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[14 May 2003|05:48pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | not good charlotte cause i dont like them bye ]

I changed my icons WHAT WHAT.

i'll stop lurking when joel does. and when kelleh and benji come back to life bye.

ps you better have all watched me on trl.

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[13 May 2003|10:22am]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | i hear someone cutting the grass outside ]

Ew. I don't know how long I've been up but it's a long time k. I just got back to LA a little while ago, and I thought I was going to die on that airplane, thanks. It wasn't pleasant that's all I have to say. I decided last night that oops it was time to go home. I don't know why I didn't leave earlier. I think I was just looking for a reason to stay .. didn't get one. ahah I need sleep..

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don't be so stupid girl.. [11 May 2003|09:46pm]
[ mood | weird ]
[ music | killing heidi - mascara ]

So I haven't updated all day and I'm lurking now oops.

I don't have anything to say k. I'm still in a bad mood, it's not fun. I hate you all :)

And I'm trying to figure out why the fuck I haven't gone home yet. Even though I know why and yeah. That is all. The end.

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slightly bruised and broken.. from our head on collision [11 May 2003|12:21am]
[ mood | i dont know bad ok ]
[ music | new found glory - head on collision ]

i've been waiting for a good day
i've been holding back long enough
i've been hurting to tell you some things
it's not the falling of the temperature
that's making all our bones run cool
it's the breeze you make
the presence felt when you're around me

and it feels like i'm at an all-time low
slightly bruised and broken
from our head on collision
i've never seen this side of you
another tragic case of feeling
bruised and broken
from our head on collision
i've never seen this side of you
another tragic case

and i'm still waiting for a good day
i think i've held this long enough
i think it's safe to tell you some things
it's not just what you say to people
and it's not the way you look at me
it's the way you present yourself
for all your worst critics to see

and it feels like i'm at an all-time low
slightly bruised and broken
from our head on collision
i've never seen this side of you
another tragic case of feeling
bruised and broken
from our head on collision
i've never seen this side of you
another tragic case

then you were gone
you were gone
all this time you just didn't know it yet
you were gone
all this time you just didn't know it yet
you were gone

and it feels like i'm at an all-time low
slightly bruised and broken
from our head on collision
i've never seen this side of you
another tragic case of feeling
bruised and broken
from our head on collision
i've never seen this side of you
another tragic case
another tragic case of feeling
bruised and broken
another tragic case and i've been
still waiting for a good day
still waiting for a good day

I have update whore syndrom. Deal with it.

Where is Kelly? And why is she not shooting me in the head like a good friend would?

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you can't tell me this aint real cause this is real.. [10 May 2003|10:44pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]
[ music | good charlotte - change ]

I don't know why I have to be sorry for being honest. I don't know why other people have the right to be pissed off at me because they aren't capable of talking. I feel like I don't know anything when it comes to certain people and I can't stand it anymore. I'm way beyond the point of wanting to give up on everything and I don't know why I can't. I hate so much how one person can have such a hold over me and how they can say one thing and it kills me. It's like a shot in the head or something I swear. I hate being confused and not knowing what to do, and I hate whining and that's just too bad because I'm going to be doing it for a while thanks.

This not being able to say anything, not being able to stop being stupid for 30 seconds thing, it's getting to me. It's making me so jkghoisdghsoighgosughsg that I could just burst out and be all "HEY WHATS UP IM IN LOVE WITH YOU HOWS THE WEATHER?" Even though I say things like that all the time they just don't get taken seriously even though they aren't really meant to but you get the point thanks. I don't know, I'm really frustrated. With myself. For feeling the way that I do. I've been trying to force myself to not feel that way, to just I don't know give up and not care anymore. I can't though. I can't change the way I feel I guess, it just sucks.

Saying any of that crap isn't going to help anything so I don't know why I'm still talking and I should just shut up now before I make myself more irritated then I already am. Yeah.

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it only hurts when i breathe.. [10 May 2003|09:36pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | greenwheel - breathe ]

Say hello to my emo icon. It'll be here for a while.

Everyone die.

That is all.

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[10 May 2003|01:26pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | i dont know annoyed music thanks ]

See now, I thought I had things all figured out. And I was all content in a sick little twisted way, because there wasn't really anything to be content about. To be perfectly honest it sucked. And the last few days I've been feeling differently about everything. And I don't like it. And I enjoy trying to force myself to feel one way, when it's really not even right. It's wonderful. I need to go spend millions of dollars on therapy immediately.

Where is Kelleh :/

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[09 May 2003|07:28pm]
[ mood | not going homeish >:O ]
[ music | something ok ]

Ew. Apparently I am not going home today. Damn that kid and his sad sad face >:O

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[09 May 2003|01:00pm]
[ mood | not good ]
[ music | mxpx - time after time ]

I don't like being confused.

I don't like how retarded I am.

I don't like how I randomly just got in a horrible mood over stupid things.

I don't like thinking about things and then coming to different conclusions.

I don't like anything right now.

I don't like myself.


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[09 May 2003|04:17am]
[ mood | i dont know thanks ]
[ music | not good charlotte k ]


..that is all.


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[08 May 2003|01:56am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | trapt - headstrong ]

I wonder sometimes, if I am the only one who has days like these. Days where I realize how stupid I can be and how I do these absolutely ridiculous things and get myself worked up over nothing. Over things that seem like the are significant, but when you take three seconds to stop and think about them, they're nothing, they're pointless, they're not worth it. Ya know it's almost funny, I rant and go on and on about how I can't stand idiocy and I'm the perfect example of an idiot these days. It's funny that I didn't even stop and realize all of this until some stupid pointless conversation. One of many at that. What does that prove? Basically that I thought something was there that wasn't there and it just makes more sense to me now.

I'm like a child, someone tells me that I can't have something, or I know that theres something that's out of my grasp, out of my reach, something I'll never have, and all I do is fight harder to get it. Convincing myself that it's what I want, getting so set in thinking that, that it's almost too amusing when I sit back and analyze myself. I don't think I do that enough. Just stop, and take a look at the situations in front of me. Try and figure things out. I think it's probably more difficult for me than anyone else I know to admit when I'm wrong, or made a stupid decision or something of the sort. I'm one of those people, one of those obnoxious fucking people, that just has to be right all the time. Has to come out on top no matter what.

Point of the story.. I give up. I just can't do it anymore you know. I can't keep myself in that place where every little thing aggravates me or upsets me or gets me stupid. I just don't really want to be in that place. No one should have to be, especially over something stupid. That's not worth it. Yeah but.. it's time to shut up now because I don't even think I'm making sense anymore.

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[07 May 2003|09:49pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | allister -radio player ]

joel needs to stop.

...that is all.

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[07 May 2003|11:11am]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | nothing k die ]

When dogs jump on my face and wake me up at 11 in the morning after I've only been asleep for like 5 hours, it is not cute.

I think everyone should die :)

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say anything say anything.. [07 May 2003|12:33am]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | i am not listening to good charlotte bye ]

So I'm in a really bad mood tonight, and none of you fucks around around to cheer me up >:O so this is me bitching about everything, thanks. Well no, cause I don't really have anything to bitch about. I think I'm going home in the morning. I'm pretty sure I've been following these kids around long enough and they are sick of me now, thanks.

And um, by the way, it's really irritating when people obviously have a drastic change in their mood, at least towards me, and then try and act like nothing is wrong and blow me off, and I don't like it, so if you could kindly not do it anymore, that would be really appreciated thanks.

I go back to work in about a week and a half, which is a blessing from up above I swear I need a fuckin life. I'm going to start filming for First Daughter hurr. Wtf, the plot actually sounds really stupid, I don't know why I sign on to do movies like this, thanks. Filming is in North Carolina and Josh is still living there which means the second my plane arrives I am going to camp out in his house. And he should really come around here because I miss him a lot k. And I need some friends because all of you suck hardcore :-*

UM, just so you are all very well aware, Benji wins and you don't. Cause he bought me a puppeh and I think that means he's great. My puppehs name is Oscar and he's cuter than you and that means you lose, thanks. And he's sleeping on my lap and ehehehehe he's so cute, I'm done now, really.

Kelly thinks that I should get my nose pierced, because I am so hardcore and stuff. Maybe I will, just so I can be like David k. Because me and David are so hot. We have trouble with english you know, because his first language is french, and mine is obviously japanese. Because we can all tell that I'm japanese, right? Please step off your current hate trip, it's been a long flight, it's over baby.

I like how I am paragraphing this all out to make it look long when I really have nothing to say. I have new icons again, I have a problem with making them. I enjoy looking at myself because I'm a lot cuter than all of you. Please proceed to look at them and then sign online and tell me how hot I am, thanks.

And now I need to go distract myself, because if I sit here and continue to write things I'll end up talking about stuff that'll piss myself off. And we can't really have that now can we? No, I don't think we can thanks. This was the biggest waste of space ever, and if you read any of that, I'll have to hop in your pants cause that means you're my hero.

PS Joel definitely has icon keywords that say 'SUCK DAT SHIZZNIT DRY HO' ... that frightens me, that is all.

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HEE HI HO HUM DIE DIE DIE [05 May 2003|11:51pm]
[ mood | dieish ]
[ music | wtfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff ]

SO. THERES THIS GIRL RIGHT, AND LIKE WTF, SHE'S A REAL BIG DRAMA QUEEN ATTENTION TRY TO GETTER TYPE PERSON, AND WTF I BET YOU'RE ALL THINKING IM TALKING ABOUT MYSELF. Because, wtf, I'm insane. But no k. She's worse than I am. Cause she's one of those girls that doesn't realize that half the people that shes trying to jock hop, really can't stand her, and want her to die. And that's what's really sad. Because hi bitch, atleast catch on to when people don't like you. Cause it just makes you look at dumb, as you do desperate and pathetic. And so Avril, if you're gonna write stupid updates in your journal, and then be a queer when I confront you, AND USE MY OWN LINES ON ME, please proceed to throw your fuckin self into acid. Cause I know you're only 18, and 18 year olds are stupid as fuck (except for Kelly, hi sugar :-*) but seriously, use your fuckin brain, and wisen the fuck up. I'm not the person you want to fuck with, thanks!

And now that I am done with that, I would just like to talk about Kelly for a second k, because wtf, Kelly is great. And Kelly is mine, and I don't care what any of you say - even you puppeh - I own her. I have tattooed "I AM KATIE'S" on her, in areas of her body that you will never see, because they are mine. And my moment of "HI MY NAME IS KATIE AND IM A LESBIAN THAT WANTS KELLY" is over, so unfortunately you cannot get excited thinking about me wanting Kelly anymore okay. But chances are, you will never be as cool as Kelly, thanks.

So wtf, Kelly should come visit me. not Joel or Benji or Billy or Paul or Chris, BUT ME THANKS. And wtf right now I really should be chucking rocks at letterman's head not sitting here on my laptop, but you know what die. I'm still following these silly losers around, it's fun, don't hate. I tried to kill Benji and it didn't work. And Joel promised me a Toto. WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF IM GETTING A DOG THANKS. And we got married today, by Nas, please don't hate, and get off his jock too. Cause I am going to put some sort of claim on it I tell you.


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[05 May 2003|10:32pm]
[ mood | nauseated ]
[ music | no. ]

I'd do anything
just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me
Cause I know
I won't forget you

so that is all.

kelly benji and joel win.


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[05 May 2003|10:22am]
[ mood | geeky ]
[ music | i hear that mandy moore song, joel must be listening to it k ]

SO. Once I knew this boy, and I always threatened him to give me teddy bears, and then his brother gave me teddy bears and I didn't even have to ask so I decided that I no longer had any use for this one boy. OOPS, HI JOEL.

So I am thug, and I was walking the streets of DC, and then singing about it. I hope you're not hating, because that's sad.

Im glad that these fools don't have a show tonight because I don't know if I could sit through that for like the 3rd day in a row thanks, I would have killed myself.

WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF this is lame shit. Im going to go line all my teddy bears up in a row and knock them down like bowling pins. EHEHEHEHEHE they are so cute. I need to name them all k. Cause I have too many thugs bears named Joel, wtffffffffffffff.

Maybe I should never update at 10 in the morning again eh? EH? That reminds me of Canadians. And MMM HI DAVID. Mmmm. mMmMMmmMMM!


ps this is my "i want to look like a teddy bear" icon thanks.

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[04 May 2003|04:27pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | the used - buried myself alive ]

So.. am I the only one that thinks people around here should learn how to keep their fucking mouths shut, stop lying, and um.. just not be assholes in general?

You'd be surprised at all of the people I'm refering to. Not just senor I put my dick in everyone. Thanks. Die.

...I had something else to say but I forgot, bye.

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[04 May 2003|11:38am]
[ mood | i dont know not goodish ]
[ music | all i can hear is paul, i think billy is raping him ]

So I really didn't think it was possible to be annoyed with everyone in the world with the exception of maybe 2 people, but sadly it is. And that sucks. And I think I'm going home soon, or today, or something. Because yeah. Okay bye.

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[03 May 2003|08:38pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | simple plan - perfect ]

I know she didn't mean to, and I know it wasn't her intention, and I still love her more than any of you, but Kelly just made me emo, like hardcore. I hate it when people try to convince you of things that aren't true. Hello, I'm well aware of what the truth is, and I'm sorry but that's not it. And um, I'm well aware that things are never gonna be like that, so we don't really need to keep talking about them do we. No I don't think so. Whatever, I suck, the end bye.

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