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[13 Sep 2003|08:11pm] |
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i just thought i should update. this might be really random. oh well.
i really need money. i need it bad. i want to buy a CD player but i don't have money. there are so many things i want to buy. aahh. and i have no way of getting money either. i can't really get a job. and my parents are stupid and it's not like they would give me an allowance or anything. I NEED MONEY.
i had a soccer game today. and i scored. cool beans. even though we lost, 2-1. oh well. the girls on the other team had black lipstick on their arms and stuff, so by the end of the game, all the girls on my team had black lipstick on their arms to. somebody with the letters JA in their name rubbed off on me. how hawt.
i need to talk to someone. face to face. it doesn't really matter who. i just need to see someone and talk to them. about anything. i walked down to cameron's house but he wasn't home. i really hate walking down there when he's not home. maybe i should call first. but that would make too much sense, now wouldn't it? so, nobody's home for me to talk to. and i'm just feeling weird. i don't know how to describe it. i just need something right now and i can't get it. i feel like, maybe i need to have a good long cry or something. i haven't cried in awhile. i just need to do something, anything.
i feel like drawing. with my old mr. sketch markers. i think i will. i'll update again...whenever.
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