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lately i find myself to be a terrible indiviual to everyone including myself. firstly, im an awful person to joel for all of the reasons ive surely gone over a thousand times. im an awful friend to jessica for missing her birthday and seconds after wishing her the best i went on a rampage about how awful it was in flordia and how much i hate everybody because, well, they arent as i want them to be. i was a terrible daughter and sibling and neice to my family because right when i stepped in the door (and minutes, hours, and days before) i did not want to be there. i surely let them know that. how ridiculous of me to wish for ashley to grow up in a way that i think is the right way to grow up, and how selfish of me to never allow her to experience and learn the way that she wants to. im muchly disappointed in myself for never being around for her and then expecting her to look up to me and do the right things that i think are right. im just so ridiculously ridiculous, i dislike myself muchly from the current actions i have set myself upon, and the way i run away from things, and leave letters instead of just talking to them, and pretending things are either okay or much worse than they actually are. i actually thought that perhaps i was growing up, but im just running away from all of that. im either running backwards in time and finding myself to be completely immature and clueless or ive run so far ahead that i dont even know where i am anymore. its a scarey thought, i hope this ends just as quickly as it came.
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| HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! |
[09 Jul 2003|05:27pm] |
HAPPY TWENTY FIRST BIRTHDAY JESSICA, YOU TRULY ARE MY FAVOURITE FAVOURITE FAVOURITE DARLING.
once i get home i will present you with a thousand and ONE kisses on your cheek, along with lots of cake, and we will look like the olsen twins too, because thats what happens when you turn twenty one.
oh yeah, i get to be mary kate. except i dont really like her brown hair much.
BEST WISHES!
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[25 Jun 2003|07:52pm] |
1. I SMELL LIKE AN OLD MAN, ITS SHOWER TIME MR.T
2. JANE AND I OUR JOINING THE MAXIM CLAN ON PALACE
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[24 Jun 2003|04:45pm] |
livejournal truly pisses me off sometimes.
i am also bipolar, wait, yes... i am.
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[03 Jun 2003|09:15pm] |
JANE AND I, WE ROCK LIKE THE JAPANESE ROCK.
seriously, if you were to be as cute and comment as much as jane does, then perhaps i would include you in on my adoring pictures.
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[02 Jun 2003|11:21pm] |
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i am truly hated by everyone located on this earth! especially those who are on online.
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| PAST & WHAT IT DOES FOR ME NOW. NOTHING. |
[01 Jun 2003|11:27pm] |
ive decided to post in blurty instead of livejournal, because blurty offers more variety in icons. this is only temporary though friends, for i am quite the dedicated lj poster, and for life i must promise you. unfortunately so, picturetrail has decided to give me the good old boot because i am not a paying member. i no longer can provide my wonderful, exisiting, blurty friends with my selection of photographs i have found over the web. don't be alarmed though, i am sure i can get my hands on another free (maybe even free-trial) photo-hosting site. i suppose they did not realise what an eye i had for good photographs, they only cared about the money.
in other news, joel dyed his hair black. over the year, he has grown his hair out into a semi-bowl cut, it is more of a beginner shag. it looks hot. thank you joel for making this relationship even sassier than i ever could have thought it would be.
my friend bill called me from flordia today, and we talked about the cat at my work, we also talked about matt (the boy i once had a huge crush on) and the fact that bill questions if he is gay or not. for matt still hasn't done anything about seeing girls. i disagree with bill, and if i were not miles away, and if i did not have joel, i would embarassingly enough throw myself directly into matthew, weither he likes it or not. bill says he will not like it. we also talked about amy, and the fact that they are no longer dating. funny i guess, that he calls me now that they broke up. he says she was a bitch. but i think he was just heartbroken.
im tired now.
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| DO I HAVE ANY OTHER READERS? ANYONE? ANYONE? BUELLER? |
[25 May 2003|08:45pm] |
i can now successfully say that i have seen the lizzie mcguire movie, and enjoyed it to the F U L L E S T extent, i would like to express to those who haven't seen it, to see it immediately. even if you hate the cheesy acting, and the girly effect to it, it was a brilliant movie and it left me dancing and singing in my movie theatre seat.
i have made a promise in my livejournal to create the friday five, located at: http://fridayfive.org/ in which every friday i would answer the questions provided to the webloggers on the fridayfive site. due to the fact that it is sunday, i am going to take the oppertunity and make up a SUNDAY SIX! i am doing this because i really feel that this excitement that is in me needs to be let out in a form that will also excite the viewers of my journal (which only include four, including me.)
1.WHAT DID ANNIE DO TODAY? it started off by waking up early, taking a shower, and making french toast (for myself because jessica is a late sleeper), and then i headed off to work. i really enjoy stocking new childrens book in the childrens book section. i also like hanging out with chester the bookstores pet cat. any bookstore with a pet cat is a very good bookstore. i bought veggie burgers & regular burgers for the barbeque on my way home, and tyler came over for dinner. i then proceeded to update all of my journals.
2.WHAT WOULD ANNIE RATHER BE DOING ON A SUNDAY? well i still would like to wake up early and make french toast, but perhaps add some cartoon watching in there. i would like to go sunday shopping, or look at really expensive shoes, try them on, but never buy them. maybe catch a movie at lunch time and eat an enormous lunch at some fancy expensive and then run when i am suppose to pay the bill.
3.WHAT MOVIES WOULD ANNIE LIKE TO SEE IN THE UPCOMING MONTHS? of course i would like to see the new mandy moore movie (how to deal) because it looks simply adoring and i got so excited in the movie theatre. i would also like to see identity for the hell of it, aswell as down with love because it looks so very cute and i might see it next weekend!
4.WHAT MUSIC HAS ANNIE BEEN LISTENING TO LATELY? thank you to my blessid friends heather, and jane i have been listening to bright eyes. they seem to be very fantastic, and the lyrics pull my heart apart, but in a good way i suppose. i also have been listening to the new stuff by the goo goo dolls, along with lillix because i have heard so much from them, but i do not like their music at all. to look like them would be charming though, but thats not the case.
5.WHAT ARE ANNIE'S RECENTLY FAVOURITE PARTICLES OF CLOTHING? well lets start with each section. first of all, my calvin klein bras (they vary from see-through, to groovy patterns, to just plain but very comfortable qualities.), my american eagle underwear, calvin klein socks, mavi dark-stretched jeans, my red pumas, & my vintage t-shirts that i find at various thrift stores around the ottawa downtown area.
6.WHAT IS ANNIE LOOKING FORWARD TO IN THE NEXT FEW DAYS? i have absoutely no idea. seeing more movies and enjoying them to the fullest. working out again because i truly feel that i am getting fatter than ever, finding plants to put on my balcony with jessica because she is a gardening nerd (minus the high pocketed jeans that all true gardeners wear, but dont be mistaken, she is a TRUE (sort of) garderner at heart) and i think that is about it.
my god this is one of the largest entries ever. and this is for jane because sometimes she is too lazy to check my livejournal! but you must jane because blurty and livejournal are so different. oh yes and a question for you jane, are you posting at royalflush again? i do so adore that username so much! anyways!
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| NO, WE ARE NOT LESBIANS! |
[20 May 2003|07:08pm] |
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this picture is for my beautiful friend, J A N E darling!
yes i realise my picture quality is crap.
UPDATES!:
1. bought another pair of ae underwear. it is simply irresistable!
2. trying to find any sort of book clubs around this area, i want to talk books!
3. i am obessed with carmel correto's (spelling please and thanks) at second cup.
4. was finally invited to one of joel's band practices. this is on saturday.
5. i want to see the lizzy mc guire movie thank you so very much! jessica? tyler?
6. still working at the bookstore. PERHAPS! i should start my own book club...
can't think of anything else. bon appetit blurty and friends!
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| YOU BOHEMIAN! |
[28 Apr 2003|12:31pm] |
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to see a man like this, WITH STYLE! AND a bowlcut, it's better than strawberries and cream ladies. hands off though he is mine. further updates consist of:
1. working fulltime at the bookstore. it got boring, unfortunately. i sit on a stool and read books, stock every hour or so, the customers are quiet so i love them and that parts okay. i really only get a pita for lunch everyday. sometimes jessica packs my lunch! :)
2. every weekend i spend most of it with joely-boely. we watch movies mostly, or go to the movies, or just lye there talking about movies. we spice it up sometimes and sit with jessica and tyler. we go out for dinner too. sometimes he makes dinner. nothing new here.
3. tyler recieved a blurty! cake will be served at the celebration ceremony.
did i just call joel, joely-boely? i have a dentist appointment at 2:30 until then tyler wants me to demonstrate on how to comment and make friends. the things i do for my friends.
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| WHEN I GROW UP, IM GOING TO BE JAPANESE |
[06 Apr 2003|12:25am] |
the R E A L sex and the city w i t h annie e. banks
TONIGHT I: cut tylers hair, i made it very whispey and super cute. there are so many things i would rather be doing than what im studying now. whatever, i waste too much money. i watched BOTH sex and the city & the real sex and the city i really do not have a life. i also spent most of my night looking up japanese street style because thats all i want to be. among many other things. MAKE UP YOUR M I N D !!!
TOMORROW I: am shopping with joel and jessica, i need to purchase:
1) the april edition of the nylon magazine, before its sold out!
2) everything from secondcup/starbucks
3) new shoes to go with a black knee-length skirt
where does the money come from?
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