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Time:	3:18 am.
Mood:	drained.
Music:	The Real Slim Shady - Eminem.

Fucking hell. god im tired, im takin a break for a few minutes, i still have to write my two letters for english and this will take me a while. ive been doing school crap ever since i got home at 1100pm. oh fuck! where did i put "go ask alice"??? i need to get quotes. fuck fuck fuck. lunch was fun, we got to hear about dylans maker high, "the celing was breathing with me" it was funny as hell (if yur watching people you dont like ;) i hate walt whitman.. dont you? my element fact sheet is pretty! yay, except after i printed it on the nice sheet i noticed it said "dirll" instead of drill... i guess ill have to like.. i dunno, we dont have any more blue paper

I love how the computer room closet smells, it smells like records. its so relaxing and different. i bet if... lol nvm... righty then, night! (kinda)

~Amy!~

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Time:	11:52 pm.
Mood:	blah.
Music:	If I Had - Eminem.

OH KAY... I got all of two and a half hours of sleep last night, i slept in all of my classes for at least 10 min and more in most. we had a science test that i had no idea about and an english test that i didnt know was going to happen.

before school was weird, i honsetly wish people wouldnt act detached just because they think they should "i personally dont care... (20 min later).. well personally i want you to come" yes you know who you are. just fucking say what you want to!!! okay? cause next time you say something like that "i personally dont care" or something that you should than ill agree with you and just let you be alone. or is there some message im supposed to be getting here? cause it sure as hell seems like it.

eh... ive been feeling so shitty lately i dont even wanna leave my pillow (as in i dont want to move my legs in the morning) after school i had to go to the doctors to get my blood tested. gaud this sucks, ill have to go in every week now for a long time. im gonna look even more of an addict than i do now (and for the record its been a LONG time since ive done anything).

kyles was fun... yeah.. lol but he played that goddamn game for like an hour while i layed on the floor- yes the FLOOR- and took a nap. i wonder why it is that when im with my friends i feel the most alone. I fergot to order the pizza at his house like i planned to because i wanted pizza before the call. oh eff. eff everything and everyone (this discludes you kyle...;)

Before the show started i talked to emily tran and stiffler (mitch)... it was fun cause i havent talked to them in a long time. then kyle went up to the catwalk to be anti social. grrr... so then the show started and i did my spot bit and walked over to kyles cause he wouldnt get off his ass so i just talked to people. i wish i had a pocket shock stick. (yes i DO have a source for them if you really want me to get one, the benifits of being a hick)...

He ended up sleeping thru the whole show. kyle: are you sick or something? or just sick of me?

i forgot to mention something.. i think... yetersday i talked to steve in like the first time for literally a year, it was kind of nice. im taller than him now. :D at least hes like... there for me... we dont talk but i dont feel like im missing out on something or that im gonna make an ass of myself cause hes known me before i got all messed up, so i guess hes the only one who "knows" me... i guess thats why we dont talk much lol
i just need a hug and to just like.. belong... that would be a nice change from the ordinary... I KNOW! i am soo calling keith tomorrow! (sry kyle but i can have guy friends) i saw him a while ago, hes huge, as in 6'3" and about 250. he has a goatee. oh well...

:(

~Amy~
i wish i had a big enough ass for the whole world to kiss

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