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[28 Aug 2003|08:28pm] |
once again my computer is deciding not to cooperate with me. so i'm typing this up AGAIN in wordpad. fun. i'm going to make the font pretty, so at least i'll have fun for now. haha, haettenschweiler, just because it has a very long name. i do not like high school so far. there's way too many kids running about. it's overwhelming. i hate P.E. my teacher is like a dictator. not really. i just felt like saying that. she makes us do push-ups and cruches. crunches i do not mind, but i do mind when we have to to it on pavement with rocks and shit on it. ouchies. and she makes us run a lot. and it was HOTHOTHOT outside. i have it last period too, hottest part of the day it seems like. and to think i was freezing my ass off at lunch. go figure. english is cool. nothing to complain about so far. german is interesting. cam sits behind me so he gives me massages :-). feels nice. and i sit next to this dustin kid. he's in a lot of my classes this year. i have labeled him a punk fuck because he hangs out with jared. he looks like he could be my friend carena's brother. they look a lot a like i think. history is funny. my teacher is very loud and intimidating, he makes fun of people a lot, but he's a good teacher. and funny. my geometry teacher is unbelievably SLOW. we haven't even started geometry yet. i don't know how that class will be. so far it's my most boring class. then i have conceptual physics. alex denoix is in that class. he can be really nice and funny when he's not with all his friends. skater fucks and such. he was working in my group today and will be tomorrow. he's funny too. and P.E. i already complained about that. haha. i have volleyball. shit. i have to get ready. i still do not know if i've made the team yet. maybe i'll know tonight. who knows???
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(after volleyball tryouts) i got cut today. i honestly didn't think i was going to get cut. i always say i think i'm going to get cut, but subconciously i build up confidence and then i usually get let down. i really wanted to make the team. and now, i dunno, i guess it's alright that i didn't make it. but still. it would have been nice. fuck. i just told shane, and he's like: evilsoulreaver86: omg really thats the best thing ive heard all day....im sorry though. and it made me mad. because i'm so fucking pissed off right now and that didn't really make me feel better. i don't know if it was supposed to. but i just feel like shiiiitt.
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