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Saturday, March 15th, 2008
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4:58p - G, the guy it all started with
So I can't seem to be able to get G out of my mind. Even though I havent really had any contact with him nemore for abt 2 years. Yes ofcourse there will be a call once or twice a year from him, when he is bored and he needs someone to torture for his own pleasure, but no more physical contact, no more hugs, kisses etc.
He called me for the first time in 6 months this week. He asked me where I was, cuz he was near my house and wanted to meet up. I guess lucky for me I was in the city, and far from my house...I dont know what he wants from me...One moment he'll push me around, tell me I'm a stupid virgin, laugh abt it with his friends right in front of me, tell me I'm stupid for still being one cuz I'm already 18. The next moment he gets me drunk, pulls me on top of him and tells me how much he likes me. I ofcourse fell for that crap abt a million times with him over and over again, and then we end up doing everything except for fckn. I mean I really don't get what he wants from me...
Does he want to be my friend? (which he shud know wud be almost imp. between us)
Does he need someone to use?(most likely his gf will bore him by now so maybe)
Or does he need to make me feel bad, and start kissing another girl in front of me, while he invited me sounding all lovydovy?(most probable one of the three)
So when I got drunk last night my great idea was to msg him, telling him he shud give me a call next time he's around...ye why not just tell him straight in his face you still cant resist him, cry, and beg him to like you back!?
Weak stupid little girl...
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