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[06 Sep 2003|10:44am] |
i'm cleaning out my room, and i just found a journal from like 7th grade. i never really realized how fucked up i was. i really don't think i should have read that. even though i was only, what? 12? or 13? yeah. i wrote in there "People will soon know me as the once goody-two shoes girl who died at 13". and "someday i'm either going to kill myself or kill my dad. maybe both..." I filled up a whole page of writing "I hate my life and I'm going to kill myself" over and over again. and worse stuff that i don't really feel like writing. it just brings up bad memories. i shouldn't have read that stuff...
*edit*
on a happier note: me and cameron are "officially" going out. :D
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[06 Sep 2003|06:40pm] |
i hatehatehate my sister. i'll edit this later and write WHY, because i have to go now, but i just wanted to remember to post about how much i fucking hate her. yes. my mind works like that.
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OK. so the reason why i absolutey DESPISE my sister (right now, and this is only ONE of the reasons..) is because today i had my first soccer game. and even though we didn't win (we tied, 1-1), i still played an AWESOME game, if i may say so myself. so, my parents (and my dad, FINALLY he was proud of me for SOMETHING) were really happy with me and acting all nice. so we come home and discover that our dogs have gone missing. we walk inside and kristi, my sister, is fucking taking a shower that she was supposed to take AN HOUR AGO and has no clue that the dogs are gone. so we go looking for them and FINALLY find them after searching for a long time. so then we come back and my dad is all yelling and being an asshole again, like he always is. and it was alllllll kristi's fault. then she fucking breaks her glasses (she does this ALL the time) and so she has to wear mine. she is just a complete bitch and i would like to kill her. very much. i don't know if that sounds too terribly bad, but I WANT HER TO FUCKING DIE. i hate her with a passion. i can honestly NOT believe that we're related in ANY WAY. and i hope something really, really bad happens to her.
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