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[11 Feb 2004|12:19pm] |
so at school, you can access gay Blurty, but not LJ. hmmmp.
i'm in orchestra right now, er well a
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[25 Dec 2003|10:08pm] |
Check out the livejournal.
user: ifxlooksxcould
so yeah.
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[30 Nov 2003|06:03pm] |
g-ville was swell, i pulled one over on Shoney's. "I'm allergic to pumpkin (pie)...so can I have Oreo instead?"
then holiday shopping w/ Benjamin which was nice, got lots of goodies. and Clerks is now my new favorite movie to watch with him....lol
got a Christmas tree this morning then ate lunch with mom at Crispers.
4 hr traffic school sucked. joel pickle's bro was in my class. now i have to get the fine paid, and it's all over.
to-do: decide on what vehicle to buy. asap.
i finally decided how i want my room... scarface poster, bob marley, the beach. all in black in white. and pink and brown.
i am predicting some crucial exam study breakfast groups in the upcoming weeks.
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[25 Nov 2003|07:53pm] |
today was hmm well, a day. physical therapy sucked, i give up. afterwards got some bizzaros and visited josh at work. never been kissed comes on tonight.
tommorow we are bringing thanksgiving to jamie, so holla thanksgiving wishes at me on the cell [321 432 3780].
be back on friday.
p.s. i'm going to be pleasant to everyone, that don't mean i like ya tho fool.
p.p.s. that email is exactly one reason why i thought we should wait... do what feels right. i totally support you in whatever choice you make - it's not a 'me or her' thing. atleast i'm not giving you that ultimatum. well hopefully talk to you soon.
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[23 Nov 2003|06:44pm] |
today was nice. church with the usual, good. lunch w/ usual + a few and at applebees, yummy.
why do i think wb sitcoms are so good? hah
i made cupcakes a few minutes ago. betty-effin-crocker.
oh man. Charlie Brown's Thanksgiving comes on in 11. yess!
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[22 Nov 2003|05:12pm] |
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yesterday after work, plans got fucked. kids are punks these days. Haley needs to give me the full story.
So instead, a lovely evening watching half of Dreamcatcher with Ben, Linz & Mike occured.
today was wonderful! We finally went to see Elf which is hilarious, then a short trip to the Mel mall. But the best part - you.
tonight will be equally great, what with spending the night with Brownies, perhaps hanging out at Holy Grounds.
p.s. jmj can suck it, you bitchass.
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[20 Nov 2003|07:10pm] |
d/l it:"Indian Flute" = Timbaland & Magoo
tu he mera raja.......you're my king/prince
I miss Rahul <3
he cracked up when I told him it was cold today. then i told him it didn't didn't get to 70 until the afternoon.
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courtney my love, tommorow - us, our boys, and don't forget that i will laugh with you all nite.
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i really want a lj ... care to hook a gal up ben?
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[19 Nov 2003|07:47pm] |
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Beautiful disaster.
My Junior Mint lipgloss rocks my socks off.
So I’m pretty sure I’ve found someone who would love going to a bookstore for a date just as much as me. So what’s the problem? Nothing. Just time. I don’t want to be the girl that she hates.
My calves are burning like all hell.
Courtney is such a beautiful girl.
Haley was at school today. So, I’ve seen one Lewis throw their life down the drain; I can’t handle another one.
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[16 Nov 2003|08:59pm] |
Today was swell I suppose.
Church was really good, despite the news that Pastor Eric is leaving in August. Brownies took that really hard, I feel for her. I don't know what to think yet...
Afterwards, some of us went to the mall, then we, minus two, went to see the third Matrix. you should definately not go see it if you don't know the correct name for it, and if you didn't see the second one.
I like holding hands with you.
p.s. Sorry I freaked out in the car. I just figured that you wouldn't want the offical-ness, not me... hmm. Don't fret dear, I know it will all work out. Promise.
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[14 Nov 2003|10:17pm] |
HALEY-buh I miss yew. but like you would know. :(
From now on, I'm only working Friday's at Dominos.
Tommorow I get paid 50 bucks for playing at a wedding. Everyone should come and listen to us. 7-8 at Holiday Inn Express on 520. But lie and say we sounded good if we suck, ok?
Afterwards I would like to get crunk and see Elf. That sounds like good times... holla.
And even if I wanted to (which I don't), I can't stop thinking about you.
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[14 Nov 2003|10:15pm] |
frustration.
domination.
feel the rage of a new generation.
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[14 Nov 2003|09:50am] |
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Why why WHY do I open my mouth? I wish I didn't speak/type/breath somedays, b/c it only comes back to get me. No, no, NO... it's not going to be like it has been. I can't go back to them, I can't rely on them for the love/ acceptance/ bullshit that I'm not going to get.
Today just needs to end. I'm not even dressed and I just want to go back to bed. I have pt after school, then work. And I'm about to be late for my trig test.
I think about you much more than I should...
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[12 Nov 2003|05:56pm] |
so, YLB was alright today, Katie and them are such sweet gals! I hope our community projects turn out pimp.
physical therapy sucked major ass, as usual... woohoo, smaller brace and my cane. =/
this kid Danny has this quote by another kid, Jimmy Tibbets, in his aim profile : "Life... is beautiful. And no matter what happens and who says what, the sun will always rise and the fish will always swim." I like that...keeps me in perspective with God for some reason.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me...
p.s. - Rahul called me last nite, wished me a happy belated birthday. we talked for an hour. <3 [note to self: his is Feb. 26] Yale's only about an hour away from his town he said, so perhaps I will be seeing him in the future?
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[11 Nov 2003|11:30am] |
He's oh-so cute, oh-so nice, and oh-so wonderful.
You take my breath away...
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[09 Nov 2003|06:45pm] |
Happy Birthday to Me!
yuh, well after my mom made the last few days of my life miserable, today didn't turn out half bad. Alot of pingpong, cake, incense, and laughs. Thanks to everyone who makes me smile... you're worth more to me than you know. Made out like a bandit with some clothes, hat, picture holder, cd's,....oh yah, and a little card from the parentals that said $6000 for a auto of your choice. CAN WE SAY HOLY MOTHER?!?! I'm still in shock, but I mean, they bought my sister 2 cars before she went to college, this will be my only one....so I don't feel spoiled. And, alot of strings are attached to that money... =/ ...but still.
I find myself waking up thinking about him...and a smile comes to my face. I can't wait for tommorow nite.
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[07 Nov 2003|09:55pm] |
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physical therapy is 24068637 x's harder than in the past. score, an appointment to cry.
well just when I wish that this whole county would burn to the ground, my sister comes home...
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[07 Nov 2003|12:11pm] |
i just dropped oatmeal between the letters r and t on my keyboard.
damn.
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[05 Nov 2003|08:52pm] |
well i found out tonight some of the stuff i said when i was drunk on homecoming. LMAO. woot.
four days until the big fucking one-seven.
damn. this sums up.
mine and courtneys list for a guy:
hurley2005grl: DAMNIT lol all i want is a guy with messy hair who will let me pick what we listen to in the car and isnt a piece of shit
hurley2005grl: and who has a brother / friend for ya! <3 lol
redINDUSTRiaL 92: hahah that would be aweoms
redINDUSTRiaL 92: lets go find them.
redINDUSTRiaL 92: at a show.
hurley2005grl: mos def
hurley2005grl: yes
redINDUSTRiaL 92: HOT ONES!!
hurley2005grl: with tight pants
redINDUSTRiaL 92: yes
redINDUSTRiaL 92: and hot hair.
redINDUSTRiaL 92: and a pretty complexion.
hurley2005grl: yeeeeeeeeah
redINDUSTRiaL 92: and nice shoes.
redINDUSTRiaL 92: and pretty eyes
redINDUSTRiaL 92: and a lip ring
redINDUSTRiaL 92: and piercings
redINDUSTRiaL 92: and tattoos
hurley2005grl: bvsl;rkg nwkl n!!!! <3
redINDUSTRiaL 92: lots o them!
hurley2005grl: and can scream really good
hurley2005grl: lol
redINDUSTRiaL 92: and pretty lips
redINDUSTRiaL 92: pretty teeth
redINDUSTRiaL 92: YES!
hurley2005grl: that they will let us kiss
redINDUSTRiaL 92: and can sing to me when im feeling lonely.
redINDUSTRiaL 92: and can nice forever.
( you almost aren't worth this amount of space. )
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