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[10 Nov 2003|11:58pm]
HELLO! I figured I would update this thing since I cant sleep and I have nothing better to do *WHOO* So yea, I applied for a new job today, I HATE MINE lol I applyed at PetCo, that would rule, I want to work with pets but yea I got really sleepy suddenly so I am going to bed and I will update later :)
la ya
Sha

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News? WHAT NEWS? [06 Nov 2003|12:31pm]
like I said...what news...there is nothing going on here. Just work work and more work...I went and saw Scary Movie 3 the other day....IT WAS LAME, I thought it would be kinda funny because the first to were, but its like I had to force myself to laugh. NOT COOL, oh well. So I have to work on my Birthday next week, but the way I see it is, at least it will give me something to do lol. Take my mind of the whole, no friends thing. Oh and I have to work the day after thanksgiving, that is unless I can find a new job before then WHOO! yea I am still looking for a new job, mine sucks the big one. Mom is in Cali right now, lucky ass! Yea last night there was a huge natural gas leak in the area, I think it was over in Marysvill...they had to evacuate a shi load of people lol and here I am at home with a fire going drunk off my ass going whats natural gas? lol it was actually kinda funny, but you had to be there. speaking of being there I should go... get ready for lovely ass work BOO!

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[02 Nov 2003|12:51am]
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[31 Oct 2003|11:08am]
H A P P Y H A L L O W E E N ! ! ! ! !

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Yea [29 Oct 2003|11:40pm]
Ok so I wasnt going to update tonite....again but I couldnt make myself go to bed at the moment... So yea here I am trying to think of what the hell to write in this thing....lol I could just make stuff up so I sound like I have an interesting life....but uhh yea I dont, I work and when Im not working Im looking for a new job and when Im not looking for a new job I sleep so yea there ya go. I am going to donate Plasma *WHOO* yea cash for the christmas time dun dun dun watch out now, I think I will donate blood to, I hear they pay pretty good for blood lol I wonder how much I could give and still live....humm I smell a science project. so I decided what my goal in life is, I am going to marry a super rich man, spit out about 7 or so kids and be a house wife on a lot of social uhh things lol sounds great eh? yea I thought so to....now I just need to find a rich man (yea could I sound any more shallow...) oh well Lifes a bitch. someone tried to steal shoelaces from me today at work... this old lady, it was weird because shes like old and there she was, stealing my shoelaces.... CLEPTO! or maybe its with a K....who really cares. you know I dont know how adults do it...work and come home and work and come home and work and come home....ive been working for 3 weeks now and let me tell you IT FUCKING SUCKS! lol humm I really have no idea what to write........my life has gotten totally BORRRRRRRING and lame. there is this guy at work though........MAN HE IS FREAKIN HOTT! I think I have a thing for tall skinny guys...though you know I would never pass up a tall buff guy....I think I just have a thing for tall guys. Though guys tend to annony me right now...who the fuck am I kidding....everything tends to annony me right now....not my pool table though I love that...even though I am always to tired to play any more because of work....work work work work WHO THE HELL CAME UP WITH THE IDEA OF WORK??????????????????????????????????????????? I think I am having a mental breakdown, next thing you know I will be talking to my self....no hun you already do that SHUT UP why dont you go back to you little pit you call a room and let me finish up here NO I WANT TO NO no NO no GROW UP get out AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! oh well, no one is perfact, though you know I come snivvy. right I am going before yea Im just going.

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[23 Oct 2003|11:51pm]
I wasnt going to update tonite because I am beat, work I like hell I swear I wasnt cut out for this sorta thing lol. I have to work all next week to and on Halloween...how shitty is that? I dont get to hand out candy or anything to the little tots :( not cool....oh well I guess its not so bad, I need the money like a fish needs water...speaking of water, the raining finally stopped and left half the state flooded luckly not my area, I am a bit farther away from the snohomish river so the water didnt make it to me casa. I have been sick the past few days so work has been even more shitty....I dont really have much to update in here, all I do is work, I dont have friends so the only time I do things is when me and mom go to the movies or shopping, of which we cant do because we are freakin poor, Im not even doing anything for my birthday and prolly not gonna get anything either because we have $30 in the bank account and on payday both our paychecks have to go towards rent and the rest of the deposit. 20 days till my Birthday though (yes christy I know that means 10 days till yours) and I already know what your getting....well actually its more for aiden, but its cool....that is how you spell his name right? any way OH yea I know what I was going to say....mom is going to Cali for a week in november...i think till like the 6th I am so freakin bummed I would kill to go to cali...but I cant get the time off :( and I cant quit because I need the money...I hate working, because then thats all you do and you feel trapped and yea its gay I told you I wasnt cut out for this sorta thing....oh well I started making long term goals like my most recent one I made on monday to live till friday and if I make it through tomorrow I will make a goal to live through Saturday and then Sunday and on monday again I will make a long term goal to live till Friday...great huh? We are gettin our beds from the old house tomorrow and then we will be completely moved out so we can really start setting up camp in this new one....it should be cool once everything is set up...anyway I am beat so I am going to hit the sack, we have been sleeping on the couch for the past two weeks, I will be happy to have my bed, but the couch is nice...and big....
Sha

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[20 Oct 2003|11:10am]
damn man its raining like a mo fo here lol I swear we are going to be underwater soon! I have to work all week but its cool because my next paycheck should be around $400 after taxes which will really help my car fund...I can get a VW Jetta for $3000 but they want me to put $800 down on it, I already have $200 so after pay day I will only need 2 more YAY! I dont like riding the bus...specially not in this rain, I had to go out and buy a new umbrella because my cool ass yellow one (yes like your green one christy) leaked like shi and I had to throw it away..... I go outside this morning put it up and get drenched in 30 seconds lol it would be cool but I dont want to work in wet clothes....I already know what I am doing for everyone for christmas its gonna be cool and if you dont like em you can kiss my arse! WHOO! This saturday I dont work and me and mom are going to fright fest at six flags....I wonder if it will still be raining.....that could be interesting.....I got in trouble yesterday for clocking in to work 10 min early....lol oh well its not like its gonna be a regular thing...my watch said I was late so I clocked in and ran to my department but it turned out my watch and the time clock said very different things hehe oh well lifes a bitch. I should really go...I have to catch the 11:46 bus to get to work and I need to go do some things first....ok I have to pee....I admit it, I know, its awful Im such a sinner! ;)
hehe love you!
SHA!!

loving you like kin
staying in the rain
nothing is a sin
untill it brings the pain
zip your mouth up tight
lay down and bow your head
something isnt right
still believing what your fed
dont be me
just try and be yourself
to know there is no fee
its good for your health
sleeping sound at night
under covers made of gold
turn out all the lights
and slowly you grow old

(Bad is about to happen)

[17 Oct 2003|11:34am]
I have a journal at www.greatestjournal.com.... its way better then here...but dont worry I will still post here cuz I love ya!..Sha

(Bad is about to happen)

How Do! [17 Oct 2003|09:02am]
Well hello there my pertys MWAHAHA! any way now that that is out of my system....it is raining like a mo fo here lol there are floods poping up everywhere and you should have heard the wind last nite, it was insane and there are trees ripped up all over the place...man I adore this kinda weather! Work is going great, there are some interesting people that come in, and I am sure there are a million things I am doing wrong...but at the moment I dont really give a rats ass lol. I do have to work all weekend though, I guess I need the hours and its not like I have anything better to do with my time....but sleep sounds rather nice. lol I dropped out of college....it was insane to pay that much money to take one class and work on the play....so now I am just working, I am trying to beef up my hours to full time, but I dont know if they will do that because then they would have to legally give me benifits and shi....even though I dont want them. I am going to look for a car on saturday WHEW! lol I dont really car for taking the bus that much, because I have to leave a million hours early and stand out in the rain and all that good stuff, I am up at the college right now because I had to catch the bus to take me here and it only runs till 10 so its 9:20 and I dont work till 4....I know.....its INSANE! but oh well, its a means to an end....I havent found work shoes that are comfortable yet...they all end up hurting my feet some how..so not cool! I think I am going to buy some VANS and try to get away with wearing them with black slacks...I mean come on, my feet have to feel nice, I am standing and running around all freakin day and my feet are used to sneekers like VANs and all that good stuff and here I am wearing these heels that I want to kill. I got the Matrix 2 last nite it was good oh and I have cable now and we got a pool table YES! lol anyway this is a short one because I have a life....well not really I just cant think of anything to make me sound very interesting at the moment so I will leave you with...
a dream.
a thought.
an instant to hope
or long
a tear.
a smile.
a drop.
the lips the tongue
a body.
twisted and crule
touch
dont tell
its a nightmare for who
you?
me?
them?
dont you see
the passion in the pain
the love
the game
game of one
her hair
his eyes
hypnotize
just to be
a dream.
nightmare.
awake.
asleep.
doesnt matter
in to deep
those hips
those eyes
a scream
cries
living
loving
laughing
breathing
birth
goodbyes

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Food for Thought [15 Oct 2003|11:56am]
[ mood | indescribable ]

Why is it when a door is open it's ajar, but when a jar is open it's not adoor?

Why is lemon juice mostly artificial ingredients but dishwashing liquid contains real lemons?

After eating, do amphibians have to wait an hour before getting out of the water?

Are there seeing eye humans for blind dogs?

Aren't all generalizations false?

Can fat people go skinny-dipping?

Can I get arrested for running into a Fire House yelling Movie! Movie!?

Can you be a closet claustrophobic?

Can you grow birds by planting birdseed?

Did Adam and Eve have navels?

Do one legged ducks swim in circles?

Is there reserved parking for non-handicapped people at the Special Olympics?

Do you need a silencer if you are going to shoot a mime?

Does anybody ever vanish with a trace?

Does the Postmaster General need a stamp of approval?

How can there be self-help groups?

How do they get a deer to cross at that yellow road sign?

How do you know when yogurt goes bad?

How do you know when you're out of invisible ink?

If inert is to be stationary, what is ert?

If a book about failures doesn't sell, is it a success?

If a chronic liar tells you he is a chronic liar do you believe him?

If a cow laughed, would milk come out her nose?

If a dog sweats through his tongue, why does he have armpits?

If a jogger runs a the speed of sound can he still hear his walkman?

If a mute child swears, does his mother make him wash his hands with soap?

If a parsley farmer is sued, can they garnish his wages?

If a stealth bomber crashes in a forest, will it make a sound?

If a synchronized swimmer drowns, does her partner also have to drown?

If a tree falls in the woods, and lands on a mime, does anyone care?

If a turtle doesn't have a shell, is he homeless or naked?

If a woman can be a meter maid, can a man be a meter butler?

If an orange is orange, why isn't a lime called a green or a lemon called a yellow?

If God sneezes...what should you say?

If knees were backwards, what would chairs look like?

If love is blind, why is lingerie so popular?

If olive oil comes from olives, where does baby oil come from?

If people from Poland are called Poles, why aren't people from Holland called Holes?

If soap is used to make you clean, why does it leave a scum?

If someone has a mid-life crisis while playing hide and seek, does he automatically lose because he can't find himself?

If someone with multiple personalities threatens to kill herself, is it considered a hostage situation?

If the cops arrest a mime, do they have to tell him he has the right to remain silent?

If the folks at the psychic hotlines were really psychic, wouldn't they call you first?

If the funeral procession is at night, do folks drive with their lights off?

If vegetarians eat vegetables, what do humanitarians eat?

If white wine goes with fish, do white grapes go with sushi?

If women wear a pair of pants, a pair of glasses, and a pair of earrings, why don't they wear a pair of bras?

If you ate pasta and anti-pasta, would you still be hungry?

If you bear a child, why do you have a cow?

If you can read the marking, isn't that end already up?

If you dive into a pool of dry ice, can you swim without getting wet?

If you have a friend who works for the Psychic Friends Network, should you plan a surprise birthday party for them?

If you keep trying to prove Murphy's Law, will something keep going wrong?

If you put freeze-dried coffee in the microwave, will you go back in time?

If you spend your day doing nothing, how do you know when you're done?

If you steal a clean slate, does it go on your record?

If you take a shower, where do you put it?

If you throw a cat out a car window does it become kitty litter?

If you're cross-eyed and have dyslexia can you read correctly?

If you're traveling at the speed of light and you turn your headlights on, what happens?

Is it possible to be totally partial?

Is it true that cannibals don't eat clowns because they taste funny?

Isn't hot water already hot?

Just before someone gets nervous, do they experience cocoons in their stomach?

Should vegetarians eat animal crackers?

Shouldn't it be some things in moderation?

Shouldn't there be a shorter word for monosyllabic?

Since cats always land on their feet and jelly bread always lands jelly-side down, what happens if you tie jelly bread to the
back of a cat?

There are 24 hours in a day, and 24 beers in a case. Coincidence?

What color is a chameleon on a mirror?

What did we do before the Law of Gravity was passed?

What do sheep count when they can't sleep?

What do you do when you see an endangered animal that eats only endangered plants?

What happened to the first 6 ups?

What is a free gift? Aren't all gifts free?

What is another word for thesaurus?

What is the speed of dark?

What part of the monkey do you use a monkey wrench on?

What was the best thing before sliced bread?

What's another word for synonym?

When people lose weight, where does it go?

When sign makers go on strike, what is written on their picket signs?

When you choke a smurf, what color does it turn?

When you open a new bag of cotton balls, are you supposed to throw the top one away?

When you're sending someone styrofoam, what do you pack it in?

When your pet bird sees you reading the newspaper, does he wonder why you're just sitting there, staring at carpeting?

Where are Preparations A through G?

Where do forest rangers go to get away from it all?

Who tows the tow trucks when they break down?

Why are builders afraid to have a 13th floor but book publishers aren't afraid to have a Chapter 11?

Why are cigarettes sold in gas stations when smoking is prohibited there?

Why are the cabs from the Yellow Cab Company painted orange?

Why are there Braille signs on drive-up ATM's?

Why are there interstate highways in Hawaii?

Why are there never any artist's materials in a drawing room?

Why did kamikaze pilots wear helmets?

Why didn't Luke Skywalker tell Darth Vader to turn to the light side of the Force?

Why do airlines call flights nonstop? Won't they all stop eventually?

Why do bars advertise live bands? What does a dead band sound like?

Why do fat chance and slim chance mean the same thing?

Why do people who only eat natural foods drink decaffeinated coffee?

Why do they sell a pound cake that only weighs 12 ounces?

Why do we drive on parkways but park on driveways?

Why do we have hot water heaters?

Why do we play in recitals and recite in plays?

Why do you need a driver's license to buy liquor when you can't drink and drive?

Why does bottled water have an expiration date?

Why does your nose run, and your feet smell?

Why doesn't glue stick to the inside of the bottle?

Why doesn't superglue stick to its container?

Why don't sheep shrink in the rain?

Why don't you ever hear about gruntled employees?

Why is a person who plays the piano called a pianist, but a person who drives a race car not called a racist?

Why is a women's prison called a penal colony?

Why is it called a TV set when you only get one?

Why is it so hard to remember how to spell mnemonic?

Why is it that when you transport something by car, it's called a shipment, but when you transport something by ship, it's
called cargo?

Why is it, whether you sit up or sit down, the result is the same?

Why is the word abbreviate so long?

Why is there an eject button on the VCR remote? Don't you have to get up to get to the tape?

Why is there an expiration date on sour cream?

Why isn't phonetic spelled the way it sounds?

Why isn't there mouse-flavored cat food?

Would a fly without wings be called a walk?

if a man is standing in the middle of the forest speaking and there is no woman around to hear him, is he still wrong?

Keep on Keepin on Lovies! I will do a real update later :)
Sha

(Bad is about to happen)

[10 Oct 2003|04:59pm]
I have to work next week...
good thing to, I need the hours
I get paid on friday to, my
first pay check *Whoo Whoo*
on tuesday I am picking up an app
the movie theatre though because
I would love to work there, yup yup yup
that sure would make me one happy
camper.
I have to design this huge ass set for a
play we read in theatre, no Idea where to start
Its gonna be fun doing it, its just a matter of finding
time to do it ya know.
We should be done moving into our new house this weekend
We got a pool table, it should be here in a week! its only
a 7 footer because a 8 footer wont fit in the room
(thats league size for you lovelies who dont know) but its gonna
be aws, the game room is gonna have a really reatro feel to it
I am keeping my eyes open for a JukeBox to put in there to,
lots of neon and classics you know *WHOO*
I think I am going to start saving a little money each month
to get a car, I dont need one right now, or particularly want
one, but it might be nice to have one eventually you know? hehe
so yea I should start somewhere with that. Maybe after I see how
much Tuition I have to pay, I dont know if we are going to have
enough money to cover it :s so I might be dropping out of college
untill I can get the resident rate (that would be next year) and
working full time...sounds fun huh? no not really but you
know, ya gotta do what you gotta do.
Its my lil cuz kendyls birthday this weekend, he is what 3 or 4
I dont remember, I dont think I will go though, it is a 6 hour drive
there and back (he lives in kennewick) but I should send him a gift
he likes race cars, good kid lol.
I wonder if I could get Mervyns to hire me full time, right now I am only part
time... that would be nice, when I apply at the movies I think I am going to
put down full time, because even with the classes I am taking
I could still work full time, and that would be nice, more money you know?
lol its all about the green...
So I went and saw the Fighting Temptations the other nite, it was good. I like
Cuba Gooding Jr. I like Nicolas Cage better though, I have been on a little
NC marathon lately, I want to see Matchstick Men.
Life is very interesting right now, I cant quite tell if I am happy or sad lol
I was sure I was happy there for a few days, but Im not so sure any more, I
think I am feeling less right now...kind of numb, but its not so bad really.

Once upon a time
in a land far away
I knew who I was
I wanted but to stay

Here in your arms
close for your touch
anything for you
nothing was to much

Alone at the Beach
together in a room
you stole my soul
and took me to the moon

winding down from the high
nothing is quite right
not knowing what is what
I am blured and out of sight

along the way it changed
the good to the bad
i was no longer me
just something to be had

A party here and there
An order in the night
someone wanting something
no one to make it right

No Knight in shining armor
No prince charming on his horse
nothing coming easy
just taking it by force

Something of a dream
Ive had for quite a while
Just to be seen
maybe a hint of a smile

(Bad is about to happen)

Lost [10 Oct 2003|12:29pm]
Once upon a time
in a land far away
I knew who I was
I wanted but to stay

Here in your arms
close for your touch
anything for you
nothing was to much

Alone at the Beach
together in a room
you stole my soul
and took me to the moon

winding down from the high
nothing is quite right
not knowing what is what
I am blured and out of sight

along the way it changed
the good to the bad
i was no longer me
just something to be had

A party here and there
An order in the night
someone wanting something
no one to make it right

No Knight in shining armor
No prince charming on his horse
nothing coming easy
just taking it by force

Something of a dream
Ive had for quite a while
Just to be seen
maybe a hint of a smile

(6 Think Something Bad is about to happen)

La Date: Mercredi Octobre huit, 2003 [08 Oct 2003|03:37pm]
[ mood | exanimate ]
[ music | My new Beach Boys Record ]

Bonjour! Monsieur Je M'appelle Sha, et vous? Comment vous applez-vous? Comment allez-vous? Ca Va bien, Merci. Au revoir A' demain!
hehe my head hurts just from thinking up that little bit nit of french! Im better at spanish lol. hell Im better at yiddish then I am at french. I think I am going to take asl next quarter though, Im good at that. So anyway I had to work yesterday, my fucking feet are killing me, I am never wearing shoes with any kind of heel to work again, I can not stand in heels for 8 hours running all over the store. It wasnt so bad though, actually pretty cool, lol I screwed up at the register a few times though, and I have no idea how to use the back room scan gun but its all good, I have to call later today to get my shifts, I dont know them. I still really really want to work at the movie theatre so I am applying there for when they are hiring, but untill then I get the mad Mervyns mombo lol. I dont know why but I really really really want to work at a movie theatre....I know I work in shoes right now, but there is only one thing that can make me happier...and that is working at the movies hell I would live at the theatre if they let me lol. We are in the process of moving into our new house...I like it, it is gonna be so aws when we get done. We got out last PFD's today 1,100 is it but I guess it is better then nothing, if it keeps going down the way it is there wont be one any more. SUCKERS! anyway.....lol I cant think of anything else to write...my computer is still fucked up, I cant check my email or sign on to anything and it kicks me off every two seconds BOO fucking BOO hehe. but uhh yea I should go... I miss you guys!!!!!!!!!!! (you know who you are) get your asses down here for a visit, but if your poor I understand...I know how it goes lol!
love ya loveys
Sha

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There is No Me [06 Oct 2003|04:41pm]
(C) There is No Me (C)
By Sha
October 6, 2003
4:42 PM

Alone, Bitterness, Darkness, Sadness
Together, Dreaming, Living, Breathing
me with out you
Iam nothing, Falling, Failing, Fear
you with out me
You're everything, Exotic, Erotic, Energy
I hate you, I love you, I miss me
What are souls, sad, strange, still, stale
Crumpling in the night Tick tock
empty rooms, dark, dead, deranged
Who am I
Nothing, Hollow, Empty, Gone, Alone
Save me
Alive, Full, Pulse, Desire, together
only you
I am part of you, in you
lost, lonely, lingering
because of you There is no me

(Bad is about to happen)

WheeW! [06 Oct 2003|08:17am]
[ mood | awake ]

LOL ok so life has def. been crazy as hell here. my computer is still on the fritz so I can only update when I get to school early or stay late AND there is a computer free. We rented a new house, it was the one I was talking about *YAAAH* we got it! I love it, we get to start moving in today, I dont know what room I want yet because I am so excited I dont even remember what it really looked like, but there is a family room that I can put a pool table in so I am looking into that! lol. I got a job at Mervyns Thursday was my first day training/working you know and I work tomorrow from 8-5 as a worker/trainee lol, I actually love it though because get this I WORK WITH SHOES!!!!!!!!!!! lol YES! they let us pick our departments and Shoes had an opening so I snatched that fine ass right up lol, can you tell I am totally STOKED lol to think, me being happy over a job AND christy this is just for you....I didnt come home in tears after the training! I know SCARY huh hehe. its great I get a 15% discount at Mervyns, Marshall Fields or whatever its called (its on the east coast) and Target lol TARGET isnt that great, I could buy a pack of gum for a dollar and get 15% off of it WHOO! Classes are going good, I actually only have to go to one on monday and wed. from 1-3 and then I have drama special projects that I do but that is just designing costumes for the play and I dont actually have to go to all the rehersals for that, Life is looking good guys lol.
ok so the add came out in the paper yesterday to try and get someone to rent the house we are currently in and I didnt want to answer the door when someone came because I knew it would be the lil vulture renters that wanted to look at the house so I hid in the bedroom anyway these people start walking around the house and peering in all of the windows to get a better look of the inside I mean come on people my car was outside in the driveway the dogs were in the back yard (that is the only thing that prolly kept them from going in the gate to look in the back windows) barking their asses off and they are peering in my windows. so anyway I grab a hat because I look like shi and I am in my pj's and I walk out into the living room where this lady is peering in my window. I scared the crap out of her to when she saw me. and I went outside to "chat" lol naw I was nice because I thought the whole thing was hella funny, which it was. but yea I think its the same people who are comming tonight to do a walk through of the house, so I have to get home a lil early to uhh clean it up some, it looks like crap because there are piles EVERYWHERE, but I guess that is understandable, we are in the process of moving.
So saturday I went to the Mill Creek garage sales Its this huge thing they do twice a year, good fun to got some great steals I found some aws records, a new Beach Boys one that has all of my fav songs on it. it was a good day. there were some HOT guys g-sellin to. anyway I have to do some homework before class, I didnt feel like it this weekend I was celeberating, but I found out that I dont like Bloody Marys (sorry mary) lol but I do like Cap'tn and Diet so thats all good. Oh yea we found a liquor store GO US! lol so we stocked up. but yea I must go. I better be seein the two of you sometime soon!
Sha

(2 Think Something Bad is about to happen)

Welcome home! [01 Oct 2003|09:50am]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Bryan Adams ~ Waking Up the Neighbors ]

Ok so I am back lol! I know you all missed me loads and were worried sick about where I was....he he yea right. There is a lot to say, but I cant really think of anything to say...you know how it goes. My computer is still down... I got rid of the virus, but the system is still one some sort of shut down error, so I need to call tech support and figure that out so I can use my computer at home. I am at the campus library right now. Not actually supposed to be doing this sort of thing, but since I am using it for school...well work purposes to they can kiss my ass...they could anyway lol. I started loveyly college last week...it was an interesting week, I ended up dropping my french class on monday because it was a pain in the ass and I didnt want anything that painfull this quarter ya know? yea I though so. I love Theatre though....it is great fun. I am making costumes for this quarters play, I actually tried out to be in the play, of course I didnt make it, but the try outs were really fun so yea, besides now that I see the play I am glad I am not actually in it because it is kinda weird and every actor has to be 4 characters in the play and I think that would be a little overwhelming for my first play. I am going to try out for Much Ado About Nothing though, I like that play. I am still looking for a job, I think this one at Mervyns is going to pull through :)) YA YA! lol wish me luck on that because it would be cool to get that one. but I really want to work at the theatre, they are hiring in november so I will apply then and cross my fingers lol. I am still looking every where for a job though, I really really need one because I have to save money to pay whatever my grants dont for tuition :( and then there is gas money because I am looking at getting a car this weekend and half the insurance for it to.....god when its time to grow up it just hits you fast and hard and you feel so unprepaired! So we are looking at moving again, I really hope the house we want pulls through, we will know at noon today if we get it or not. This place is a little bigger it is 3 bed and a family room and a living room with 1.25 bath and it has a bigger yard for the dogs and a fireplace. I always wanted a fire place. The floors are wood to (well most of them anyway). I should really go though I am going to get kicked out (they are freakin EVIL here lol) I lova you 2 and remember hold on tight, its gonna be a wild ride!
love sha!

(5 Think Something Bad is about to happen)

[28 Sep 2003|01:12pm]
my computer crashed
my life is hell
college sucks
french sucks
I didnt get a part in the play
I have no friends
I cant find a job
my hair is gay
I want to die
I toss and turn every nite thinking about sliting my wrists
Im a chicken shit
I ride the bus alone and wander the streets like a homeless person
Im poor
Im not right
shoot me

Sha

(5 Think Something Bad is about to happen)

Good Stuff [20 Sep 2003|12:33am]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | Survive ]

Wow the opening of Nordstrom was hot today, I swear it was freaking packed as hell, I could hardly walk around, but damn man was it worth it, I got a makeover *WHOO* and free gifts, one of them was this aws ventage suitcase ok that wasnt exactly free, you had to spend $75 to get it...but uhh I think I went a little crazy I bough $250 worth of make up and brushes alone! it was great fun....but its quality shi because I only ended up with like 5 things lol one of my brushes was $55 I freakin love Nordstom! holy shit the I though I was going to *DIE when I saw all the shoes next bonus I am buying these boots (they are $300) but omg you havent lived untill youve seen these boots! leaf and I ate lunch at the bistro cafe' there. we had to wait in line for 45min to get seated but damn was it worth it, I had the best chicken salad I have ever eaten yum yum yum! lol the whole upstairs was dedicated to womens clothing....YES! they have this one section thats like not the runway brands so they arent as expensive, I loved it, I could have spent all day there! come to think of it, the entire downstairs minus a little section...and I do mean little for mens clothes and shoes was dedicated to women as well....man I spen 6 freakin hours in that store, walked away -$400...but you know it was the best 400 I ever spent in one day lol. ok so thats not all I spent today I had to get my books for college (STARTS MONDAY PEOPLE!) so I ended up spending $250 Just on my gay ass books :( that kind was a downer...lol so I went to old navey and spent $150 on clothes and shoes and a new bag and Im good lol, you could call me a shop-a-holic....its not my fault though...I am manic depressent, did you know one of the symptoms for that is being a shop-a-holic? well it is, I have to go to the walm tomorrow and get some uhh notebooks for class...OMG speaking of class I totally forgot I met the coolest guy today FUCKING HOT PEOPLE! lol when I was buying my books, we were talking about my french class (he was working the register...well kinda...he was just standing there because his computer froze and we chatted while the lady checked out my stuff) anyway there is a I dont know welcome to college bbq on tuesday in the main court yard that I have to go to *BOO* (I am a little anti social). I have to figure out the community transit system tomorrow to...I have to take the bus to school...oh well at least its not like a school bus, thats nice, and I like busses they are cool. I have to go to the whole work study thing on monday and try and find my ass a job...think they have any openings for makeover artists for the dead? that would be cool. I think I am going to get extensions for my hair here soon...it is bothering me how it is....The Matrix 2 comes out october 10th, Im totally getting that...anyway I have stuff to do so Im gonna run run run *WHEEEEEEEEEE*

Lova Ya!
COTTON <333


:::::FACT OF THE FREAKIN GOOD DAY:::::
If the population of China walked past you in single file, the line would never end because of the rate of reproduction.

(3 Think Something Bad is about to happen)

[19 Sep 2003|09:16am]
[ mood | flirty ]
[ music | MIB ]

Man today was quite the freakin day, Im still Ill as fuck *BOO* lol. Anyway Nordstrom’s opens tomorrow, I don’t know if I am going in the morning or afternoon…it all depends on whether or not leaf goes to work…I think she will because it stresses her not to be there (don’t ask). Looks like I finally have to break down and get a job NOOOO lol Im telling ya people like me aren’t meant to work, why you ask? No its not because I am some lazy freak…it is because I am some anti-social freak, Im not what you would call a people person, I would work better say in a morgue or something…though I suck at science so that wouldn’t work out to well…that’s why I am thinking about getting a job at the school library *WHOO* at least there you are supposed to be quiet so I wont really have to talk much to people. There is the school day care to, I love kids but I don’t know…that’s a very social job…I have quite the bubble hehe. And then theres the whole “being good at something” you know actually having skills to get a job…I don’t think I have any of those lol seriously back when I lived in Alaska McDonalds wouldn’t even hire me, I know, that’s bad huh? LoL I wouldn’t even be doing this only Im poor, I need money to pay my tuition (whatever the grants don’t pay) and whatever necessities I need…I cant make me mum do it all on her own, its to fucking stressful for her and I feel bad. Another thing, how do some people make things look so easy? And like then you go out and do them and its nothing but stress and torture? That always bothered me lol don’t ask why, it just does. So on another not, I met this real uhh interesting guy, he has a major shoe and foot fetish, I don’t know if I already talked about him, but he is uhh kinda weird always wanting to know like how I would step on him and what shoes I would wear or if I will use him as a foot stool… uhh yea ok sure. Only if he was freaking rich…that’s what Im gonna marry for, money, I mean marriage never lasts anyway and the people always end up hating each other so I might as well get something out of it that I can hang on to ergo money, cars, houses *WHOO* besides guys are only good for one thing (maybe two) anyways and other then that they suck (lol no offence to all you lovely guy friends I have out there, Im only talking relationship, not err friendship!) anyway this is cute::

Boys are cheats and liars their such a big disgrace, they will tell you anything to get to second baseball baseball he thinks he’s gonna score, if you let him go all the way then you are a horticulture studies flower, geologist studies rocks, the only thing he wants from you is a place to put his cockroaches, beetles, butterflies and bugs, nothing makes him happier then a giant pair of jugglers and acrobats, a dancing bear named chuck, all guys really want to do is……forget it no such luck!



yea I know Im a nerd, but its all good…I think I am going to try and get an early night tonight, and I might not get to post this until tomorrow because blurty is being anal tonight and wont let me in GRR *SCREAMS* I hate it when that site is a pain in the ass…I think I am going to go through and save all my journal entries because I just know that someday blurty is going to crash and all my shi is going to be in there nice and lost NOT COOl!. God I hope there are some hot guys in my French class… I think that is the only thing that will make it…err…bearable! Humm maybe someone with a French accent? That would be nice! Man I cant wait till October, that’s a great month…nothing can go wrong that month…you know if I ever do get married it would be in October, sometime in the middle to end…yea good stuff. I am either going to go to bed now or take a shower…or maybe clean something…I wish I had my own boxing shi, because that is deff what I am in the mood to do, box my ass off (literally!)

yea life’s a bitch….I always though that saying was gay…not a clue why that just popped in my head…night all!

Lova ya
Cotton!!


:::Fact of the day:::
you are more likely to be killed by a champagne cork then by a poisonous spider


Ok so all that was really last night....even though I am posting it this morning, so I will post later today for today, which might actually be tomorrow in any case...and then tomorrows would be the next days man this totally screwed up my schedual and threw my entire world off track...err that would be if I had a schedual and lived in a world that was actually ever ON track lol im gonna shut it now!

(4 Think Something Bad is about to happen)

Yehaw! lol [17 Sep 2003|05:53pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | Loui Loui ]

Ok now that Im done being nice and cranky lol. I didnt do much today...still sick *BOO* but getting better hehe. Just kinda lounged around the house, cleaned and all that good shi. OMG! I talked to my lover today! Cson I MISS YOU!! hope shani (dont ask) had a good football game....ahh brings back the good ol days of my powder puff uhh year hehe. Joe you went MIA (again) whats up boy? anyway when you 2 come down here we have to check out Club Maui and The Ballard Firehouse....there the only clubs that loser 18y/o can get into...and trust me when I say you dont want to be cought trying to get into any of the others. The new Nordstroms opens on friday *WHOO* lol I like grand openings, they give away free stuff, besides I like the shoes there, cant say much for the clothes I think the biggest size they have is a what 6? lol not gonna work. Mom is going to another job interview tonite because she hates her job...I dont blame her, the people SUCK. I might go the the fair one more time on saturday, there are these cute little bikers there that I want to see again....but we might just go to Rent and buy cowboy boots *YEA PARDNER*. Theres a Parapsychology Expo comming up that I think I am going to go to...I looks like fun and I havent been to one since I moved down here...Good stuff.....Uh Oh lol I have to go...well not really but theres some stuff I need to do.

Lova ya!!
Cotton


Fact of the Day:

Dueling is legal in Paraguay as long as both parties are registered blood donors

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