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Tuesday, February 26th, 2008
12:58a
Mr. A has a girlfriend. she's well hot. she speaks his language. she's beautiful
"our relations is going ill"
Oh right, reason to cheat on your girlfriend! Especially with a girl that doesn't even know you have one!
A guy like that liking me? what was I even thinking?
Being treated by guys like this since i was 14 shouldve taught me that I should just stop hoping.
Why am I still so naive? I keep on hoping on a guy that will sweep me off my feet, and that will love me.
Why don't I give up? It's not gonna happen anyways. I'm a toy, they're the boss. And I know, that I should be strong,
but I cant seem to be able to defend myself. To just be like them. To just not give a shit, and use them like they use me.
I can't do it. I get too easily attached. Recent example: Mr A.

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