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i did it again. i did it for the first time since a few months ago. now im gonna go do it again. feeling empty now. I will be filled up once more in a few hours. I know it.
-Kim
(WHY DID I DO THAT?)
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[31 Oct 2003|10:42pm] |
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You go to my Head - josephine baker |
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I LOVE HALLOWEEN.
goodnighty night night. : )
(ps: Hey Kaitlyn, are you sure those are real?) :D
-velma?-
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| chicken pot pie AND I DONT CARE |
[26 Oct 2003|08:34pm] |
Once again the weekend had to go by fast. I have to wake up extra early tomorrow cause i have to go in early around 6:30. Booo. My hair is usually not even dry by 6:30 AM. Maybe ill go in about 6:34?! Yesterday and today were fun. Yesterday i finished up all my work n stuff and watched the matrix reloaded with my mum. twas good. Today i went into camberidge/boston with my cousin. Thanks to her i have a hottttttttt costume. Velma Kelly is the name. Murder and blackmail is my game. I still really havent decided what I am gonna do on all hallows eve.
hahaha you know what i found funny today? My church was having a christmas party this afternoon. Isnt Halloween one of the most Pagan holidays ever? And a church? Supposidly against paganism celebrating this holiday. Ah. I love hippocrites (spelling?) This week is gonna be interesting..hm..cant wait cant wait :/
and now, a quiz that I took from the ever bee you tee full elizabeth bernard.
LAST PERSON WHO
. Slept in your bed: Me
. Saw you cry: my mom
. Made you cry: the people at disney who made Dumbo
. Spent the night at your house: Kaitlyn
. You shared a drink with: eh..i share drinks alot during lunch so i dont know
. You went to the movies with? i dont remember
. You went to the mall with: my mommy
. Yelled at you: My dad
. Sent you an e-mail: liz kane (tee hee)
. Said "I love you" to you: lizbie i think..hmm i dont know
HAVE YOU EVER..
. Said "I love you" and meant it? Yup
. Gotten in a fight w/ your dog/cat? with my cat..he annoys me
. Been to New York? every dang month
. Been to Florida? Yes
. California? Yes
. Hawaii? nope
. Mexico ? nope
. China? Nope
. Canada? Yes
Danced naked? all the time but only for asian businessmen
Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day? amazingly no
. Got a really bad feeling about something then it happened? incredibly yes
. Wish you were the opposite sex? maybe for small reasons but not really
. Had an imaginary friend? yes
. Red or blue? blue
. Spring or fall? Fall.
. Santa or Rudolph? Santa
. Math or English? English
. What are you going to do after you finish this survey? write in my otehr journal then go to bed
. What was the last food you ate? chicken pot pie
. Are you bored? ehh...not really
. How many buddies are on? i am offline
. Last movie you saw? matrix reloaded
. Last noise you heard? espn on the tv
. Last time you went out of the state: yesterday (NH)
. Thing you look for in a guy/girl? confidence,personality,can make me laugh
. Do you have a crush? nope
. Do they know? uh
. What do you think of ouija boards? never used one, but they look like fun
. What book are you reading now? ethan effing frome and Wicked (goood book btw)
. What's on your mouse pad? I dont use a mouse pad
. Favorite board game? clue/ connect four?
. Favorite magazine? Lucky
. Worst feeling in the world? complete sense of being alone
. What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning? damn i knew i shouldn't have drank the whole damn bottle...
. How many rings before you answer? 2
. Future daughter's name? Trinity : )
. Future son's name? Neo or Morpheus : )
. Chocolate or vanilla? chocolate
. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? Yes, but i usually loose it during the night
. If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be? movie director or neurosurgeon
. Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous? used to be ambidextrous, now im a proud lefty
. Do you type with your fingers on the right keys? no why should i?
. What's under your bed? horrible things...like the sombrarow from the third grade fiesta...GAAHH
. Favorite sport to watch? baseball
. Hair Color: dirrty blonde maybe..i dont really know
. Eye Color: green
. Height Currently: 5'7
. Glasses/contacts:none
. Current Age: 14
. Siblings: 0
. Siblings Ages: 0
. Location:Massachoosetts
. College Plans: Ivy League college is my goal right now
. Any Piercings: none
Best Friends: anyone who can make me laugh is my best friend : )
. Hobbies: violin,movies, writing stories
. What Type Automobile Do You Drive: the invisible boat mobile
. Are You Timely Or Always Late: i guess im on time most of the time
. Do You Have A Job: none right now, not even babysitting!
. Do You Like Being Around People: yes
STUFF
. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: ofcourse
. Have You Ever Cried Over Something Someone of The Opposite Sex Did: maybe
. Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: i think so yes
. Ever Liked a close Guy/Girl Friend: wont say
. Are You Lonely Right Now: at this very moment yes
. Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: sometimes
. Do You Want To Get Married: yeah
. Do You Want Kids: Yes
FAVORITE
. Room In house: living room or my room
. Type of music: strange indie rock i guess..not exactly sure
. Song: Lucy Lucy
. Memory: the time when i smiled and it i couldnt stop smiling
. Day Of The Week: fridays or saturdays
. Perfume Or Cologne: Perfume ofcourse
. Flower: roses
. Season: fall/winter
. Location for dates: doesnt matter to me
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU:
. Cried: no
. Bought Something: yes
. Gotten Sick: no
. Sang: yes
. Said I Love You: yes
. Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them: no
. Met Someone New: no
. Moved On: yes..?
. Had A Serious Talk: i think it was serious
. Missed Someone: Yes
. Hugged Someone : Yes
. Kissed Someone: Nope
. Fought With Your Parents: no
. Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With? maybe
. Had a lot of sleep: last night, yes
bye
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[25 Oct 2003|05:07pm] |
DUDE THIS IS LIKE THE 4TH TIME IVE UPDATED BUT WHATEVER..i had to put this in here:
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[25 Oct 2003|09:15am] |
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My head feels on the verge of exploding this morning. I dont think I have a cold. I think I am sick with something else. BLAAAH!! I had a really weird dream last night too. I was at my grandma's house in NY. Her house is really big and victorian, this house was HUGE and medievalish. It was like i was playing the real game of Clue around the house. I shoke hands with Colonel Mustard and Mrs. White. So strange. The butler was chasing me around with a candlestick and he was yelling "Go into the drawing room!" and i yelled back "Coconuts dont grow in Europe." then i woke up. couldnt get back to sleep for another 2 hours. And i still have a throbing headache, similar to the one i had all night last night..
Woopee. It's Saturday. I am probably not gonna do much today. Please contact me if you have any plans for the day : )
-kim
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[24 Oct 2003|10:09pm] |
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I am a mental case. That is all. Goodnight.
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[21 Oct 2003|04:54pm] |
 | The Big Five Personality Test | | Extroverted | |||||||||||||||||| | 78% | | Introverted | |||||| | 22% | | Friendly | |||||||||||||||||||| | 82% | | Aggressive | |||| | 18% | | Orderly | |||||||||||||| | 58% | | Disorderly | |||||||||||| | 42% | | Relaxed | |||||||||||| | 46% | | Emotional | |||||||||||||| | 54% | | Intellectual | |||||||||||||||||||| | 84% | | Practical | |||| | 16% | Take Free Big 5 Personality Test
haha i scored the lowest on Emotional Stability and im most likely not spontaneous and fun. Gee wiz.
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| ACTUALLY UPDATING..WOOOOW! |
[21 Oct 2003|04:29pm] |
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zzzzzzZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZzzz |
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I just found out that my new jacket I bought for school fell apart in the wash. Wow, it seem like some things never last no matter how much people say they will.
MATs tomorrow. I know i cant wait for that. Lately I have found that i am suffering from fatigue. I dont know how to explain it, but it's getting to be a pain in the bottom. I blame Ethan Frome. When we're done with this cursed book im gonna burn it in a HUUUUGE bon fire. but that's just me. in the mean ti.....zzzzzzZZZZzzzzzzzzz
-ZzZ-
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[17 Oct 2003|03:20pm] |
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I went to sleep after Posada hit the double tieing the score. I woke up to a nightmare...i hate the yankees so damn darn friggin fruggin fooking much. when will it be our turn to win? I hope i live long enough to see the day.
im bored and since im bored you WILL answer this..or else i will blackmail you and steal all your garlic bagel from your freezer.
I _____ Kim.
Kim is ____.
If I were alone in a room with Kim I would _____.
I think Kim should _____.
Kim needs _____.
I want to ____ Kim.
Kim can ____ my ____.
Someday Kim and i will _____.
Kim reminds me of _____.
Without Kim , _____.
Kim can be _____.
_____ is how I describe meeting Kim.
Worst thing about Kim is _____.
Best thing about Kim is _____.
I am ________ Kim.
If Kim is bored, I will ______.
lovely. now it's MOVIE TIME WOOOOP.
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[16 Oct 2003|10:03pm] |
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Our Father, who art at Fenway, Baseball be thy game
Thy kingdom come, world series won,
on earth as it is in the cask'n'flagon
Give us this day, oh Pedro Martinez,
and forgive us our losses as we forgive those,
like young Billy Buckner
And lead us not intodepression,
but deliver us from the curse.....
AMEN
so nervous... am seriously going to pray to god for this one.
-k-
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[15 Oct 2003|07:45pm] |
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Looked at yourself in the mirror and cried? yes
Not wanted to leave the house because you look so disgusting? no
Tried to throw up if you eat alot? no
Been blamed for something you didnt do? yes
Been yelled at when you didnt know what it was you were doing wrong? yes
Felt your heart wrench seeing someone you love in pain? yes
Felt that stomach twisting guilt after you eat something? no
Lost out on something you deserved? yes
Been let down by someone you thought would be there for you? yes
Made yourself sick from crying? I dont remember
Felt like no one believed you? yes
Felt like everyone was ganging up on you? no
Felt like you had no friends? yes
Felt like you had no one, period? no
Not been recognized when you deserved it? yes
Been shoved to the side? yes
Felt a guilt so bad it burns? yes
Loved someone more than they loved you? no
Gone for days without eating? yes, when i was sick
Gone for days without sleeping? yes
Been desperate (for any reason)? I dont remember
Come so close to something, only to have it be far away again? yes
Tried and tried and never succeded? yes
Been ousted by someone not as good as you? yes
Felt abandoned by those you care about? yes
Been disowned? no
Kissed someone, knowing its not the right person? yes
Been told youre hated? no
Been told youre stupid? yes
Failed? no
Wanted never to be seen again? yes
Hugged yourself, wishing it was someone else? yes
Had someone think they understand you, when really they have no idea what youre all about? yes
Wished you were somewhere else? yes
Hoped someone would come to save you? yes
Felt as though you would die? yes
Felt so sad it came out as physical pain or illness? umm..yes
Felt disusted by your lack of self control? I don't know
wow that was depressing. i wish i took it last night when i was more in the mood.
-kimmmm-
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[14 Oct 2003|07:34pm] |
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They lost. 2-3 series. WHY CAN'T THEY WIN THIS DAMN SERIES?!
Much thanks and brownie points to lizbie, I now have Kimisms. If you are in need of a Kimism just ask. I got plenty of them.
I feel like a lovable teddy bear that's been hugged to many times. Rugged and worn. But in a good way too. I feel loved as well. I want this week to be over so so fast. I havent done any homework tonight yet, and i dont plan to for the rest of the night. I guess that's not too good. i dont care anymore.
I feel like displaying a Kimism for you all:
"Feeling like your skin is burning, wanting any drops of rain? But there is nothing I can do for you, drowning in a sea of pain. You won't have to be my heaven and I won't have to be your friend cause daylight goes away in the end."
Hmmm.. you know what I'm not particularly sure what the hell im talking about.. but that's the beauty of em.
Oh yeah, I asked steve if he thought i was crazy(as in crazy in the head) and he said yes. :D my life is complete. Maybe I will spend a year in the mental institute after all!! And all my green friends can join me. That will be fun. We'd have tea parties together and we'd hit bed posts with paper cups. Aww man. The fun will never end. I think in my next entry I'll talk more about my green friends. But I have to call my Auntie Jack Sparrow so i can go ice fishing in Alaska first. And then I'll be able to join the dance team. That is all from a mentally unstable girl .Goodbye.
-imk hte gtrae-
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[13 Oct 2003|10:06pm] |
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~Okay, I Name An Artist And You Give A Lyric From Any One Of Their Songs!~
127. Pink: You're just like a pill, you're makin me ill
128. Aerosmith: DUUDE LOOKS LIKE A LAADY!
129. Madonna: OOPS! I didnt know we weren't supposed to talk about sex!
130. Korn: freak on a leash? i dont know, all i hear is screaming when i listen to them
131. Backstreet Boys: And I want it thaaaaaat waaaaay
132. The Beatles: we all live in a yellow submarine, yellow submarine, yellow submarine...
133. Sublime: Caress me down
134. J.Lo: Ive met so many men, it's like they're all the same
135. *Nsync: Just another player in your game for two, bye bye bye
137. Stacie Orrico: whoooo?
138. Creed: with arms wide open
139. Britany Spears: oops! i got knocked up again!
140. Good Charlotte: uhhh...life styles of the rich and the famous?
141. Christina Aguilera: wanna get dirrrty?
142. Eminem: im sorry momma
144. Kelly Clarkston: oh hell i dont know..
145. Kelly Osbourne: shut up, blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah
146. Mandy Moore: uhh..hand in my pocket?
149. Nelly:I need two pairs gimme two pairs SO I can get to stompin in my airforce ones..i hate rap
150. Alicia Keys: I keep on fallin
151. Incubus: i wish you were here
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[12 Oct 2003|05:43pm] |
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I HAVE OFFICIALLY DECIDED TO BE VELMA KELLY FOR HALLOWEEN..and now i need a ROXIE HART!! anyone want to be my murder buddy?! : )
-VELMA-
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Bessy - 1913 red sox crowd |
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Woo! Rotting pirates off the hook yaall! Tonight is gonna be boring besides meeting the Arch Bishop at my church. Other than that I'd rather watch the sox game. ROOGERRRR ROOOOGGEEERRRRRR!!!!!!!!!
-kim
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[11 Oct 2003|10:18am] |
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How come no one updates that often anymore?
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[10 Oct 2003|09:55pm] |
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you like your coffee black
your neighborhood white
your lights are out at nine o' clock at night.
are you affraid of everything, or just the truth?
you've got pre-packaged food
family feud, faith in the church
and a good clean attitude
are you affraid of everything, or just the truth?
the only problem that you've got
is the night that wheel of fortune's not.
and the only thing you haven't bought,
are the people that are buying you.
you are the moral majority, devoid of moral priority.
you are barbie doll sorority.
you are the boys' club government.
how we lust familarity, speedy compact portability.
every step that you take forward,
is a generation back for us.
we are the ugly.
we are the gay, impoverished, effeminate, and overweight.
take your consumer culture back from us.
it's a fucking economic attack on us all.
and the football Season is the only reason you stay alive in your prime time beehive.
I was so bored tonight. I was alone in the dark for like 7 hours and then my parentals came home. finally. I actually thought i missed my mom this week. In a way i was sort of WRONG. She came hoe and started wining about her fern that i supposidly "killed" and all this other stuff about the house looking terrible. If anyone knows how to ruin nice feelings for someone, it's her.
I would have done anything to have gotten out of this damn house. Cousins are in town. Probably cant see them...*sigh* I've had a bad week. It'll be over very soon.
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Last night's game was awsome. Besides Damon and Jackson getting their heads blown together, it was a very cool game. Wahahahaha. BRING ON THE YANKS!!!!! I want to watch that game over and over again right now.
I want the weekend to come fast and goby slow..the same for next week since it'll bring us closer to Halloween!!!!!!!!!! I want to go into Salem very badly tonight but i know nothing will be going on tonight. Pooh.
.....bye.....I may update later....bye...
-kk-
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What I said to Liz yesterday: I am your friend. Friends are supposed to help you when you are down, not push you down even further and shove it in your face.
I command everyone..AND I MEAN EVERYONE to leave liz and josh and charlie alone. No more comments in Kaitlyn's blurty. All that has been said has been said. NO MORE. I've had enough. We all have our own opinions. And just about every opinion has been spoken. I want to desperately delete everything that was said. We should have neve stuck our noses into their business anyways. None of you know how hard it is to have everyone talking about you, people saying bad thing, maybe some good things, but just talking behind someone's back is probably the lowest form os gossip ever. And for a first time relationship, this sucks for Josh. Come on guys, we're better than this.
Josh and Liz, go crazy. dont care what you do, shut out everything that was said and done. I couldnt be happier for the both of you. I'm not sure who reads this but if you do, promise me you WILL NOT have anything else to say about this whole situation. It's better to just let it work itself out.
Charlie: I have no words for you. I can not say you are my friend because you have never talked to me and you have never shown that you wanted a friendship with me. I have no compassion for you. Im sorry.
I have one more thing to add. Why do I feel so underated? I feel like everything I put in here will be ignored as just someone else's opinion. Josh and Liz are a couple now. Deal with it. If you dont have anything nice to say about them, dont say it at all. I you have anything else to add, respectively leave a comment. Thanks for reading.
-Kim-
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