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CHRISTMAS WISHLIST!!!!!! [02 Nov 2004|04:56pm]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | snow patrol- run ]

CHRISTMAS IS COMING YOU FOOLS!!!! I AM MORE EXCITED THAN ANYONE AND DON'T TRY TO AGRUE WITH ME BECAUSE I AM ALWAYS RIGHT BECAUSE I AM PERFECT AND AMAZING AND THE COOLEST PERSON YOU WILL EVER MEET IF I FEEL YOU ARE DESERVING ENOUGH TO GET TO KNOW ME...(fyi- most people don't get the chance).... so i hope you all have started thinking about what you want to get me. i really like delias, i don't smoke anymore so don't get me cigarettes, i like to drink, i need old looking wooden boxes, and more canvases, the new gwen cd, and a couple other new cds that are coming out... i'll keep you updated....i'll let you know when i think of more present ideas for ME!

I MISS CUTE LITTLE BOY!!!!!!!!!!! :(

yay! [05 Oct 2004|08:32pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | gwen stefani- what are you waiting for ]

Do you drink [alcohol]?: yeah
Do you party a lot? no... i hate that word..."party" ugh i'm cringing
Do you use drugs for recreational purposes?: no
How often do you use the word like in an average hour?: i don't count...and if i tried to count i wouldn't say like at all because i would be thinking about it the entire hour
Do you skip classes? How often?: no its too hard to skip
Do you have casual sex? Protected?: yes...that IS personal nicole
Do you steal?: no i get to scared... i tried to steal condoms from the porn store while the scary man wasn't looking but i was afraid he'd catch me and rape me behind closed doors...not that i would USE the condoms... i mean... not because i have sex WITHOUT condom... i mean... i don't have sex...yeah that's what im trying to say!
Do you wear inappropriate clothing?: only during my fashion shows in my room duh
Do you drool over celebrities?: no except edward norton (like nicole) and GWEN!!!!!
Do you watch a lot of TV?: not anymore really
Do you ever watch the News?: yeah
Do you even care about world issues?: yes
Do you read books often?: when im in the mood
Are you failing a lot of your classes?: i don't think so
Do you spend most of your time with your friends?: well... i spend weekends with them since they don't live by me and the rest of the time i get to spend with ME!!! you're jealous, aren't you?
Do you smoke cigarettes?: yeah im quitting too nicole
Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens?:no i get panic attacks when i'm in the mall
Do you often find yourself with a crush on someone?: not anymore than the average gal
Do you cuss a lot?: well...i guess so
Are you desperate to fit in?: hahaha if i was i'd have a lot more friends than i would now
Are you intelligent?: not when it comes to school

The Girl Stereotype
Do you spend a lot of time on your appearence?: i wish i did
Have you ever been on a diet?: yeah even if you're the manliest girl on earth and you're a dike and you don't give two shits about what you look like you've been on a diet
How much did you lose?: i've been on many diets... it varies
Was it not so much a diet as it was an eating disorder?: no...the most i've gone is 4 days without food and that was FUN! YAY!
Make yourself throw up?: i can't :(
Make-up?: depends on the day
Low-cut tops?: no ew i hate when girls have their boobies hanging out all over the place
How big are your boobies? [Cup size]: haha i have NO clue...the last time i knew was in like 8th grade
Do you flip your hair when you talk, even if you don't realize it?: i never wear my hair down to flip
Giggle a lot?: sometimes i guess
What's the deal with boys?: WHO THE HELL KNOWS
Thongs?: yeah
Pretty bras?: no my prettiest bra was my hot pink one from the dollar store and the wire came out recently and made my left boob sag so i had to toss it
YM, Teen, Cosmo, et al?: if someone good is on the cover my mom will buy it
Who's the weaker sex?: neither
Are you a feminist?: NO...take women's history before you deside whether you're a feminist or not...i don't think anyone has any reason to be a feminist unless you're too caught up on stupid shit
Do you think Brad Pitt is hot?: only in fight club
How often do you shave your legs?: depends where i'm going that night o0o0o babyyy
How about your armpits?: everyday
Are you emotional?: ohh yeah
Especially when on your period?: duh

This Or That
Originality or Acceptance?: originality
Independence or Companionship?: i want independence but unfortunately i need companionship
Stability or Freedom?: freedom
Personal or Interpersonal?: personal
Introvert or Extrovert?: extrovert is better
Popularity or Isolation?: isolation
Unique or Loved?: unique
Understood or Individual?: individual
You or Them?: me

im so bored i filled out a fof [15 Sep 2004|04:12pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | your mom's cd ]

1. WHAT IS YOUR FIRST AND MIDDLE NAME? brittany kathleen
2. WHAT COLOR UNDERWEAR ARE YOU WEARING? white...and they are boyshorts with little pink ribbons (from christina)
3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO? elton john- tiny dancer
4. WHAT ARE THE LAST FOUR DIGITS OF YOUR PHONE NUMBER? 4953
5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE LAST NIGHT? nachos? i think.
6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? bittersweet (yep its a crayon...its like pinkish tan i think)
7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW? eh its good
8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? my mom
9. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? i can't pick out anything... some guys just catch my eye
10. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS? no one sent me this duh
11. HOW ARE YOU TODAY? i'm BORED and i hate wednesdays
12. FAVORITE DRINK? red bull
13. WHAT ALCOHOLIC DRINK DO YOU LIKE? mike's
14. FAVORITE SPORT? that i've done...cheerleading
15. HAIR COLOR? naturally its blackish brown
16. EYE COLOR? brown
17. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? yes
18. SIBLINGS AND THEIR AGES: a half brother if that counts haha...i guess it HALF counts haha ohhh wow...anyways he's 19 i think
19. FAVORITE FOOD? right now....trail mix
20. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? almost famous
21. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? halloween or xmas or july 29th
22. RELAXATION ? cigarettes
23. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT? no i just never found anyone i want to ask out
24. FIRST TEENAGE (OR PRETEEN) MOVIE STAR CRUSH?...umm i just asked my mom and she said pee wee herman....wow im embarrassed but that's kind of funny
25. SUMMER OR WINTER? winter until xmas is over
26. HUGS OR KISSES? depends on the person
27. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS? hmm good question...probably relationship b/c i never find anyone i like
28. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? chocolate
29. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO WRITE BACK? no
30. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? nicole
31. WHO IS LEAST LIKE TO RESPOND? um i don't know
32. LIVING ARRANGEMENTS? MY HOUSE WITH MY WONDERFUL PARENTS
33. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? the da vinci code
34. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? don't have one
35. FAVORITE BOARD GAME OR CARD GAME? old maid...i love that silly game
36. WHAT DID YOU DO YESTERDAY? went to school, went to the movies, ron told me he would never take me to a movie again and i went home sad
37. FAVORITE SMELLS? abercrombie and fitch perfume
38. CAN YOU TOUCH YOUR NOSE WITH YOUR TONGUE? no
39. WHAT INSPIRES YOU? everything in different ways...not necessarily good
40. BUTTERED, PLAIN OR SALTED POPCORN? salt
41. FAVORITE CAR? 1959 pontiac catalina
42. CAN YOU JUGGLE? no
FAVORITE DAY OF THE WEEK? friday duh
46. RED OR WHITE WINE? RED
47. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY? went to see displaced
49. LIFETIME GOALS? DIRECTING
50. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN LOVE? no...sadly

atrocious [08 Sep 2004|10:58pm]
[ mood | pessimistic ]
[ music | fiona apple- the child is gone ]

I have no motivation... and i don't have anymore patience. I can't stand living here and I feel stuck. I want to leave but I know i have to finish this year. My parents are constantly on my ass about something and its always me not being good enough..how is that supposed to help me try to better myself? I just feel sick living in this house. For example... its 11:04 and I'm just waiting for my Mom to yell at me and tell me to go to bed...I'M 18 FUCKING YEARS OLD... if she keeps up this shit I'm out and I know it will hurt them and I don't want that but i feel suffocated. I just want to be on my own even if that means having nowhere to live because I'm already alone anyway. I really am... if i didn't have Nicole i would probably die of lonliness and its my own fault...I know that. Its from years and years of saying fuck the world and I hate everyone and they can kiss my ass because i don't need people. Now I have nowhere to go. I would stay at Nicole's but I'll drive her family crazy... even though I have a feeling if i lived there i would just sit alone in the basement and find stuff to do because i won't have to go anywhere because there would be nothing to get away from. Either I push people away because I'm scared to love anyone and be hurt or because I'm too pushy because I'm afraid I'll lose them and they leave me. Which hasn't happened to me before but I feel like its happening now. I'm really good at pushing people away I'm surprised I still have Nicole.

"I've been waiting all my life to finally find you...
Just so i can push you away."

I wish i could find someone to live with where i could still go to school and i would be able to keep my car and work somewhere close. BUT if i left I wouldn't be allowed to take the car I would have to buy another and pay for the insurance myself. I guess I could just find somewhere to live with a school and job in walking distance but how far is that going to get me? I'll probably just end up living in the same place for the rest of my life crying about how I never made it anywhere.

I just need something constant in my life... someone to keep me in line...someone I actually want there...someone to teach me something about life...someone i respect and who respects me...someone who ACTUALLY cares about me as much as i care about them...someone who gives me a feeling that i've never felt in my life. Maybe I look for too much but that's what i want so i'm not going to settle for anything less until i find it.

I hate school this year...I wish i could get my prioritites in order. I need to stop thinking about anything else besides school and get through this fucking year and then worry about everything else.

so I've rambled on about everything and guarantee no one read a damn thing except maybe Nicole and that is why i love her... because we actually care about what eachother says...not PRETEND to. there's no secret motives.

OHhhhh yeah baby i have no life [27 Aug 2004|07:33am]
[ mood | jealous ]
[ music | manson ]

A - Act your age?: definitely

B - Born on what day of the week?: i think thursday

C - Chore you hate?: i hate any chore i am told to do...if i do it on my own time i don't mind cleaning at all

D - Dad's name?: Bob

E - Essential makeup item?: eyeliner

F - Favorite actor(s)?: EDWARD NORTON

G - Gold or silver?: silver

H - Hometown?: ashland, OH

I - Instruments you play?: i used to play piano for about 6 or 7 years, i played trumpet for about 3, and i played drums for about 6 months haha

J - Job? GYMBOREE!!! but not for long!

K - Kids?: no and i don't want any...i just want a little girl named gwenyth so i can dress her

L - Living arrangements?: with my rents still...not for long hopefully

M - Mom's name?: Veronica

N - Number of people you've slept with?: neverrr

O - Overnight hospital stays?: i think one? maybe not even one.

P - Phobia?: Anthropophobia

Q - Quote you like?: this is your life, and its ending one minute at a time

R - Religious affiliation?: none

S - Siblings?: half brother THAT I NEVER HEAR FROM grrr

T - Time you wake up?: depends...if i have no plans around 10 or 11

U - Unique habit?: pushing people away? ha.

V - Vegetable you refuse to eat?: corn

W - Worst habit?: playing with my hair if its down, not making eye contact, looking in the fucking mirror and i'm not vain i swear ....i think i have OCD seriously

X - X-rays you've had?: back...and i'm pretty sure that's it

Y - Yummy food you make?: kid cuisines

Z - Zodiac Sign?: leo

bored [15 Jun 2004|04:43pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | slipknot baby! ]

i have not entered in here in SO long... i figured i should now b/c im pretty bored. SO there's not really anything new to say. hmm... i kind of like gwen stefani. JUST KIDDING I'M OBSESSED. You know when you're bored with life but there's nothing to be bored about but you're still bored? yeah well that's how i feel now. i let go of things/people so easily b/c they make me bored. haha i get bored a lot i think. well anyway with the exception of exams and THIS SILLY THING I HAVE TO TAKE CALLED SUMMER SCHOOL... i'm pretty excited that school is over. i can't believe i have to go to summer school- i've never been there and i'm kind of scared. if i didn't have mr. rauh this year i wouldn't HAVE to go. I LOVE NICOLE A LOT. she's my bestest bestest friend in the entire world. she's my IDOL....just kidding duh. we like to start trouble with people and then laugh- hahahaha...its not funny! well... i thought i would think of something good to say but i guess not. bye for now!

can't get over you [12 Mar 2004|06:12pm]
[ mood | stressed ]
[ music | 10 things i hate about you soundtrack ]

Blue skies, turning into gray since you went away nothing's the same
Time flies, and I realize what I thought was love was just a game
Passing by the places where you used to be
What I wouldn't give to have you here with me

I know I'm stupid and I know you're gone
I know a lot but I can't get over you

Sometimes I think I lost my mind wishing myself back to yesterday
You said you'd wished that I was dead,
I know I'd be better off that way
But nothing's lasts forever, yeah I know it's true
Still I can't believe that we are really through

I know I'm stupid and I know you're gone
I know a lot but I can't get over you.

MaNDaRk!!! [11 Mar 2004|06:39pm]
[ mood | distressed ]
[ music | MARILYN MANSON ]

Name: Astro Nomenoff
Aliases: Mandark!, Overlord, Wavemaster
Family: Sister, Olga (alias Lalavava); parents we never see.
Pets: Ducky (alias Quakor the Fowl).
School: Huber Elementary
Likes: Dee Dee, science, robots, flamenco dancing, being in control!
Dislikes: Dexter, friends, sports.
Born: Somewhere in Russia. (if our theory is to be believed)
Age: About 9 or 10. Yes, we hang our heads in shame.
Height: An unconfirmed rumour purports that he is exactly 4' 7".
Theme song: "All hail Mandark, the genius! All hail Mandark, the genius! Sing the song of Mandark, the greatest genius this world has ever known!"
Music: He seems to like flamenco music and trippy European house music (at least, he does as Executive Mandark).
Default Outfit: Russian schoolboy uniform- blue shorts, long-sleeved white shirt, brown Oxfords and black socks. How adorable.
Boxers or briefs?: Briefs.

ND [10 Mar 2004|04:10pm]
[ mood | full ]
[ music | no doubt- move on ]

You have to understand that when it comes to
making music
We meshed the styles of five alive and
intertwined and fused it
Life comes from life and through our strife we
strove to make the sound true
Compelled to spell it out
NO DOUBT
in search
of what we must do
Don't be afraid
let your feelings show
Wear your heart on your sleeve
and let yourself
glow.
-ND

oHh bAbY! [08 Mar 2004|08:05pm]
[ mood | mischievous ]
[ music | no doubt- dark blue ]

4/9/81-4/20/99
The body is clothed in a blood stained white T-shirt with the inscription "Natural Selection" on the front.
Those less adapted tend to be eliminated.
EH

i think someone is breaking into my house [08 Mar 2004|07:37pm]
[ mood | ditzy ]
[ music | maria- i give, you take ]

I'm working on my US project right now...its due like... next tuesday? i think. I WANT TO DO IT NOW THOUGH B/C I LOVE PROJECTS!!!!! even though it will be NOTHING compared to AMERICAN HISTORY X!!!! hmmm...i'm bored. the other night i had a dream that i met GWEN STEFANI! and i've NEVER had a dream about her before!!! in the dream my parents entered me in a contest to meet her without me knowing and i won! and she was at my house when i got home and she was SO AMAZING and she had a black and red HOT dress on and i was like "hey! i have something that would go with that!" and it was like this rap around belt thing that matched perfectly and she loved it! and i was so so happy and we talked and talked about everything and i didn't even feel nervous around her! but it was a dream :( oh well maybe someday. my mom was always obsessed with elizabeth montgomary (samantha from bewitched)...obsessions run in the family i guess... ANYWAY so she always wanted to meet her and then she died and my mom was really really sad so i'm NOT going to let that happen to me!

i have a funny thing to tell you!
so my mom works at the little red school house and this one day she was asking all the kids what they wanted for x-mas and you know how little kids are- one kid says something and all the other kids copy... actually its not just with little kids that happens at north...HA...anyway thats not the point of my story... SO all the little boys are saying they want a RACECAR FOR CHRISTMAS!! so my mom gets to this little boy with some sort of speaking problem or mental problem...anyway u get the idea... and she's like "what do you want for christmas?" and the boy mumbles gamecube but it comes out at like gaycue...and my mom is like "i'm sorry hunny...i can't hear you...what do you want?" and he's like "gaycue" and she's like "sweetie can you please tell me one more time a little louder?" and he goes "nevewmine...wacecaw" (like nevermind...racecar!) HAHAHAHAHAAHHA it is so funny...if you aren't laughing...maybe you need to hear it outloud hahaha its soo funny.

grrrr- IM ANGRY [06 Mar 2004|10:40am]
[ mood | quixotic ]
[ music | blindside- midnight ]

The other day I was watching Sabrina (the teenage witch) and my mom fucking came in and sat down...and sabrina and harvey and libby were talking about this party that was going to be huge BUT sabrina can't go b/c she's grounded...SO sabrina's like "its just a party" and libbys like "yeah and new years eve 1999 will just be a little celebration" and my MOTHER is like... "wait, when was this episode made...before 1999?" I WAS LIKE ARE YOU KIDDING ME RIGHT NOW????

SORRY! [04 Mar 2004|05:30pm]
[ mood | devious ]
[ music | a perfect circle- the outsider ]

HEY!!!!!!! SORRY I'VE BEEN TOO BUSY TO UPDATE THIS THING BUT GWEN AND I HAVE BEEN OUT AND ABOUT LATELY DOING THIS AND THAT YOU KNOW HOW IT IS...WELL NOTHING IS NEW EXCEPT I'M ALMOST FAILING THIS YEAR AND I'VE NEVER FAILED ANYTHING I AM VERY SAD AND SCARED. WELL... I NEED TO FIND A NEW JOB...I'VE BEEN LAZY LATELY AND NEED TO GET BACK ON TRACK. NO DOUBT IS COMING UP IN JUNE- I NEED TO SAVE UP FOR THAT. WELL I HAVE TO GO DO MY HOMEWORK BEFORE MY CONTROLLING MOTHER SEES IM NOT ONLINE AND ITS NOT 8:00 YET! AND IM ALMOST 18! WOW IM EMBARRASSED! bye fools... oh my she just came over and noticed i'm online... oh hell...i can't wait until im free...JULY 29TH IS COMING!!!

Medicated
drama queen
Picture perfect non-belligerence
Narcissistic
drama queen
Craving fame and all its decadence.

Are you a no doubt fan? [29 Feb 2004|02:44pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

HASH(0x8851740)



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Brittany Bennington [28 Feb 2004|09:43pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | Marcy Playground- sex and candy ]

i feel a deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward Chester Bennington, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness. I think perhaps we are destined to be together despite the fact that he's married to another woman. I figure once he meets me that will ALL change.

grounded/sick/on my period [28 Feb 2004|07:52pm]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | the distillers...duh ]

I, Brittany Schirmer, am grounded for everything. But my parents don't say... "Brittany, you're grounded for a week" or "Brittany, you are grounded for a month" they say, "Brittany, you are grounded until you're grades are better." SO... so far this year i have been grounded from the cell, from using the car, a new rule in our house is: brittany is only allowed online 1 hour during the week, AND i am no longer allowed to do anything. and ALL of these punishments are still in effect of course. SO i have no life as usually because my parents don't realize that these punishments make me angry...and being angry doesn't make me want to make them proud. SO i decide i don't care about anything anymore. BY THE WAY- i am 17 and i will be 18 on July 29, 2004- just keep that in mind. Another example of my parents bad parenting is them judging everything i do...which makes me feel like i'm being judged by everyone all the time...which results in my lack of confidence...sigh. okay im sick of complaining... ttyl fools!

what just happened? [28 Feb 2004|07:38pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | no doubt- just a girl ]

Samoas! You are artistic and independent. You love
having fun, but tend to enjoy being by
yourself, too.


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