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[08 Nov 2003|08:34pm] |
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A Sip of Wine Chased with Cyanide : A Static Lullaby |
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oh lordy lordy. why must things be so confusing, eh? WHY?
dustin likes meeeeeeeeee. mememe. and i like him? yes, i'm pretty sure i do. so that's easy enough. we like eachother. hurrah. buuuuuut, i still kind of like ian as well.
so la dee da. ian is a junior. a junior with a girlfriend. and oh so totally off-limits.
so, if (hypothetically speaking) dustin asks me out, this should be no problem. i say yes.
but (still hypothetically speaking) if i say yes, and ian breaks up with his girlfriend, will i regret going out with dustin? ...probably.
BUUUUUUt, who's to say that something would happen with ian even if he did break up with his girlfriend? i highly doubt that anything will happen.
soooo it should still be a pretty easy decision to make, riiiiiight?
OF COURSE NOT. it can never be that easy.
if you don't recall, after i broke up with shane i said i would never ever go out with another boy again because i hate the breaking up part. it killed me to break up with shane. and i still don't want to go out with anybody because it makes me really sad when i have to dump someone. and besides, whenever i go out with somebody.. i stop liking him after awhile. and i don't want that to happen.
soooooooooooooooooooooooooo. knowing what you know. what do you think i should do? i reeeally need feedback, and i would appreciate it very much so if you would leave me with your two cents.
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