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Wednesday, May 14th, 2003
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8:15a - 2day i will make gud!
ello. Well, another day, another time with me sat at the computer i have claimed as mine in media! I made up with sam, i think. . .thank god! i was sick ov arguing, and when u were such close friends as we were fighting with each others feelings is not an option! I went 2 jamies last nite an had a nice old sing song and session on playin his guitar. I didnt play thou, coz weneva in his presence every1 feels slightly intimidated but totally in awe of his amazing talent! he really is one amazing guitarist and hes getting used 2 his voice now which is gud, coz he has got a gud voice and when singing, iu know that recognising ur skill is hard. BUt so long as u accept its there and learn 2 work with it instead of against it, tis all gud! no wat i mean?! He was slightly upset thou coz hes worring my ol pal sal is goin off him slightly so i spent every minute between singing an playing, reassuring him that she still feels about him the way she did wen they first started going out. Other time was spent texting sam, with him just purely rowing me or insulting me so jamie then had 2 b the one 2 reassure ME! me,! the girl who duznt give a shit about any1 but her self (apperently!) nice 1! and then i waited 4 the bus coz i JUST missed it, i watched it go past. . .h8 it wen that happens! So i waited 4 my bus but twas ok, coz i had my walkman and time passes faster when ur singing along 2 urself an lookin like a muppet to every1 who walks past! so the bus came an while listening 2 my music sam was still txin me and bein nasty, so i said, "it seems all u want to do is row me 4 bein me irte now, u need 2 stop bein bitter an just accept the way things r, and that we cant change waht has already happened, coz otherwise theres no point in wasting our time and credit.so until ur ready 2 start acting mature. . .i'll be waiting. . ." an then he rowed me a bit more but started 2 chill a little after that, so twas good! then, as i was walking home i got WELL close to `a bird and it let me walk,like, well close to it-virtually, right next to it. I was WELL pleased with that! As i careried on with my journey it started to rain really really heavy! i was like SHIT. ., . ITS RAINING! at first but then i was listening to incubus-anti gravity love song, and it was amazing! the sun was properly shining yet it was a massive down pour! and i walked along the road singing aloud walking slowely in the rain and i was so happy! it was one of those defining moments in your life, where things are all put into perspective and compleate satisfaction and bliss fills you and i was just. . . so content! it was so strange! and wen i got 2 my house, i wanted to carry on walking. . . . and i considered it, but i went in, coz it was gettin late then anyway and my dad was like " why do you look so happy with urself?!" an i just replied. . . "i like walking in the rain!. . . . ."
current mood:  contemplative (comment on this)
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8:58a
4 got 2 tell ya wat music!
current mood:  content
current music: incubus- science (comment on this)
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9:57a - now my wednesdays r free. . . .
well, since sam and i so abruptly finished i now have free wednesdays. U c, wednesday used 2 b shag club at sams house an now im not allowed there anymore coz i got 2 "emotionally attatched" ! but. . . .when ur shagging someone who u fancied the ass off in the first place, ur gunna get attatched slightly?! arnt u?! well, i did but i find it hard to believe that he didnt even just a little,or we wudnt have fallen out in the first place! We only fell out because i shagged someone 2 get over him. besides the fact he didnt even know this person and we wernt even together in the first place according to him. . . why in the fuck wud this bother him?! so i know he cared...well, he told me that himself, but what he said was he wasnt emotionally attatched.......now u tell me that compleately goin spastic, not talkin 2 me, an bitchin about me 2 his friends. . . isnt getting emotionally attatched! coz he MUST have been to get so pissed off about the fact i got with someone after, so i could MOVE ON FOR FUCKSAKE! AND HES STOPPING ME FROM DOING THAT! none the less, i didnt want 2 loose him as my best friend, so i did what i NEVER do and decided to let him tell me I was wrong and say sorry, which is something, I DONT DO! but it was for the sake of our friendship i did it and its worth it because, i know we'll be friends for times now. I think this might make us closer,but i have agreed with myself,I CANNOT shag him again EVER, because the same thing will only happen and he'll just get scared ov wat he's feeling and back away saying he duznt want me. WHO wudnt want ME?! Im GREAT! inabit! x x x
current mood:  hopeful
current music: The donnas-take it off (comment on this)
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11:11a - i wrote a well good one aswell...!
oi, yeah, i fuckin wrote a well gud random gayness story about a woman who eats feet, maybe one day i'll write it again one day, but that WELL annoyed me ! grrrr! like tony the tiger, only not quite so orange! placeb
current mood:  pissed off
current music: placebo-the bitter end (comment on this)
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11:14a - WoO wOo! i decided 2 write my gay feet story
well, i no i was annoyed, but if this goes wrong again, im never writing it again, well i'll start on that subject and see where my randomness takes me shall i? Rnt trees gud? yesh, methinks. in fact im goin 2 write a poem
oh tree u r gud
u have green leaves and brown branches
u give us sstuff 2 do
on days wen we dnt have stuff 2 do, thats gud eh?
trees u can sit unda.wel impressive.
i hate feet. i no we need them but i dont like them. coz, like, if we didnt have feet then we wud just have stumps and thats gross, u know like those people in different countries where there are bombs and they stand on them.no thats mines, but yeah, they have stubbles so they dont go very far very fast eh? And THEEEN if we didnt have feet sooooooo many people would be out of jobs and made un employable coz they only have skills in working with feet, like, chropodists, and feet massagers and toe nail painters, an that wud b a shame, an d it would be bad as well coz in a way, twud bring the economy down, yeah, cuz people would be on the social and they wudnt have jobs coz people didnt have feet. but w8, if people didnt have feet in the first place then people wouldnt be trained to work with feet coz...they wouldnt exist.I know a story about feet, well its more like a woman who ate feet. shall i tell it? well,My friend was walking home one day from work and as he was walking he found something a little strange, and no it wasnt a foot,! he noticed that there was no one walking around or driving and on a busy main road in coventry-this is highly un usual.ANYWAY the atmoshere was almost eerie and this kind of freaked him out. The reason for no one being around was this- a crazed woman who loves eating feet had gone on a mad foot eating rampage and everyone who was a resident ov coventry was on her foot recipy list-which was just eating the foot raw-straight off the leg.so everyone was at home with no feet-just stumps-resting their little stumpys with bandages around what was left being all upset coz they had no feet left. She had eaten every1s feet except for his because he was at work- and with him being a resident ov coventry he was last and next on her list. This scared him slightly so he ran allll the way home and luckly he still has his feet today-to help him tell the terrifing tale of the woman who eats feet.. . .
current mood:  pleased
current music: the donnas -who invited u? (1 comment |comment on this)
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1:40p - lunchtime friends...wat the crack?
just bin 4 lunch and the highlight of it was...wait for it. . . having a fag. I mean come on, how sad is THAT! it was propa crap. I reckon its coz im used to havin a wicked day on wednesdays and coz this is like the first wednesday in TIME that i havent had sex, my bodys like expecting it. . . and its not guna happen! i propa gutted aswell coz i was thinking, im NEVA guna find sm1 as good at everybodys most fave extra curicular activity than him. Trust yeah, he was propa shockingly AMAZING! the things he can do man. . . indescribable! yeah, so back 2 the main point, we played the name game 4 entertainment . . . THE NAME GAME! it gets fucking worse by the minute eh?! i miss sam! well, i shud c him 2moro anywayz. . .that is if he comes in.i hope he comes in! oh my god this dude is playing THE shittest music i have eva heard and im sure its on repeat and its propa pissing me off! do i seem aggrivated coz now that im writing i dont really feel it. WAIT. . . . . . . .IT IS ON REPEAT!THE BASTARD! AND THERES ONLY LIKE 15 SECS OV THE TUNE, IF THAT! AND ITS SOOOOOOO FUCKING ANNOYING! AHHHHHHHHH!
current mood:  enraged
current music: that shit that i dont no wat it is coz i didnt put it on! (comment on this)
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1:48p - SHIT!!!!!!!
I tink that bloke either read my mind (highly unlikely) or read wat i just wrote coz he turned that shit off. . . . oooops!hehe well, a job well done!
current mood:  accomplished (1 comment |comment on this)
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