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[13 Jan 2004|07:00pm]
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please don't leave me

[11 Jan 2004|08:38pm]
 I catch myself everytime...

^ my lil friend is almost gone...yay


>my friend is almost gone...



i catch myself everytime...
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mary is a slut. [11 Jan 2004|12:37am]
[ mood | enthralled ]
[ music | midtown-like a movie ]

ahhh tonight wasss sooooo much fun! after work j.will and her slave picked me up...i went home and got changed then we picked up mary danielle and dana...me and mary decided to be dicks so we took our shirts off and went into shop rite with just our bras and jackets half zipped up...it was sooooo funny this womman was like "OH MY GOD!" and then this other dude was like starin at us...funny shit...so then we nailed some moving cars,houses,little fat kids with eggs. and talked alot about the male "g-spot". funny times. then we got into a snickers fight and we all had chocolate in our faces. muahahaha. j.will and her slave left and me and mary and and danille and dana came back to my house and watched "holes". i fucking love that movie...we ordered a pizza and my dog ate all of danielles. shes a fat bitch. im out.

o0o yeah. and fuck you. maybe next time you become close to me you should let me know im the fucking ego boost of the girl who dumped you. regaurdless of how famous,how much money you own, or how many girls want you, it means shit to me. choke on your fucking food.




never give up on something you can't go a day without thinking about...

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you don't have a whirl! [09 Jan 2004|11:36pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | switchfoot-you ]

this is the coldest i've ever felt anything.

ok so i have to say i've had the funniest day in a long time..here it goes...


woke up this morning, rolled outta bed..nothing too good...get into the shit hole i call school blah blah blah...so we're in school..and we get yelled at for kent leaving...but didnt he say we werent the reason? yeah thats what i thought. sooooo after school me and adam and mark decided we were going to visit dana becasue she still has the shits...so we're walking to her house and mark goes "shannon have you ever been to bush gardens? " and i said "no mark why?" and he goes "because im gonna take you there" and fucking rams me into a big ass bush...yeah...and then they asked me if i wanted to go to the car dealership and started running into random cars...so we get to danas and they boys are crack heads like always..something with a glove and what not...funny stuff.guess you had to be there...so i go home and get changed and go to rush to meet the kids on my team and what not...i get 9 kids, 3 girls, 6 boys and theyre alll really coool...until i realize 5 out of the 6 boys act like they fucking have A.D.D and dont listen tto a word i say....ok..so i come home and get ready but j.will cant go out so i go to visit dana....me and her are tight,yo. * i fogot to mention mark stole my scarf again today and i couldnt find it and mrs. appel found it in the freezer. fucker * so then, im walking home..and its soo fucking cold..i start to feel bad for the people who were on the titanic and shit...fuck you mr. andrews for not having enough life boats! ok so i get home and my lungs hurt from the air being so cold...and i make cookies. werd...the end.






if you were upset...this wil def. put a smile on your face..

-- ok...so when we were at danas...mark decided he was going to sit on my head and my new piercing started to bleed...so i went into the bathroom to fix it up...and im walking out..and i turn out the light and adam pulls me back in the bathroom...so he grabs me tightly and hugs me..and im like umm adam what are you doing? and hes like i wanna hug you. so we just stayed the for like 5 seconds and then i just walked out..and he goes..."hey shan you had no idea i was naked did you?" and i looked down and his pants are on the ground and his balls were just chillin there...yes...adam was naked while our tight hug in the bathroom...i flipped..hes gross...thats the end. i hope i made you laugh...werd.
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to be over you...i'd be under you...i don't believe i was ever under you... [08 Jan 2004|06:55pm]
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | Third eye blind-motorcyle drive by ]

These days have been wonderful.
this time im left behind and im so used to it i dont seem to get bothered anymore.
i love it.

well yesterday me mary and danielle decided to visit Dana since she is home with the shits...we had some interesting convo on oral sex and what not...then mary tried to set my fucking head on fire because i ate the last krispy creme doughnut...you snoze you lose bitch! then today school was once again a joke, mary was out so i had to walk home with mark and adam and he stopped at danas house....adam stole danas phone and mark has my fucking scarf! WTF MATE!? ITS OK...i will be gettin it back...


so as for this weekend...im at a loss for what to do...tomorrow i have to get my check from work and then i have to coach my little team 4:30-6...go home get a shower and such..what will my lovely j.wizzle be doing? saturday i have work 4-8...what to do after? no idea yo. im out...until next time kiddos..<333
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falling into memories of you and things we used to do... [06 Jan 2004|09:53pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | ataris-if you really want to hear about it... ]

current events...


1. i got nailed in to tooth with a metal ball by tj...

2. I stayed home from school today...

3. yesterday me and mary and adam had a green tea chugging contest..

4. danas cat went into convulsions yesterday..funny shit

5. mark created a new "barrier"...lol

6. dana layed the smack down on mary's fallout boys cd..

7. i heard mr kent left???? THATS SOME GOODSHIT. werd.


i hope you feel better manda!!!!


i love you...






iloveeveryoneexceotpeoplewhothinktheycantbefriendswithmebecausetheylikeanothergirl..grr.

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[04 Jan 2004|10:35pm]
i want to be someone different for a week...just to see if my life is as bad as i plot it out to be...




you have no idea.
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all nighter bitches... [03 Jan 2004|02:22am]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | something corporate-as you sleep ]

so i decided to cut the crap and just not give a fuck anymore..and im pulling an all-nighter...grrr. things i'll be needing tonight...


1. spaghettio's with lil hot dogs in em

2. hair straightener

3. all my something corporate cd's

4. my report for griff-dog i havent started yet...

5.candles

6.orange juice

7. my hopes that i will be talking to him tonight...




" leaving thru the window" is down..."audio boxer" and "north" are next on my list...hear me roar.



o0o yeah...work tomorrow 10-2...hopefully ill maje it through the day...
5 left without saying goodbye l please don't leave me

[02 Jan 2004|12:43pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | the ataris-how i spent my summer vacation ]

thinking thinking thinking. shitttt. i don't know what to say or do. fuck. its like...i finally have something i want...and its not exactly perfect but i like it...and im holding back...i can't hold back for 18 (but hey whos counting) more days. i can't just put someone off like that but in some sick way i have feeling for people i wish i didn't. i don't even know if they like me like i like them. they live so far away...i cant do anythning to effect them without other people stepping in the way. and here i have someone so fucking cool right in front of me and i want to put them on hold to see what happens. anyone still having a hard time following what im saying? why do i always have feelings for people its almost impossible to be with? i fucking hate myself for this..and after venting..i still dont know what to do.
3 left without saying goodbye l please don't leave me

good bye 2003.... [02 Jan 2004|12:28am]
[ mood | satisfied ]
[ music | the ataris-broken promise ring ]

what were you doing in 2003?


Janurary 2003

-loving basketball and my lil ragdolls
-going out with bob
-being happy




Feburary 2003

-chillin with norweigans
-still going out with bob
-having fun with kristen


March 2003

-having a really good time with my friends
-spending a lot of time away from home
-wishing for stuff
-breaking up with bob


April 2003

-having a certain someone break my heart
-having a fucking blast at the soph-hop
-chillin with my FIRE girls!

May 2003

-learned the loveliness of j.will
-made a lot of new friends, losing some old ones
-loving life

June 2003

-O.C tournament...amzing time!
-down the shore every weekend until school was over
-finding the PIMP in me....


July 2003

-my birthday
-j.will got her license so that meant many car rides on route 1 and many stops at far away places.
-met mike ewww
-chilled with j.will bob matt and manda everyday
-met some amazing people.


August

-more time down the shore...times ill never forget..
- we fucking met Aaron Carter! o0o sheet.
-me and j.will went thru our surfing stage..yeah skin boards fucking rock. werd.
-j.will popped her tire! we told you to watch out for the curb!!!
-more car rides!


September 2003

-school started after a 2 week strike.
-summer memories stayeddd
-boring stuff

October 2003

-Halloween was a blast
-me and j.will got in a tiny fight :0(
-had some good memories with the gals


November 2003

-got a job
-decided i wasnt gona try out for bball
-joined RUGBY. werd.



December 2003

-met someone really really really cool who lives like 2309824 years away.
-j.will got pulled over for the first time...she peed herself.
-met other cool people.
-had a realllyyy good vacation...(and i still am)
-think i found love...maybe.





i think thats all. of course im missing some stuff but hey i dont have that good of a memory.
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nothing comes in a perfect package.... [01 Jan 2004|10:41pm]
fun fun fun fun....i had so much fun the last 2 days...i love all my friends...today me and j.will went down town...funny shit. i dont know what to say...ill write later
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ahhhhh [31 Dec 2003|12:38am]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | nothing ]

i've been better than i've ever been before...
ever since you've been around...
you make me feel so......






































beautiful.
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i love jessica williams [29 Dec 2003|10:40pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | blink-dont tell me that its over ]

things i've learned tonight.

1. never yell at mexicans down on south street...



2. never look at the gigantic-enourmous tits of the lady in the car next to you



3. never drive around china-town...






tonight was funn..i love manda and j.will....








the end.




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caught in the undertoe [29 Dec 2003|12:59am]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | battery park-comming home ]

so once again for like the 483049803985 time in my life...im confussed (yeah like thats a huge suprise). i don't even know what im confussed about... everything urrrgh. i don't know if i should move on...or if there is anything to wait for....WHAT SHOULD I DO!? ahh ok i just won't talk about it. today was fun. i bought my new pimp roxy shoes and new jeans...yay. that made me happy. i don't have work until wednesday...and that made me 10 x's happier. h0ller. tomorrow me and j.will are chillin and i can't wait! fist time ive had off from work in a while...YAY.







- and i dont know what i want anymore...nothing ever seems good enough...when does it finally end ? ...-
please don't leave me

i dont care if you dont love me [27 Dec 2003|12:25am]
PT. I
1) Using SONGS, spell out your name

Stay
Hurricane
As you sleep
Not what it seems


2) Have you ever had a song written about you?
yes, thank you to matt.

3) What song makes you cry?
dashboard-brilliant dance
something corporate-me and the moon

4) What song makes you happy?
starting line-best of me
Lagwagon-E.Dagger
starting line-cheek to cheek

5) What do you like to listen to before bed?
anything something corporate

PT. II
HEIGHT: 5'8
HAIR COLOR: briz-own
SKIN COLOR: white
EYE COLOR: blue
PIERCINGS: 5 in one ear and 3 in the other
TATTOOS: nahh

r i g h t n o w
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: soft ones
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: something corporate- i wanna save you
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: banana
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: ChIlLly
HOW ARE YOU? Uhhh im ok...i miss a certain someone...you know

d o y o u
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: Never
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: cursing
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: kinda
LIKE TO DRIVE?: if i had a lisence.

f a v o r i t e s
TV SHOW: that 70's show
CONDITIONER: pantiene shit
BOOK: pat the fucking bunny
MAGAZINE: none
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: orange juice
ALCOHOLIC DRINK: hypnotic
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: hang out with j.will and be stupid
BAND OR GROUP or SINGER or RAPPER:something corporate,dahsboard,RUFIO IS MY NEW OBSESSION


h a v e y o u
BROKEN THE LAW: who hasnt?
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: never
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: yeahhh
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: haha mos def
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: omg tonight i made bout 380934234098 with mary and dana
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: no but i eventually want to.
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: nope
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: ehhhh, yes
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: ummm no?
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: yeah i was a pixie in our first grade show
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: yes, who wouldnt?

l o v e
BOYFRIEND: Nope.
GIRLFRIEND: Nope.
SEXUALITY: Straight.
CHILDREN: no
CURRENT CRUSH: i have 2.
BEEN IN LOVE?: i wish
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: harder than you'll ever imagine
BEEN HURT?: One time too many.
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: not taking chances.
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: no but ive hooked up with people ive known for 3 minutes lol

r a n d o m
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: yup, lindts chocolates representin
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: something corporate
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: red
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: YOU and j.will
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: omg j.will and my duggie...and ear (j.wills cat)
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: hopefully spitalfield
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: uhhh jess and dana and bob and matt
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: your mom

w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t
TIME YOU CRIED?: ehhh before i went to work today
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: cant remember
YOU GOT E-MAIL: Today
THING YOU PURCHASED: my new hot ass chocker with the flower on it...its fucking HOT redgaurdless of what mary says!
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED:that 70's show
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: gothika with j.will

y o u r t h o u g h t s o n
ABORTION: eww
TEENAGE SMOKING: i dont mind
SPICE GIRLS: they need a reunion
DREAMS: love em

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santa baby... [25 Dec 2003|11:31pm]
[ mood | giggly ]
[ music | something corporate-me and the moon ]

HoHoHo! MERRY CHRISTMAS!
well brielle woke me up this morning at 7:30 so we opened presents then i fell back asleep...then bob and matt came over and then i went over thier house and hung out with the fam...came home and watched bruce almighty then went over my g-parents houses...then j.will picked me up and we went for a little cruise... heres what the big guy got me this year...


+ digital camera
+my hot pimp coat
+new purse and belt
+ helen o' troy
+new hair dryer
+spiderman stuff
+ hot ass bras
+sooo much underwear
+happiness
+light up battery for my el telefono
+3 shirts
+ soft soft pajamas...
+ pirates of the caribean
+finding nemo
+bruce almighty


theres more i think but i forget...





o0o yeah.... i love you







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please don't leave me

J. WILL! [25 Dec 2003|09:23pm]
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | Dashboard~As Lovers go ]

Hey it's J will. Now that I have her my lovely ladis password i can post. This is my lovely lady the nose picker that she is...





visit my journal biatchh!
www.blurty.com/~midtown181
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im soo confuseddd [23 Dec 2003|10:43pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | matchbook romance-the greatest fall ]

i think im in for the night. today was soo much fun! after school j.will mary dana and danielle came over and we ate sooo much food. then mary spilled iced tea all over her crotch and bitched because it was cold...it was sooo funny tho...so then everyone left and i went to work for fucking 6 hours...but im alive and mom dukes is bitchin so im just gonna stay in while everyone has fun at marys : (....o0o well...they'll be other times...im out for now...work at 9 am tomorrow...











things are so confussing...like YOU...make up your mind!
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we got older, but we're still young.. [21 Dec 2003|12:32pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | something corporate-21 and invinsible ]

this weekend was a fucking blast.


no beer. no drugs. no kegs. no running from the cops.


friday night me and jess and dana and mary and danielle and mark went out...we had a fucking blasttt, except for when i ran into a trash can, and they lost me when i went to look for some cashews...


saturday i had work 3-9 and j.will suprised me! then we went out and caused trouble with mary dana and danielle...then i slept over j.wills and we almost completed the whole first season of sex and the city...we rock.




i have work today....3-8 kill me NOW...





me and mark





i dear
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your a touch, over rated... [19 Dec 2003|04:00pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]
[ music | blink-dont tell me that its over ]

tonight should be fun....i cant wait!.....
















i love you
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