youd have to exist to hear this
Time:	10:12 pm.
Mood:	depressed.
Music:	none.

i dont know whats going on in my life. this is whats wrong with it:
1. on sunday im going on a week long cruise that i dont want to go on in the first place.
*ill have to wear a swimsuit.
**i hate wearing them.
***ill have nothing to do. nothing at all.
****not like theres gonna be anyone on the crusie who would want to talk to me.
*****there are "organized teen events" ((vomit)).
******i have to dress up for dinner.
2. the only person ive ever truely loved doesnt love me back. and no i dont want any comments on this.
3. sue is moving away, i wont get to see her untill the summer after senior year.
4. someone scratched my seether cd
5. im lactose intolerant ((hurrah))
6. i dont think that there is anything i can do to make #2 untrue.
7. i dont want to have to tell the rest of my 9th grade (now 10th grade) friends that kyle broke up with me. ((amber knows already))
8. i want him back so badly it hurts.
9. he doesnt seem to notice
10. this doesnt bother me
11. god i want him back
12. i feel very ugly right now
13. i just had to explain the whole ((well, not the WHOLE)) kyle thing to my grandparents.
***actually they think that we can work it out because weve been together for a long time.
****so i guess that isnt very bad.
14. my mom laughed at me when i was crying.
15. kyle called jessi to see if she wanted to come over before he called me ((actually he didnt call me at all)) i can understand why
16. im being obsessive about this
17. no one really seems to notice
18. its all my fault
19. im crying again
20. my leg is bleeding and wont stop
-Amy-

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