wOoO.   
05:30pm 16/12/2003
 
mood: annoyed
music: hmm- the sound of my voice. lol
hey what sup? i havent wrote in a while..i got new [ picturez ] yay for me.lol.umm im still not talking to erika. she doesnt even look at me. but its kOoO. "pay back is a bitch". hmm i started to cry yesterday. cause i hate myself. i hate how god created me. im sorry but i just do. lily was there.. she.. said.. i was purty.. blah blah. i just dont think im preety. hehe. but im kOOl about it. hmm now im in finals at school I HAVE INNERSESSION! whoa. lol not a suprised. lol. ruby is going. yay!. hehe.. i met some new guy name freedy. he likes DDR! yay!. but yea.. >.< he lie about him having a gf. but its kOol. i hate it. at firts .. cause i try not to get my hopes up. and i do and everything comes out just WRONG!. im sooo sorry.. but i just really hate my life....... i wish... i could just end it. this journal this is helping me soOoOOoO much. cause i let things out and i feel beeter..well i gtg ill write back l8ter buh bye!.		  
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ehh..   
04:29pm 07/12/2003
 
mood: disappointed
music: new found glory_ my friends over you
hey whats up?..hmm well woo long time no writing, well lily is at my house woo :-D. she looks bored right now hehe. well..umm imm not talking erikas right now .. she got mad at me and lily. on thursday. some shit happen wif lily and david at her birthday *thursday* and she called me and told me to go outside. well yea.. then erika came out.. and we just started talking about it. cause erikas was clueless and she wanted to know why lily was crying and stuff. so we told her.. and she just started talking about yea she knew sorda how he felt and shit like that but it looked like she was trying to go for his side. and yea maybe he would call her back and tell her sorry.. but when u say something .. and the moment u feel sad cause especially if is the person u like and ur best friend. but like i say "shit happens 4 a reason" so.. erikas was trying to say something but for me and lily didnt make any sence! we didnt really get her "point" what she was trying to say.. it was just stupid.. and making lily feel more bad.. but the only shit that really pissed me off was when she said "I let her down" THAT IS JUST BULLSHIT! >.< cause.. wtf? u know.. what have i ever done to her? i was there.. on her 15 birthday? iwent wif her to arcades, i didnt saw SHIT when that shit happen wif p-chan,when she cried about adrian 3 years ago and i was there, im almost there when she crys and whatever iver done to her.. i just really understand what the fuck i did too her.. but whatseverz.....well yea... she just said GTG ..and vever spoked to us again.............. its okay i dun trip about it.......but......we have our version she has herz....well yea... i guess i gtg.. bye.......:)		  
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_boring day.   
11:38pm 29/11/2003
 
mood: shocked
music: Anti-Flag-PuNK by the book
hey whats up all;)..today WAS soOoOo boring omg. lol. well in away fun. cause me and my sister were judging each other."who sings nicer"? lol and guess who won. lol. BOTH! yay...lmao. i made new hair style to meself. and my mom keeps bugging me..-__- cause there pony tails and uhg.. keeps pulling.. lol today her BRTHDAY!! YAY!! shes gettin old and im gettin older.. lMAO NUU!! i dun wanna be old. i wanna stay young forever.. hehe but oh wellz lifez.. goes on.. lol <33 well. yea.. i dunno. lol i guess OH YEA! ..lol.. i talk to peterz. omg i used to likeee emm lloonngg time ago..OMG! i talked to him on umm i dunn member but he change omg so much...he used to scream at me.. ALOT eh.. well yea is that when i like someone my minds just goes away...mhmm and omg. he was soo nice too mee well yea.. i guess byebye i gtg.. lol bye		  
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some other day haha   
10:34pm 24/11/2003
 
mood: horny
music: sexy planet-ddr
hey..whats up? lol well hmm today i went to skool duh of course lol. muwahaha me and jessica were writing letterz to each other at 4rth lmao! while i was trowing it back it kept hitting chris lol. like twice lol it was hilariouse. cause it would hit him ... lol.. umm.. well then after school erin comes and humps me lol! cause i was waiting for my dad to pick me up.. lmao! hes weird..lol.. then *cris* another one lol. comes and touches my cheeck and saying hii..lol.. while hes X-gf was next to him. i hate her.. he really likes her and agh.. lol.. well yea yesterday me talks to .. CUbBbAaAyYy!! yay!! on the phone! it twas fun ..lol.. and hilariouse hehe I <3 cubby!! lol well yea... <3333 well im talking to miranda my sessi wifey!!! <33 i lobe her..lol.. well yea buh bye <33 miranda makes me have a orgams <.< i think thats how u spell it lol but oh well .lol. oh babay RUB THE WALL! LMAO!		  
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my survey i made muwahahah!   
01:08pm 19/11/2003
 
mood: stressed
music: anti-flag_you've got to die for you government
try to commit suicide?:yea.. twice ....
try to cut youself?:woo.. lots of times i did too..
try to run with scissors?:lol no...
try to kill someone?:umm no...
been in love?:mhmm.. lol
try to kill your love?:NO! lol.
try to be there for your love?:yes....of course...=D
try to take advantage of someone?:nope...
been there for you friends?:mhmm.. =Dalways and forever.
try to kiss someone that you know they would freak out?:no iim too shy..lol
run away from home?:nope but i wanted too...lots of time..
been in a concert?:umm like 5 hahaha
been in a sexual relationship?:hmm?..lol
why? why not?:i dunno..lol i dont wanna...
have you ever try killing your love one?:...>.<...

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hmm..   
12:14pm 19/11/2003
 
mood: full
music: the germs-fuck you
Tell me about yourself
What's your name?:real? brigitte but call me cindy<3
How old are you?:15=D
Where are you from?:cali mhmm.
When is your birthday?:may 6
What color hair?:umm now its dark burgundy with purple bangs
What color eyes?:light brown !wants hazel=(
What is you favorite
Color?:purple!<3
Food?:my mommys hehe
Animal?:wabbit !
Drink?:kool-aid haha
Song?:come with me-deviates.
Band/Singer?:misfits
Movie?:sleeping beauty!<3
TV show?:sister sister lol
Book?:KEDOCHA! *manga*
Sport?:eh..lol football haha
This or that
Night or day?:day!
Black or white?:black
Chocolate or vanilla?:chocollattee!! LOL
Pepsi or Coke?:coke!
TV or computer?:COMPUTER!!<3
Movies or DVD's?:umm both lol
Rock or rap?:umm PUNK!E>
Pop or punk?:PUNK!!!!
Old or young?:young!
Tall or short?:short hahah~!
Big or small?:small!!
Randomosity
Have you ever tried to lick you elbow?:mhmm! LOL
When was the last time you cried?:last week..
Do you sing in the shower?:mhmm..lol
Can you drive (legally)?:nope.:(
Do clowns scare you?:fuk yea lol
Do you enjoy jello?:LOL! mhmm.
What is the one thing that annoys you most?:my sister agh! lol
Do you laugh a lot?:hmm lol u tell me..lol
Do you consider yourself a funny person?:now i do! lol
Who is a sexy mofo?:umm. my jose lol <333
Does MTV suck?:i guess so....
Does Avril Lavigne suck?:FUK YEA I HATE HER!
Do I suck?:nope ur cooli0!
Do you suck?:mhmm lol
Have you ever chased a duck around in circles?:LMAO! yea!
Are you tired of this?:nope.lol
What time is it?:12:55 a.m.
What day is it?:tuesday eh...
Do you love me?:mhmm!

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hehe    
12:39am 19/11/2003
 
mood: amused
music: minor threat-in my eyes<3
Who do you consider to be...
Your best friend:-lily-jasmine-ruby-cubbay<3-nikky.-miranda
Why?:cause they are there for me and they ! agh! i just love them!
The person you prefer to hang out with when feeling blue:lily! <3- to talk to =cubby! <3
The person you prefer to hang out with when feeling hyper:LILY-jasmine!-ruby then sometimes she looks at me weird lol-i would lovee to hang out with cubby<3-miranda lol
The person you hate most:>.< umm i dunno.lol
Why?:i dunno lol.
Your most effective teacher (in school or otherwise):mr. kang hes funnay.lol
Your least effective teacher:MR. TREMONTI! i hate him.
Why?:cause he gets on peoples cases when they dont show up..eh..
Your favorite relative:i think jessica <3
The most annoying person in your life:my sister lol
The funniest friend you have:lily<3-and cubby whoa! they are hilariouse!
The most depressed friend you have:miranda..=(*hugs*
What do you do to curb their depression:try to be there. and make they cheep up. whoo hoo..lool
Your smartest friend:i think ruby.lol. all the rest there dumb lol
Your most beautiful (M/F) friend:ALL OF THEM<3 i love them.
Your oldest friend:>.< i dunno.
Your youngest friend:jasmine shes 10 <33
Relationships are...
Funny when...:i make then laugh! <3
Hard when...:when everything goes wrong..=(
Disgusting when...:they talk about getting layed already.!
Hurtful when...:they break my heartt!.
Useless when...:when....it gets annoyed...
Wonderful when...:when we look at each other in the eye and say I <3 U! =D
Tiring when...:......
Fun when...:when were together.:)
Remembered when...:when sometimes goes wroong and agh =(
Write the name of the person you most associate with the following words.
Thunder:my sister lol
Blood:timmy.<3
Rain:miranda <3
Roses:erika..
Dog:no comments haha
Birthday cake:lily<3
Concert:erika..
Nightmare:erika ..lol
Floating:lorena lol
Chained:cubbay! LOL
Fruit punch:george..lol
Piggy back:david haha
Airplane:elvis LMAO!
Horse:jessica haha
Love:me! and lily<3
Hate:>.< no one.
Understand:lily!!!!!!
Kindness:cubby-ruby!
Acceptance:lily! she lovs me hehe
Lover:me!
Fight:ruby! LMAO!
Fresh:p-chan haha
Wild:marilyn.jasmine.
Brat:my sister
Intelligent:RUBY! LOL
Suave:suave? as in spanish.lol well it would be. paulo<3
Giggly:cubby<3-LILY oh yea were very giggly.lol
Running:jasmine*whyner* muwahah!
Did you like this survey?:mhmm! lol

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haha cubbay survey haha   
11:56pm 18/11/2003
 
mood: dorky
music: the unseen-are we dead yet.
What song...
Fits your life as it is currently the most?:come with me-deviates
Reminds you to be grateful for the little things?:umm. i dun have one =(
Makes you wanna get up and dance?:AFRONOVA!-DDR
Makes you reach for a box of kleenex?:Dam Damriam-DDR
Reminds you of something you've lost?:come with me-deviates
Is the one you secretly like but would NEVER admit?:i admit liking rap so yea go shortay lol
Reminds you of your crush/boyfriend/girlfriend?:come with me-deviates
Is the most depressing?:buried myself alive-the used for some reason=(
Can put you in a horribly depressing mood?:buried myself alive-the used <.< i still dont get it y.
Can put you in a hyperily happy mood?:SEXY PLANET!-DDR haha ONI MODE!
Causes your imagination to soar?:last cares-misfits =D
Makes you want things you can never have?:drifting away-DDR
Inspires you?:come with me-deviates
Makes you kinda horny?:SEXAY PLANET- DDR! LMAO! it moans lol
Is your all-time favourite?:COME WITH ME-deviates
Makes you calm and rather content?:PUnk RoCk LoVe-CaSuAlTiEs
Has personal meaning to you?:<{perfect-simple plan}> maybe cause i have a hard time beliving in myself.

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heh.   
11:39pm 18/11/2003
 
mood: disappointed
music: Vandals...little wierdo
hey whats up? hmm.. today was a preety boring layback day! haha.=) i got a webcam woo hoo! lol but but.. me and my dad dont know how to connect cause its weird . oh yea we need to buy something for it too.. yay!.. haha. horay for me! but yea.hmm i ditch 2-4-5-6- period. lol we went to a birmingham high school haha it was preety bad =D muwahah! we had the firey drill stuffy. it was BORING! cause im in JROTC. and were the "desaster team" lol and yea we have to do all this stuff.. how boring..lol and i hate my X.O. shes a lil bitch. blah fuk u bitch lol well im drinking orange juice YUM!. i talked to herold yesterday lol hes funny. "hes my ex bf" so yea.. he called me today i couldnt answer cause i was preetty tired and i fell a sleept oh yea!.lol. well i dunno OH YEA!!! my babay gurl jasmine is MOVING!!! and NOO!!!! i dunt want her. please god! dont take her away. =( i wove her. she says im her role model and and i dont want her to go cause shes like my 2nd lil sister. she makes funny jose jokes. hee hee and please god hear me out dont take her away!.=( well it will not be the same. shes my lil jellybean hehe well i guess buh bye..		  
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hey   
12:49am 14/11/2003
 
mood: gloomy
music: DDR-vanity angel
hey whats up? jornalz =) well i dunno im feeling sorda like weird now cause now lily is starting to talk alot to elvis and. uh. its weird. for some reason i dont know why it feels weird because they went out be4 and agh. its just weird . and now erika change she doesnt even come out anymore and when she does she only comes out to play ddr at my house or when she needs something or when shes not talking to "danny". she really has changed.me and lily were talking bout how she changed yesterday i think it sux now because she doesnt wanna go with us to the arcade nomore. and now she only wants to the "DANNYS" mhmm. it sux. cause i care for her and boo! she can just go to uMM. lol i dunno but yea. and then she talks about me and lily that were playerz and heartbreakers! FUK U! lol she kissed the other danny when she is going out with the other one. eh. lifes goes on.. but whatevers. i dont care nomore. and nows shes like "lets meet new people" *looks at her* shut the fuck up. LMAO!. well yea. shit happens for a reason .. so yea. todays is the home comming game. i dun if to go with lily and fuk around muwahaha! =P but yea. im a go later out side and talks to her! <333 i wove lily shes one of my bestfriends who have always been there for me ! so yea lily i wove's u! <33 *hugs*. lol . and yea. hmm what else happened lately.. um i dunno well oh yea i took some love test from my friend monique and stuff and i did it with jose and it came out that he thinks i dont like him! i was like AGH! >.< but i do! and its true cause i dont act like it but yea i havent seen em and yea i miss him but uh. oh yea my friend is scannning me pickys yay! for me! woo hoo! :D! but yea well buh bye...=)		  
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FUK YEA U MOTHER FLOWERS !! LOL FREAKIN AVRIL LOVERZ KISS MY A$$!   
11:57pm 13/11/2003
 
mood: happy
punk
Oi your a true punk! You know the history of punk
and why it started you! You kick ass! Way to
go! Your an official punk! Oi Rock on!


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=)   
11:47pm 13/11/2003
 
mood: =D

Which Season are you?



Find your inner Smurf!

kiss my ass2
congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happy
bunny. You don't care about anyone or anything.
You must be so proud


which happy bunny are you?
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La Punk!!


Qui est tu?
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Which era in time are you?
  
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*giggles*LMAO   
11:35pm 13/11/2003
 
mood: LMAO
Your main goal is to have fun! So go out there and just party! You will find your love in that way. You will find that your partner in life will be one that makes you laugh and yo
Fun-Loving: Your main goal is to have fun! So go
out there and just party! You will find your
love in that way. You will find that your
partner in life will be one that makes you
laugh and you make him/her laugh as well.


What Type of Graceful Love Are You?
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Yoshimi
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What would your Japanese name be? (female)
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Gangsta Bitch!
You're Gangsta Bitch Barbie. You're tough and you
like it rough, and of course you like to pop a
cap in any wiggers ass.


If You Were A Barbie, Which Messed Up Version Would You Be?
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ss
You would be too drunk to even realize who you are.
You would think it's funny and laugh at almost
everything that's said to you or done. Your
friends may find it funny and pull a prank on
you like maybe place a tattoo that says
"loser" on the back of your neck.
You're the type of person who's wild and crazy
and likes to have, what you call, a good time.
Have fun, but be careful though.


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aww LOL   
11:23pm 13/11/2003
 
mood: loved
Taurus
Your karmic zodiac is TAURUS.
Good Qualities: You tend to be creative person, and
often want to bring good things into the world.
You are thoughtful of others, and give respect
(and credit) where it is due. Although you can
be quite stubbourn,but with Venus on your side
your gentle nature will tell you when to back
down.
Bad Qualities: You can sometimes be brash and
hurtful in your criticism and complete honesty.
Your curiosity can sometimes get you into quite
a bit of trouble too.
Best Match: Virgo
Best to Avoid: Aquarius, Scorpio.


What's your Karmic Zodiac Sign?
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fun
You are fun loving, cute and perky, full and energy
and life. Your sense of humour and optimism
make all those around you feel that you are the
cutest thing ever!


What's your inner cuteness? ((with images))
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woo hoo   
11:05pm 13/11/2003
 
mood: loved
Ummm...I'm Crazking.
Are You Crazy??Find out!

Ok...I have a Joyful Personality
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lol    
10:56pm 13/11/2003
 
mood: bouncy
Mmm...I'm Ariel!
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lol wow lol   
10:53pm 13/11/2003
 
mood: amused
Afterlife as an Angel by childdoll
Your Name
Astrological Sign
Angel TypeArchangel
Wing ColorBlack with red tips
Heavenly WeaponBow and arrows
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LMAO!   
10:42pm 13/11/2003
 
mood: woot woot
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Who will you date? by themallisatown
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Your favorite band:
Your favorite color:
Who: Lars Fredrikson
How Long: 5 years
Where you Met: Tour Bus

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Your favorite color:
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How Long:5 years
Where you Met:Tour Bus
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hehe=D   
10:35pm 13/11/2003
 
mood: bored
by MatildaLivewoom
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AwwWz very true yay!   
10:35pm 13/11/2003
 
mood: embarrassed

You are a romantic writer. You're ALWAYS writing
about some significant other--about lacking
one, about wanting one, about having one, about
being with one--it doesn't matter. If it
involves even a tiny ounce of love, you're
there! Much into the works of Christina
Rossetti and the works of Alfred Tennyson, you
are a bit of a classical writer as well....but,
for the sake of all things cheesy, you're more
of a hopeless romantic than a classical writer.
You write whatever comes to mind--which usually
involves a significant other. ^^; Oh well. If
literary geniuses don't do it, who will, right?


What's YOUR Writing Style?
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