||'cathy, i'm lost' i said, though i knew she was sleeping
strange times. so many people around me all the time, still feeling like i haven't seen anyone in ages. my parents went to lake tahoe for the weekend, which was nice. on thursday, cory and i went grocery shopping and got all my favorite food like golden grahams and toll house cookie dough, it was nice, we pretended we were married. we ate cereal and spiderman macaroni for dinner and fell asleep watching arrested development. then on friday, i went to tarren johnson's 20s-themed birthday, which was really fun and classy. we all dressed up very fancy and drank champagne and danced to old music, i even smoked a cigarette with a cigarette holder. then, all the classiness and fun was shattered on the drive home when i got pulled over on the freeway for hannah throwing her cigarette out the window. i had to get out of the car and stand on the side of the freeway in high heels and get breathalized after drinking a glass of champagne, my heart was about to explode, somehow i blew zeros. probably the most nervous i have ever been. i got my second court date for driving with people in the car, which is absolutely horrible but nowhere near a DUI, i'm really thanking my lucky stars, or whatever. anyways, although i was very shooken up(shaken?), i still had people over, which snowballed a little more than i planned, and a good portion of the senior class suddenly was playing beer pong in my backyard while i sat on the couch and tried to think of ways to get them to leave. they did after a few hours, and then there were only 20 or so people, which was much nicer. i went into my room for a little with some fiends , i mean friends, and then when i came out most everyone was gone. then it was me, hannah, kyle, jenny, natalie, jordan, erin, baby niko, and drew dog. apparently niko had been "sizzurped" (covered in syrup) by drew, so when drew ptfo'd, niko poured srirache hot sauce on his head. it was an ordeal, and niko's pants kept falling down. anyways, between that time and morning, niko apparently stole $70 from hannah, which is really stupid. also i stayed up a good portion of the night debating with cory about whether or not to do my oceanside art banner which was due at 7 the next morning, which mostly consisted of "i can't! i have to." "just do it then." "i can't! i really should. my head hurts." "take advil." "natalie and jordan are in the room it's in." "oh. then don't do it." "i have to! i can't." and then i just didn't do it, and i felt bad, but i really couldn't bring myself to. anyways, the next day i made cinnamon muffins and cory and i sat in my room all day listening to simon and garfunkel and i was such a downer, i didn't want to do anything, and then he went home around 5 and i went to noodles with natalie. then we went to my house and hannah, tom, jenny, erin, and cory came over and we played operation and apples to apples, then watched muzzy. then natalie picked up jordan and he immediately fell asleep in my bed. he and nat slept over along with erin, who i shared my parent's bed with, it was very romantic. then today i cleaned the house a lot, and everyone's busy or something, so i'm just sort of sitting here. i'm really bad at doing things by myself!
additionally, i changed my schedule so that i have 1st period weight training, 2nd period statistics, 3rd period senior projects (which only meets mondays), 4th period free. therefore, tues-friday, i get out of school at 11:25. HA.