| ive mastered the dANCE BUT NOW YOUR GONE GONE GONE |
[30 Jul 2003|02:36pm] |
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BYE BYE BYE!! NO more journal
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[26 Jul 2003|11:28pm] |
I am 40% Emo
Hmm.. I should stop listening to Dashboard Confessional.... enough said... Now that I stopped looking at my shoes, I know how the real world looks.
Take the Emo Test at fuali.com
I don't listen to Dashboard a lot...
I am 25% Ska
I know the scene, I've heard the bands, and I am burned out. Well, these things happen. I will now go ahead and go through the same thing with Punk and Emo.
Take the Ska Test at fuali.com
Ska is Ehhh. TBF is good though hahaha
I am 28% Punk Rock
Well, I may know what punk is, but... Okay maybe some people think I am punk, but is that enough? Nope.
Take the Punk Rock Test at fuali.com
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| SURVEY YESSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[22 Jul 2003|09:30pm] |
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CURRENTLY
current clothes: Black shorts and Soccer shirt
current hair; down and pretty haha
current mood; tired
current music; Mineral!
current taste; Cindy's quesadallas whatev
current smell; Um paint?
current annoyance; myself
current thing I ought to be doing; umm... this?
current desktop; not on my computer
current favorite band; Pretty girls make graves
current book; ehh I want to read mere christianity and I know that will be a good favorite but for now.. the diary of Ann Frank
current CD in CD player;MIX!
current worry; Um.. I don;'t know how ro explain it
current crush; WIll Tunrey and Jack Sparrow <3
LAST PERSON
you touched; eh, Lindsay?
you talked to; Lindsay
you hugged; Matt or Christina
you instant messaged; Brett
you yelled at; Sarah but I love her
who broke your heart; well.. noone broke my heart but I did get saddened by someone I won't say
FAVORITE
person; Probably Ashley or Sarah
food; Chinese or Cereal
drink; water
color; red
shoes; sandals
candy; ew
animal; bunnies lol
tv show; the nanny
dance; Hmm.. raise the roof hahah
song; Parking Lot - Mineral
ARE YOU
understanding; no
open-minded; yes
arrogant; yes
insecure; um.. not lately
interesting; probably
hungry; no
friendly; yes
smart; um lol I odnt think
moody; yes
childish; yes
independent; yes
organized; oh yeah
healthy; i try to be but I think i am doing good
shy; no
difficult; yeah
attractive; Hm.. I think i'm pretty like I think a lot of people are
bored easily; yes
Messy; no i dont liek to be
Thirsty; yes
responsible; i have a hard time at that
obsessive; no
angry; sometimes
sad; yes
happy; no
trusting; only if i trust you
ill; no
talkative; yes
original; yeah
different; i want to be
unique; yes
ignored; yes
content; not a lot
a thinker; yes
sleepy; oh yea
lonely; yes
WHO DO YOU WANT TO
kill; no one
kiss; [laughs]
hook up; ?
shake; I don't know
be like; Jesus
Ah that took a long time
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| ehhh weeee |
[17 Jul 2003|06:27pm] |
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I talked to John today. I told him Harry and him should come to youth group and he said okay. So i am going to call him on Sunday.
I miss people. Like I am thinking that I miss eveyone a lot. Like Chrissy, Andrea, Ashley, Jay, Harry, and everyone in my classes. I talked to Jay today and told him we should hangout one day.
It's weird. but anywho, tonight I'm supposed to be going over Pats with Ferg and Dee. Them girls are great. Dee saw me at Wendys, HHAHAHA I was looking RUFFF hahahaa.
Sarah gets off work at 7.. so i'm going to hit her up on her bling cell.
Well I'm going.
If I was rich I would so be a thug.
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| its a nice day :) |
[11 Jul 2003|12:19pm] |
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Hello there fellow readers!
Well I started my job, it's not too bad. the people there are nice. A lot of the guys there are all like "do you have a boyfriend" i'm like no, i like it that way thanks for asking haha.
Well, lets see. Sar is in Arkansas. Thats sad for me. I love her.
The past couple days were cool. The other day was Ands surprise party. It was fun. I went swimming yo.
I got guys board shorts!!!!!!!!!! they are the hotties.
Well, i've been doing good lately. Probably better then i've been doing all year.
Hmm... I have work tonight 6-10 come visit me!!!!!!
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| ugh |
[05 Jul 2003|02:20pm] |
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i know i shouldn't get mad at this but i do..
but I hate when you listen to a band and say how much you like them and then this other person goes oh my god i know they are so 'rad' and then your just like oh okay cool and then they start listening to them like for the first time. I just don't get it.
I just think people should be themselves and not try to be fake and not try to please everyone.
ohh yeah my new favrotie band is brand new and pretty girls make graves (they have a girl singer!!!) <33333
hopefully no one will be like OMG they are my favorite band and not even listen to them.
okay i'm done.
today I wanna go to the church picnic. haha. much love everyone!
soccer ownS!!!!!!!1
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| I love you |
[20 Jun 2003|11:33am] |
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schools out.
thats about all i have to say. Although i'm relieved that school is over, i am going to miss some people. well hopefully i'll see them over the summer.
I have to take a shower and get packed
WOO HOO!!!!!!!!! (my new word haha)
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[12 Jun 2003|07:17pm] |
Well, I'm happy because I'm starting to talk to Natalie and Barb again, and I love those girlfriends. They are great and we really had a lot of fun when we hungout, so I hope we can hangout more. It will be different though since Ashley and all won't be there. but Oh well.
I'm starting to wonder about someone who will remain nameless. but I really am starting to wonder about them.
much love
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| Sooooo.. yeah |
[09 Jun 2003|01:44pm] |
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I am overwhelmed. Wow. I think I know what it's like to have true feelings for someone. I get mad at my friends when they ditch me, but I probably would do the same exact thing. Ah. I just feel like going home and sleeping, and not wake up for a very long time. And if I do, then everything will be grand. Nah, never. I wish I wou;dn't count on stupid worldly things to make me happy. DUH IT WON'T HAPPEN!
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| HIIII!!!! |
[05 Jun 2003|09:00pm] |
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Haven't updated in a lonnng time. but christina gave me the best idea for my comments since she was singing that song lastnight. AWHHH! i love you.
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[20 Apr 2003|02:45pm] |
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Happy Easter.
Church was really cute today. Everyone lookes nice. Muah
Tonight is the play. I'm excited.
Alright, my family is watching Boy George. Wow. Thats sad.
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| your eyes tell me you hurt inside |
[16 Apr 2003|06:56pm] |
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So I don't know. I have all these journals. I must be so cool.
I feel good today. Just got back from the game. The JV lost and the Varsity won. I like going to them games. They are great to watch. Mike is so good at sports. I'm jealous.
whatev.
Jay me and you best friends. hm. Thanks for not talking to me today ::moves hands all around:: what the heck was that all about?
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| learn this. |
[11 Apr 2003|04:04pm] |
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I don't know what to write. i think I'll make this journal on how I feel. The other journal can be for what I did that day. So here it goes.
right now I feel kind of akward. I don't know why.
I wish I could be open as to how I feel.
I just can't.
I can but... I don't want people to think I'm insane or something.
I can say I'm happy about something. And Angry about another. And upset/sad about one thing. But no one cares unless I explain.
Let's just say in general I feel bad for people.
People who used to be very good friends of mines
people who used to be just 'friends'
new friends.
people who I used to talk to.
people that make me laugh for the wrong reasons.
I don't feel bad for then actually, I just want them to know I love them.
back your thing up :)
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| . . . loser. . . |
[09 Apr 2003|02:40pm] |
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I hate school.
I can't stand people.
People are very loud.
People say dumb stuff.
I feel bad for the people that sleep with people they don't care about or even love. And that they just sleep with them to have physical affection. It really is sad. Aww poor them
I miss school. I missed you everyone!
Oh yeah I made up my mind. I just relized I don't have feelings. I just thought that I might have, or was starting to. That's all. It's over with. . .
bye
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| dooooo |
[08 Apr 2003|02:54pm] |
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I have a bad stomache ache.
I don't know what to do with my situation. Well it's not even a situation. I'm almost postive I don't like him but who knows.
blah
sometimes I just wish I would leave this earth because I would have no worries. Ahh wouldn't it feel soo good to worry about nothing?? I can't wait
me and my mom got in a fight yesterday but then she relized she was just saying stuff out of line so she apoligized, and I accepted.
I want to be more loving
I'm going to go take a nap. :)))))))))))))))))
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| I love this. |
[07 Apr 2003|02:56pm] |
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This journal is way better then my other one. I am still going to update both but I like this one the best. It's pretty.
So this weekend was really fun, well saturday was. I like going to other towns other then Clayton. For 1 ,the town is boring and 2 ,the people just make me angry.
I got all A's B's and C's in all my classes but Spanish again I have a D. :*( whatev.
Today some girl was like Hi Stacey Snoke all rude I was like uh hi. and then she was laughing. I don't even know her but I do know she's like 7. Whatev again
Youth Group was pretty good lasnight. I'm glad I went. I wasn't going to go because I was so tired.
Today my mom is scraming at me at 7:19 in the morning because she thinks I'm going to fail because I haev 16 absenses. rawr. I'll refrain from saying unnecessary things.
I have SGI ( In school suspension for all you people that ask 'what is SGI')
Mrs. Leach and me aren't friends.
I'm confused about a lot of things. arg
I'm sick. Bye.
..throws up..
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| this is it |
[06 Apr 2003|03:08pm] |
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this is my new journal. I don't know what I'm going to do to it yet. I still have to decide. I want a backround but for some reason I can't figure out how to do it. arg.
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