Why is everyone against me????? lila didnt go to the expo cause some one else was going too and since she didnt i had the worst time ive ever had. not only would the person i was there with not talk at all but they just didnt care about anything, the whole day was full of awkwardness. the only time they actually talked to me for more than ive seconds was when they saw something they wanted and wanted me to loan them money. i could of been shot and i doubt theyd of noticed. but you know what? if i didnt have to care i would but i cant help it. I wish i could disapear. you know what i said about when im with my friends i feel the most alone? thats just about the most true thing ive ever said. while thats espically true with the person i went with. im like talking to them for a while then they go "oh, sorry, i wasnt paying attention" i might as well be talking to a wall, at least it wouldnt make me really pissed and sad at the same time. i didnt get to go out to the barn because of the expo so my whole day was wasted. the only good thing that came out of it was that i got twinkle (which of course the person i was with made fun of me for) and a natural horsemanship halter. i also got info on LDR (long distance riding) and i might be going to a clinic where ill get to ride for 12 miles! (of course the person i was with just kind of walked away) but you know, thats okay. ill just go by myself next time i wanna go somewhere. seriously.
~Amy~
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disappointed.
cheerful.