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new journal [23 Nov 2003|02:05pm]
its www.blurty.com/~theaterxd0rk

read it...and comment!!
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interesting day =/ [22 Nov 2003|10:24pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]
[ music | so co ....punk rock princess ]

maybe when your hair gets darker
maybe when your eyes get wide
maybe when the walls are smaller
there will be more space.
maybe when I'm not so tired
maybe you could step inside
maybe when I look for things
that I can't replace.
if you could be my punk rock princess
i could be your garage band king.
you could tell me why you just don't fit in
and how you're 'gonna be something.
if i could be your first real heartache
i would do it over again.
if you could be my punk rock princess
i would be your heroine.
i never though you'd last
i never dreamed you would
uou watch your life go past
you wonder if you should.
--Punk Rock Princess

well i just had a great day..blake left at like 10 which sucked and me heather fought online and shes not talking to me anymore..i`m upset about it but what can i do..i`ll miss her...umm then i was supose to hangout with samm but she went shopping with her dad nd before they left blake showed up crying or summin soo i was slept and was depressed al day and than i couldnt take my mom my life and i wanted to leave so i ran to blakes in tears...i hung there for a little till 9 45 and then my mother came and got me...my days hurt i cryed alot...i hate it i really hate it...i want **** 2 people...9th and 11th :X!!! lol hehehe

RiSsA xOxO

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fun nitee [22 Nov 2003|01:50am]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | hey yah ]

Hey, alright now
Alright now fellas, YEAH!!
Now what's cooler than bein' cool?
ICE COLD! I can't hear ya'
I say what's cooler than bein' cool?
ICE COLD! whooo...
Alright, alright, alright, alright
Alright, alright, alright, alright
Alright, alright, alright, alright
Alright, alright, Ok now ladies, YEAH!
And we gon' break this back down in just a few seconds
Now don't have me break this thang down for nothin'
Now I wanna see y'all on y'all baddest behavior
Gimme some suga', I am your neighbor ahh here we go!
Shake it, shake, shake it, shake it OHH OH
Shake it, shake it, shake, shake it, shake it, shake it OHH OH
Shake it, shake it like a Poloroid Picture, shake it, shake it
Shh you got to, shake it, shh shake it, shake it, got to shake it
Shake it Suga' shake it like a Poloroid Picture -Hey YAh!!

tonitee i went to tha fall drama wif my gurls blake n sammo, it was soo boring tho...tha show was horrible but tha acters were amzing...umm...tonight blake fell in luv with nick...hes really hot, a senior...awww man...lol...everything is better with blake n samm...tomorro i have to go see tha drama again...but matt colman and people are going...so its allllll good...lol...blakes here and sleeping over...adiaos...

RiSsA xOxO

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[21 Nov 2003|06:26pm]
sumtimes you need a bff to tell you tha truth

Ryan4u8 (6:07:17 PM): you kno im not tryin to be mean or ne thin but i dont like to hear that u wanna kill urself...if u keep sayin shit like that im not gunna talk to you ne more...ur lifde isnt bad...u jis dont kno how to handle things when they go wrong
dink O licious (6:08:48 PM): your rite and no i really dont wanna die...i cant handle things...and i have anxiety so idk...i write postry to get it out...please dont stop talkin to me...im not complaining bout life i luv it...i just think everything is worse than it really is
Ryan4u8 (6:09:19 PM): exactly
Ryan4u8 (6:09:54 PM): and another thing...i been noticin u and sam havent been together as much ne more and ur actin all like ur friends r hidin shit from you...
Ryan4u8 (6:10:31 PM): sam and blake arent ur only friends...u can be with other people and not them all the time
Ryan4u8 (6:10:44 PM): ur never with ne1 besides them
Ryan4u8 (6:10:59 PM): u should chill wit others kinda like they do
Ryan4u8 (6:11:18 PM): and u wont be feelin the way u feel
Ryan4u8 (6:11:29 PM): ull have many more friends and more shit to do
Ryan4u8 (6:11:48 PM): beside wrtin dumb ass poems bc blake and sam arent around to hang out with
Ryan4u8 (6:12:03 PM): u can call someone else
Ryan4u8 (6:12:12 PM): g oout with heather or amanda
Ryan4u8 (6:12:20 PM): i kno u r hanging with them tonight
Ryan4u8 (6:12:49 PM): but they the only people u chill with and when they not around u act like the world is over and they hidin shit from yyou
Ryan4u8 (6:13:00 PM): writin gay poems
Ryan4u8 (6:13:04 PM): talk to somoene
Ryan4u8 (6:13:10 PM): go out with other ppeople

you guys dont understand how hard it is when you cant handle thoughts or things?
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dont understand [21 Nov 2003|05:14pm]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | MTV ]

people dont seem to understand how hard it is when you feel like ur bestfriends all hate you and that they are always plotting againist you and sum of them say they arent still mad...but you feel like they are...if ya havent been through this then you shouldnt judge me and how i react to it. i hate worrying, its all i do, worrying is what makes you upset and thats why i`m sad...they imagintion and ideas and thoghts i think others think overfill my mind. its really hard not to cry. i try not to complain, and i`m not, if this site is suposed to be my journal than i think i`m suposed to be honest, and this is honest i have finally told exactly what goin on in my life, you wouldnt get it...how it feel to have so much anviety about everything...thnks for listening

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hmm [21 Nov 2003|03:08pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | tupac thingy on mtv ]

today wasnt bad but it wasnt good...nuthin really good or bad happened..i was starved all day!! all i had was four dollars and i wanted a chicken wrap at the mexii for lunch wich is 5.30 so i couldnt eat anything but i stole a snap2o!! hehehe i`m a good girl...tha wrap was soooooo yummy so so good...well imma go clean so i can go to tha drama tonitee...idk when i`ll update...mwah

i want you!!
RiSsA xOxO

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death [20 Nov 2003|04:00pm]
[ mood | shocked ]
[ music | saliva always ]

I hear a voice say, "Don't be so blind"
It's telling me all these things
That you would probably hide
Am I your one and only desire
Am I the reason you breathe
Or am I the reason you cry
Always
Always
Always
Always
Always
Always
I just can't live without you
I love you
I hate you
I can't live around you
I breathe you
I taste you
I can't live without you
I just can't take anymore
This life of solitude
I guess that I'm out the door
And now I'm done with you
I feel like you don't want me around
I guess I'll pack all my things
I guess I'll see you around
Inside, it bottles up until now
As I walk out your door
All I can hear is the sound of
Always
Always
Always
Always
Always
Always
I just can't live without you -always- tells my feelingsssss



look guys idont know whats wrong with me, i feel so depressed, i keep on my fake ass fucking smile so tha people i think are my friends found think i`m upset, but i cant do it anymore...iknow summins up everyone around knows...they have told me...all i wanna do is cry....and maybee even die...like i mean comeon if you are bffs with 2 people and you are close with both you dont invite one and totally froget and lie to tha other one...come on i`m really not stupid...i can see tha looks and hear what you say...i`m a woorier i always think summin is up...now i know summin is...its never marissa come over...never it useta be...now its not... and i hate it i miss last year i miss everything and all i want is to be happy...i think so cuz i cant have it...i`d like to love everything about life and not feel like my world is crashing down, you guys it not like i have the hardest family life i have a hard friends life...and you have no idea what happens in my brain i always have tha worst feelings about everything and i know that people hvae it worse but my anviety takes over...and i have people i could talk to but they will lie and they wont understand, no one will...i have no reason for living, nothing in my life is good....friends,love,family nd self it all sux!! i need to talk to someone i trust....before i ask my mom to take me sumwhere...sry iff thares any spelling errows i cant see tha keys...im crying and no this blurty entry isnt to get you feeling bad for me its my fucking journal. im being honestly


its too much to ask for tha TRUTH ANd happiness

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uhhh [19 Nov 2003|08:24pm]
[ mood | optimistic ]
[ music | invisible ]

If I was invisible
Then I could just watch you in your room
If I was invincible
I'd make you mine tonight
If hearts were unbreakable
Then I can just tell you where I stand
I would be the smartest man
If I was invisible
(Wait..I already am)
I saw your face in the crowd
I called out your name
You don't hear a sound
I keep tracing your steps
Each move that you make
Wish I could read what goes through your mind
Wish you could touch me with the colors of your life
-invisible

...well i made a new layout...i heart it..i luvv tha icon!!

umm..yeahh...today is getting better...jill is still mad at me and thats tha only bad thing...im officaly over omar and chacho...were just friends...i could never kiss chacho idk why and omar is just omar...ya know...i like sumone a lot and i really wanna go out with them...lets see waht happens...

friends
are tha most important part of my life i mean i could never make it through wifout em!! im really happy ,e nad heather are good again...we talked in tha bano like all 9th!! i luvv her!! shes a sweetie...sammo n blake are still my loves...they are always there and soo funny...my guys hmmm i couldnt go a day without em they are amazin...chorus n spanish n study hall would be sooooooooo boring witout the guys...hehehehe..well i got sum shyt to do...hw n clothes for tomrro...so adiaos!!

RisSa xOxO

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argh [19 Nov 2003|04:27pm]
[ mood | relieved ]
[ music | none ]

oka...today sucked i cried alot and wanted to die....cuz i thought blake was really pissed but she was faking to teach me a lesson i needed that really bad...i was a horrible friend to two people and i`m sorrie yes i wanted to do it and if i was to think than i wouldnt have...but ryan n samm told him to and i was lost in tha moment..i luv you like a sister and i`m really sorrie i hurt you...you know who you are...i stayed after with samm blake howie ryan n heather...i ddnt mean to...i missed tha bus..haha i`m proud haha..not..

thnks for everything today, blake,heath,manda,samm,howie,ryan and everyone else...MWAHZZ!!

happy bday jill!!

--RiSsA xOxO

ps...i heart you all!!!!!!!!!! lol i need a boyfriend...i`ll be writing laterr

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=/ [18 Nov 2003|05:40pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | dumb girls...cuz im dumb today ]

I can't feel a thing at all
I did not see it comin'
Now you just a man that got away
I look at the ground
And give the sky the middle finger
Something inside said
"Here's a day you should remember
So mark it on a wall"
I never believed it could happen to me
Something like this only happens to dumb girls
Taking themselves too seriously
I was so damn smart
I was the one girl
Who never believed it could happen to me
Something like this only happens to somebody else
I miss you so much
Can't stand it
You bring out the blonde in me

...i thought bout writin in this since i got home but now...if i wrote in it than, the mood would be sooo much happier then this...i mean i had a fun day but sumthing someone said ruined it...in a way...i dont wanna talk bout it....

well today i liked ma outfit again...hehehe my hair was curly and it actaully looked good...well i liked it!! lol science was fun cuz we just sat in tha north caf and ate a muffin!! lol science class in funny with mikey alex eric and ma dumb blondes lol well then at lunch me n samm went to lil mex and i had that yummy chicken wrap!! its good yummy =)!! then after school i hung out with samm ryan omar... howie n wes....i was mostly with omar...i luv him...he`s a sweetie...we ummmm just talked ahahahhaha funny rite...l0l....now serious stuff

you guys this is supose to help me get out everything i needa...but since it public i cant...so hear it is...i want a fucking boyfriend and i`m sick of being lonely FWBs are great but i want sumone whos guna only do stuff with me and be all over me all tha time(not everysecond) i luvv that and i need it...then maybee i wont be soo sad, but ya knoe i have people in mind and thats is who i want!! and idk if imma get em and i really want a fucking boyfriend i need it i do i do =( i love men lol

rIsSa xOxO 1-4x2

ps...you read it...you wanna leave a commandt?? plesee

lilbutta23: will you marry me...i`m madly in love with you....hahahaha nick sarcone!!

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my life is completly weird [17 Nov 2003|05:56pm]
[ mood | distressed ]
[ music | tha fight downstairss ]

i think its so funny n sad that i love my life and my mother and brother say theirs is herendis! my mother in a single mom tryin to deal with rent and my father who cant pay child supprt because he doesnt have a job...sumtimes when my dad calls for my mom she`ll be totally happy and then rite when she picks up to talk to him...shes all bitchy and mean just to him, he must hate him, thats really sad and i hate thinking bout it...my brother is a depressed little mess...he`s a lil b0y trying to live tha life he had with my dad...he had his father to take him to tha R rated movies that my mom wouldnt see and the father to play sports with him and stuff...now my dads in LA, so my bro sits on tha couch and lats in his bed for hours...thnk god he has a tha bball team...but he never invits over his friends...it makes me feel bad for him so i have decided to stop fighting with him and start to be nice...he is really depressed....like rite now....he is having a screaming match with ma mom bout sumthing and all i hear is you went back on your word...and im goin make your life a living hell...and i feel like crying its horrible i luvv my life but i guess thats cuz i froget bout tha family ...but this this is a reality check and guess what i may feel bad...but im still happy...

i love highschool!!
RiSsA xOxO

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people r so funny.. [17 Nov 2003|05:16pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | i wana be with you-mandy moore ]

Oh, baby
I can't fight this feeling anymore
Drives me crazy when I try to
So call my name and take my hand
Can you make my wish, baby, your command?
I wanna be with you
If only for a night
To be the one who's in your arms for you to tight
I wanna be with you
There's nothing more to say
There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way
---I wanna be with you---

...ne way...
well today was pretty damn good...i wore my yellow dickies hat with my new hite shirt from charrlote rouse. i liked my outfit...and omg my hair was staright!! i love ittttttt...well spanish had to be tha first fun part of tha day tom burk was being really funny...all his your mom crap and than he was like "i broke a piece of glass and i raped feely mom in tha ass" it was great...in chorus i ate finally!! then in math i hadda take off my hat cuz my teacher lieks it in tha butt...i saw omar after 6th and he asked me to stay after but i couldnt...lunch i ate with blake liz dani h and keren, i didnt eat but i sat with them and then me n blake went and solved a problem with howie...urgh he just likes to start shyt and trobule in tha group...then in global it was tha same old amanda blonde and maurice is hot stuff hahahaha...then in 9th it was fun, i pretending to read my mythology book...instead i talked to heath for a lil and to nick s alot of tha time...he`s a good book rest...lol he`s funny...

omg i really need a bf i like 4 or 5 people and i knoe tha 2 or 3 like me =) thats always good...i dunno bout it tho...it meaning one of them or twoo....meaning idk if i liek em...but and i also dunno if i wanna stay single...if i do...i need sum FBs!! lol...i kinda got that one mark ...but i havent seen him in like forever and ryan`s thinking he got a girl...wahtever...i`l write later or tomrro

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fun weekend [16 Nov 2003|05:23pm]
[ mood | satisfied ]
[ music | kittie brackish ]

She is not scared to die..
The best things in life drive her to cry.
Crucify then learn..
(take so much away from inside you, makes no sence,
you know he can't guide you, he's your fucking shoulder to lean on, be strong!)
Sit and watch me burn..
She's led to believe, that it be ok,
look at your face, scarred in dismay,
but times have changed, and so have you..
I think I'd rather crucify then learn
- Brackish

well on friday blake n sammo slept over i wove em!! lol on saturday we made our plans to go to tha mall and meet rachiee there...we were bad girlss lol it was funn!! we saw...tom burk zach b ryan ous justin howie emily and paul z....then rachiee slept over and we watched footloose...ate smores pizza pizza bagel fruit snacks and preztels at like 1! it was fun, then she left when her mom came and got her...i luvv those gurliess...theyre so great...well i bought two shirts...2 lip glosses a tomburk hat and earrings...i luv it all...we saw chacho at tha mall and i didnt even get a hug....wasnt cool...i dont really like him anymore...sumthing bugs me bout him...hes cute but if he likes me HE KNOES I LIKE HIM why doesnt he do anything, but i really want sumone else...i need a boy!! a man!!! lol...well you knoww...

umm...i`ve got nada to write boutt so idk why im still typing, later babezz...RiSs

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sry didnt update [13 Nov 2003|02:42pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | blister in tha sun ]

When I'm out walking I strut my stuff yeah I'm so strung out
I'm high as a kite I just might stop to check you out
let me go on like I blister in the sun
let me go on big hands I know your the one
body and beats I stain my sheets I don't even know why
my girlfriend she's at the end she is starting to cry
let me go on like I blister in the sun
let me go on big hands I know your the one...
·´`- »BliStEr In ThA SuN

...well well well emoness is taking over alittle bit...at a time...but whatever i`m not guna let stupid lil thoughts get me upset i luv life...lol...so today was okaish, omgg i have my period and i`m sooo weird(in a weird mood) and i hate it!! i havta carry my purse cuz i havta change my tampon ugh its gross i hate this shytt

GuYZz...i like 4 or 5 people...4 or 3 in this schol and 1 not BUT that one is mark who ryans thinks has a gf..so whatever i dont really mend,but i do...he is really cute and stuff but i really wanna a boytoy in our school like maybee tha people cuz 2 outta tha 3 or 4 i know like me...(people told me) =) thats always good hehehehe i`m getting a bf i want one...im on a mission!! lol

OMGG rachiee is sleeping over on saturday yey yey yey she hasnt in like a year =( but we`re guna go crazzy crazzy crazzy omg im really happy i miss that biotch sooooo much....hehehe

argh(haha kate n manda n jane) i havta go to tha mall i need
a skirt from cr
jeans
long sleeve shirts
and more big hoop earings!!
(thats just a note to my self)

arightyy....later biotchsss lol jp...mwazzz...RiSsa

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emoness i hate it [11 Nov 2003|06:56pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | watching tv ]

im really upset and i hate life heres my two poems i wrote about it...

Left out of everything
On the wrong side of the town to be close with you
Left out of everything
Out of site and out of mind
But talked about all the time behind
My eyes, My smiles and My crys
Left out of everything
All I get are can't tell and nos
I can tell something wrong here I know I know
But when I confront all I get it No No No
Left out of everything
Would you care if I died
Left out of everything
And Left with the feeling of death
Would you cry? If I died would you cry?
Would you forget me or just remember
how much you despised me
Left out of everything
…life goes on…life goes on
But life isn't good without people you love
Left out of everything
Out of site and Out of mind. ----about...friends

My Life, My room, My clothes, My things,
The stuff I hate the stuff I need
My family, My friends, My flings ,
The people I hate the people I need
My thoughts, My trusts, My Confessions,
The ideas I hate the ideas I need
My life and My everything
I hate them all but they are what I need..----self explanitory!!

i had a really scarey day dream n i saw my face with bursed and cuts all over it ,ahhhhhhhh thats really sacrey

well today i was really upset cuz i wasnt having tha day i wanted to have...but then i went to samms and mark n ray n ryan were suosed to come over they didnt i wanna cry!!!! about everything , not that they couldnt come over me blake n samm already ate alot cuz of it lol...luv ya gurlss!!

RiSsA xOxO later babezz

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" april fools " [10 Nov 2003|02:40pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | don`t think i`m not ]

When I try to get your attention
You ignore me everytime
You were so caught up doing your dirt
That you didn’t notice mine
Well I couldn’t put up with your scheming
And I couldn’t put up with your lies
They say two wrongs won’t make it right
But it’s suiting me just fine
When your out in the club, don’t think I’m not
Even when your out making love, don’t think I’m not
When your feeling good in somebody’s spot, getting hot, don’t stop
Just don’t think I’m not, cause I’m out getting mine
·´`- » Dont Think I`m Not

today was ighty me n howie got into a fight and im realized all my gurlies hate him...i luvv it, i luvv them!! its amzing i had a funny day..i wrote a note to blake n one to samm n i got 2 back!! hehehe in science i was talking and i go "retard" really loud... it was blondee...then in spanish i kept throwing papers in matt feelys hood...chorus me n howie fought in math i worte notes and then lunch, i went to tha deli with blake n samm my lovess.. lol then during global thats when the funny shyt happened...mr linehan was like i need this by tha end of tha period n i was liek r u serious he`s like no april fools...haha lmao n then me n manderzz kept talking boiut sumone and i was like he thinks he`s too hot to trott it was funny cuz manda never heard that saying beforee...9th i did my lab and then tomrro me n blake n samm n mark n ray n ryan are coming heree...=) should be fun fun fun!!

later babezz->
RiSsA xOxO

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school is awsome [05 Nov 2003|02:52pm]
[ mood | silly ]
[ music | Starting Linee ]

what can i say that can explain
all this time i'm loving life
theres not a day that i could say
all this time i'm living out my...
the feeling is screaming out
the words of the things i think about
hearing them coming back
from the crowds mouth is perfect
and when the curtains close
i'll realize how fast time could go
thanks for everything
you know how much this means ·´`- » GivenChance

okaa...school is a blast i heart highschool so may men!! its fun i made alot guy friend from tha upper grades i luvv em yeaahh...except that i`m gettin d`s in two classes..which is bad but imma do better in tha next quater my mom will force me to..s0o yeaa well i havent had any fights or problems with anyone in a few weeks which is good//i hate when i hate people or people hate me is pisses me off and i cant be mad at people who i hardly know..ya knoe lol that made me laugh...

well today was a normal A day i had a boring first half tha day and 8 & 9th period made ma day =) i got a fucking 87!! on my global test i`m sooo fucking happy its like tha best grade for me in that class ever!! yey!! and in 9th we played uno...i luv my studyhall Rob Torune(cant spell) Jordan D and Kyle are soo funny i luvv em' but rob hurt my feelings =( made fun of aston kutcher kid and my binders...HEY! i think sean(akk) is fuking hot as hell so whatever...but kyle is really hot...and robs really cute so its all good...they r both senoirs =) ummm chacho didnt give me a hug i was very depressed...OMG YOU GUYS!!! LISTEN TO THISS!!!

i dont want a boyfriend that much anymore...cuz i luv being free to do anything with anyone (mark) lol and not being stuck with a prude boyfriend cuz i wont cheat on them unless they like reuse to do anything..then i may havta..heyy gurls get horny to lol...well and besides highschool is tha fun time of lyfee...hehehehe

friends...omg i luvv samm n blake so much they are so awsome samm is like my 2nd half and shes always there to tell me what things(not school related r lol) are and shes so funny...balke alwyas there for everything and shes tha funniest person...gurlies BfFLz 143...and omgg i miss rachiee!! rachiee come visit me!! lol mwazz!!!

aright i gotta do hw...so mwazz later babezz->rIsSa xOxO

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men [03 Nov 2003|02:48pm]
[ mood | giggly ]
[ music | harder to breathe-maroon 5! ]

what you are doing is screwing things
up inside my head you should know
better you never listened to a word i said
clutching your pillow and writhing in a
naked sweat hoping somebody someday
will do you like i did when it gets cold
outside and you got nobody to love
you`ll understand what i mean when i say
there`s no way we're gonna give up
nd like a little girl cries in the face of a
monster that lives in her dreams
is there anyone out there cause it's getting
harder and harder to breathe
is there anyone out there cause it's
getting harder and ·´`- »harder to breathe

erighty i`m not guna be like i like chacho n mark and thats it i`m in highschool and i dont wanna be all only 2 crushes...there are s0 many hot in school if im sweet, myself and dress cute.. sum one is sure to like it..(says a un named source) so imma do it..i fucking need a boyfriend more than you`ll ever knoww ARGH!! well i wish sumone lived closer =/...well i kinda do kinda don`t i dunno...ne way

everyone writes in a journal to write down thoughts and private things...its a way to get your feelings out...but this is public..(you`re reading it rite now) but i like it people could maybee relate to me or friends from other schools can keep up with my always cahging life! or people just read it to see waht i`m like even if you see me evryday..yeahh well i dunno..

work on being you and tha rite guy will come along i promisee..-will smith

i like writing in here about change its maybe huge thats happening...not puberty lol but personality and just me..its a good change i like myself and i`d never change for anyone..thats good ritee??

well lastly..ma day..pretty good...ummm..we saw a presention by amanda cerito`s dad about iraq and shit manda n me were whispering tha whole time...then sum teach psst! at me and i stoped lol then well i`m here well mite write later

later babez ;) Rissa...
o0o!! yeah i frogot when sumone asks ma name im not saying
marissa its to long im saying rissa!! me n sammos idea, lol luvv ya all biznatchess

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halloween was funn [01 Nov 2003|10:38am]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | get low!! ]

well..yesterday i went on tha harriman state park with ma people..samm blake wes justin howie amanda katie jane keren cynthia n nancy it was sooooooooooo boring walkin thru tha woods wasnt fun but there were funny times * i luv my gurlies n guys * well it was halloween s0o me n samm went to howies party...at first i felt like i didnt know anyone...i didnt it was omar(knew him) justin(knew him) and like domnic and all his friends...xavier came apst us (outside)with his whole crew and throw eggs n shyt at howie...then evryone came inside they were all in th basement and samm n ryan were like upstairs n sum guy asked me to dance..ugh he was ugly but idc i was gettin bored...i was waitin for mark to come...s0o then evryone basiclally left...then me samm ryan justin and ous went to get mark... =) it was really akward at first cuz i didnt say anyhting to him then i was just like hey mark...we all were just chillin in tha basment i`m not guna write evrything i or people did cuz this is PUBLIC but i had fun...lol "come on you two r borther, me n riss r like sisters we can share a room" omg that was tha funnyest thing ous james howie howies brothers friend kept walkin in n sumthing was goin on...thats never happened to me before lol hahaahaha..then me mark samm ryan n evryone went outside...mark gave me his sweatshirt...it was cute n smelled good =) we saw the 7th graderss...matty c...andre...steven and all these others...
krisco925: phat12869 (10:28:52 AM): my friends were like... "how do you know hot high schoolers?"
krisco925: 7th graders think we're hot
krisco925: how cute
haha...well we went back inside and did other stuff and no one would play GETLOW!!!!!!!!!! omg i was pissed

mark is s0 hot i want him lol...i`ll write more later...

RiSsA...xOxOx later babezz...

take ma hand

interesting stuff [30 Oct 2003|04:37pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | milk shakee ]

well today was okaish.. it wasnt tha best but it was oka...kyle<3 said hey to me 2 times =) and chacho hugged me again...mark is goin tomorro... :-D..umm...omg tomrro is halloween and we r goin on a field trip hiking through tha woods.. JOY! lol ummm...well i have to figure out what imma wear tommro to tha party..idk...tootless

later babezz-RiSsA xOxO

take ma hand

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