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[05 Dec 2003|12:25pm] you should all put "heather lynn baker" in your info. so if people search for me or zofia, they find the hotties. and hot_emo_people. 4 miles away| my mother cries

[24 Nov 2003|06:04pm] I never update this. I love how there's an anonymous poster that's almost "stalking" me on these communities I'm in and reply to every comment I make saying how fat, ugly, unelite I am. I may be overweight and I'm not all that pretty (I'm not ugly, I've realized, but I'mj not pretty either. just average.) but I'm damn well BETTER THAN THEM. AND I HAVE THE BALLS TO LEAVE MY NAME ON EVERY SINGLE FUCKING COMMENT I MAKE. so fuck you, anonymous poster. oh man. anyway, I've rethought the whole "pacifist" deal. I guess maybe violence is necessary in certain, extreme circumstances. I just came to this conclusion during 1st block today, so don't ask me to discuss just yet. Eventually, I'll post my thoughts or whatever and if someone wants to debate or discuss or whatever, it shall happen Everyone, if you have an lj, add me there. I actually update that. ive_got_sars 3 miles away| my mother cries

[22 Nov 2003|11:18pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | "enfilade" atdi ] Post anything that you want here right now, and post it anonymously. You can post: A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love... anything. Make sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post as many times as you'd like. Then, put this in your DJ to see what others have to say. my mother cries

[22 Oct 2003|04:33pm] WANTED: a sweet, cute, funny guy who wants a girlfriend, to be my boyfriend. cuddling is a must. apply here. 3 miles away| my mother cries

[08 Oct 2003|04:56pm] It's fun/relieving to blast cursive/king adora/1905/other dancible music alone in your room and just dance away all the pain and all the anger and all the frustration and then be able to laugh at yourself for not dancing and then come out with a big smile on your face. I obviously need the new Outkast cd. yes I am serious. my mother cries

[03 Oct 2003|03:30pm] ( pj's survey ) my mother cries

[25 Sep 2003|04:51pm] http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=2953411611&category=15238 I want that. my mother cries

[25 Sep 2003|03:22pm] You Are A Juicy Kisser! About Your Kissing Style: Your lips are totally kissable baby, and you know how to use them. You are the perfect - with the right combo of lips and tongue. It's important to flaunt it, so kiss early and often on dates! What Your Kissing Style Says About You: You're 100% hot, and you know it. You're all about being sexy, all the time. You have no trouble scoring dates or kisses ... Just trouble getting rid of jealous people trying to show you up! You attract attention from every hot guy and girl... even before you show off your kissing skills. Your Personal Kissing Matches and Mismatches: Go out with another Juicy Kisser and you'll be the power couple of the party. Sure, you'll have a ton of hot kisses, but only after everyone there has checked you guys out. Hook it up with a Romantic Kisser and you may have found your soulmate. Romantic Kissers will be attracted to your appeal, and you'll appreciate their loyalty. Keep away from Carnal Kissers! They'll just try to play you for sex, and ruin your reputation in a heartbeat. And Freaky Kissers are way too wild and rough for your style. You prefer pleasure to pain, thank you very much. How Do *You* Kiss? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva who wants to find out if this is true? my mother cries

[02 Sep 2003|04:28pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | cursive ] First things first, I'm cleaning out my friends list, so comment if you really want me to keep you. I'm going friends-only, too. NY was interesting. I'm not going to get into details too much yet, but it seems like all I did was piss Lauren off. We're so different now. It seems like the only reason why we're even friends anymore is bc we're trying to hang onto the past. I miss Ryan. I was able to see him for a few hours sunday night, but Lauren got mad at me for that one. He's doing a lot better now. He stopped doing mostly everything except smoking cigs, which is still kinda bad, but better that how he used to be. lastly, I wish I was attractive. 18 miles away| my mother cries

[26 Aug 2003|02:15pm] ( survey whore ) my mother cries

[25 Aug 2003|01:45pm] hot Angelina Jolie Eliza Dushku Shirley Manson Brandon Boyd Davey Havok... fuck it... all of AFI the Olson twins Drew Barrymore Bam Margera Lucy Liu Alexis Bledel Karen O Kathleen Hanna Jess from 1905 Quinn Allman Conor Oberst Jake Gyllenhaal Chris Carrabba Milo Ventimiglia Audrey Hepburn the chick from Ranier Maria AUDREY MOTHERFUCKING TAUTOU, AKA THE MOST GORGEOUS THING EVER Matthew Lillard Pre 2000 Gwen Stefani Broady Armstrong Franka Potente Natalie Portman Rose McGowan Michelle Williams (the one from Dawson's Creek, not Destiny's Child) EMMA ZOFIA ZACHURSKI comment to add to the list. 2 miles away| my mother cries

[22 Aug 2003|02:44pm] I just talked to Bryan, and it's weird bc lately, I've been thinking about him a lot. I wonder if we'd still be together now if I didnt break up with him back in may. probably not. I've missed him like crazy, but it's also been kind of a relief to not have a bf who I never see or talk to. I had so many expectations for that relationship that were unrealistic. I seriously believed that him and I would be together forever. on a different note, I love 1905 and I really need to see them again. my mother cries

[22 Aug 2003|12:44pm] [ mood | cynical ] [ music | "big isnt beautiful" by king adora ] I want your heart-shaped lips,lips, Cooler hula hips, I want to feel my bones on your bones,yeah, I wear my heartache at my sleeve, I love myself too much to see, It haunts my dreams, It haunts my every dream, Every boy wants a body to die for and, Every girl who's thin is his rival, I wish I had a body to die for, Skinny is sexy, Big isn't beautiful.. I'm gonna shed me some skin, Get me real,real slim, I want to feel my bones on your bones,baby, I am a teenage drama queen, I throw my guts up for self-esteem, It haunts my dreams, It haunts my every dream, Every boy wants a body to die for, And every girl who's thin is his rival, I wish I had a body to die for, Skinny is sexy, Big isn't beautiful, Ohh,ohh,ohh, Every boy wants a body to die for and, Every girl who's thin is his rival, I wish I had a a body to die for, Skinny is sexy, Sweet anorexia, Skinny is sexy, Big isn't beautiful that song describes how I feel so perfectly. my mother cries

[18 Aug 2003|01:47pm] Everyone look at my layout. Quick. It's hot. 2 miles away| my mother cries

[18 Aug 2003|09:31am] [ mood | blank ] [ music | "Nocturnal" by Tiger Army ] ( survey from littlelynn ) A year ago, I thought I was in love. I thought talking to someone every day, calling each other pet names, and wanting to fuck each other senseless meant that you were destined to be together forever. 6 months ago, I still thought I was in love. I thought I wasn't good enough for the person I was with. I didn't like myself, and I cried myself to sleep every night because I couldn't be with him. 3 months ago, I realized that I wasn't in love. I realized that I deserved better than what I had(a barely functioning "relationship" that consisted of talking to each other online maybe once or twice a month). Now, I think that love is overrated. But I still want to know that feeling, to have someone hold me and kiss me and make me smile. I want someone to prove to me that love is NOT overrated. my mother cries

[15 Aug 2003|11:53am] So it came to my attention that I really havent posted very many pictures on this here blurty... ( pictures and whatnot ) my mother cries

[14 Aug 2003|01:10pm] Insane Clown Posse named worst band ever my mother cries

[14 Aug 2003|09:19am] ( random afi love ) that's gonna be huge when you open it so don't say I didn't warn you guys. my mother cries

random louis quotes [12 Aug 2003|04:18pm] yesterday: BIGwomen4ever: seriously rain makes me want to eat pussy today: BIGwomen4ever: i wish their was asian midget porn online BIGwomen4ever: everyone would be happy if they could see some naked asian midgets goin at it BIGwomen4ever (4:06:06 PM): have you ever hooked up with a chinese guy? BIGwomen4ever (3:50:41 PM): are you having random sex now? BIGwomen4ever (3:24:35 PM): heather did you ever take naked pics? BIGwomen4ever (4:11:35 PM): im tryin to drink turtlefrogduck (4:11:52 PM): why? BIGwomen4ever (4:12:22 PM): cause its such a tight feeling turtlefrogduck (4:12:44 PM): lol okay BIGwomen4ever (4:12:58 PM): you wouldnt know, only i would cause im sxe turtlefrogduck (4:14:07 PM): lol turtlefrogduck (4:14:09 PM): you are not sxe BIGwomen4ever (4:14:27 PM): im so sxe it hurts turtlefrogduck (4:14:34 PM): lol liar BIGwomen4ever (4:15:15 PM): liar??? turtlefrogduck (4:15:32 PM): youre not sxe BIGwomen4ever (4:15:36 PM): I AM turtlefrogduck (4:15:46 PM): if you were sxe you wouldnt drink BIGwomen4ever (4:15:56 PM): i dont drink? turtlefrogduck (4:16:12 PM): you cant drink if youre sxe BIGwomen4ever (4:16:21 PM): i know thats why im sxe turtlefrogduck (4:17:00 PM): lol okay.. BIGwomen4ever (4:17:28 PM): how can you be sxe???? BIGwomen4ever (4:17:34 PM): have you ever been drunk or high turtlefrogduck (4:17:41 PM): yeah, a long time ago BIGwomen4ever (4:17:49 PM): you didnt like it? turtlefrogduck (4:17:56 PM): nah, i liked it turtlefrogduck (4:18:00 PM): but its not good for me BIGwomen4ever (4:18:51 PM): drinking and smoking arent really bad if you only do it like once a week turtlefrogduck (4:19:16 PM): yes it is BIGwomen4ever (4:19:26 PM): foreal BIGwomen4ever (4:21:15 PM): 4:200000000000000 turtlefrogduck (4:21:42 PM): see? turtlefrogduck (4:21:44 PM): you're not sxe BIGwomen4ever (4:21:53 PM): haha BIGwomen4ever (4:22:00 PM): i know i was just playin turtlefrogduck (4:22:16 PM): you like to make fun of me about that, dont you? BIGwomen4ever (4:22:39 PM): im not makin fun of you at all BIGwomen4ever (4:22:45 PM): im actually proud of you for it yeah, i prolly should have used an eljay cut... my mother cries

[12 Aug 2003|10:07am] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | Darkest Hour- "How The Beautiful Decay" ] Okay, so I am a big loser. I'm grounded for life bc a friend got into the house I was housesitting and had a party while I wasn't there. The house got trashed and the owner's daughter came over the morning after to check on the dog. So she saw it all. Anyway, I'm cold and tired. And I'm frustrated. I'm sick of Bev telling me how much of a fuck up I am. I make mistakes, yes, but I try to fix what I have done. And if I can't fix it, I try not to make the same mistake again. I'm sorry, I'm human. Countdown to school: 15 days my mother cries

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