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Saturday, August 2nd, 2008
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3:27a - reality is a big punch in the face
So I moved back from Turkey to Holland a month ago, before I'll move to Canada late august. It was so hard on me, which surprised me since I hated it there for so long...But leaving all my new friends behind was, and still is, so difficult.
Now I'm in Holland, and it started out all nicely with my ex kissing me after 3 years of being friends and me still liking him...but its turning sour now...I don't know what we have, I dont know what he wants. All I know is that he all of a sudden kissed me a month ago when I got back. And now tonight when I went to the local pub, his colleague and him are sitting together, leaving me with his best friend. Nice guy btw but having to watch him with his colleague....
they kept on moving closer and closer, well at least she was...And all of a sudden she had her arm around him, while Im standing 3 meters away from them, which he knew! So I decided to leave cuz I just couldnt watch them anymore...Am I going crazy? Am I just imagining things or what? I don't know what to think, especially since we've never talked about what we have and now he was sitting with her...Stupid btch ass pretty girl, his type HIS COLLEAGUE....
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