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| Saturday, October 11th, 2008 | ||
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emoleericks [ elevenelevenxxx ] |
11:47a | i'm only me when i'm with you |
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emoleericks [ xyour_suicidex ] |
11:43a | I know this is going to come as a shock to me, but I am leaving me. Perhaps I'll say i could not have seen this coming, but truthfully things have been wrong between me for some time. Time heals and I'm sure in time I'll build a new life without me. Please cancel my regular appointments, as I will be nowhere around. |
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emoleericks [ xyour_suicidex ] |
11:38a | I made this deal with God. Even though we'd never spoken before. Like the man about atheists in foxholes. Or actually, about the absence of them. I said, Walk him through the door in one piece. Right now, okay? I know, that would be a miracle. But that's what you do, right? Aren't you the guy in charge of miracles? Okay, so give him back now. Pull strings, do what you have to, I don't care. And here's what I'll do for my part of the deal. I will never, ever, as long as I live, fail to appreciate his goodness ever again. I mean, if I live to be 100, and he's still alive and kicking at the ripe old age of 104, I swear not for one minute of all those years will I take for granted the blessing of James. What do you say, God? Have we got a deal? The following morning James washed up onto William Randolph Hearst State Beach in San Simeon. That was the first day I shaved my head. |
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emoleericks [ fakefayce ] |
9:50a | Here comes the sadness that I miss so much That lonely aching comes from every touch I’ve grown accustomed to the grays and blacks Because they’re always coming back |
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emoleericks [ fakefayce ] |
9:46a | cause they chose you as the model for their empty little dreams with your new head and your legs spread like a filthy magazine and they hunt you, and they gut you and you give in |
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emoleericks [ fakefayce ] |
9:37a | tell me did you fall for a shooting star one without a permanent scar and did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there |
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emoleericks [ elevenelevenxxx ] |
8:53a | i still wait for the phone in the middle of the night, thinkin' you might call me if your dreams don't turn out right. and it still amazes me that i lie here in the dark, wishin' you were next to me, your head against my heart. if you asked me how i'm doin', i'd say just fine. but the truth is, baby, if you could read my mind, not a day goes by that i don't think of you |
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emoleericks [ elevenelevenxxx ] |
8:48a | and i'm here still waiting, though i still have my doubts. i am damaged at best, like you've already figured out. i'm falling apart, i'm barely breathing. just a broken heart that's still beating. in the pain, there is healing. in your name, i find meaning. so i'm holding on, holding on. |
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emoleericks [ elevenelevenxxx ] |
8:46a | i feel you when the sun is dancin' on my skin |
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emoleericks [ disastrousx3 ] |
3:12a | but this song about you keeps coming out |
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emoleericks [ fakefayce ] |
1:46a | this is the story of a girl who cried a river and drowned the whole world and while she looked so sad in photographs I absolutely love her when she smiles |
| Friday, October 10th, 2008 | ||
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emoleericks [ bridgesburned ] |
11:00p | |
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emoleericks [ mynameisariver ] |
8:45p | i wanna remember to remember to forget you forgot me |
| Saturday, October 11th, 2008 | ||
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emoleericks [ donxt ] |
2:02a | Give me one more medicated peaceful moment Give me one more medicated peaceful moment And I don't wanna feel this Overwhelming hostility |
| Friday, October 10th, 2008 | ||
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emoleericks [ blackmarketpoet ] |
7:32p | and how she hoped he missed her cause, god, she missed how he would kiss her. |
| Saturday, October 11th, 2008 | ||
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emoleericks [ donxt ] |
1:26a | we drank wine in the matinee and the spotlight showed what i chased away stay for me hi there :) |
| Friday, October 10th, 2008 | ||
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emoleericks [ bridgesburned ] |
6:10p | daisy dukes makes a man go |
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emoleericks [ lovestoned ] |
5:51p | "I died for you one time, but never again." |
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emoleericks [ between_rounds ] |
5:44p | and luckily she still cant stand the sight of a boy.. |
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emoleericks [ lovestoned ] |
5:33p | i don’t think she loves me, i know this for a fact. |
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emoleericks [ sweetmrrdz ] |
5:08p | and i can't make you choose long as you're cool on knowing you're bout to blow a good thing and i ain't making ultimatums i'm'a tell you like this verbatim |
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emoleericks [ rosemist ] |
3:56p | please, be kind, don't drop the rock on me. don't go outside and discover that you like being free. 'cause if you did, you'd be dropping the rock on me. |
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emoleericks [ degausser ] |
9:15p | lol i cant feel my lip or my teeth |
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emoleericks [ blackmarketpoet ] |
3:33p | Say something that you know they might attack you for Cause I'm sick of being treated like I have before Like it's stupid standing for what I'm standing for Like this war's really just a different brand of war Like it doesn't cater the rich and abandon poor Like they understand you in the back of the jet When you can't put gas in your tank These fuckers are laughing their way to the bank and cashing the check Asking you to have compassion and have some respect For a leader so nervous in an obvious way Stuttering and mumbling for nightly news to replay And the rest of the world watching at the end of the day In their living room laughing like "what did he say?" |
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emoleericks [ __tambourine ] |
3:04p | crush me baby, i'm all ears so obviously desperate so desperately obvious so good at setting bad examples soo on wednesday night i went out and met up with my friend who is friends with a ~sexy varsity ftball player and we were leaving the bar and someone in our group's shoe fell off and was like "STOP" and both me and him at the exact same time were like "HAMMERTIME" and started dancing and it was so magical |