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[02 Nov 2003|03:50pm] |
it is only 3:50 and i am extremely tired. the most strenous thing i did today was walk down to rite-aid, to visit andy. andy is a boy i met online, but i saw him before at school. so it's not like he's a complete stranger, right? even though he doesn't go to my school, he was just there visiting a friend. so i saw him at rite-aid, where he works. he has never met me before, so he didn't know what i look like. so i go and find my items and get in line to purchuse my things. and as he's handing me my change, i tell him who i am. he is suprised, and turned slightly red. i found it funny. i am sometimes glad my mouth has no connection to my brain, otherwise i would have never said hi to him. i think too much. sometimes, i just need to do it.
so i have been up for all of 7 hours and i am completely drained. i need caffeine... or sugar. oh look, a reese's. praise the lord. i can not wait for thanksgiving. my grandma makes the best stuffing in the whole wide world. and then comes thanksmas, some retarded holiday my mom's side of the family made up. it might be at our house this year. in which case, i want kristin to come. she could liven up the party a bunch. then christmas eve, and inevitably christmas. i don't want autumn to end. it just started and it seems like christmas is so close.
i am not going to be buying any christmas presents this year. save for liz, because she bought me the most awesomest present ever. she bought me a music box that i wanted, with beauty and the beast. and the store was going out of business too. if she had waited much longer it would have been gone forever. she wants a bondage belt, in return.
this christmas, all i want is a CD player. everybody else can just send me checkssssssssss. it's easier that way for them, anyways. sure, it's less personal, but i would appreciate it more than something that will just take up space.
i am ungrateful.
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