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straylight run: sympathy for the martyr |
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the breeze rfom the apartment window feels like a warm summer breeze. its refreshing. i can't imagine, tho, that its the same stepping out.
ive been sitting here w. a few of my favorites; listening to owen, drinking some highballs and some coffee liquor. its been a fantastic night. im glad i didn't wimp out and go to bed early.
spencers got something up his sleeve. it was supposed to take place 2morro night, but i guess plans are cancelled, which is a bugger, bc. ive grown eager to find out what it is. but it seems im going to have to wait.
gabe, wathawis and i figured out our "to fuck up" list. we each got to choose 1 person.. funny thing is.. we could all just switch around our ppl, and be satisfied. this is going to be fun..
work has been going poorly, and for that.. ive been slower to get there. its a shame. i love the position i will eventually be, but as of now.. dis-satified. not that i hate where i am.. just.. the company.. its not the same. i don't enjoy it.
again -- i want a drastic change.. but still unsure of what its going to be. altho i have descided that i need to loose a couple, or more, pounds. i feel Xtremely fat.. and i shouldn't have to. so hopefully i'll actually get up on doing that soon.
no units in the phone. can't make or recieve calls. i don't like it. i miss the goodnight calls from spenc. it always made it easier for me to sleep.
i miss my family. i also miss slu. im hoping that soon i will be able to go back to the rents and visit w. them, and also catch at least a week of hours at slu.. not just for the $$, but the ppl. i miss them.
i want a new piercing. i also want my tat. i want the tattoo more than a piercing tho. crossing my fingers it will be on my body soon. tho i have to keep in mind that i need that $$ for presents. so.. it will have to wait until after christmas.. which im ok w.
straylight run is playing now. its so rad how wathawis has introduced me to such amazing music. she has great taste in music.
wathawis told me that she is going to make me some shirts and shit. im mad Xcited. we are also making tees for the bang bang bitches. they are going to look effin rad! u all r going to wanna be like us after u see them. for serious.
i told wathawis, that my mom, her and i are going to spend a day, in the summer, going to church sales and lawn sales. its going to be so much fun.
i asked spenc if he would like to do some yoga w. me sometime. he seemed uninterested, but agreed. good quality time.. just relaxing, really.
band practice 2morro? for sure.. but im not sure that i'll be able to attend. and tho i'd love 2, im hoping that i will be spending that time w. spencer.. and also finding out this "surprise".
spencer.. *sigh* must i say more?
Sing me something soft
Sad and delicate
Or loud and out of key
Sing me anything
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ianiceboy
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