|
|
Wednesday, February 27th, 2008
|
10:10p
basically what I did was ask him on facebook why him and his girlfriend's relationship is "going ill". I asked him a week ago, and he still hasnt answered.
What I also find weird is that he is never online. I mean he goes online at 8 when im in school, gets offline after a max of 15min, and then never comes back on again....thats weird. Well at least i think thats weird.
I'm starting to really hate myself for liking him. I dont even know him. I'm being shallow again.
Just because he is hot, and he's interested in me doesnt mean that I should like him. Its obvious that he just wants to get in my pants. Prob cuz his gf isnt giving him any.
I wish they would treat me with the same respect they treat turkish girls. But im a foreigner so its immediately assumed im a whore, and why would you treat a whore with respect? Thanks for thinking that...
I'm so glad im moving to canada in a few months. Hopefully guys are nicer over there than they are over here.
Well I haven't cut in a while. Just picked at my scabs. I guess thats also cuz i tried to cut my hair all cool with a razorblade and cut in my fingers in the process.
Fckn school's stressin me out. All the coursework is due this week cuz its getting send off to IB on monday. uggh i really hate IB. I cant sleep, im eating like a pig, smoking like a madman, and all my creativity seems to be sucked out of me :( Basically one more thing and I'll snap...
let's hide the razors, knifes and scissors....
current mood:  stressed
current music: Zo niet mij - Typhoon (2 comments |comment on this)
|
|
|
|