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sometimes....like today i feel like i dont wanna go on. I cant sleep coz im worryin too much. I cant eat coz im worryin again. I cant talk to anyone coz i'm worried what they might think. I hate work. They are a bunch of cocks and they hate me. Im not bothered about them hatin me but just coz im "different" from everyone else. Everyone else are blonde tall skinny and pretty...then theres me. I hate bein there. I walk past everyone and they give me weird looks. I only feel ok when im with edina! This week i've come home and gone upstairs and cried. I cried myself to sleep this week too. I really do hate life.
I found out that my friends mum died last thursday. That makes me hate life even more.
My mum told me to tidy my room today and i fliped out and smashed my mirror on the floor and started cryin. Then i went for a walk and ended up at rachys house. I knew she didnt want me there but her mum invited me in.
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| Downnnnlooooad! |
[09 Jun 2004|07:47pm] |
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Yeh so i went to download over the weekend! It was fuckin sweet! hehe =D
It took 4 hours on the train so we got there at like 2:30 and had to que until 6:30pm to get into the fuckin campsite! GHEY! >=( so yeh put my tent up and made friends with the guys around us...Got stoned..Pulled his guy called matt he was like 30? or something old like that! hehe Then saturday got up got stoned went and saw some bands came back 2 the tent at 3...got stoned again passed out with Pete (hes really fit!) hehe Then woke up in petes tent on my own at 10:30 then got stoned then everyone came back so we got stoned again. Then sunday got up got stoned went and saw some bands came back after slipknot got stoned fell asleep woke up when korn were on but couldnt be fucked to move so i got stoned again then me and pete went and watched metallica but we got horny so we went back 2 muh tent and foocked hehe yay! then got stoned again Then we attempted gettin stoned at like 12am but the security guard took my weed away from us so i got drunk instead. everyone went to bed at 1am except me, Nathan and lee (they were fit too!) So i decided i was drunk and started drinkin the vodka pure...which i cant handle so i started puking \m/ someone had to puke and that someone was me! hehe So yeh me nathan and lee all slept in my tent! hehe awww cute <3 Then we all got up at 7am and put our tents down then we all said goodbye! It was really said! download rocked thou! so woohoo!
Lars from metallica was ill so the Slayer drummer was on for one song then JOEY JORDISON WAS ON FOR MOST OF THE NIGHT!!! Yay! hehe Yummy
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[08 Jun 2004|10:38am] |
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TIMMAY!!! says:
I wanna sleep burrr
ouch! seriously i think im dying! damn u Slayer! says:
awwww! i wanna die!
TIMMAY!!! says:
No u dont silly
ouch! seriously i think im dying! damn u Slayer! says:
oh i do! the pain im feelin rite now i do!
TIMMAY!!! says:
You need 2 jump into another slayer pit...and i'll join u!
ouch! seriously i think im dying! damn u Slayer! says:
fuck no! im not goin anywhere near that band again1
*dies*
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| Moo Love |
[02 Jun 2004|08:14pm] |
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In this world gone crazy we will not spank the monkey -- the monkey will spank us says:
if it were possible to have sex with eyes, i'd fuck yours.
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| lalalala |
[30 May 2004|09:57pm] |
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I went to my mates 21st birthday on friday night and got fuckin wrecked! hehe so yeh i got home at 4am so i set my alam for 5:45am coz i had work at 7am so i could go 2 funeral for a friend early...so my alam went off at 5:45 and i was still so fucked i fell out of bed and couldnt be fucked to get up that early so i set my alam for 9am and i finally draged my ass into work at 10! I walked in and my manger goes "Stacy...ur 3 hours late and u look horrible! are u feelin ok?" and i said no i feel like shit! can i go home now and make up the time on monday and she said no =( so i said can i still go home at 4 and she said no >=( Meanie! So it got to 6:15 and i said 2myself fuck this and ran away >=) hehe
I got 2 funeral for a friend and i fuckin missed The Bled I was so fucked off about that! I got there as 36 crazyfists were on! They suck! My chemical romance were great! and funeral for a friend were coool! Matt looked pretty as always =D
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[30 May 2004|09:57pm] |
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I went to my mates 21st birthday on friday night and got fuckin wrecked! hehe so yeh i got home at 4am so i set my alam for 5:45am coz i had work at 7am so i could go 2 funeral for a friend early...so my alam went off at 5:45 and i was still so fucked i fell out of bed and couldnt be fucked to get up that early so i set my alam for 9am and i finally draged my ass into work at 10! I walked in and my manger goes "Stacy...ur 3 hours late and u look horrible! are u feelin ok?" and i said no i feel like shit! can i go home now and make up the time on monday and she said no =( so i said can i still go home at 4 and she said no >=( Meanie! So it got to 6:15 and i said 2myself fuck this and ran away >=) hehe
I got 2 funeral for a friend and i fuckin missed The Bled I was so fucked off about that! I got there as 36 crazyfists were on! They suck! My chemical romance were great! and funeral for a friend were coool! Matt looked pretty as always =D
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| Joey...part 2 hehe |
[24 May 2004|07:04pm] |
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Slipknot - The Blister Exists |
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hehe I <3 Joey
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| JOOOOOOOEYY!! |
[24 May 2004|03:14pm] |
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I MET JOEY...and the rest of Slipknot this morning!!! eeek! Yay! I got their new album and they signed it and Joey hugged me now im in love with him even more! Hes so cute and short! =D hehe I <3 Joey hehe
New album...Its ok. Not as heavy...Old stuff is way better!
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Funeral for a friend - Your Revolution Is A Joke |
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sometimes i wish i could just not be where i am in my life. I could have the pefect boyfriend...but i dont coz Isla has him. =( I like him so much it sucks! HMPF! Work sucked again today. I got another complaint coz im rude 2 the customers. heh....Like i care!? If they didnt want to come shopping FUCKIN SHOP ONLINE FOR FUCKSAKE! Grrr! I hate the world...and life! eugh! it sucks!
Great...Im goin 2 beckys party later...I hate becky...she stole simon away from me. I dont like simon nemore but yeh thats not the point he told me he loved me...then a week later he goes out with becky. The moment Becky found out that i pulled Foley shes been like "Oh...Foley keeps starin at me!" Why would he do that? He hates the bitch! and shes ugly....But so am i so i guess he likes ugly girls! Meh.. My life has gone downhill since i fucked matt. Everyone seems to hate me. Coz hes the guy everyone fancies and i...yeh!
Im sorry.
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| Joeyyyyy! |
[20 May 2004|07:45pm] |
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BrandNew - The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows |
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IM MEETIN JOEY JORDISON...and the rest of slipknot ON MONDAY!!!! YAY!!!!! *dancez* That is all.
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| Can you stake my heart tonight....? |
[16 May 2004|09:09pm] |
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Im bored...I have been all fuckin day! =( I hate sundays! I hate them i hate them!!! *stamps feet*
19days until download y0 hehe Yay! I'm just not lookin forward to campin with sophie! She'll do my head in and i'll wanna stab her! hehe
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[12 May 2004|08:12pm] |
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I'm still bored and i've just learnt how to email pictures from my phone! hehe coool! Heres one i took earlier! hehe
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[12 May 2004|05:48pm] |
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Im so booooored! I've got like 3 days off work coz of the holidays they owed me! so i go back friday :( But im bored now! so i guess its ok!
Thought i'll post a picture of the Funeral for a friend gig i went too last week!
Its not very clear! but my digital cam is shit! so yeh!
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[10 May 2004|08:43pm] |
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Emo! You're very in touch with your emotions and
that's what I like about you! It's all about
the music for you... I have pity for your
tortured soul...you're just like me...
What genre of rock are you?
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| hehe woohoo! |
[07 May 2004|09:44pm] |
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OMG! Funeral for a friend last night was amazing! hehe They are soooo good live <3 I'm in love with Matt the singer <3 hehe Yay! Some weird guy, Million dead and the muthafuckin Haunted supported! ahhh some good metal hehe! The pit was insane! I did some groovy hardcore dancing Not as hardcore as Jesse thou! hehe Hes so fit! <3 He gave me a biggggg hug i was like awwww! hehe
Im so sleepy now! didnt get home until 2am! The Foleyman was supposed 2 meet us at Victoria...but he got an earlier train! :( Meanie!
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| YOINK! |
[18 Apr 2004|10:15am] |
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Its my birtttttttttttthday!!! Yay! *dancez*
My party was gooood! Got reeeeally drunk! hehe I pulled Foley *gigglez* Hes so nice, but hes back with his girlfriend and she said she will kick him out next time....so i cant tell ne1! =( ahaha At work the other day Dan goes 2 Foleys girlfriend "arent u scared that Mark will cheat on u if he goes out?" and shes like "No...He wouldnt do that, he hates girls" And when i told Foley that yesterday and he said "I hate girls, except u." and i was like awwww! hehe <3 He was texting me until like 4am....im so sleepy! hehe I cant open ne pressies until my dad gets home which is at like 1pm! ghey! hehe
Im goin out for a meal later with my family woohoo! I want Foley to come =( I want foley! Grrrr It sucks sooo much! >=(
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| Rawrrr! |
[17 Apr 2004|03:53pm] |
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Its muh birthday party tonight! Yay! *dancez*
Today i went shopping in Brighton for my birthday pressies hehe Yay! I goooot...some pink converses! =D hehe a minnie mouse top hehe erm...i cant remember what else! hehe Oppz!
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