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[21 Jul 2005|11:53pm] |
I got a livejournal.
livejournal.com/users/angeles_87/
i wont be writing in this guy anymore..
im outro.
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| Just in case you wanted to know. |
[06 Jul 2005|01:50pm] |
Garden State has now officially overridden My Best Friends Wedding... it is now my favorite movie.
Go rent it. Its pretty much awesome.
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| My friends rule your face. |
[03 Jul 2005|12:13am] |
Lee, Rach, Tiff and Selina are all in Santa Cruz.
It makes me sad.
They came and dropped some stuff off earlier this morning though. It was cute. I was sleeping and they all walked in like a pack of ants one after another. I love those girls.
I wish me and Selina hung out more. But things happen. No big deal.
Pilar and I were going t hrough a weird stage. But im glad things are back to normal. Shes pretty much one of my best friends and I would hate to not be able to talk to her the same way we always do. Sarcastic, rude, obnoxious.. but its all love<3.
We are going to sushi on her birthday. That would be the 4th of July.
Im pretty much bored.
Im going to watch Garden State.
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[29 Jun 2005|01:06am] |
So life is pretty crazy these days. A lot of my efforts seem to go to waste. But then theres the ones that I can see have done something positive.
Rcah and I are great. Im glad shes back in my life. Its like nothing ever happened. I could tell she would be one of my frineds that was like that. I could go through anything with her and she'd probably still be there.
Tiff moved in with Leah. Honestly I was kind of scared. I thought I among others would be put to the backburners and forgotten. Apparently that was just my insecurities speaking in my head because everything has been fine. Im glad Tiffany is here. I think shes amazing and Im glad that my best friend has a part of her family here with her. I know how it is when a part of your heart is missing.
Mike Imed me tonight. I wasnt paying attention so he said "alright. damn it. Im leaving.".. so basically I kind of lost an opportunity to talk to him. I think it may have been for the best though. I really dont know what to think to be honest. I have so many feelings towrds him that Ive built up and kept inside that its almost unbearable.
Rage, Confusion, Empathy, and the list goes on and on. Overall I just feel used. I feel like Ill never be wanted for my thoughts or ambitions, or my personality in general. He gave me this perception that all guys want is to get in your pants. Call it immaturity, call it whatever you want. I felt tricked into believing something that wasnt real. And the worst part is hearing from one of your friends that It didnt mean as much to him. It makes me wonder if I was ever his friend. Friendship, though less passionate at times is more meaningful than havinga companion. If he treated me like I was worth his friendship Im not sure if I would still feel this way.
I have this friend. And Im a bit possesive over him. I think its because he's the only boy in the world who would do anything to avoid hurting me. I think thats why Im tricking myself into having feelings for him all over again. I think Im basically a fake independent. I think I need people more than I admit I do. I think I need reassurance. Love. Friendship. just like all the other "dependent people" do.
Thinking is way to harsh on my brain this late at night.
Tara, I just want to thank you for your blog. Everything you said about me was understandable. We dont spend much time together. We dont call each other all the time. But nevertheless, when I need someone to talk to you're there. Thanks. Honestly someonetimes Im jealous of you. You got his love first. It seems like you always do. But dont let my jealousy make you think twice about our friendship. Its inncoent. Jealousy may not even be the best word to describe it. Its more indescribible. I feel stupid. But it will pass. Like everything else in the world.
I need to figure out what Im going to do with my life. School. My living situation. Im even thinking of finding religion. Im thinking more spirituality rather than a sect religion.Im not sure what Im going to get into yet. This should be an exciting new chapter of my life.
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[29 Jun 2005|01:06am] |
So life is pretty crazy these days. A lot of my efforts seem to go to waste. But then theres the ones that I can see have done something positive.
Rcah and I are great. Im glad shes back in my life. Its like nothing ever happened. I could tell she would be one of my frineds that was like that. I could go through anything with her and she'd probably still be there.
Tiff moved in with Leah. Honestly I was kind of scared. I thought I among others would be put to the backburners and forgotten. Apparently that was just my insecurities speaking in my head because everything has been fine. Im glad Tiffany is here. I think shes amazing and Im glad that my best friend has a part of her family here with her. I know how it is when a part of your heart is missing.
Mike Imed me tonight. I wasnt paying attention so he said "alright. damn it. Im leaving.".. so basically I kind of lost an opportunity to talk to him. I think it may have been for the best though. I really dont know what to think to be honest. I have so many feelings towrds him that Ive built up and kept inside that its almost unbearable.
Rage, Confusion, Empathy, and the list goes on and on. Overall I just feel used. I feel like Ill never be wanted for my thoughts or ambitions, or my personality in general. He gave me this perception that all guys want is to get in your pants. Call it immaturity, call it whatever you want. I felt tricked into believing something that wasnt real. And the worst part is hearing from one of your friends that It didnt mean as much to him. It makes me wonder if I was ever his friend. Friendship, though less passionate at times is more meaningful than havinga companion. If he treated me like I was worth his friendship Im not sure if I would still feel this way.
I have this friend. And Im a bit possesive over him. I think its because he's the only boy in the world who would do anything to avoid hurting me. I think thats why Im tricking myself into having feelings for him all over again. I think Im basically a fake independent. I think I need people more than I admit I do. I think I need reassurance. Love. Friendship. just like all the other "dependent people" do.
Thinking is way to harsh on my brain this late at night.
Tara, I just want to thank you for your blog. Everything you said about me was understandable. We dont spend much time together. We dont call each other all the time. But nevertheless, when I need someone to talk to you're there. Thanks. Honestly someonetimes Im jealous of you. You got his love first. It seems like you always do. But dont let my jealousy make you think twice about our friendship. Its inncoent. Jealousy may not even be the best word to describe it. Its more indescribible. I feel stupid. But it will pass. Like everything else in the world.
I need to figure out what Im going to do with my life. School. My living situation. Im even thinking of finding religion. Im thinking more spirituality rather than a sect religion.Im not sure what Im going to get into yet. This should be an exciting new chapter of my life.
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[06 Jun 2005|05:33pm] |
[[I. am.Changing.myways.]]
Hating is so much harder than loving. Embracing is so much easier than neglecting.
Im going to FORGIVE.
Im going to let my walls down.
Because the greatest thing in life is to love and to be loved. ♥
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[13 May 2005|09:00pm] |
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Today was fun, I decided to update since I had some time and I rarely do anymore. Not like anyone reads these things anymore.. Its all about myspace.
Schools beena drag lately. I love hanging with the people I do, but honestly I wish it was like last year. I want to go off with leah and tara. I want to have memories with them before I leave. I want my friends back.
Things. just. arent. the. same.
Oh well. You cant change things all the time. Sometimes you just have to sit back and watch. Sit back and let things happen.
Some things you just cant save.
On a better note. Today was great. Kristi and I went shopping for hours. It was great. Then we met up with Pilar and got our nails done. Then I went to the track meet with pilar and we went and ate at payters, went to longs.. etc. etc.
It was fun as usual.
Prom is tomorrow night.
Im more excited than I thought I'd be. Since Im not going to my schools and all. Im glad Im not. I will definately see the people I really want to see afterward so its no big deal that it isnt my school or whatever.
Im glad Im going to be starting new soon. No more high school. No more people who use me. Well.. maybe more of those.
But im sure the high school drama will be replaced by greater responsibility which can be bad if I let it seem that way.. but I wont. Ill just take it as a challenge.
One day Mike and I are going to hang out again.
One day.
hahaha.
Im sure.
Damn, and I actually thought he wanted to be my friend. PSH. what a joke.
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[24 Apr 2005|07:48pm] |
things are great.
Went to audreys the other night.
We had a ball.
Parties. Krispy Kreme. Dancing. Watching andrea sleep. Ryan Cccccc.
Love it.
Were having a dance party soon. Its sure to be a hit.
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[20 Mar 2005|10:50pm] |
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no one ever writes anymore...
Im not tired at all. I woke up at eight this morning, went to a fashion show then came home around one and slept until six.
Pilar and I went to get coffee last night, it was nice until I saw my friends show up. I mean it would have been cool if ya know.. they would have called me and invited me. Its cool though, i guess I didnt really expect them to so I cant be let down.
Its like you try so hard to be there for people and all they do is let you down. I spent time with Jessica today. It was nice, I missed her.
I cant wait until Im out of High school. I seriously hate it.
Everyday its either someone hates someone else, or some other random shit.
I miss Mike.
I never called tara back. I think I just realzied that.
Hopefully her weekend went good, I know its tough being away from him but im sure she did good.
Things are so different.
Im bored lately. I need a hug.
Sometimes girls are bitches.
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[08 Dec 2004|07:21pm] |
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alright. so im going to try this and see if i really did need blurty.
Im feeling really lonely right now. Its crazy. I was sitting in my room, and i just started to cry. I feel like I have no one to talk to. I feel ditched, depressed.. and just i dunno... out of it.
Im starting to feel the way I did before we were together. I dont know if its worth it. Im always one to say how good of a friend I am.. but am I? I betrayed someone I love. Im not in love with this guy...so should I end it now? Before things get personal.
And my friends. The only two I really talk to. I feel pushed away. Like Im unwanted.. I know thats not the case. Leelee and Rach have both been there for me through a lot.. especially in the past few months... and I know they love me, just as I love them. Its just.. i feel like now Im the outsider. Its not because I spend too much time with Mike, or anything.. because I see leah more than i see mike... I probably talk to her more too. I dunno. This could just be because Im having a crappy day.
I looked your letters... and all the poems you wrote. Fuckin beautiful. I miss you. You were my other half... my quiet, unsubmissive, poetic side. The person I could tell all my secrets to. The one who knew... knows me better than anyone I know. What the fuck happened to us?
I hate this shit. When you have the urge to pick up the phone. but your pride gets in the way.
Tonight will be the night that we begin to ease the plugs out of the dam.
And we still stand knee deep in the flow,
the undertow will grab our heels and won't let go.
And while we hold, our legs quivering,
the water rises now to our teeth when we just let go
and sail belly up to the clouds, the rocks scraping our backs.
To breathe in the air will be the only thing that we have
and all the wasted nights and empty moments in our lives
are flushed away as we sway with the rhythm of the waves bobbing us up.
Crests fall to troughs as we feel our gills open up
and sail belly up to the clouds, the rocks scraping our backs.
To breathe in the air will be the only thing that we have.
And if the hook set in the bottom of our lungs,
we'll rip it out and lick the blood off with our tongues.
Despair could ravage you if you turn your head around
to look down the path that's lead you here, cause what can you change?
You're a vessel now floating down the waterways.
You can take your rudder and aim your ship,
just don't bother with the things left in your wake.
Just sail belly up to the clouds, the rocks scraping your back.
To breathe in the air will be the only thing that you have
and your love will be warm nights with pockets of moonlight
spotlighting you as you drift, the actor in this play.
And you walk across the stage, take a bow, hear the applause,
and as the curtain falls, just know you did it all
the best that you knew how and you can hear them cheering now.
So let a smile out and show your teeth cause you know you lived it well.
I cant stop listening to this song. Its been on repeat for the past half hour.
I just want people to be there for me. I want things to be wonderful. Not just with one person. But with everyone. Fuck.
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[05 Jul 2004|12:44am] |
seems as though ive forgotten about blurty..
maybe i just want to forget all the things ive said and seen in these journals...
could be?
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[29 May 2004|12:57am] |
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Wow, tonight was.. amazing.
I wnet to the sound the alarms show in lodi. The best part was that i went with eli leah and tara and we all had fun. Then I saw the guys play nad i thought they were so awesome.. i still cant believ that they were disappointed in their performance.. crazy..
After the show I went with ben back to stockton and then we met up iwth eli tara leah nad rod at uop, then they got jona we dropped off tara, and we all met up at winco.. we bought hella toilet paper to tee pee.. but we didnt get to so were savin it for later.
It was so cool hangin with ben tonight. I love that ude, weve become so close in a small amount of time, thats my bud.
Tyler and dre are sooooo nice. Its unbelievable. I havent really gotten to talk to tyler one on one like id like to probably because im nervous, but when I talk to dre im like.. hmmmm... i feel like ive known this guy forever.
im talkin to rikki online right now, and im tired, nad thirtsy and i think my typing is waking everyone up so im gonna go. bye
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this entry is a happy one!
Well ya know what.. im one happy muthafucka!
First i talked to someone very cool online today.. second..
all the negative comments about my hair were replaced with good ones today..
third.. tomorrow i get a burrito...
4th.. I dont care about what other people have to say about me.. and i say that genuinly, unlike some other people i know. I dont give a fuck about u anymore.. u told one to many lies.. im done..
Fifth.. i have let go of people that i really dont need, because all they do is cause drama to my life becasuye theirs is to pathetic and boring.
6th, I made publicity for beezee!
7th.. i dont have to go 1st for history presentations n e more..
8th.. i almost finished my junior project..
9th.. im at taras, and no matter what thats always an awesome thing because its just like being at ur own house.
10th... my cramps are gone from earlier today at school! whoo hoooo
done~
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[23 May 2004|10:18am] |
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whats up bitches!!!!!
The show last night was great! Jordan came which was awesome, and i got to hang out with rod and jona and tim again.. its been a while.
Eli cut rods hair and she dyed leahs.. and now i am getting a highlight.. mmmmhmmm...
Rods pretty upet right now, and iot sucks.. i dont think he deserves any of this at all.. . its bullshit
OH AND YEAH.. I FOR GOT TO TELL EVERYONE HOW MUCH I LOVE LEAH AND HOW MUCH I DESIRE TO BE LIKE HER..AND MAKE HER EVERY MOVE
Ohh yeah, and last night I was singin with pilar and katie and then pilar laughed at me because she said i was a die hard beyond your eyes fan.. but i dont think thats true haha.. i just know every word to every song.. but who doesnt? Haha..
Oh my god! there was this hella hott guy next to rikki nad i wa slike whoo hoo! haha.. well it turns out that she gave him my sn so we talked online. he was soooo hott, lol.
Ben made me laugh the entire time they played, poor guy, had to act like a sound was coming out of his guitar. haha.
Zack was there 2! thats my dawg haha.
well... im done. buhbye~
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[18 May 2004|10:07pm] |
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when u arent around them.. u cant breath..
Today was so awesome.. seriously.
School was so so.. lunch with eli tara leah and rach was cool.
Interior design sucked.. so horribly..
After school i went to taras (stayin the night) and we hung out talked ate.. the normal.
Then frankie called and he picked us up and we went to java. It was so fun. That guy is awesome. Bedazzled! haha.. (tara and frank get it) ..
I love how tara nad frankie can wear their emotions on their sleeves.. its so cool. I am so incredibly blunt.. but not when it comes to sensitive issues.
I cant wait to fall in love.. they were telling me stories all night and the emotions, and just everything. It was great. It seemed to exciting.. but scary at the same time.
The end is what seems to be that hardest part. Letting go of someone you care that much about.
"And Ill do everything i can.. to keep you by my side."
Ryan is being so unfauir to tara right now.. ya know what.. fuck the people who get in the way of relationships. Dont strat ur rumors. get a fuckin life and find sumthin better to do with ur time. You know who im talkin to.. if ur offended then its probably you. So take my advice.. people are liked much more when they dont start gossip.
Anywho..
Dance tryouts tomorrow.. not even sure if ill go.. but maybe.
I miss my mom. shes been workin and i was in santa cruz the past weekend .. so i havent seen her much.
im done now..
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[13 May 2004|08:40pm] |
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Burritos tomorrow!!!! Me rod danny ben and zack are supposed to go for burritos at 4th period, hopefully.
Thought riot! yaya! Crystals commin to, thats cool~!
Jordan came off with me zack ben and alex today... guess what we had.... burritos. I think im turning into a burrito.. seriously. lol.
I have three mosquito bites.
So on tuesday i went to zacks house and hung out then ben came over and we wnet and got pizza and it was very fun. Those guys are so funny, there like my best guy friends.
I dont think Josh wants to be friends with me anymore. It sucks because i wish we were, i understand him not wanting to talk to me right now, but ever.. that sucks.
I hope tee raah talks to me at the show, I know shell probably go with josh.. so well see how it goes. That chick is like my best friend.. weve been through so much. I liked her letter she wrote to me todya. twas nice.
I talked to leah on the phone for helllllla days.. whoo. I miss that.
Leah has cute shoes that i want.
I got new vans.. they were white for like an hour...
I cant wait for the show. Ill get to hang out with zack after and then see my girls during and ill see jona before so thats cool.
Danny told me that if all of the people in the world trade center were cats then they would have lived.. he told me two days ago.. im still contemplating it.
I saw a penis today!!! Thanks dan (wink wink)
That guy that walks around with teh nirvana shirt is very appealing to the eye. lol.. james i believe is his name.. yuuummm.
Oh yes and leah and i went to vegas.. lets see... we walked the strip, had some drinks, leah gave some head, we got our makeup done and we are now police officers..
I have tons of hw . i just finished my bio project.
Im gonna get back to the hw.. payce!
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yeaaaahhh nigga
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Fill this shit out or die!!! jk.
01. who are you, what's our relationship:
02. how and where did we meet:
03. what's my middle name:
04. how long have you known me:
05. how well do you think you know me:
06. tell me one good thing about myself:
07. do i believe in God:
08. when you first saw me what was your impression:
09. my age:
10. birthday:
11. my favorite band at the moment:
12. colour eyes:
13. do i have any siblings:
14. have you ever had a crush on me:
15. what's one of my favorite things to do:
16. do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:
17. anything super special about me:
18. would you consider me a friend:
19. describe me in 3 words:
20. if there were one good nickname for me what would it be:
21. name 5 things i love:
22. do you think i'm good looking:
23. how would you describe me to someone:
24. have we kissed:
25. would you ever date me:
26. tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
27. do you think i'm funny:
28. do you think i'm a bitch:
29: do you think i'm annoying:
30: do you think i'm stupid:
31: what do you like most about me:
32: have you ever seen me with my pants off:
33: have you ever seen me cry, if so when?:
34: if we could spend a day together what would we do:
35: have we ever gotten in a fight:
36: do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years:
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YEaHyEaHyEaH!
Im at leahsheezapleezas... stayin the night. yep..
today was fun till the end of the night.
me and rach wnet to kohls then target with her mom. then went to costco.. ran outa gas.. etc.etc.
Then we went to leahs.. picked her up and then eli came over and we chilled n estuff. Then we got teeraah.
Yeah well everything was goin great until the one thing that fuckin bugs me the most happens... "what do u wanna do?" grrr i seriously get so sick. Its like.. okay if u didnt want my imput then why even say anything to me ya know.. You cant please everyone in life.
The whole tara thing is really buggin me. Its being dragged out a little too much. I apologized and i was sincere.. she didnt apologize but i moved on.. rach and i are good again.. but then she acts differently towards me when its just me and her. Same with tara. Tara was one of my best friends.. is... and its like she doesnt feel comfortable around me and racheal at the same time.. its like she wants to compete or sumthin. and its like a tara that im not used too. We agree on sooo much stuff and we usually get along great, and then things change when certain people come around.
Ionno this has been on my mind for a while now.
It just keeps nagging me... like.. why cant everyone get along.. why is one word able to ruin a perfectly fine friendship? Its just a form of expression.. and everyone deserves the right to express themselves.. right?
I wish all of this shit was over.. but ya know.. according to everyone its my fault.. cuz.. i guess i over analyze things..
yeah well.. i guess things will get better soon... but until saturday im grounded.. for not havin a way home.. way to go britt! lol.
man, i didnt know taht the band was takin a break.. that sux.no one ever told me that.. hopefully well be back "together" soon.. yeah.. that bites.
hmmmmmmmm... no other news... im out!
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Full Name: Brittany Nichole Martin
Birthday: October 6th
Zodiac Sign: libra
Gender: female
What Time Is It?: 5:45 pm
Are you sensitive?: hmm..sometimes..
Person Who Last...
Slept In Your Bed?: uh.. no one.. everyone came over and we slept on the floor.
Saw You Cry?: My mom
Made You Cry?: my mom.. family.. life..
You Shared a Drink With?: tara
You Went to the Movies With?: eli, brad, nipples, m&m, corey
You Went to the Mall with?: i dont even remember.. whens the last time ive been at the mall???
Sent You An Email: andrew tried to.. but then i didnt know my email address so... ionno..
Have You Ever...
Taken a Picture of Yourself With a Milk Moustache and Sent It to the Milk People?: not that i remember..
Said "I Love You" and Meant It?: yeah.. to my family and friends.
Gotten into a Fight with Your Dog/Cat?: oh hell yeah..i kicked my dog yesterday..
Been to NY?: nuh uh
Been to Florida?:yep.. disney world is the shit!
California: i live here?
Hawaii?:yep
Mexico?: i may have passed thru.
China?: nuh uh
Canada?: nuh uh
Danced Naked?:yeah. in my room with the music.. every girl does.
Had a Dream About Something Really Crazy, Then It Happens the Next Day?: uh.. i think i had the dream and made it happen the next day because u thought it was like a preministion.
Stalked Someone?: me and tara are some hardcore stalkers.. inside joke i guess.
Had a Mud Bath?: no, but it sounds good.
Wished You Were the Opposite Sex?: oh my god. that would be so cool..cept the whole kissin girls thing
Had An Imaginary Friend?: yep. i named her barbie after i lost all of mine.
What Time Is It Now?: 5:55
Apples or Bananas?: nanners
Blue or Red? red.definately
Backstreet Boys or N*Sync? wtf?
Wal*Mart or Target? Thrift store!shit.. actually me rach and tara wnet to target today and stole the aviator glasses.. they were like 16 bucks... fuck that.
Spring or Fall? i dunno the difference
Santa or Rudolph? niether..
What Are You Going to Do After You Finish This? go downstairs and eat some brownies.
What Was the Last Meal You Ate?: pizza.. cookies, chips, soda, everything from the sleepover..
High School or College? i dunno.. i hate h/s but college is probably just as bad
Are You Bored? fuck yeah.
How Many of Your Buddies Are Online?: 17
Last Movie You Saw?: hellboy
Last Noise You Heard?:pretty girls makes graves.. its playin inmy room..
Last Smell You Sniffed?:taras binder.. it smelled so we all started to sniff it.
About Your Friends...
Laughs the Weirdest?: leah.. oh that nigga.
Who Have You Known the Longest?: jess johnson
Loudest?: me.. and selina and leah..
Is the Quietest?: tara.. but not all teh time.. sometimes rach is
Who Is The Funniest?: jona
Who Is the Moodiest?: rod..
Biggest Pimp? big tim dawggy! haha.i miss that guy.
Biggest Player?: eli.. she goes from guy to guy.. pimp em gurl.
Who Can You Tell Most of Your Secrets To?: tara rach and jess
Who Do You Usually Go To About All Your Problems?: tara.
Last Time You Went Out of State?: last year..
Lucky Number?: 7.. but whos isnt.
Pets?: 4 dogs.. sarabi, ally, brusier, and jahj ah...and a gecko.named gecks
.Do You Have a Crush on Someone?why yes.. actually i do. but my crushes are just that. like me for a week then move on.
Do They Know?: i think rod keeps tellin dany i like him and i dont. I just think hes hot. lol but who cares.
Do You Have a Girlfriend?: i dumped her last week..
What Book Are You Reading Now?:storming heaven..
Siblings?: 3 sisters 2 brothers.. between my dad and my moms.
Been So Drunk You Blacked Out?:nuh uh..
Taken Any Illegal Substances?:i guess its not legal for me to drink so yeah.
Gone Out in Public in Your Pajamas?: yea we all went to dennys.. hecka fun.
Set Any Body Part on Fire for Amusement?: no.. i dont do fire
Kept a Secret From Everyone?:yeah
Wanted to Hook Up With a Friend?: yes.
Cried During a Movie?: my best friends wedding..still my favorite movie of all time
Ever at Anytime Owned New Kids on the Block Stuff?: yep the sleeping bag
Planned Your Week Based on the TV Guide?: uhh no
Favorites
Shampoo?: pantene pro v..when i actually wash my hair.,. me and selina have that bad..
Soap?: dove
Colors?:black, pink
Day or Night?: night
Summer or Winter?: winter.. but the pool in summer time
Lace or Satin?: lace.
Cartoon Character?: strawberry shortcake
In The Last Two Week
Cried?: yes
Cut Your Hair?: my bangs
Worn a Skirt?: yes.
Been Sarcastic?: ohh yeah..
Talked to Someone You Have a Crush On?: yes.. he calls alot.. sometimes too often..
Hugged Someone?: yes.. i wanted to cry.. he hugged me and said taht he didnt know what he would do if i left the school... awww that was a moment.
Fought With Your Parents?: yes.
Wished Upon a Star?: no.
Laughed Until You Cried?: yes
Played Truth or Dare?: no
Watched a Sunrise/Sunset?: nope
Went to the Beach at Night?:nope
Spent Quality Time Alone?: yes
Ate a Meal?: yes
Are You Lonely?: sometimes.
Are You Talking to Someone Online?: yes.3 people.. but they are talkin to me im not really responding.
Who Named You?:daddio.
When Was the Last Time You Showered?: this mornin
What Color Pants Do You Have On Right Now?: blue pants.. that i havent washed for 2 weeks. and ive been wearin them and now they stink.
What Song Are You Listening To Right Now?:by the throat~pretty girls make graves.
What Is Your Computer Desk Made Of?:fuckin wood.. what else..
What Are the Last Four Digits In Your Telephone Number?: 2669
Where Do You Want To Go On Your Honeymoon?: dont care..
How's The Weather Right Now?:really nice actually
well now that thats all done.. i will go eat. lol
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