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Wednesday, May 14th, 2008
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11:31p
So a month has passed since I last posted. I havent cut since the last time I posted, which I should say is a progress...I have been talking to G once in a while now. He always brings up the fact that he moved back to his old house which is about 10min from mine by car. He always says he's gonna call me later when he talks to me, and then never calls again. Then waits for a week or two, and then calls again, saying we should meet, that he'll call me later, and then he never does. Im fine with that. Its fun to see him try, and to know that we have a mutual understanding of not having feelings for one another.
My "exboyfriend" was invited to my friends birthdaydinner by her. SERIOUSLY? what is her problem? I go to celebrate her bday, but she turns it into a complete awkward situation. I hadnt seen him since February. Since I messaged him that it wasnt working. And the only thing he did all night was ignore me and hit on my friend's friend who was sitting right across from me (so was he) so basically I had a great night. Then he decides at 4 oclock in the morning that he does need to tell me something so he messages me this whoooole story about how he wants to be with me and how he cant stop himself from kissing me when Im around and holding me etc.
Those things always come at the wrong moment. I meet a new nice guy. Then the next day my exboyfriend shows up telling me he misses me. why do these things all come at the same time....whenever I feel lonely and need someone there, there's noone, and then when I rather am left alone, or just want one person to be there for me, 2 show up....
Exams are almost over :) im really happy. 3 more to go. Only physics left. After that I'm done with school I'll just have to graduate! so greatttt I hate school right now. But ye....
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