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[30 Dec 2003|08:58pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | Kai - It Might Be You ]

heh. what a blurty. i`m still only keepin` it for my d0rk/love/besterestTRiSH. i luberz that girl so much. here`s the poem i wrote for her:

raquel raquel, can`t you tell?
you are a beautiful thing from heaven you fell
raquel raquel, can`t you see?
if i had the chance, you`d be the only one for me
oh but raquel, isn`t it hard to know?
you won`t find true love unless it finds you...fo sho`


corny? nah, spoken from the heart, dude. no one can fill my stomach with butterflies just like she does. hehe ;D
she also has the cutest baby ever! oh my god, i may sound gay when i say this, but she looks like the cutest little button ever! haha...it`s so cute how she calls her mommy. and they are very, very cute when they are together. can`t wait to talk to her on new year`s. (by the way, to whoever is confused or wowed, her "baby" is her aDORKable little cousin.) haha. anyway niggerz, have a nice and safe new year and take care. don`t get too high, or don`t get too low. just bend over to the front and touch ya toes ;] keep fuckin` them hoes. LOL.


-- ~*~ --

Kai - It Might Be You

time
i've been passing time watching trains go by
all of my life
lying on the sand, watching seabirds fly
wishing there would be
someone waiting home for me

[CHORUS]
something's telling me it might be you
it`s telling me it migt be you
all of my life

looking back as lovers go walking past
all of my life
wondering how they met and what makes it last
if i found the place
would i recognize the face?

[chorus]

[bridge]
so many quiet walks to take
so many dreams to wake
and we've so much love to make
i think we're gonna need some time
maybe all we need is time
and it's telling me it might be you
all of my life

i`ve been saving love songs and lullabies
and theres so much more
no one's ever heard before

[chorus]

(3x's)
maybe it`s you
maybe it`s you
i`ve been waiting for all of my life...

-- ~*~ --


r.t.a. in my heart <3 :]
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raquellie in my bellie [10 Dec 2003|03:18pm]
[ mood | ehh ]
[ music | Linkin Park - Runaway ]

whoa, long time no update right? raquel, this one's for you (or should i say this BUD's for you) hahaha right.

here i am, blurty. i rape you with an update because i am mad bored, and you'll never really catch me updating you much. it's been like, 4 months since i saw this thing. xanga has always been taking me over, and catching up is the friendster. hmm, blurty, have i missed you? i guess i did. i used you back when i went through the raquel stage, but hmm.

okay, so here's the scoop. mmm...scoops...sure could go for some nice ice cream right now :P hehe. but this is all for my lady raquel trish arcangel. what can i do without you? you've pretty much made a big impact on my life. she has touched me in so many ways...haha physically, not yet >:] but here is some tidbits as to why i'm writing this for her.

- when i can't smile, she comes and put one on my face, because my smiles are expensive
- she is there to talk when jay pee is bored and needs someone to call
- when i'm writing her letters, she's a really great inspiration to each and every one of them. she's like art to me, and to her i'm like poetry.
- whenever i think about her (which is most of the time), my artistic creativity comes out so differently than i do to others. as i said, i'd write poetry for her, but not only that, i also put her in my drawings and my inspirational words
- when we talk on the phone, we always have something to say, unlike other people we just sit there and be blank for 10 minutes asking the same 'wsup' for like 8 times.
- oh jeebus sneebus, i get blind everytime i see a picture of her. i got blind for the first time i met her. and all of this is not the bad version of blind, what i'm saying is, that this girl is so beautiful. it's a ritual everyday that i kiss her picture that hangs up in my locker (which is the only picture by the way). *sigh...raquel is so attractive.
- whenever we'd get mad at each other, i always seem to be the dumb one and she is the kind-hearted girl with open arms and a hug to attach with it. she's forgiving no matter what you do to piss her off. i'm sorry raquel for being a buttnutt :[ hehe
- this girl is guaranteed, a full life-time friendship with me. not only that, it comes with unconditional LOVE. w00t.

heh, i guess i'm stopping there for now, those are just some of the things that i have to say about her. one more thing, i effin miss her. i miss her ALOT. like, alot alot. haven't seen her since our departure from the summer asian retreat. i'm really hoping to see her again, and i will :DD birthdays, somethings, and don't forget, she's MY junior prom date. and you know what? i'm her soph-hip-hop-on-pop-thingy date! yessireebob. raquel, iLOVEyou.

my life. right now, you can either check out on my xanga, or just check me out ;] hahaha. probably won't update for awhile but you'll know where i'll be. peace out niggers/eggots, putiz, chodes.

- japes

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yeah... [08 Sep 2003|02:26pm]
[ mood | rejected ]
[ music | 112 - Your Letter ]

fuck blurty. i don't need it anymore 'cuz she hurt my feelings so much and now i have to look back at this shit and it'll bring tears to my heart. peace.

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blurty?! [05 Sep 2003|12:44pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | Justin Timberlake - Gone (live) ]

my blurty is only here 'cuz of raquel :]

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life on the low road... [26 Aug 2003|08:00am]
[ mood | groggy ]
[ music | Get Low - Lil' Jon and the Eastside Boyz ft. Ying Yang Twinz ]

i hate being so depressed lately, everytime i say i'm gonna keep my head up i either stick by it for a bit or not really do it at all. i've been fine though. i'm not moping as much anymore. yesterday made me feel a little better though, thanks abby. thanks for talking to me and whatever stuff at practice. i'm just a little glad your my friend now. i already let you be happy with him, and you don't really need to make me happy.

i don't even know what can make me happy anymore.

practice was aiite yesterday. at the end i played this 'question game' which is a great game to play with people, thanks ryan :] haha. soo anyway, i still didn't read my book, and i'm sorta hyped for school but ehh, summer done already? yeah. lately i've been talking to my besterest buddie raquel and her friends jess and annoyance. fun sorta. and i still want to chill with my new best prrendd kimmidee golfballa, but things are always ehh.

dorney park with cotillion ppl this friday, sorta lookin' forward to it. i derno.

happy 14th birthday to thea. have a great day aiite.

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blarty [22 Aug 2003|10:50am]
[ mood | moO mOo?! ]
[ music | Erykah Badu - Danger ]

damn...been thinking alot lately. i just wish i was a better person or something in the begining. but yeah, whatever to that shit. i'm keepin' my head up. some people say that one girl shouldn't really bring me down that much. but she was really a good catch. she came unexpectedly.

so anyway, iunno what i'm doing until summer ends. what a bummer. i need new hobbies yo.

take my quiz u fockkerrs: http://www6.friendtest.com/viewquiz.php?account=i2icey

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oops... [20 Aug 2003|05:05am]
[ mood | frustrated ]
[ music | So Sorry - Brian McKnight ]

i forgot about you, mr. blurty. but i'll keep you because of raquel + justin. geez guys, u have xangas too, use your head! practically no one uses blurty :P but that's my 2 cents.

anyway, yesterday was ok. still upset but whatever. called ading ppb, she was feeling sick. i hope she's ok now. practice was so-so, but at least i saw ading wee wee :D...thanks leevee for the remix, well, 1/4 of it. maria's sister gets on my nerves!! oh well...all i remember was learning the finale, drawing in my pad, chilling in the computer room, and doing the girl's part of the eden's crush dance. seriously i didn't really feel that well...cuz, you know. fell asleep feeling sick as well, weezing without an inhaler. i hate this. there are other girls yeah, but when i was fishing, i thought i caught a really good one. whatever, hopes are gone.

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xanga is back and other stuff. [14 Aug 2003|11:38am]
[ mood | worried ]
[ music | Joy Enriquez - Tell Me How You Feel ]

hey assholes and nuggaz...xanga's back :] looks like i'll be using this less since xanga is the popular vote. haha don't worry i'll stay to keep raquel and justin happy :D anyway...i can't wait until tomorrow...

- my kuya maria's cotillion practice
- sleeping over my cousin jeremy's house + seeing freddy VS jason? with JD and other ppl
- meeting at park/ading ppb's cotillion practice/melissa's birthday party

yay! oh yeah...i drew something yesterday...so i'll upload it later.

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[13 Aug 2003|04:52pm]
[ mood | ehh. ]
[ music | Duck Tales Theme Song (German Version) ]

hi. my name is jay pee. my boyprrendd named raquel made me make a blurty because she loves meh. yurp. too bad i love justin zimmarrrr..haha just kidding. usually i don't write lame entries like this one because i have a xanga. everyone uses xanga. what the funk is a blurty? haha...i swear yo.. xanga is better. maybe i'll update this time to time, and maybe some day blurty will overcome xanga...haha sike!

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