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Friday, October 15th, 2004
9:26 pm - thinking...
thinking about making another blurty...
ill tell ya if i do. okay? okay. sounds
good right? good. im getting sick of
this one just like how i got sick of
my old one.
later,
katelyn

current mood: lazy
current music: none

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Thursday, October 14th, 2004
4:40 pm - my fav. colour!
To Be Edited
Red! Your eyes are red! You're a very distant
person, and you tend to hunger for power. In a
Manga, you'd be the sexy evil villan. Nothing
wrong with that, although you may want to think
about toning down the killing.


What Color Are Your Anime Eyes?
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current mood: blah
current music: i dunno the name lol

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Sunday, October 10th, 2004
9:23 am - whee!
when word comes to mind...
Harry Potter:: brave
Ron Weasley:: spiders.hahaha.
Hermione Granger:: too smart
Sirius Black:: =( why did he have to die!?.
Tom Riddle:: Voldemort
Peter Pettigrew:: what a fscking biznatch
Remus Lupin:: wofl man
James Potter:: strong
Lily Evans:: harry's mom?
Albus Dumbledore:: very wise. very interesting
Minerva McGonagall:: strict
Severus Snape:: is he good or evil?
Rubeus Hagrid:: he rocks my socks. :p
Draco Malfoy:: -drools- lol
Cho Chang:: ugh...fscking crybaby
Fred & George Weasley:: Pranksters <33333 my boyfriends lol
Ginny Weasley:: nice!
Percy Weasley:: Weatherbe.lol...
Oliver Wood:: -drools- <3 very hot lol
Alicia Spinnet:: she's cool
Angelina Johnson: Lee Jordan =)
Katie Bell: Chaser
Lee Jordan:: commentator. very funny
Seamus:: Irish.nice.
Mad-Eye Moody:: the real one?
Neville Longbottom:: what a dork :p
Viktor Krum:: Jealous Ron...hahaha.
Fleur Delacour:: ew...fscking french crybaby.
Cedric Diggory:: i hate his dad...but why did he have to die!?
Molly Weasley:: kinda strict...but very nice
Arthur Weasley:: obssesed with muggle things.
Dursleys:: evil biznatches
Cornelius Fudge:: bowler hat.hahaha.
Moaning Myrtle:: tom riddle's diary.
Luna Lovegood:: interesting person.
that was awesome.

current mood: weird
current music: the tv

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Friday, October 8th, 2004
5:57 pm - bored.
i can't bold so ill use []'s

Bold all that apply.
[01. I can not draw.]
02. I have strange eating habits.
[03. I am currently obsessed with someone/something.]
[04. I love xanga.]
05. I just ate a sandwich.
06. I am from a house.
07. I was born in October.
[08. I enjoy reading.]
[09. I am not on anti-depressents.]
[10. I bite my nails like a lil bitch.]
[11. I am in love with Johnny Knoxville.]
[12. I like English class.]
13. I've lost/fucked up my cell phone twice.
[14. I hope someday I'll find happiness.]
15. I'm about 5'5"
[16. I like some sports.]
17. I am quick witted.
[18. I often stare into nothing.]
[19. I like board games.]
[20. I appreciate gratitude.]
21. I can usually sleep even when I'm not tired.
[22. I am too lazy.]
23. I hate the smell of movie popcorn.
[24. I constantly procrastinate.]
25. I have never done hardcore drugs before.
26. I drink alcohol.
[27. I wish I had better grades.]
28. I love chocolate.
[29. Stupid people amuse me.]
[30. I hate when people judge others without knowing them.]
[31. I love hot chocolate.]
[32. I like *some* kids.]
[33. I hate cabbage.]
[34. I dress casually.]
35. I am judgmental.
[36. I don't have a favorite television show.]
[37. I'm not a senior in high school.]
[38. I am single.]
39. I go to ECR.
[40. I like Garlic Bread.]
41. I am an optimist.
[42. I love summer.]
[43. I haven't seen Marilyn Manson in concert.]
[44. I can be harsh.]
[45. It annoys me when people disrespect nature.]
46. I am a hypocrite.
[47. I wish i could vote in the 2004 presidential election. ]
[48. I am trustworthy. ]
49. I wish I could play guitar or sing.
50. I want to get my hair cut.
[51. The silence after a long discussion when you're trying to think of what to say next is terrible.]
52. I burn my own cds.
53. I am not passive.
[54. The best thing about a guy is his personality.]
[55. I often put others before myself.]
[56. I hate it when I don't understand what the lyrics of a song mean. ]
57. My mother is a fucking bitch.
[58. I am currently smoke-free.]
59. I'm half korean and half white.
[60. Stupid people really confuse me.]
[61. I like showers.]
[62. I love surprises.]
63. I'm not fond of confrontation.
[64. Sometimes I laugh about absolutely nothing.]
65. The known makes me uneasy.
[66. I am perfectly comfortable with knowing that I will eventually die.]
67. I hate cold showers.
[68. I sometimes speak just to fill silence.]
69. I am afraid of not having control over my future.
70. I wish I could visit New York.
[71. I like to keep life exciting.]
[72. I have ran into a tree.]
[73. I have walked into windows.]
[74. I like looking at and taking pictures.]
75. I don't know how to play pool.
76. My favorite sport to watch is basketball.
[77. I learn song lyrics quickly.]
[78. I like candles.]
[79. I like school sometimes.]
80. I am annoyed by phony people.
[81. I have studied one language besides English in my life.]
82. I don't have a favorite color.
83. I am avoiding homework, that’s why I am doing this.
[84. I usually hold doors.]
85. I have 1 sister.
[86. I don't like when people brag.]
87. I had a bad camping experience.
[88. I really want to find love. ]
[89. I like people with a really good sense of humor.]
90. I like taking my time, yet I'm impatient with others.
[91. I was just on the phone. ]
92. I like color coordinating my clothes.
[93. My hair is brown.]
94. I have never dyed my hair.
95. I reminisce to myself a lot.
96. I am fond of Dave Matthews Band.
[97. I don't know who Saul Williams is. ]
98. I am not a needy person.
[99. My bedroom is always messy.]
[100. I don't like some fancy jewelry.]

current mood: sick
current music: crawling - linkin park

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Wednesday, October 6th, 2004
7:34 pm - blah.
Childhood weirdness
Did you spend your childhood time with mostly real or imaginary friends?: About half and half
Did people consider you an odd child?: of course
Do you have memories that go back to when you were only a few months old?: No
Do You remember any thoughts you had when you where very young?: No
If you answered "intricate", give an example of one of those thoughts:
Were you dreams very vivid as a child?: yeah
What is the strangest memory you have from early childhood?: I dunno :S
Were you a child prodigy or did you display any gifts at a young age?: No
What was the most "grown-up" thing you ever said as a child?: I have no idea
What were your favoite TV shows in early childhood?: rugrats
Were you afraid of monsters?: mm hmm
Did you believe that fictional characters were real?: nope
Issues
Do you eat meat?: nope
what is your justification for it?: ew
Do you blelive in the death penalty?: depends
If you had a choice, which country would you have chosen to be born into?: canada
Describe your feelings about marijuana legalization: i would make it legal.
What about gay marriage?: yaaaaaaay! i love gay people! <33333
What television news coverage do you detest the most?: dunno
What countey do you think will drop off into the ocean first?: country? i dunno...
Completely Obtuse And Silly Questions
Have you ever taken something apart just to see how it worked? mm hmm
Do you ever yell at the television while you are alone? of course
Are the muppets sinister? no? i love them xD
Do you watch the Science Channel (Discovery) on a regular basis?: No
Ever gotten into an "in person" argument with a total stranger? not that i know of
Sugar or Honey?: Sugar
How many e-mails do you recieve a day?: depends on the day and how lazy people are feeling.
Do you think that time travel is a possibility?: not right now, but maybe in like 1000 years
Are you slightly addicted to online tests and surveys?: Yes
Close your eyes and type the first random image that pops into your head: liam
If you could choose a time period in which to live, which would it be?: the 60's/70's
Emotions And Such
Have you attempted suicide more than once?: mm hmm
Cutting?: yeah
Do you get violent when you are angry?: mm hmm
what emotion are you most consumed by?: anger
Are you highly emotive?: yeah
Do you discuss problems or keep them to yourself? keep them to myself
Do you fall in love easily?: no
What age/year was the most difficult for you?: 7 and 13
How do you channel your anger/sadness?: listen to music, write it all down
List a few simple things that make you happy: friends, music, rain
When were you most recently your happiest?: dunno
Friends
Describe your best friend as if you were describing a character from a film: okay ill choose liam: he is very thin and short. he has beautiful blue eyes that you can get lost in. the has short light brown hair. a very cute face. heis funny, smart, nice, kind, caring, and all around a great person.
do you have friends that are drastically different from each other?: nah not really
List a few key traits that all of your friends have in common: listen to the same music
Have you ever been betrayed by a close friend?: yeah
If yes, are you still friends with that person?: yes :|
Are your friends mostly your age, younger or older?: around my age, but there's a few younger or older
Family
Are you close to your family?: not really
What traits are you glad you inherited from them?: funny
Which traits are you annoyed you inherited from them?: everything else
What sitcom does your family most remind you of?: family guy
Does your family live locally or far away?: all around the country
Have you ever stopped speaking to someone in your family?: yeah
Have either of your parents died?: no
Is your family very much like you or are you opposites?: my dad, step-bro and i are lots alike
How many siblings do you have?: 2
Has your family ever thrown food at each other?: No
Are the holidays a nightmare or a time of joy?: depends
Do you look like your parents?: not really
List one interesting fact about your family: no thanks
Lovers
Gay, Straight, Bi-sexual or no idea?: bi
Married/partnered?: neither
Ever gone out with someone you were embarrassed to be seen with?: no
Ever broken someone's heart?: not that i know of
How many serious relationships have you had?: 1
Do you believe in monogamy?: dunno what it is
Have you ever lusted obsessively over someone you knew you wouldn't have? mm hmm...
Believe in the theory of soulmates?: yeah
Cheated?: no
Been cheated on?: yeah
Most important emotional qualities of a lover?: hmm...dunno?
Would You Rather...
Eat a steak or a whole tube of toothpaste?: toothpaste.
Be covered in papercuts or cigarette burns?: burn me!
Be percieved as intelligent or street-smart (but not both)?: Street smart
Eat a bottle cap or a spider the size of a bottle cap?: a bottle cap
Be ruled exclusively by your heart or your mind?: ugh...i dunno
Have the power to read minds or make anyone fall in love with you? make anyone fall in love me
Chew shards of broken glass or sit on a lighted barbeque grill?: eat glass
Be able to fly or be able to render yourself invisible?: Fly
Have questionable integrity or no sense of humor?: how about neither
Granted the answers to any 3 questions or ability to resurrect one person?: granted the answers to any 3 questions
Final Questions
Ever had a great song ruined for you after it was used in a commercial?: No
Ever yelled at an SUV?: Errr no
A Hummer?: no
If you could turn back time and change one thing, what would it be?: I'm not sure about this one.....
Bambi or Nemo?: Nemooooo! he is my homie lol
How long have you been on xanga?: 398 days i think
Do you find it to be a fulfilling experience?: of course.

current mood: okay
current music: the tv

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Sunday, October 3rd, 2004
9:32 am - vnedsrhbnio;
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: Yeah
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Yes
Do you have any secrets?: Yeah.
Do you hate yourself?: No
Do you like your handwriting?: Not really
Do you have any bad habits?: Who doesn't?
What is the compliment you get from most people?: i like your hair
What's your biggest fear?: Being lonely and losing a loved one
Can you sing?: people think i can.
What are your #1 priorities in life?: dunno.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: dunno
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: yeah
Do you have a journal?: Yeah...
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: S - im mad nice, to everyone W - I get angry easily.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: ...Stuff
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: sometimes
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: nope
Do you think life has been good so far?: Indeed it has
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: you can't always get what you want
What do you like the most about your body?: my hair and eyes
And least?: my arms
Do you think you are good looking?: yeah
Are you confident?: Yeah
What is the fictional character you are most like?: dont know
Are you perceived wrongly?: Usually
Do You...
Smoke?: No
Do drugs?: No
Read the newspaper?: only cartoons. :p
Pray?: No.
Go to church?: No
Talk to strangers who IM you?: Yeah
Sleep with stuffed animals?: Yeah...like 50
Take walks in the rain?: Yes
Talk to people even though you hate them?: sometimes
Drive?: no
Like to drive fast?: I don't drive
Would or Have You Ever?
Hurt yourself?: i have.
Been out of the country?: only to canada. :p.
Eaten something that made other people sick?: Probly have?
Been in love?: Yeah
Done drugs?: Used to.
Gone skinny-dipping?: I have :P
Had a medical emergency?: I have
Had surgery?: hmm...i got my stomache pumped twice....
Ran away from home?: yeah
Played strip poker?: nope
Gotten beaten up?: Yeah
Beaten someone up?: mm hmm
Been picked on?: Indeed
Been on stage?: Yes
Slept outdoors?: Yeah
Thought about suicide?: yeah.
Pulled an all nighter?: yes
If yes, what is your record?: 5 or 6 days i think
Gone one day without food?: yeah, it sucks
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: Yeah
Slept all day?: yes
Made out with a stranger?: No
Had sex with a stranger?: No
Thought you're going crazy?: mm hmm
Kissed the same sex?: Yes
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: Nope
Been betrayed?: Yeah
Had a dream that came true?: No.
Broken the law?: Yeah
Met a famous person?: no
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: No, i keep every secret
Been on radio/TV?: radio i think
Been in a mosh-pit?: Yes
Had a nervous breakdown?: mm hmm
Bungee jumped?: Not yet
Had a dream that kept coming back?: Yeah
Beliefs
Believe in life on other planets?: Sure?
Miracles?: No.
Astrology?: No.
Magic?: No.
God?: No.
Satan?: No.
Santa?: No.
Ghosts?: Yes
Luck?: No.
Love at first sight?: No.
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: Yes
Witches?: No.
Easter bunny?: nope
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes
Believe there’s a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: No
Do you wish on stars?: sometimes, and when i do, i wish for the same thing everytime. and eyelashes too.
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: No.
Do you think God has a gender?: I don't believe in god.
Do you believe in organized religion?: No
Where do you think we go when we die?: Either in a pot or a box :P
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: Yes
Who is your best friend?: -shrug-
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Me :)
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: go for it.
Your favourite inside joke?: that one night at starbucks. with nikkie tina liam and i. that is an inside joke. i swear.
Friends you miss being close to the most?: liam
Last person you talked to online?: andrew
Who do you talk to most online?: sarah, andrew
Who are you on the phone with most?: tasha
Who do you trust most?: tasha, tina, liam.
Who listens to your problems?: tina, liam
Who's the nicest?: all
Who's the most outgoing?: tasha
Who's the best singer?: shannon
Who's on your shit-list?: Eh?
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: nope
Who's your second family?: -Ponders-
Do you always feel understood?: No.
Who's the loudest friend?: tasha, but all of us are loud
Do you trust others easily?: No.
Who's house were you last at?: tasha's
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: liam's 'cause he carries a knife around w/ him.
Do your friends know you?: yeah
Friend that lives farthest away:: dunno...natalie maybe
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: No
What do you find romantic?: dunno. :P
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: Flattered :) But I wouldn't go out with them.
prefer knowing someone before dating them or going?: Knowing them is always good :P
have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: Yeah
What is best about the opposite sex?: They're awesome in a sense.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: They're confusing as hell :S:S:S:S
What's the last present someone gave you?: the pen that was in liam's pants. lmao
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: matt. >.<
You wanted to kill?: no one
That you laughed at?: liam or tasha
That laughed at you?: lol tasha
That turned you on?: HAH!
You went shopping with?: my mom
That broke your heart?: liam
To disappoint you?: Myself >.<
To make you cry?: liam
To brighten up your day?: tasha, liam
That you thought about?: liam
You saw a movie with?: dont remember
Three people you talked to on the phone?: tasha, liam...nikki? maybe?
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: andrew
You saw?: brother
You lost?: matt >.<
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: nope
Will it be with your significant other?: not going out
What are you wearing right now?: clothes
Body part you're touching right now:: -poke- my hand ^.^
What are you worried about right now?: Nothing
What book are you reading?: nothing. :p
What's on your mouse pad?: bubbles. ^.^
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: bored, tired, pissed off, thirsty, hungry
Are you bored?: Yes
Are you tired?: Yes
Are you talking to anyone online?: nope
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: No
Are you lonely or content?: Lonely
Are you listening to music?: yeah

current mood: bored
current music: she bangs - william hung. ^.^

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Saturday, October 2nd, 2004
9:39 pm - fucking shooting pain
and
now i
have a fscking
shooting pain in my
wrist. fsck. liam has to
go to his dads house tomorrow.
it's sad. i told him id call him and
talk to him for a long time so he wouldn't
feel too sad. sooooo yeah im gonna
have to do that. it's not like i
wouldn't or anything. and
now my head hurts
again. fsck. it's
so annoying.
gone.
again.
PS - i HATE emotions. they should die. liam and i have decided to kill them.

current mood: depressed
current music: none

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9:07 pm - hednbjdtf
Your Inner Gangsta by crash_and_burn
What is yo name?
Yo gangsta name bePlatinum Ringa
You ride around in aNeon Pink H2 Hummer
Yo gangGary Coleman's Alleycat Thugs
Yo shoes beThigh-high go-go boots
Yo dubs be dis big, fool1,969
How much money you got?$1.25425358524707e+26
How gangsta are you, bitch?: 65%
Quiz created with MemeGen!

that is just fscking awesome.
i got to see liam. which is even more fscking awesome.
i love that kid so much. and i realized that i miss him sooooo much right now. =( it really sucks. i mean, i've only been away from him for 40 mins and i miss him so fscking much. god, why? grrrrr. why do i have to away from him right now? i miss him........so much. you have no idea. okay well im gonna go cut or drink or over dose now....gone.

current mood: pessimistic
current music: everclear - wonderful

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1:03 pm - gwarsh
"I really hate my past, and all I wanna do right now is cut myself till I bleed away all this pain and icky blackness inside of me. But I don't think I have enough blood."
im so sorry sammy. i feel the same way. but i know we can get thru this. i promise. <3
later,
katelyn

current mood: depressed
current music: good charlotte - perfection

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Wednesday, September 29th, 2004
9:28 pm - gnreo;
i
feel
like
shit.

current mood: crappy

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9:24 pm - interesting
heard thison the radio......
Rule 1 Life is not fair; get used to it.
Rule 2 The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world Will expect You to accomplish something before you feel good about yourself.
Rule 3 You will not make 40 thousand dollars a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice president with a car phone until you "earn" both.
Rule 4 If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss. He doesn't have tenure.
Rule 5 Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your grandparents had a different word for burger flipping; they called it opportunity.
Rule 6 If you screw up, it's not your parents' fault so don't whine about your mistakes. Learn from them.
Rule 7 Before you were born, your parents weren't as boring as they are now. They got that way paying your bills, cleaning your room and listening to you tell them how idealistic you are. So before you save the rain forest from the blood-sucking parasites of your parents' generation, try delousing the closet in your own room.
Rule 8 Your school may have done away with winners and losers but life has not. In some schools they have abolished failing grades, they'll give you as many chances as you want to got the right answer. This, of course, bears not the slightest resemblance to anything in real life.
Rule 9 Life is not divided into semesters. You don't get summers off and very few employers are interested in helping you find yourself. Do that on your own time.
Rule 10 Television is not real life. In real life people actually have to leave the coffee shop and go to jobs.
Rule 11 Be nice to nerds. Chances are you'll end up working for one.

current mood: bored
current music: the tv.

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Tuesday, September 28th, 2004
6:41 pm - blah.
|| .. mE .. ||
:x: nAmEd :: katelyn
:x: niCknamEs :: lots
:x: initiaLs :: KMH
:x: b.dAy :: may 12
:x: grOunDz :: a house
:x: sEx :: female
:x: Height: 5'3
:x: jOb :: none
:x: hOrOsCoPe :: taurus
:x: birthstOne :: emerald
:x: sTatus :: single.
|| .. favOritEs .. ||
:x: cAnDy :: skittles, anything sour
:x: chEwiNg gUm :: orbit
:x: coLor/s :: red, black, hot pink
:x: nAil poLisH cOLor :: black
:x: spOrt : baseball, football
:x: dAy oF wEek :: friday, saturday
:x: flOwEr :: rose
:x: bAnd :: lots
:x: jeLLo flavOr :: i absoutly hate jello
:x: authOr :: darren shan
:x: pOet :: william S
:x: tV shOws :: lots
:x: inTerEsts :: friends, food, sleep, music
:x: ceLebs :: johnny depp, drew barrymore, adam sandler, lots
|| .. diSslikEs .. ||
:x: ceLeBs :: dont know?
:x: cLaSsEs :: i dont like math and bio
:x: foOd :: jello >.<
:x: siNgeRs :: rap...
:x: MuSiC sTyLeS : rap
:x: poLitiCiaNs :: i'm not taking a side in this case
:x: dAy oF thE wEek :: monday, sunday
|| .. do yOu no
:x: fuNny :: all of my friends
:x: friEndly :: all
:x: aMuSiNg :: all lol.
:x: lOvabLe :: tina, tasha
:x: cAriNg :: tina
:x: SwEeT :: tina, ashley, tasha.
:x: dOrKy :: natalie and me lol
|| .. FoR & aGaiNst ..||
:x: lOnG diStanCe reLatiOnshiPs :: not worth it. but not completely against it either.
:x: uSinG sOmeoNe :: totally against
:x: sUiciDe : against
:x: killiNg pEopLe:: depends
:x: teEnaGe smOkiNg :: pot is pkay, but not cigs
:x: drUnk driviNg :: against
:x: gAy/leSbiAn reLatiOnshiPs :: totally for.
:x: sOaP OpErAs :: sure.
|| .. FuTuRe .. ||
:x: wHat dO yOu wAnt tO bE :: dunno
:x: wAnt tO gEt mArriEd :: yeah
:x: wAnt cHildrEn :: yeah.
:x: iF sOo, hOw mAny :: 3
:x: wHerE wilL yOu livE :: dunno.
|| .. PrEsEnT .. ||
:x: cRuSh :: liam
:x: wiSh yOu cOuLd livE sOmewHere eLse :: sometimes.
:x: thiNk abOut sUiciDe :: nah.
:x: thiNk othErs fiNd yOu attrActivE :: i think so? well some people do
:x: wAnt mOre piErciNgs :: always.
:x: liKe cLeaNinG :: nah
:x: liKe rOlleR cOasTerS :: of course!
:x: wRite iN cUrsivE oR pRinT : print.
:x: sCarS oN my bOdy :: too lazy to count
x: dO yOu hAve brAces :: yah
:x: hAve yOu hAd aNy peTs :: mm hmm.
:x: hAir coLor :: light brown
:x: eyE coLor :: blue/green
:x: hAve aNy piErciNgs :: >.< no
|| .. pAst .. ||
:x: sAid "i lOvE yOu" anD mEant iT :: everyday.
:x: gOnE ouT iN puBlic iN yOur pAjaMa's :: hell yeah
:x: kEpt a sEcrEt :: i am right now. <3 'cause he trusts me w/ it. <333333
:x: criEd duRinG a mOviE :: yup
:x: bEen oN staGe :: of course.
:x: wiSheD yOu wEre thE oPpOsiTe sEx :: yeah
:x: thiNgs iN thE pAst yOu rEgreT :: 0
|| .. lOvE .. ||
:x: tiMes yOu'vE bEen iN lOvE :: 0
:x: beLievE iN lOvE aT 1st siGht :: nope
:x: hAd yOur hEart brOken :: yup >.<
:x: brOkEn sOmEoNe's hEarT :: not that i know of
|| .. FriEnDsHiP ..||
:x: wOuLd yOu diE fOr a friEnD :: definitely.
:x: mOst iMpOrtAnT thiNg iN a friEndsHip :: trust
:x: PeOpLe i wOuLd cLaSsiFy my friEnDs :: dont feel like naming them
:x: liSt thEm :: ugh...tina, ashley, natalie, tasha, erin, kristen, linda, liam, richard, nikkie, hannah, tonya, laura, laura, lauren, kayden, mitch, max, jenny, anna........dont feel like naming the rest.
|| .. eiThEr . oRr .. ||
:x: sUmmEr // wiNter :: summer
:x: trAmpoLinEs // swiMmiNg pOoLs :: both
:x: sPriNg // fAll :: fall
:x: miLkshAke // sMoOthEe :: shake
:x: cAt // dOg :: dog
:x: bOoK // mOviE :: movie
|| .. oThEr iNfO .. ||
:x: sPeAk aNy oThEr lAnGuaGes : only english
:x: favOriTe thiNgs iN yOur rOoM :: Cds, alarm clock(it plays music lol), tv, bed
:x: thiNg yOu diSsliKe abOut yOurseLf:: i get angry really wasily
:x: wOrsT feeLiNg iN thE wOrLd : depression, crying for no reason
:x: hAd yOuR nAme iN thE pApEr :: dont know?
|| .. QuOtE .. ||
:x: sOnG :: "hold on if you feeel like letting go"
:x: artist: "we dont wear your abercrombie so dont take our punk rock" dont remember who said it though...
|| .. aDjeCtivEs tO dEsCriBe yOuR .. ||
:x: sOciaL cLaSs :: dont know?
:x: mOoDs : hyper, random, funny, angry, sad
:x: cLothiNg :: whatever i pick up off the floor in the morning
:x: cUrrEnt reLatiOnsHip :: single...but in love with someone who has a girlfriend...it's sad. >.<
:x: reLigiOn :: nothing at the moment, but prolly soon to become wiccan

current mood: worried
current music: the tv

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Saturday, September 25th, 2004
11:04 am - -sad-
-taken from erin...just changing the name from charlie to liam....-

[ really lame ] liam, I fully expect you to read this (eventually) and I'd just like to say I love you. And I miss you already, more than I ever, ever have before. I wish so, so much I could just stay with you forever. [ / really lame ] You've got me with the refrain from Suteki da Ne stuck in my head. . .

For those unfamiliar with Nobuo Uematsu:

Suteki da ne,
Futari te wo tori aruketa nara,
Ikitai yo,
Kimi no machi ie ume no naka.

Translation:

Isn't it beautiful?
If we could walk, hand in hand,
I'd want to go
To your town, your home, in your arms.

god i love that kid. so much. too much. whatever you want to call it.

current mood: sad
current music: none

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Monday, September 20th, 2004
6:45 pm - yes or no
--Yes or No--
1. Nirvana- yes
2. Sublime- yup
3. Depeche Mode- never heard em
4. Linkin Park- yes
5. No Doubt- eh.
6. Rage Against the Machine- no
7. U2- nah
8. Green Day- yes
9. Beastie Boys- yeah
10. Red Hot Chili Peppers- yup
11. Blink-182- yes
12. System of a Down- yes
13. The Smashing Pumpkins- yupl
14. Korn- yesssss
15. Bob MarleY- eh
16. Metallica- the old stuff
17. The Offspring- yup
18. The Cure- eh
19. Incubus- yeap
20. Stone Temple Pilots- no
21. Pearl Jam- nah
22. Tool- yup
23. Radiohead- yes
24. 311- no
25. Nine Inch Nails- yesh
26. Weezer- yeah
27. Social Distortion- mm hmm
28. The Smiths/Morrissey- nah
29. Jane's Addiction- yeah
30. Oingo Boingo- no
31. Alice In Chains- yes
32. Limp Bizkit- no
33. The Clash- yes
34. Dave Matthews Band- not
35. Creed- no
36. The Ramones- yup
37. Staind- yes
38. R.E.M.- yuppers
39. Bush- yes
40. Bad Religion- no
41. Foo Fighters- not so much, only like one song
42. New Order- never heard
43. Soundgarden- never heard
44. Garbage- yup
45. Pennywise- no
46. Violent Femmes- yeah
47. Rob Zombie/White Zombie- yeah
48. David Bowie- yes
49. Godsmack- yup
50. Duran Duran- some
51. P.O.D.- nah
52. Coldplay- no
53. Beck- yeah
54. Eminem- nah
55. Deftones- a lil
56. Cypress Hill- never heard
57. Oasis- nope
58. Jimmy Eat World- eh, only like one song
59. Tori Amos- nope
60. Moby- no
61. The Pixies- never heard
62. Blondie- sure
63. Live- never heard
64. Hole- no
65. Rancid- yes
66. Fatboy Slim- no
67. Siouxsie and the Banshees- eh
68. Marilyn Manson- yup
69. Save Ferris- never heard
70. The Sex Pistols- of course
71. Disturbed- yup
72. Billy Idol- some stuff
73. The Strokes- yup
74. The Police- yup
75. Primus- never heard
76. The Go-Go's- nah
77. Everclear- yes
78. Bjork- yeah
79. Dramarama- never heard
80. Prodigy- never heard
81. The Cult-no
82. Cake-o=no
83. MxPx-yeah
84. Third Eye Blind - nah
85. Sum 41-yes
86. Travis- never heard
87. Papa Roach- sure
88. Devo-no
89. A Perfect Circle- yes
90. New Found Glory-yes
91. The Cranberries-never heard em
92. Lit- yeah
93. The B-52's-yes
94. Puddle of Mudd- a little
95. Blur-no
96. Unwritten Law- no
97. Pet Shop Boys- no
98. Hoobastank-only like 2 songs
99. X- never heard
100. Lenny Kravitz- yeah
101. Adema- no
102. Echo & the Bunnymen- ???
103. Kid Rock- some
105. Everlast/House of Pain- yeah
106. Faith- never heard
107. Ozzy Osbourne-yes
108. Dashboard Confessional-yes
When you say im beautiful i say "yeah right" but what im really saying is "do you really think so?" When you say good job i say "thanks" but what im really saying is "i love that you notice." When you say we'll be together forever i say "i hope so" but what im really saying is "i hope forever never ends." When you say i love you i say "i love you too" but what im really saying is "never stop saying that." When you say that i dont care i say "yes i do" but what im really saying is "i care for you more than you'll ever know."
awe, awe, awwwwwwe! i think that's all i can say right now....

current mood: okay
current music: the tv

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Sunday, September 19th, 2004
9:16 am - -sigh-
Do you think of me when it is late,wondering... is this fate?
Do you think of me at night when you shut out the light?
Do you think of me as you awake does your heart break?
Do you think of me when you walk or even when you talk?
Do you think of me when you are alone or when you hear the phone?
Do you think of me sitting in your car wishing upon a star?
Do you think of me looking at the moon or listening to that special tune?
Do you think of me when you cry or do you just sigh?
Do you think of me when you are blue hoping this love will come true?
Do you think of me, too The way I do of you?

current mood: sad
current music: switchfoot - care you to move

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Saturday, September 18th, 2004
1:54 pm - ^.^
dude.
the dance was awesome.
i loved every part of it.
can't even put it in words.
sam and richard are going out. which is so cute. ^.^ much heart.
and hmm...
i might go see sky captins and the world of tomorrow but im not sure if we're going yet.
im supposed to go apple picking with tina tomorrow but im going to a car show with my dad...sorry tina!
i hope erin is having fun in new york city. =)
later,
katelyn

current mood: energetic
current music: bouncing off the walls - sugarcult

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Sunday, September 12th, 2004
9:39 am - dajrmfzherhthytgd
|bAsIcS|
1. wHo aM i? katelyn
2. wheRe am I fRom? a hospital
3. bEtTer RepReseNt? the north east coast. :p
4. BeSt dAe EveR? dunno...
5. bAbiE bOy or GirL? BaBiE GeRli
6. wHo aM i In To? liam...
7. Mad SkiLLs? hell yeah
------------WHO DID THESE THINGS LAST?-------
7.) Called you: tasha
8.) Saw you cry: dont remember
9.) Made you cry: liam
10.) You went to the mall with: hmm...i really dont remeber lol
11.) Yelled at you: nikkie kinda, over the internet...
12.) Taken a picture of yourself with a milk moustache and sent it to the milkcompany?: lmao nope
13.) Said I love you and meant it: to liam
14.) Gotten into a fight with your Dog/Cat etc: xD i fight with my dogs and win :p
15.) Been to New York? yeah, i love there!
16.) Been to Florida?: no
17.) California?: yeah
18.) Hawaii?: yup
19.) Mexico?: no
20.) Canada: yeah
21.) Danced Naked: nah
22.) Had a dream about something really crazy, then it happened? no and that's a good thing
23.) Stalked someone?: nope
24.) Had a mud bath?:nOo
25.) Wished you were the opposite sex?:yeah
26.) What time is it now? 9:43
------------ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS--------------
41.) Laughs the weirdest?: lol uhm...natalie i think
42.) Going to have the most kids: tina lol
43.) Who !have you known the longest: michelle!
44.) Is the quietest? erin i think
45.) skipped (grr!)
46.) Who is the funniest? liam, greg, natalie
47.) Who is the moodiest?: uhm...nikki
48.) Biggest player? >.<
48 1/2. biggest homie hopper? dunno
49.) Who do you usually go to about all of your problems: tina, tasha, liam
------------LOVE--------
50.) Physical things you like in a (Guy/Girl)?: physical = nice hair, eyes, short (i love short people lol)
51.) Do you have a crush on someone? yeah
52.) Do they know? yeah
53.) Do you have a bf/gf?: nope
----------------EXTRAS-----------------
54.) Do Dreams tell the future?: i hope not
55.) Has a dream ever told your future? nope
56.) What book are you reading now? cirque du freak #5
57.) Nicknames: lots
58.) Hair Colour: orange xD
59.) Height: 5'3
60.) Pets: yeah
61.) Siblings: mm hmm
62.) Been so drunk you didn't remember that you were drunk?: yup
63.) Taken any illegal substances: eah
64.) Gone out in public in your pajamas?: of course
65.) Missed school b/c it was raining?: nah
66.) Set any body part on fire for amusement: yeah
67.) Kept a secret from everyone?: yup
68.) Wanted to h0ok up wi+h a fri3nd? yes
69.) Cried during a movie?: mm hmm
70.) Had a crush on a teacher: ew, that's gross
71.) Ever thought an animated character was cute? nope
72.) Ever at anytime owned new kids on the block stuff: nopes
73.) Planned your week based on the TV Guide: never
-------------IN THE LAST 2 WEEKS --------------
80.) Cried: of course -sigh-
81.) Cut your hair: no
82.) Worn a skirt: nah
83.) Been mean?: yup
84.) Been sarcastic: mm hmm
85.) Talked to someone you have a crush on?: i don't think so...=( it's been so long.
86.) Hugged someone: yeah!
87.) Wished on a star: nah, only an eyelash lol
88.) Laughed until you cried: prolly
89.) Played Truth or Dare: no
90.) Watched a sunrise/sunset: nope
91.) Spent time alone: yuppers
--------RANDOM THINGS----------
92.) Are you lonely?: yeah
93.) Are you Happy?: not really =(
94.) Are you talking to someone online: no
95.) Superstitions: nope
96.) What is your full name?: katelyn mary hicks
97.) Who named you?: my parents
98.) When was the last time you showered? last night
99.) What type of pants do you have on right now?: pj pants :p
100.) What song are you listening to right now?: none
101.) If you could change your name what would it be: skye
102.) Sleep with a stuffed animal? yeah
103.) What's the stupidest thing you have ever done?: everything i do is stupid lol
104.) What will your first son's name be?: dunno...devon or liam
105.) Favorite drink: dr pepper
106.) Scary or happy movies: depends on my mood...right now = scary
107.) On the phone or in person? person
108.) Lust or Love?: love
109.) skipped (grr!)
110.) Where do you want to go on your honeymoon?: dont care
111.) How's the weather right now?: it's kinda sunny
112) What did you do last night?: uhm...went out to dinner and went to boarders.
113.) How are you today? sad
114.) How do you eat an Oreo?: i bite it
115.) What makes you happy? friends and music
116.) What makes you mad? my parents, myself (sometimes), school...
117.) What do you want to be when you grow up?: dunno yet
118.) Favorite Food?: chinese, fries, pizza
119.) Fave girls perfume?: dunno?
120.) Fave guy's cologne?: axe
121.) Like to dance: im not good lol
122.) Fast or slow?: im slow lol
123.) Are you afraid to ask someone out?: depends on who it is
124.) Fave clothes store/brand? hot topic
125.) what time is it?: 9:55
126) ) WORST FEELING IN THE World?: depression, loving someone who doesn't love you back
127.) WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP?: it's 6"00 alreadY!?!?
128.) Favorite place to eat?: anywhere w/ good food
129.) Favorite alcoholic beverage: eh, i dunno
130) Favorite type of music: rock
131) FUTURE CHILD'S NAME: devon, skye
132) skipped (grr!)
133) female or male? im a female...

current mood: lonely
current music: none, bitch

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Friday, September 3rd, 2004
11:54 am - this = me
HASH(0x88e8284)
You are: Red Crayon


What color crayon are you?
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11:28 am - feeling a lil better...
now that i've at least talked to nikki...im feeling better. which is good, 'cause i wasn't feeling good at all yesterday. even though i still really need to talk to liam. but, he's camping with his dad. so hopefully tomorrow.
anyways...
my mom is taking today off and we're going to see the third harry potter movie at 1:00. should be fun. i get popcorn and candy ^^.
i made myself breakfast this morning. eggs and toast. :p you know im good lol. =)
i cleaned my room today kinda. i went thru all of my books she got rid of the ones i don't want anymore and dusted everything and everywhere. which was good. and now all i have to do is get everything off my desk and dresser. shouldn't be too bad.
tina and nikki are taking the kids to a museum in schenectady today. i wanted to go, but im going to a movie. so maybe we'll hang out tonight. which would be awesome-ness.
and i think we might be going out to dinner at Red Robin. i lurve that place. they have such great food. =)
annnnnnnd....i think that's all?
i love you all. lots. yes. i really do.
later,
katelyn

current mood: okay
current music: my mom talking

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Thursday, September 2nd, 2004
8:48 am - im bored.
__BASICS
+ 001. name : katelyn
+ 002. nicknames : lots
+ 003. sex : chick
+ 004. birthday : may 12th
+ 005. age : 15
+ 006. star sign : taurus
+ 007. place of birth : a hospital
+ 008. current residence : in a box lol
+ 009. hair color : light brown
+ 010. eye color : blue/green
+ 011. height : 5`3
+ 012. writing hand : left
__BODY ILLS n SKILLS
+ 013. do you bite your nails : yea
+ 014. can you roll your tongue : yep!
+ 016. can you raise one eyebrow at a time : nope
+ 017. can you blow smoke rings : nah
+ 018. can you blow spit bubbles : mm hmm
+ 019. can you cross your eyes : yeah
+ 020. colored hair : yeah
+ 021. tattoos and where : not yet
+ 022. piercings and where : maybe
+ 023. do you make your bed daily : nah
+ 024. what goes on first bra or underwear : underwear
+ 025. which shoe goes on first : whatever
+ 036. speaking of shoes, have you thrown one at someone : yes
+ 037. how much money is usually in your wallet : none lol
+ 038. what jewelry do you wear 24/7 : necklaces, rings, anklets, braclets
+ 039. whats sexiest on a guy : eyes and hair
+ 040. whats sexiest on a girl : nothing
+ 041. would you rather be on time and look ok or late and look great : on time
+ 042. do you twirl your spagetti or cut it : twirl
+ 043. How many cerealz are in your cabinet : 3 or 4
+ 044. what utensils do you use eating pizza : my hands.. no, a fucken pitchfork, loser <-- lmao yeah
+ 045. do you cook : some things
__GROOMING
+ 046. how often do you brush your teeth : twice a day
+ 047. how often do you shower/bathe : everyday
+ 048. how long do these showers last : 15-20
+ 049. hair drying method : air dry
+ 050. do you paint your nails : yeah
+ 051. do you swear : yeap
+ 052. do you mumble to yourself : not usually
+ 053. do you spit in public : sure
+ 054. do you pee in the shower : nope
+ 055. in the cd player : linkin park
+ 056. person you talk most on the phone with : nikki, tina
+ 057. what color is your bedroom : orange walls, light blue ceilling
+ 058. do you use an alarm clock : yeah
+ 059. name four things or people you're obsessed with?: johnny depp, liam, the internet, dr pepper
+ 060. have you ever skinny dipped with the opposite sex : yeah
+ 061. ever sunbathed in the nude : nah
+ 062. window seat or aisle : dont care
+ 063. whats your sleeping position : side
+ 064. what kind of bed do you like : water beds <33333
+ 065. in hot weather do you use a blanket : nope
+ 066. do you snore : no
+ 067. do you sleepwalk : no
+ 068. do you talk in your sleep : yep
+ 070. how about the light on : no
+ 071. do you fall asleep with the tv or radio on : nah
__WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
+ 072. had sex : never
+ 073. were kissed or kissed someone : been a while
+ 074. watched bambi : that was way back
+ 075. cried : last night
+ 076. talked on the phone : yesterday
+ 077. read a book : yesterday
+ 078. punched someone : last night
+ 079. where do you see yourself ten years from now : dunno
+ 080. who are you gonna be married to and where : no idea
+ 081. how many kids do you want to have : 3 or 4
+ 082. your profession : no clue
+ 083. future school : -shrugs-
__MUSIC
+ 090. is music important to you : hell yea
+ 091. do you sing? : yea
+ 092. what instruments do you play? : piano (but im quitting), some giutar, and drums
+ 094. what do you think of Eminem : some songs are good
+ 095. in your opinion, what band is the best of all time? : linkin park
__DO YOU LIKE
+ 096. pop music : not really
+ 097. rock music : yea
+ 098. punk music : yep
+ 099. rapmusic : nope
+ 100. hip-Hop/RB : nah
+ 101. country : nopes
+ 102. jazz : some is okay
+ 103. classical : not really
+ 104. techno/trance: of course
+ 105. hardcore: yeah
+ 106. indie rock : some
+ 107. emo: yes

current mood: crushed
current music: i believe in a thing called love - the darkness

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