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 You represent... loneliness. Always alone and always sad about it... unlike angst, you don't have to look for a reason to be miserable. You want to be in the company of people but aren't sure how to act when you're with them. Sometimes you have to make an effort. You can't always wait for others to come to you. What feeling do you represent? brought to you by Quizilla |
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The Fives... What do you look for... In a boyfriend/girlfriend? Boyfriend? personality, common interests, truthworthiness, respect In a friend? friendship, doens't change, reliability In any relationship? Civil, respectable behavior. When you're down? Strength, someone to luv me When you look at the sky? At night I look for stars. In the day I see the beautiful sunset and clouds. :D What do you do when you're... Down? I write, listen to music, cry Pissed? throw stuff, write, listen to angy music Wronged? Take it on. Loved? Love. Hated? Don't care. ("When you hate, most of the people you hate don't know, and the rest... don't care.") What is your... Name? Sarah Age? 16 Birthdate? october 9, 1987 Sign? (heh, Libra) Quote? People, take me as I am, or leave me. But, I ain't changing for you.! Do you... Write? Yeah I do. Sing? yes i Luv singing Love? Always. Hate? sometimes Appreciate? I appreciate my friends and my boy.:] Have you... Done something to somebody who was undeserving? yeah, been mean.. normally not though :[ Turned your back? On the ones who hurt me. Left anything behind? Only the things I meant to leave... Come to? I'm not in my own little world, if that's what you mean. Gone skinny dipping? lol, Nope. What do you have to say about... Atheism? They hate something they don't believe in. It's stupid to form something that isn't a religion simply to disrespect another's beliefs. Christianity? It's so difficult to see past the world's atheistic / christian-hypocritical views. Uh, Christianity... I don't know what to think about it right now, I guess its ok. Hypocrisy? "Friends." Backstabbers. Premarital sex? I wouldn't unless the person was reliable, civil and decent. But, others can When do you want to... Go to college? Right after I get out of high school. Get married? When it'll work out, when I've found somebody. Die? Once I've learned a thing or two I'll be good to go, I suppose. But I'd kind of prefer to stay a while! Live? Every day. Go on a quest? like, now. Why do you... Cry? stress, loss Break down? when people are fucking retards to those i care about, when im upset about something Deceive? I'm not as arrogant to think I have any place deceiving anybody. Though if I have been deceived, I will devceive. Breathe? everyday, though i don't quite know why Love? Because I'm very much capable of it. Who... Made your life difficult? The twits who brough all their drama shit upon me. Get fuckin' over it already. Made you cry? when people are fucking losers, and or i've wronged someone Made you want to die? lots a people. Made your day? My boy (my boyfriend) Made you hope? annie and wan How... Do you treat the ones who have been true to you? I'm true to them in return, I'm hoping. Do you treat the ones you deceive? With all manners of deception, I suppose. Can I get to know you? You can't. Should you be treated? Respectfully. Do you deal with people saying bad things about you? Depends on who it is. If its someone I care about, I talk to them. If it's drama shit, I shrug it off and have nothing to do with it. Where do you... Work? home, lol Play? school Love? Anyplace See your friends? At school And when I'm out. See your enemies? Sometimes they try to get me to notice them, and I don't, really... until I'm told, Hey that twit over there's bein' a stupid fuck!.. lol I'm gonna wait for you If your the one, we'll see this through |
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What do you look for... In a boyfriend/girlfriend? Boyfriend? personality, common interests, truthworthiness, respect In a friend? friendship, doens't change, reliability In any relationship? Civil, respectable behavior. When you're down? Strength, someone to luv me When you look at the sky? At night I look for stars. In the day I see the beautiful sunset and clouds. :D What do you do when you're... Down? I write, listen to music, cry Pissed? throw stuff, write, listen to angy music Wronged? Take it on. Loved? Love. Hated? Don't care. ("When you hate, most of the people you hate don't know, and the rest... don't care.") What is your... Name? Sarah Age? 16 Birthdate? october 9, 1987 Sign? (heh, Libra) Quote? People, take me as I am, or leave me. But, I ain't changing for you.! Do you... Write? Yeah I do. Sing? yes i Luv singing Love? Always. Hate? sometimes Appreciate? I appreciate my friends and my boy.:] Have you... Done something to somebody who was undeserving? yeah, been mean.. normally not though :[ Turned your back? On the ones who hurt me. Left anything behind? Only the things I meant to leave... Come to? I'm not in my own little world, if that's what you mean. Gone skinny dipping? lol, Nope. What do you have to say about... Atheism? They hate something they don't believe in. It's stupid to form something that isn't a religion simply to disrespect another's beliefs. Christianity? It's so difficult to see past the world's atheistic / christian-hypocritical views. Uh, Christianity... I don't know what to think about it right now, I guess its ok. Hypocrisy? "Friends." Backstabbers. Premarital sex? I wouldn't unless the person was reliable, civil and decent. But, others can When do you want to... Go to college? Right after I get out of high school. Get married? When it'll work out, when I've found somebody. Die? Once I've learned a thing or two I'll be good to go, I suppose. But I'd kind of prefer to stay a while! Live? Every day. Go on a quest? like, now. Why do you... Cry? stress, loss Break down? when people are fucking retards to those i care about, when im upset about something Deceive? I'm not as arrogant to think I have any place deceiving anybody. Though if I have been deceived, I will devceive. Breathe? everyday, though i don't quite know why Love? Because I'm very much capable of it. Who... Made your life difficult? The twits who brough all their drama shit upon me. Get fuckin' over it already. Made you cry? when people are fucking losers, and or i've wronged someone Made you want to die? lots a people. Made your day? My boy (my boyfriend) Made you hope? annie and wan How... Do you treat the ones who have been true to you? I'm true to them in return, I'm hoping. Do you treat the ones you deceive? With all manners of deception, I suppose. Can I get to know you? You can't. Should you be treated? Respectfully. Do you deal with people saying bad things about you? Depends on who it is. If its someone I care about, I talk to them. If it's drama shit, I shrug it off and have nothing to do with it. Where do you... Work? home, lol Play? school Love? Anyplace See your friends? At school And when I'm out. See your enemies? Sometimes they try to get me to notice them, and I don't, really... until I'm told, Hey that twit over there's bein' a stupid fuck!.. lol I'm gonna wait with you If your the one, we'll see this through |
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002. Spell your name backwards: drakcaP ennA haraS 003. Date of birth: 10-09-87 004. Male or female? Female 005. Astrological sign: Libra 006. Nicknames: Angle, heh.. and Sar 007. Occupation? student 008. Height: 5'9 1/2" 009. Weight: dunno... 010. Hair color: Brunette with a little red and blonde highlights in the summer.. 011. Eye color: hazel.. and bluish 012. Where were you born? New Haven, CT 013. Where do you reside now? Charlottesville, VA 014. Age: 16 015. Screen names: wan2bvballstr and HaRrYiZmYmAiNmAn 016. E-mail addy: near_the_horse@yahoo.com.. and vball_bebe@yahoo.com 017. What do your screen names stand for? want to be vball star, and Harry Potter :D 018. What is your LJ name? illusional_life 019. What does your LJ name stand for? whatever you want it to stand for 020. Pets: Chelsea, my bigg Lab puppy.. hehe, and Gato.. my fat Tabby cat 021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? 1, LOL 022. Piercings? none.. gonna pierce my ears though.. 023. Tattoo's? nope 024. Shoe size: anything from a 9-10 and a half 025. Righty or lefty? righty 026. Wearing: my favorite jeans, and a long sleeved orange shirt 027. Hearing: some annoying talking, dunno where it's coming from though 028. Feeling: thinking 029. Eating/drinking: nothing ~Friends Stuff~ Which one of your friends is the.... 030. Craziest? Katy 031. Loudest? Hannah.. definetely.. 032. Nicest? Caroline 033. Bitchiest? haha, Taylor at times, but mostly Me 034. Life of the party? Derek.. heh 035. Jock? Ryan, babe is the biggest jock.. LOL 036. Prep? Grace 037. Rebel? Me.. haha, and Katy 038. Cutest? Annie.. heh 039. Best friend of the same sex? Katy 040. Best friend of the opposite sex? Derek 041. most popular? Terry, heh 043. Most shy? Wan!.. def, not shy at all if you know her though. :] 044. Dumbest? none of my friends are dumb 045. Smartest? Taylor and Carloline 046. Weirdest? Katy 047. Has the best hair? whoa, Annie.. def!! 048. Best personality? I luv all my friends personalities.. 049. Most talented? Wan and Annie in art.. Derek in writing 050. Most ghetto? haha.. ghetto, LOL that would have to be Ashley 051. Most spoiled? Taylor 052. Drama queen? Me.. 053. Pain in the ass? I dunno 054. Funniest? Derek 055. Best advice giver? all of em 056. Druggie? ummm.. don't think I have drugee friends.. 057. Most likely to join a cult? Huh?? 058. Have you lost touch with a good friend recently? yeah.. Jamie 059. Person you've been friends with the longest? Katy 060. How many friends do you have on your buddy list? 83 ~Guys/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~ 061. Have you ever been in love? Yes 062. How many people have you said "I love you" to? 1 063. How many people have you been in love with? One 064. How many people have you kissed? hmmmm.. 065. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? nope 066. How many people have you dated? dunno 067. What do you look for in a guy/girl? personality, trustworthy,common interests,doesn't change around friends 068. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes, and smile :] 069. What type of guy/girl do you usually go for? The ones who won't go for me, haha 070. Do you have a bf/gf? Yes 071. If so where did you meet them? through a friend 072. What do you like most about your bf/gf? everything 073. Do you have a crush right now? nope.. used to 074. If so who is it?.... i dont have one 075. Do you believe in love at first sight? In some cases, yes.. but usually lust 076. Do you remember your first love? Yes. 077. Who is the first person you kissed? nope 078. Do you believe in fate? Yes. 079. Do you believe in soul mates? Yes 080. If so do you believe you'll ever find yours? Maybe ~Sex Stuff~ 081. Are you a virgin? Yes 082. If not when/at what age did you lose your virginity? ...ummm 083. Who did you lose it to? you wouldnt need to know that, if i had.. 084. Do you masturbate? nope 085. Have you ever had an orgasm? nope, not that its your buisness.. 086. Ever used food during sex? nope 087. Would you ever videotape a sex session? No 088. Favorite sexual position? .............. 089. Number of sex partners you've had? none 090. Ever sleep with someone you don't know? nope 091. Name a sexual fantasy you have actually acted out: i dont wanna 092. Do you talk dirty during or before sex? haha, LOL 093. Do you like to be spanked? No 094. Are you a tease? ....... 095. Are you kinky? ....... 096. Do you like bondage? ...... 097. Do you go down? ..... 098. Ever have sex with your best friend? nope, can't say that I have 099. Ever have unprotected sex? no, not that stupid 100. Ever had an STD? Nope. 101. If you could have sex with any celebrity, who would it be? dunno, probably Orlando Bloom.. ooo 102. Are you pregnant right now or think you may be pregnant? nope 103. Have you ever had an abortion? never.. i would kill myself before i'd kill my child ~Family Stuff~ 104. How many siblings do you have? 2 105. What are your parents names? Nancy and Charles 106. What are your siblings names? Erika and Jonathan 107. How many siblings does your mother have? 1 108. How many siblings does your father have? 1 109. Where are your parents from? Pennslyvania and Wisconsin 110. Is your family close? Sure 111. Does your family get together for holidays? Yup 112. Do you have a drunk uncle? nope 113. Any medical problems run through your family? Some 114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee? excuse me? 115. Do you have any nieces or nephews? no 116. Are your parents divorced? no 117. Do you have step parents? nope 118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family? Nope. 119. If so for what? nothing.. 120. Did some of your family come to America from another country? yes, who's didnt? ~Music Stuff~ 121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life? at the moment?.. Linkin Park - "Easier to Run" 122. What's the most embarrasing cd you own? I am not embarassed of any of my CD's. 123. What's the best cd you own? Goo Goo Dolls - "Dizzy Up the Girl".. omg its awesome! 124. What song do you absolutely hate? annoying ones 125. Do you sing in the shower? sometimes, and I think too 126. What song reminds you of that special someone? mesmerize-Mike (it WAS our song) 127. Pink: Dont let me get me 128. Aerosmith: my teacher got their autograph, lol 129. Madonna: slut 130. Korn: wouldn't know 131. Backstreet Boys: I want it that way 132. The Beatles: dunno 133. Sublime: dont know 134. J.Lo: Jenny from the Block 135. *Nsync: This is Promise you 136. Limp Bizkit: dunno 137. Britney Spears: Sometimes 138. Creed: 6 feet under 139. Enrique Iglesias: 140. Good Charlotte: If you want me to wait, I will wait for you... and Hold on, If you feel like letting go.. 141. Christina Aguilera: "I turn to you" 142. Eminem: Loose Yourself 144. Kelly Clarkson: Miss Independent 145. Kelly Osbourne: dunno 146. Mandy Moore: Sing to me the song of the stars, of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again... 147. Eve: dunno, too many songs 148. Aaliyah: miss you 149. Nelly: Ride Wit Me 150. Alicia Keys: Friends we've been so long, now true colors are showing... 151. Incubus: Hold the wheel and Drive ~Favorites~ 152. Color: all blues 153. Food: pizza 154. Song: omg, I could never name them all 155. Show: Charmed 156. School subject: history.. lol, and art 157. Band/singer: everyone 158. Animal: frogs and horsies 159. Outfit: hmm..dont know 160. Radio station: 95.1, 100.7, 101.9. and 107.5 161. Movie: all the Lord of the Rings, def. Seabiscuit, Save the Last Dance, and Sweet Home Alabama, Harry Potter!! 162. Pair of shoes: my flippity flops, omg i luv them <3 163. Animated Film: Finding Nemo.. 164. Actor: Orlando Blood.. and Elijah Wood.. oooo 165. Actress: Julia Stiles, and Reese Witherspoon 166. Potato chip: Doritos 167. Drink: THE DEW!!! 168. Alcholic drink: lol 169. Holidays: Christmas and Halloween 170. Perfume/cologne: hmm, Crabtree and Eveleyn 171. Pizza topping: Cheese and Pepperonni 172. Jello flavor: Raseberry 173. Lunch meat: ham 174. Board game: Monopoly 175. Video game: oo the ones with the hot guys in them, id buy them if i had a player.. :[ 177. Books: oo um Lord of The Rings, Harry Potter, and Holes 178. Computer game: solitare 179. Number: 11 180. Cereal: yummy Oatmeal squares.. 181. Comedians: Jim Carey, and Sandra Bullock 182. Dessert: Ice cream 183. Disney character: tiger.. 184. Clothing store: i dunno anything 185. Pasttime: chillin with friends, talking online.. riding :] 186. Teacher: DOC!! 187. Childhood toy: stuffed animals 188. Carnival game/ride: dunno.. Apollo's Chariot, but that at Busch.. 189. Candy bar: Crunch 190. Magazines: YM, and Horse Illustrated 191. Salad dressing: ranch, all the way! 192. Thing to do on the weekend: sleep and watch t.v. 193. Hot drink: cocoa 194. Season: fall 195. Sport to watch: volleyball or horse racing 196. Person to talk to online: Everyone ~Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits~ 197. What color are your sheets? white with flowers.. heh 198. What color are your bedroom walls? blue.. sky blue 199. Do you have posters on your wall? yeah, monet, horses, and guys 201. Do you have a tv in your bedroom? sadly.. no :[ 202. How many pillows are on your bed? 2, one bigg one.. 203. What do you normally sleep in? sweat pants and a tanktop 204. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: dunno, probably my panda ones 205. What size bed do you have? Double 206. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed? No 207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom? No 208. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep? all the time 209. Describe the last nightmare you had: one of my vball friends was run over at night.. :[ 210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? yes 211. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed? three 212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions? i wouldnt know.. 213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling? No, I have my sibling's old room :] 214. Do you snore? nope, im silent.. i think 215. How about drool? i used to when i had braces.. 216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room? Yes, 2, or else id be late everyday 217. What color is the carpet in your room? tan 218. What's under your bed? all my old play things, and my photograph stuff ~This or that~ 219. loser/wannabe: loser 220. Doughnuts/bagels: both..if thats an option 221. Day/night: night 222. Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: Weast 223. Heaven/hell: Heaven 224. Make love/have sex: make love 225. Coffee/tea: tea 226. Hamburgers/hotdogs: hotdogs 227. Rap/rock: rock 228. Britney/Christina: Christina 229. Swiss cheese/american cheese: American 230. Real World/Road Rules: Real World 231. Backstreet Boys/*Nsync: Nsync 232. Silver/gold: silver 233. Nike/Adidas: Nike 234. McDonalds/Taco Bell: Taco Bell, oo its close though 235. Sweet/sour: Sweet 236. Punk/emo: Emo 237. Hot/cold: Hot 238. Winter/summer: summer 239. Spring/fall: fall 240. Operas/plays: plays 241. Read/watch tv: TV 242. Cd's/tapes: Cd's 243. Dvd's/vhs: DVD 244. Old/new: new 245. Shorts/skirts: Skirts, but depends.. 246. Pink/red:Pink 247. Colored pictures/black and white photos: colored 248. Meat/vegetables: vegetables 249. Mexican food/chinese food: chinese...!!! 250. Commercials/infomercials: i hate them all! 251. Scary movies/comedies: comedies 252. Bikinis/one piece bathing suits: Bikinis 253. Sandals/tennis shoes: Sandals 254. Dogs/cats: dogs 255. Unicorns/fairies:fairies 256. Water/land: Water 257. Sugar/spice: sugar 258. Black/white: white 259. ribbons/bows: ribbons 260. Chicken/beef: chicken 261. Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights: white 262. Cars/trucks: cars 263. Austin Powers/James Bond: Austin Powers 264. Popcorn/pretzels: popcorn 265. Hip/hop:hip 266. Passionate kiss/peck: passionate kiss 267. WWE wrestling/ real wrestling: none!!.. its for losers 268. Back rub/foot massage: Back rub 269. Picture frames/photo albums: photo albums.. Creative Memories.. luv it! 270. Pens/pencils: Pens ~What Is Your Opinion Of The Following~ 271. Eminem: speaks his mind/ the truth 272. Virgins: Guys: there are few..Girls:it is good.. there are too many assholes in the world 273. God: I believe in Him, but lately.. i've been pissed at him 274. The Osbournes: idiotic 275. Reality TV: depends 276. J.Lo: shes beautiful 277. Religion: dont shove it in peoples face, let them decide 278. Emo music: wonderful 279. Valentine's Day: good, If I have someone who loves me. :] 280. Christina Aguilera's comeback: Good for her! I still think she could be a little less sluty 281. Homosexuals: I would never, but its your choice 282. Abortion: ABSOUTLY NOT..the mother should be killed 283. Inter-racial relationships: Fine! 284. Murder: uh, wrong?.. and cowardly 285. Death: Scary. 286. Obesity: sucks 287. Pre-marital sex: fine, if old enough/good relationship 288. Terrorism: Cowards 289. Pornography: sick, what has this world come to? 290. Fortune tellers: freaks.. haha 291. Threesomes: Whatever makes you happy. 292. Prostitution: If they're willing to run all the risks, whatever. Not for me. 293. Politics: Stressful and a pain in the ass at times 294. Country music: ughh 295. George W. Bush: i wish everyone would just lay off him, try to run the country youself.. ugh 296. Cloning: NO! if God wanted doubles of everything, he'd a made it that way 297. Britney's boobs: omg i soo would do what she does if i had what she has 298. Gas prices in America: too high. ~Name Game~ What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?... 299. Jack: Titanic.. haha 300. Tiffany: jewelry...My god place 301. Ben: Affleck 302. Maria: ?? 303. Jennifer: Lopez 304. Nicole: Wilcox 305. Amy: Shaw 306. Adam: James 307. Richard: Harris.. :[ 308. Justin: Timberlake 309. Arnold: Schwarzenegger 310. Tom: Cruise 311. Melissa: hair cutter 312. Charlotte: Good Charlotte 313. Harold: ?? 314. John: Mayer 315. Joel: dunno 316. Vanessa: Carlton 317. Michelle: my cousin 318. Kevin: Ramm 319. Brent: ? 320. Jake: the snake.. haha 321. Billy: Hay 322. Sarah: Me!, and my buddy.. Rubenoff 323. Natalie: Frederick 324. Christy: Turner, next door neighboor 325. Nick: bsb 326. Linda: ? 327. Taylor: Gillie 328. Jordan: Taylor's friend.. heh 329. Jamie: Crowell 330. Adrian: Sittler ~Have You Ever....~ 331. Mooned anyone? nope 332. Been on a diet? no 333. Been to a foreign country? Nope. 334. Broken a bone? nope 335. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling? No 336. Swear at a teacher? of course, who hasnt? 337. Talked to an LJ member via emails or instant messages? yeah 338. ever gotten in a fight? yeah, sortof... lol 339. Dated a teacher? Nope 340. Laughed so hard you peed your pants? cant say that i have 341. Thought about killing your enemy? yea 342. Gone skinny dipping? nope 343. Met another LJ member in the flesh? nope 344. Told a little white lie? Of course 345. Told a secret you swore not to tell? Sure 346. Stolen anything? Yeah..not from a store though 347. Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid? yea, ahaha all the time 348. Been on TV? no 349. Been on the radio? no 350. Been in a mosh pit? nope 351. Been to a concert? never :[ 352. Dated one of your best friends? yes, my bf is my best friend.. 353. Loved someone so much it makes you cry? unfortunately 354. Decieved somebody close to you? would never... intentionally 355. Broken the law? nope 356. Been to a rodeo? no 357. Been on a talk show? no 358. Been on a game show? no 359. Been on an airplane? yes 360. Got to ride on a firetruck? no 361. Came close to dying? no 362. Cheated on a bf/gf? no, they cheated on me 363. Gave someone a piggy back ride? of course, i got them all the time.. :] 364. Terrorized a babysitter? no, never had one.. parents never put me through that.. :sighs: 365. Made a mud pie? no 366. Had a dream that you're falling off a cliff? yeah, and shook in my bed 367. Snuck out of the house at night? lol, nope 368. Been so drunk you don't remember your name? no 369. Had an eating disorder? no 370. Felt like you didn't belong? sure who hasnt 371. Felt like the third wheel? yup, a lot of the time 372. Smoked? no 373. Done drugs? not that stupid 374. Been arrested? no 375. Had your tonsils removed? no 376. Gone to camp? yes..a few 377. Won a bet? no, haha lost em all 378. Written a love letter? yes 379. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love? no 380. Written a love poem? yes 381. Kissed in the rain? no, but that would be adorable 382. Slow danced with someone you love? no, can't 383. Participated in cyber sex? no 384. Faked an orgasm? no 385. Stolen a kiss? yes 386. Asked a friend for relationship advice? all the time 387. Had a friend steal your bf/gf? ummm, almost 389. Gotten a speeding ticket? no 390. Done jail time? no 391. Had to wear a uniform to work? no 392. Won a trophy? no, an award.. yes 393. Thrown up in public? No 394. Bowled a perfect game? haha, never bowled 395. Failed/got held back? never 396. Got perfect attendance in grade school? yeah, used too.. :cough, cough: 397. Roasted pumpkin seeds? mmm hmmm, yummy.. those are the best 398. Taken ballet lessons? yes 399. Attempted suicide? no 400. Cut yourself? no ~Childhood Stuff~ 401. Did you play with Barbies? what girl didnt? 402. Did you own Treasure Trolls? yeah a few 403. Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210? nope 404. Did you play Simon? o haha, yeah 405. Did you watch Fraggle Rock? whats that? 406. Did you wet the bed? maybe when i was little.. 407. Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed? yea 408. Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them? nope, i had the tape though.. heh 409. Were you shy? never 410. Were you spoiled? very 411. Were you abused? no 412. Did you go to the circus? never.. I HATE CLOWNS! 413. Did you go to the zoo? a couple times 414. Were you in a car accident? just recently.. not serious, my first one.. 415. Did you build snowmen? I still do 416. Did you cry when you scraped your knee? still do haha 417. Were your older cousins mean to you? sometimes 418. Did you think slinkies were cool? they ARE cool! 419. Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer? haha, yeah i watched that with my bro all the time.. 420. Were you afraid of the dark? yeah, still am sometimes 421. Did you have slumber parties? all the time 422. Did you have New Kids On The Block posters? No didnt really care for them 423. Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany? no 424. Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy? you mean they aren't real?.. LOL ~Randomness~ 425. Do you believe in aliens? not really 426. Name three things that are next to your computer: right now, a lamp and air 427. Do you have any hidden talents? wouldn't know, they are hidden 428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos? yeah, b.c when they do its only 10 seconds 429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be? a romantic one/comedy 430. What would your movie star name be? I dunno 431. Do you play any sports? volleyball, and I ride. 432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen? The Ring.. 433. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently? SeaBiscuit 434. What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen? dumb and dumber 435. Do you drive? no, parents wont let me.. :[ 436. What is your dream car? a blue/silver/ or green bug 437. Do you think your good looking? not really 438. Do others think you are good looking? maybe.. i dunno 439. Would you ever sky dive? i want to 440. Do you believe in Bigfoot? he scared the crap outta me 441. How many rooms do you have in your house? cant count.. um 14 or 15 442. Are you afraid of roller coasters? i LOVE roller coasters 443. Do you believe in God? yes i do 444. Do you believe in Satan? no 445. Do you believe there is a heaven? i hope so 446. Do you believe there is a hell? yeah, sometimes I'm in it 447. Do you own a pooltable? nope 448. Do you have a pool? yes 449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen? yes 450. Do you like chocolate? luv it! 452. How many U.S. states have you been to? like 8 453. Ever wished on a shooting star? yah.... 454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore? dalmation.. mum made the costume.. heh 455. Do you carry any weapons on you? no 456. What is your weakness? i have many 457. Name something you can't get enough of: laughter 458. Describe yourself in 3 adjectives: a good friend, good listener/helper, hyper 459. How many kids do you want to have? 1-2 460. Future daughters names: Haley 461. Future sons names: Will 462. What is your ideal way to die? quickly and not suffer 463. How do you release stress? listen to music and write.. if really bad: cry 464. Are you a trendy person? dont know 465. Are you an artistic person? No 466. Are you a realistic person? yes 467. Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off? no 468. Are you a strong person? yes 469. Are you a strong willed person? yes 470. Who is the last person to e-mail you? Aim Greetings, saying friend picked up their greeting 471. Who is the last person to IM you? Derek 472. Do you hate chain e-mails? they can be fun 473. Are you a deep sleeper? yes 474. Are you a good story teller? depends on the story 475. What do you believe is your best quality? listening to other people and helping them out 476. What is your greatest accomplishment? i dunno 477. Do you like to burn candles or incense? candles 478. Do you do yoga? not really.. stretches, yes 479. Do you have your own credit card? no, I WISH! 480. Let's say you win the lotto. What do you do with all that money? put 75% of it in the bank, buy my horse and start my farm 481. Do you have a check book? no 482. Do you like your drivers licence? dont have one 483. Do you tan easily? yea 484. What color is your hair naturally? brunette with red 485. How many fillings do you have? none 486. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit? 0 487. Worst feeling in the world? someone being hurt for no reason at all 488. Best feeling in the world? being loved 489. Is the glass half empty or half full? depends 490. Last thing you downloaded? this Blurty thing 491. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life? lol..sometimes 492. What do you think people think of you? good friend, i hope 493. Are you a likeable person? i think so..sometimes 494. Do you need therapy? at times 495. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance? no 496. What the best way to be proposed to? in the middle of a sentence 497. What kind of movie would you star in? Romantic or comedy 498. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it Fed UP? sure, dont care.. 499. When are you moving? o, when i go to college 500. What's your favorite phrase? like and dude.. im such a valleygirl.. heh |
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But, aren't I the one who's always saying Dont give in Just stand up and fight? I'm gonna win this race I don't care what it takes I've spent too long sitting back I'm a look this world in the face And, say this is me.. Im hear to stay.. I won't give in and, I will never go away. Just take me as I am and learn to deal I've had too much been broken and not enough time left to heal If people can't take it, they can just leave.. because I'm not about to surrender my life to people who just won't believe. |
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determined| 07:09pm 24/10/2003 | ||||
Don't come near me today Wouldn't want you to waste away Just stay where you are Near, yet far away Noone understands this It must be put into play Don't let me see you today Wouldn't want me to follow Just keep away, far today Wouldn't want you to waste away Or get caught up and left To die again for another day..... ................................................ ........... Sadness has overcome me Swept up in my regret It numbs me Relieves me from the pain And the sound of the ever-pounding rain beating in my heart tearing me apart Darkness is upon me Drowning in waters of doubt They engulf me Drag me down Till noone can hear my sound And my voice fades by day As I slip away Bitterness has ruled me Fires have consumed me Ashes are left They hide the scars Left by unforgiving souls Who put away all their goals Now all this seems to have left me As if it never were upon me You were the one to get through Of anyone of them, I knew you were the one You'd bring out the sun You made it shine on my face And cast away any disgrace |
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and maybe.. im the fallen angel you caught and set free..  Your element is Water. You are a deep person and a good communicator. Incredibably loving and loyal when your trust is gained and you are fairly mature.Myterious to the utmost water is in everything. One can be an Ocean or a river but nobody truly knows you. What's your element brought to you by Quizilla |
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pissed off| 08:01pm 21/10/2003 | ||||
And I'd give up forever to touch You Cause I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest to Heaven, that I'll ever be And I don't want to go home right now And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life, And sooner or later it's over, I just don't wanna miss you tonight And I don't want the world to see me Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken, I just want You to know who I am And you can't fight the tears, that ain't coming Or the moment of truth in your lies When everything feels like the movies And you bleed just to know you're alive And I don't want the world to see me Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am |
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lonely| 08:38pm 17/10/2003 | ||||
check out this pimpage?.. lol (Derek)  How random are you? this quiz was made by alanna  Which flock do you follow? this quiz was made by alanna  My inner child is sixteen years old!
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You found me I found you I was lost, but I came to when i saw you the way you looked, with nothing to say Everything just melted away everything saved for another day but, maybe today you won't go away and stay here with me today All I've ever wanted was to be loved, adored by someone so much that they'd give anyhting to be with me I came out of the darkenss and into your light, that night so wonderful you were, you left me in fear that I would wake up and not be here everything just melted away everything saved for another day but, maybe today you won't go away and stay with me today you've captured me yet made me free the sound of your sweet voice, brings tears to my eyes' because I know I can't be with you tonight everything just melts away everything saved for another day but, maybe you won't go away and stay with me here today here with me today -beautiful I am when I'm around you, I don't care what I'm like, I fall apart go weak at the knees, there's something special about you different from anything I've ever known -night |
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| nothing. sitting here. doing nothing. nothings happening.. i hope Wan stays.. i luv my life now-not. whoa!!!.. 3 day weekend!!.. how freggin cool is that!?... dude!!... NO SCHOOL FOR 3 DAYS!!!.. yay!!!... thank the Lord for eminem | |||
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