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i havent been able to sleep at all last night cause i cant relax, i kept having the same dream, im walking down the street and the pavement disapears and i fall then i woke up, this happened about 5 times before i said fuck it, im listening to my cd player, so thats what i did. but i wish that when i told people that i felt really crappy that theyd actually ask... at least ACT like they care.. and when im talking to kyle and i go "i need a hug" and like lean in, i really hate it when he goes "get a job" cause then 1) i dont get my hug and 2) i just feel unwanted. you know what id like you to do kyle? i want you to put yur arm around me in public. yeah. and "im cold" is also a hint... Im like... there but im not cause in not... God i hate being alone at night, one of the dogs usually stays here with me untill i go to bed, but theres no one here and im lonely... im going to talk randomly.. in a not random way: i like the dark, its the almost dark the scares me cause you can see things but you dont know what they are. in the dark, its the safest feeling ever because there is nothing to see to scare you I leave you with that, -Amy- |
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lonely.