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Sunday, March 16th, 2008
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6:05a - another G story
He called again...asked me where I was, and half an hr later hes standing in front of me with his friend...telling me I shud go drinking with them, give them a call later on. So I do, and he tells me he's somewhere in the middle of nowhere, and that he'll call me either tomorrow(today), monday or tuesday to meet up with me. If I wud be so nice to let him in when he comes by....Ofcourse the weak little girls says YES OFCOURSE I WILL!
He told me not to make out with ne other guys....and ofcourse little weak girl says OFCOURSE I WONT!
I shudve told him I was gonna make out with at least 3 guys, that I didnt care abt him wtvr....
My friend completely bitched me out all night abt G, telling me exactly what my feelings are for G. He had figured me out in every detail possible...it was creepy. He wouldnt stop yelling out what I was doing wrong, what my flaws were etc. For 2 hrs straight just telling me every detail of the feelings I have for G. How I want him to be with me, how I want to change him into a good guy instead of an asshole, how I would so do him just to get closer to him, how G would never give a fuck, that I needed to see all of this, and stop pretending I didnt know why I still want G. Why Im running back to G whenever he calls me up. I know all of what he said to me was true, I also know that altho he was right on some points he will never truely understand wut Im going thru. He says its all so easy, that I should just hate him, only think abt his flaws and what not. But thats the thing, I already hate his guts. At the same time I would run back to him the seccond he'd ask me...I dont know how I can feel like that....
Anyways I'll talk later some other time. For now I shud finally go to sleep....
later
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