|Thursday, August 11th, 2005|
ummmm lets see just to update this puppy...............melissa doesn't work at bam anymore..........julie turned 21.......melissa going to join the air force.........ummmmmm i finally got my raise! $7.50 but thats about all that has happened in my life... not very interesting at all.
|Monday, April 4th, 2005|
Do you ever get so worried that it makes you sick? Thats how i feel right now. i start worrying about something and i get so worked up about it that i make myself sick. I guess i worry too much about my friends and because i don't want any of them to get hurt. I know i can't control what they do but I just expect more from them. I become disappointed when they do something they just shouldn't do. Well I guess I'm just being over emotional but what can I say? That is how i am. Current Mood: worriedCurrent Music: Down once more (phantom of the opera)
|Tuesday, August 31st, 2004|
Well not much has happened since i last wrote in here... school started and i work still at the bam and i will be turning 21 in 13 days....
I will tell you about today though
at about 4:30am my dalmatian hercules had a seizure.... it only lasted about a minute and then after it he got up and walked around and seemed fine.... he did pee himself though and he had drool all over the place but other than that he seemed like nothing had happened.. we called my sister and she came over and said that we just need to watch him... (see has a dog that has seizures) well everything was going fine until about 2:30 and alas he has another one... we call my sister again and she comes over and we take him to the vet... they have to run some tests on him which costs me $233.80. Now i am officially broke ... we took him home and alas here i am writting in my journal... i hope he doesn't have anyting serious wrong with him... i don't want to have to put him to sleep.. my dad bought me him the same year that my dad died.... it was the last thing my dad really got for me... I hope he will be fine... well i will write again if anything else happens... Current Mood: sad
|Thursday, April 8th, 2004|
well ill make this brief but sweet
spring break kinda sucked
but i got to see nici and nicole and stuff
nici forced me to go to clearwater beach where we met this random guy but also nici ended up locking her keys in the car so we had to wait a long ass time until her brother and mom brought the spare... we got to see a fire show and watch some guy wrap suran wrap around himself and the precede to break free of it...
just recently jen me julie and james went to seaworld... it was great i got to feed some seals and stingrays and a stringray made me scream because i didn't see it coming. we watched some cool shows and we got to see the new baby killer whale.. it was sooooo cute..............
ummm 3 people quit the Bam (kelly, jeanette(don't care about that one) and steph) also 2 other people (holly and Denise) got arrested for stealing.. there are all these scary people getting hired... oh what joy.....and
just today julie me julie's sister and her friend all went to clearwater beach. i got to swin in the water Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
and then we walked around and relaxed and then we walked around some more and julie showed me these shells which had slugs inside that would dig into the sand... wish i had a pail to build a sandcastle... sigh.... next time i will....lol.........
well i guess that is all
toon in next week Current Mood: hotCurrent Music: magic dance (labyrinth-david bowie)
|Monday, March 1st, 2004|
HOw my day started out.................
well i didn't get to sleep until 5:30
then i was awoken by my brother at about 10
he was upset and said that my sister was taken to the hospital and thought that she had a heart attack....
i for one believed that was an over exageration and since she has been sick for a few weeks i believed in was pnemonia....
he went to the hospital
i stayed home
went back to sleep
my other brother calls me twice
my mom calls me once
all waking me up
no one really knows what is going on
finally with the second call from my brother find out that my sister does infact have pnemonia....
she works too much and doesn't relax
now she has to sit and do nothing for a few days
mega con is coming up in a few days and she is my ride
still hope i am going damnit!!!!!!!!!
also leo is leaving soon
bye bye leo
you are sooooo hot
And julie you are not aloud to leave Current Mood: drained
|Wednesday, February 25th, 2004|
Soon i will be off to work tonight
oh the joy of working till midnight
atleast i get to work with julie
Alas another original Bammer is gone
yesterday was her last day
Dawn you will be missed
she gave her 2 weeks but there is no such thing as 2 weeks at bam
once you do that your gone
got some beads yesterday from my store manager because she just got back from maurdi gra
the things that i heard she was doing just put gruesome images in my head making me want to gauge my eyes out.
well i have to get ready now
be back later Current Mood: blank
|Monday, February 16th, 2004|
|sad sad day
Today my cat peter died. He was 15. I came home from work last night and all of a sudden he collapsed. He would just kindof flop back and forth on the floor. he would lift his head up but he couldn't stand. We put him in a cage and finally early this morning he died. We buried him in our pet cemetary in the back.
Also another sad note is that my fellow coworker mary quit today. She was so great and she was there when i first started 2 years ago. She just couldn't handle the new store manager anymore. I will miss her.
my picture is of peter Current Mood: sadCurrent Music: tears dripping down face
|Saturday, February 14th, 2004|
well i am sweating my butt off here.
stupid air conditioner is completely broken
costs 2000 for a new unit
don't got that kind of money
wow its valentines day
i have no one
i close at work tonight then off to denny's with my fellow single friends
fun is just waiting to happen Current Mood: exanimateCurrent Music: falls on me
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|Friday, February 13th, 2004|
|I guess i am a blood sucker!
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|Wednesday, February 11th, 2004|
well alas soon i will have to go to work oh the joy. Closing again. big shocker there. I am always closing because no one else really knows what the hell they are doing. Had a talk with my ex best friend monday. don't know what the hell she is thinking about her whole guy situation. Would you just keep sleeping with a guy knowing that he doesn't want a relationship. How stupid is that? Well i guess that is what she wants but nothing good is going to come out of it. In the end she is the one who is going to be hurt. but oh well. anyway
i miss my crush who got fired a few weeks ago. stupid him. i don't have anyone to crush on now. ill have to find somebody new. school is going good. tired all the time though. anyway ill keep you peeps posted if anyone else reads this but i doubt anyone does. ta ta Current Mood: crappyCurrent Music: nothing but the sound of me typing and my brother
|Sunday, December 21st, 2003|
hmmmmmmmmmmmm yet again i am left at work!
i was stranded by my sister's fucking boyfriend!
luckily my brother's friend came in and he gave me a ride home! Yayyy for him!
though i was stuck at work an hour more than i should have been!
the one day i didn't have to close and im still there until midnight!
also return of the king is awesome Current Mood: bitchyCurrent Music: numb
|Tuesday, December 16th, 2003|
|return of the king
soon i will be going to see return of the king!
it is going to be great (well i hope)
i passed my humanities class with exactly a 70
isn't that great
don't know how hot i did in math though
well until we meet again
tata Current Mood: anxiousCurrent Music: humming of my own accord
|Friday, December 5th, 2003|
i got to go home early from work today!!!!!!!!!! yayyyyyyyyyyyyy!
not like i'm doing anything now though!
since i have no life!
i have a new crush by the way
Leo if you are out there!
your so cute!
does everyone hate me or something?
no one returns my calls! Current Mood: contemplativeCurrent Music: my immortal-evanescence
|Thursday, December 4th, 2003|
well i guess i have written in here for likkkkkkkkkkkkke forever!
a lot has happened since my last confession!
went to a party, got a little tipsy, tried pot for the first time, didn't feel anything from it!
i finally got to see jimmy james!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay yay he is so hot!
ronny has a hernia
though i do love him!
and also i found out that one of my friends has been lying to me for over a year because she is sleeping with a guy i used to like! Damn kim! Why lie about it to everyone? You are the one who is going to get hurt!
until next time
adios Current Mood: crushedCurrent Music: none
|Wednesday, September 24th, 2003|
Well today was just peachy! I woke up dreading the fact that I had to do my homework! (Procrastination all the way!) I slept in for a change and when I awoke I found out that my mother had volunteered my brother and I to help clean my sisters house with her. My sister works over a hundred + hours each week because she has a dead beat boyfriend and she has like 8 giant dogs that completely trash her house. Her boyfriend doesn't freaking clean anything so when we got there there was pee and poop all over the house and therefore it stunk like a toxic waste dump. (My sister doesn't go home since she works so much so she can't clean). We cleaned for over 3 hours and even still the house was a wreck. Animal control is coming on Saturday because her stupid before got bit on the hand from one of her dogs. she wanted to house to be tiptop or they were going to take the dog away that bit him. Everything got either scrubbed or thrown away. That was so much fun to do! (yeah right) Atleast though my brother did some of my homework for me! Well that was my fun filled day of cleaning now I don't want to do the rest of my homework.....damn school..... well must watch big brother....farewell! Current Mood: dirty
Julie is the coolest person ever Current Mood: amused