06:00pm 04/10/2006

The Night Is Still Young
Music is the key to my memories   
12:37am 02/11/2005
mood: contemplative
music: The Decembrists
Undiscovered-Ashlee Simpson --> walking home in the snow after saying good bye to my love
Going to Californiea-Led Zeppelin --> studying in the Greenhouse cafe wishing i was somewhere else
Bang Bang (my baby shot me down) --> swinging in my sorrows
Konstantine-SoCo --> first year
Hold-Saves the Day --> realising someone loved me

certain conversations with certain people put me in this contemplative mood and bring up these memories. but i like it in some sick way. i'm holding onto these memories too tightly. in this situation i want endless sunshine of a spotless mind. who cares about the reprecussions.

on a lighter note (to make me feel lighter), i'm going to see the marbel index tomorrow night to make new memories in my "new" life/new perspective on life.
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Holy Pagoda   
09:26pm 26/10/2005
mood: procrastinated

In a Past Life...

You Were: A Kind Monk.

Where You Lived: West Africa.

How You Died: Dysentery.

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Holy Pagoda   
09:26pm 26/10/2005
mood: procrastinated

In a Past Life...

You Were: A Kind Monk.

Where You Lived: West Africa.

How You Died: Dysentery.

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captivation starvation   
05:42pm 12/10/2005
mood: okay
music: the new pornographers: the laws have changed
the world is super saturated with pop-culture.
i think i'm going to revert to the woods for a while.
after i watch the O.C. and drink my starbucks non-fat chai latte.

hugs n' kisses
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05:46pm 11/10/2005

What Your Underwear Says About You

You like to think of yourself as innocent, even though you're not!

You're sexy, in that pinup girl, tease sort of way.

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05:46pm 11/10/2005

What Your Underwear Says About You

You like to think of yourself as innocent, even though you're not!

You're sexy, in that pinup girl, tease sort of way.

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Clever is a nicer word   
05:39pm 11/10/2005
music: The Early November
i'm finding "best" friends in the wierdest places. and i kinda like it.

however, i'm also passing up moments of greatness because i can't get past this stupid barrier that i put myself behind...be gone!
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10:18pm 10/10/2005
music: esthero
In Tha Mood

Remember when we used to?.. We can do that again...
I know I said it was over but if you ever wanna come over
I think I got what it takes to make you feel nice
Because you gave yourself to another
But I suppose you haven't forgotten what my love tastes like
And she won't fuck you like I do and you know that it's true cause
I have what she hasn't got and I remember all your spots so

If tha mood should hit ya and ya wanna, baby I don't mind
A little taste may relieve the tension I feel inside

Curl up in my cozy web this unbelievably delicious bed
Oh, don't say no, that's not how this should go
I've thought about you often, this feeling hasn't gone rotten
Let's take a spin round that old block again you say
She won't fuck you like I did, she's not into that wild shit and
I have what she hasn't got...really? Well then

So if tha mood should hit ya and ya wanna, baby I don't mind
A little taste may relieve the tension I feel inside

You always know what things to do to keep me wanting you,
and also all the things to say to keep me comin your way
due to the beauty preferred, its hard for me to be true to my girl
cant be trust wit you in my world (i'm glued to the kush, ya heard?)
no gas, my tanks empty, i'm stuck in your town
the plan's to gently buckle you down and fuck you now...i wanna fuck you now
only the truth is wit me, now im phenen to screw you swiftly
now I don't mean to be rude with tha lips b.
i'm guessin the mood just hit me

If tha mood should hit ya and ya wanna, baby I don't mind
A little taste may relieve the tension I feel inside
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autumnal message   
02:59am 10/10/2005
  i was going to write a serious entry but then realized who wants to read all the depressing moments of my life. i mean heck, i don't even really want to read them.
so i'm all moved back into my home. my real home. away from all the drama and craziness that i seemed to get involved in. i painted my room not white, but off white. as opposed to the offensive blue that used to cover my walls. despite the boringness of off-white i like it. i mean hello !! it goes with everything. even my giant leaf.
i'm so glad summer's over. i'm about ready to get back to school and away from real life for awhile. while the summer was not without it's great moments, like becoming single and coming to terms with your whole entire past, i'm glad that i'll never have to experience that season like that again. nope, next year i'm planning to do anything up north. and i mean anything ;). am i joking? of course. but at this point anything seems better than spending another dreadful summer in ottawa. but i digress.
it's 3 am and i'm still sitting in my banana leaf dress and hoping that something else reasonable will come to me so i can type the words to describe it, but i'm at a loss. but i do like the sound of keys pressing on my lap top.

goodnight all

~wake me up when september ends
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09:51pm 15/09/2005

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

some of this is earily right.....really wierd
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check check check check a check it out   
09:49am 15/06/2005
mood: working
i'm at my dad's office this morning like all the other mornings for the past couple of weeks. i'm working on developing this field methods manual. ooh all the copying and pasteing.
here's a taste :

Collection of an isokinetic, depth-integrated, discharge-weighted sample is standard procedure; however, site characteristics, sampling-equipment limitations, or study objectives constrain how a sample is collected and could necessitate use of other methods. If the QC plan calls for collection of concurrent samples, then the relevant procedures must be reviewed and the appropriate equipment prepared (section 4.3).

so this far into the summer i've only almost gotten into an accident with my bike, two minor sunburns, heat exhaustion, caught in the rain once, seen 3 movies, beaten by a volley ball once, potentially west nile virus, hung out with old friends, have yet to see some good friends, a "husband" for a week, and some other minor insignificant details.

it's different living with parents again. it's almost like regressing from what i already had. it's too bad halifax fell through, but at the same time it's not so bad. if only we could be in the same city and not have to live with families. my big plan is to go up north next summer. no matter what. i need a change like that.
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Holiday, Hideaway   
07:51pm 19/04/2005
mood: anxious
music: Brandston: Boys Lie
i could be studying right now so that i can go to this "study session" tonight yet i'm sitting here listening to old mix cds from high school and avoiding looking at books. at the same time, i'm not sure if i want to go out. i've been infected with this anti-social thing for a while and can't get out of it. i dotn' really know what's wrong with me. i just haven't felt like talking to people. nothing to say really. i think by this time of year i'm just so tired/exhausted from school that i'm not functional. thank god it's over in two days!
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11:33pm 12/04/2005
mood: confused
music: The Decemberists: Los Angeles I'm Yours
i think i'm on a road to self destruction
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03:29am 09/04/2005
  i have deadlllyy hickups  
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How 'bout that   
08:14pm 06/04/2005
mood: bouncy
music: America's Next Top Model
After countless requests for mixtapes at TMT, my first one was FINALLY fulfilled! yay.

songs to make me feel better after this music and pop culture class sucked all the fun out of the beatles

requested by: Sassy pants
compiled by: rockette

note from rockette: these are some of the most whimsical, pretty, and mellow pop songs i could find. i hope they can help restore your faith in pop music because they are so uncloyingly enjoyable.

01. Of Montreal - "Penelope" (Coquelicot Asleep in the Poppies: A Variety of Whimsical Verse)
02. Beck - "Que Onda Guero" (Guero)
03. Beulah - "If We Can Land A Man On the Moon, Surely I Can Win Your Heart" (When Your Heartstrings Break)
04. Elf Power - "Jane" (A Dream In Sound)
05. The Arcade Fire - "Une Annee Sans Lumiere" (Funeral)
06. Mirah - "Nobody Has To Stay" (C'mon Miracle)
07. Rufus Wainwright - "Peach Trees" (Want Two)
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09:43pm 01/04/2005
mood: sick
music: MCR: Demolition Lovers
Apples and Wine
>Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree.
>Most men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of
>falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just take the rotten apples from the
>ground that aren't as good, but easy.......
>The apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in
>reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right man to come
>along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the
>Share this with other women who are good apples, even those who have already
>been picked!
>Now Men... Men are like a fine wine. They begin as grapes, and it's up to
>women to stomp the shit out of them until they turn into something
>acceptable to have dinner with...
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Sporatic Brain Pulse   
10:26pm 22/03/2005
mood: crazy
music: My Chemical Romance: I'm Not O.K.
there's clearly something in my eye but i can't see it

the irony

Our birthday pot luck dinner for michelle was a success...my goodness there was so much glorious food. so now i think we're ready for a full blown keggar. oh yes. if we serve it it will come.

Playlist of the moment (old favourites and new trash favourites):
The Postal Service - Brand New Colony
My Chemical Romance - I'm not o.k.
The Second Glance - Worth the Risk
Dashboard Confessional - Hands Down
Ashlee Simpson - La La
My Chemical Romance - Early Sunsets over Monroeville
The Second Glance - Same Old Drill
Ashlee Simpson - Autobiography
Dashboard Confessional - So Beautiful
The Decembrists - They Gymnast
Dashboard Confessional - Several Ways to Die Trying
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10:25pm 21/03/2005
mood: content
music: The Stills: Still in Love
There's nothing better than sipping Earl Grey out of a mug that's the size of your face and eating gold fish crackers even if i have a monstrous paper ahead of me.

&&& in addition:
these sites will the the death of my academic career:

have a good one! *wink*
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06:40pm 17/03/2005
mood: annoyed
music: Loud NOISES
my god am i ever spining out today
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