| i woke up today and wished for tomorrow |
[04 Sep 2003|03:35pm] |
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hmm. for those of you (most of you) who didn't read the last post. it was very interesting. at least for me. i am in such a total state of shock that it's weird. and i don't really feel like going into it right now. or even explaining. all i can say is that things will change. and i don't exactly know what to do with shane right now. i want to break up with him. but i don't want to dump him. i just want to skip the dumping part, ya know? that probably doesn't make any sense. i can't dump him. i don't want to do it online, because that's just mean. i don't really want to do it over the phone, either. i can't go to church and do it, because that would be weird. and i can't ask him to meet me somewhere or something, so i'm just really, really confused as to what i'm going to do with him. any suggestions???
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