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Tuesday, March 2nd, 2004
1:19 pm - it's so sad
hello children.

i never write in this anymore because blurty is SO not trendy.

livejournal is the place to be.

so i suppose i am declaring that i am switching journals...

...for the second time in my life.

peace out

current mood: contemplative
current music: josh breathing

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Tuesday, February 24th, 2004
2:18 pm - find your way
Tempe, AZ
Marquee Theatre
Authority Zero, Guttermouth, 1208 and Nonsense

this will be my SIXTH authority zero show. i cannot wait!!!!!!

current mood: excited
current music: story of the year - until the day i die

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Monday, February 23rd, 2004
4:59 pm - no words
i don't know if you know this, but it feels as though someone is taking a knife and stabbing it through my heart when i read of your new,"i'm too drunk to breathe", escapades.

current mood: crushed

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Sunday, February 22nd, 2004
8:36 pm - "omg, im gonna puke" -- blake
blake, erin, and i spent the better part of out afternoon sticking cold spaghetti up our noses, snorting it, and trying to get it to come out of our mouths.

that is all.

current mood: good

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Saturday, February 21st, 2004
11:27 pm - i am in love with natalie dee


current mood: sleepy
current music: le format - tie the rope

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6:40 pm - chill
so today's game was pretty terrible.

i think we all need to start showing up 15 minutes before we are supposed to be there for warmups and what not. people push it and come late and think its no big deal. i came a few minutes before 10 today but i should have been earlier. so i know that for next time.

everyone was just so angry today. no one worked together. no one talked to eachother. there was constant complaining from people. yes, the referee's were very unfair to our team. there were a TON of illegal checks from that team and they barely got called on them..and that is extremely frustrating. so i think that added to the overall tension. and yes, some people put the blame on the refs, on the other team, on defense, on offense...and that just pissed me off. everyone was just blaming something. there wasn't one element of the game that needed blame put on was us. we have no team unity, and NO positivity. personally, it's extremely hard to go out there and try your best and have FUN when no one is encouraging you. that's something i always tried to do when i was drum maybe that's why it gets to me so much. positivity and encouragement does SO much...i don't know if everyone realizes that. i really don't think how much everyone realizes how well we do when we work together.

and that is my rant.

current mood: stressed

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9:29 am - "so how will you get your two broken arms?"
this was the first morning in a long time that i haven't woken up sad, worried, sick...or anything like that. it feels really good!

last night our concert went really well. it was probably a mistake to have it on a friday night because everyone was acting so hyper and silly...adithya and i had a contest to see who could clap the longest after a song without getting funny looks. i won most of the time. booyah!

i went to get hot chocolate with adam at 10 last night and we talked and shot the good old shit for about an hour. it was so nice, and it was like when we first started being friends. so it's almost like a start over? eh, who cares. it's good, and that's all that matters.

we have a game today at 11 on the practice field at PHS! come to it!

it feels good to be happy.

current mood: bouncy
current music: the format - wait, wait, wait

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Thursday, February 19th, 2004
8:42 pm - holy crap
this is on ebay and i waaaant it...


...but it's 26 dollars. poo.

franny comes home this weekend. and we have a game at home, saturday, at 11am. so come to it!

current mood: good

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Wednesday, February 18th, 2004
4:20 pm - you're one in a crowd, and you're paranoid of every sound
i love our project so much already.

we went into mrs. hernandez's class today to film a scene in which a discussion about same sex marriages is taking place in a classroom. jenn, or 'jessica', is in this class. her parents are lesbians. we thought that it would just be scripted and that no one would really want to speak up about it, other than andy and dan who were given lines by us. but a bunch of people raised their hands and there WAS an actual discussion. it was so cool just being in the middle of it and seeing it all. i am really glad i have given up the whole "writing people off" thing, because a couple of the girls in there had some awesome opinions that i very much agreed with, and they are 2 girls who i never thought i would share the same views with.

did we take the time to really discover
how little
we know about eachother?
--less than jake

some more filming will take place at my house tonight and at desert ridge. and the cool thing is i really think we have a shot at this CNN thing...

current mood: artistic
current music: less than jake

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Tuesday, February 17th, 2004
4:23 pm - you are welcome
i really want to know more about the connection between emotional distress and physical illness. last night was craptacular, and i cried and thought and just wanted to sleep. i woke up this morning with everything still on my mind, and i felt really queasy. when i was blow-drying my hair i started to feel really dizzy, the blow dryer got heavier, and i caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror. i was really pale. i think i was about to pass out? well anyway i went and sat down and felt better. i came downstairs to tell my mom i felt dizzy, and she asked me what i had for dinner, and i remembered that i had nothing for dinner. but could i really be feeling that sick because of not eating dinner? i've skipped dinner before and felt fine the next day. hmmm...

my favorite new activity is dancing around the house like an idiot with the music up incredibly, it was the format. tomorrow, who knows? but it was really fun, and it made all of the crap that i felt today finally just go away. because i felt happy. and i loved it!

i believe that there is a catch phrase party this weekend? we might possibly move it to saturday...because i totally forgot about the band concert friday night. d'oh. what a lame night to have a concert on.

i am tres excited for my articles this issues, and i can't wait to write them.


current mood: content
current music: something corporate - punk rock princess

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Monday, February 16th, 2004
3:20 pm - the 494389746897587869 post today
Marriage is love.

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3:09 pm - like, totally.

Who's Your 80s Movie Icon Alter-Ego? Find out @ She's Crafty

you better be coming over soon. i want to fix this.

current mood: anxious
current music: erin talking

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11:26 am - so true
"anyone who claims to hate the OC either hasn't watched it or is lying to protect their indy-hipsterness"

-- franny sharpe

current mood: awake
current music: the cure

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Sunday, February 15th, 2004
6:43 pm - le hilarious!

current mood: amused

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12:24 pm - "A DESK! A FUCKING DESK!" -- me, during an intense game of catch phrase

my first ever party-that-mom-and-dad-don't-know-about-because-they're-out-of-town was so fun. dance-offs, catch phrase til 3am, skating, more dancing, dane cook...all rolled into one. such good times. it really just got my mind off things and reminded me once again that i do have really great friends...

current mood: good
current music: operation ivy - just another crowd

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Saturday, February 14th, 2004
1:01 pm - single's awareness
happy valentine's day :)

la fiesta de bridget starts at 8pm. no illegal substances, plzkthx. see you then!

current mood: creative
current music: operation ivy - gonna find you

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Thursday, February 12th, 2004
10:52 pm - how completely selfish
pro┬Ětect ( P ) (pr-tkt)
To keep from being damaged, attacked, stolen, or injured; guard. See Synonyms at defend.

so i've looked at the definition of this word for the past 15 minutes, but still cannot understand what it means for my situation for awhile...

how stupid do i feel? how selfish? i feel like the enemy, and like i have ruined someone who i love very much. this is going to haunt me forever, for one selfish act. i wasn't thinking of him, afterall. i only kept myself in mind. me, me, me...

current mood: crushed
current music: cursive

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12:27 pm - and to your right we have a hot emo boy...

sexy maaan, sexy man.

sooo i didn't go to school today because i felt like an emo girl. i feel kind of stupid for it now, but oh well. i slept a lot. woo.

current mood: lonely

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Wednesday, February 11th, 2004
2:19 pm - i'm on the request line
i was just looking through my favorites folder on hotmail, and saw that i saved the letter i wrote to trent when i was totally crushing on him. i would post it, but i'm really embarrassed. and the reason why i'm embarrassed is because it is just really fake. that's the best way to put it. i sound so insecure, and as i was reading through it, i realized that this isn't really what i felt. yes, i liked him a lot. but i tried to make things sound like...ehh it's so hard to explain. i'm just glad we're friends now and that nothing ever happened.

today SURE club went to explorer middle school to put together mini-anytown. it was so much fun. it totally brought me back to unitown. especially with the skits. it was really cool actually being apart of a skit this time. everyone in SURE club is so cool. i talked to people i have never talked to before. like brooke, mike, and amanda. i'm really glad i joined and got to be apart of the experience today!

current mood: accomplished
current music: missy - work it

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Tuesday, February 10th, 2004
10:48 pm - so this is harder than i thought?
so a-dawg...its just weird not telling you about my day, and not being able to look to you for advice. it makes me want to take it all back and say nooo...not a good idea. but i know that something good will come out of this. because i have faith in the fact that you will be back at my doorstep a month from yesterday.

current mood: tired
current music: dave matthews band - stay (wasting time)

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